Epiphyllum viburnum lily

My name is Hua Tan, and I am an only child.

Here's a memory I don't want to recall—

It was a girl, and a boy.

"Hey, who are you thinking about?" The boy patted her left shoulder, and then flashed behind her right.

She turned and looked straight at him, rolling her eyes.

Mischievously said: "You are here again, can you change the pattern?"

However, before she finished speaking, the boy ran to the right.

"Okay, haha! Then you can chase me, and if you catch me, I will give you a surprise!"

She stomped her feet angrily, couldn't control her tongue and throat, and ran away, "Okay, okay, wait for me and see how I deal with you! Stop for me, you...you..."

In the summer evening, the heat subsided a bit, and the breeze blew her long hair like a stream flowing across.

The young man is running in front, she is chasing after, you are bickering with each other, this scene can't help but make people laugh.

Running under a sycamore tree, the boy stopped suddenly, leaning against the tree trunk, and put his hands in his trouser pockets.

He closed his eyes for a few seconds, then gently opened them, "Hey, idiot, can you do it, running so slowly? I knew I wouldn't have chased you back then, but I chased you backwards, ha ha."

She finally ran up to the boy, covered her waist with her hands, panting, and rolled her eyes, "Don't worry, sister, I ran so slowly on purpose!"

The boy pursed his lips, took out a tissue, gently pulled out one, and patted her palm domineeringly.

He said softly and disdainfully: "It's a girl's privilege to use strong words, and she runs so slowly..."

She took the tissue quickly, wiped the sweat from her forehead, and said, "What are you muttering? Are you afraid I can't hear you? Huh?"

He turned around and pouted, arms crossed.

It seemed to be angry, but it was fake.

The boy suddenly became nervous, then smiled slightly, and walked a step or two to her.

With his long and slender fingers, he smoothed the broken hair on her forehead that was wet with sweat, and her black eyes looked strangely gentle.

She still pouted, and stretched out her right hand to push the boy's hand away.

The young man held her right hand in time, and said softly like a child: "Okay, I was wrong, you can punish me however you want, don't be angry, okay?"

The resentment pouted in her mouth suddenly swallowed, and she stared blankly at the boy.

The young man leaned forward slightly, bowed his head, and his lips touched her forehead lightly.

Her face was as red as the sunset glow in the sky, endlessly shy...

A few seconds later, a voice broke the shy silence.

"Fool, your hair stinks, you're sweating while running so slow... eh..."

Her face was no longer a shy pink, but an angry red.

Seeing that something bad happened, the boy turned around.

She took a deep breath, put her hands on her hips, and said with a smirk, "I'll give you three seconds to disappear, okay, three...two..."

The boy made a grimace, "Slightly slightly slightly".

"I'm afraid you won't see me, and you're going to think like crazy. Then... I'd better run!"

But she chased after her again, "I told you to disappear, and you really ran away..."

Two people, one in front and one behind.

A beautiful dusk reflects the simple innocence and joy without any sadness.

Even the breeze has a green taste.

They are so happy, I can only watch from a distance.

……

In the end, I saw that white figure standing there, standing in the stinking garbage dump.

She looked at the fog ahead of the future, thinking about the flowers that once bloomed.

……

She asked me: "Does every man care about a woman's innocence? Why can men pick flowers and drink honey everywhere, but women have to stick to a pure land and wait for men to stop?"

I replied to her: "I don't know. I'm not a woman, I'm still a girl. It's you, you chose to leave me, willing to be a woman, a woman who was played in the palm of a man and then thrown in the dump. You asked for it."

She smiled: "I asked for it myself, yes, Hua Tan, Zhou Yang said he loves me and will love me for the rest of his life!"

Me: "So what? Now, he said you are dirty. Dirty, what does it mean, do you know? It means that you are not clean anymore, you are no longer a virgin."

She: "I know, I am now a broken flower, a defective product, and I am dirty!"

Me: "It's good that you know. You can't wash it clean. In his heart, you are a stinky woman who was slept with by a drunken drunk. That's why he broke up with you next to the garbage dump!"

She: "Really? In his eyes, am I just a stinking garbage?"

Me: "No, to be precise, you are worse than garbage! Some garbage can be recycled and reused, but if you strip yourself naked and lie in front of him, he won't have any desire!"

She: "That's enough, Hua Tan, stop talking! I don't want to hear it!"

Me: "What's wrong, are you afraid? Are you running away? This is the truth, you can't change it, Huaqiong, let go of your hands and accept the reality! Let me help you, let me love you!"

She: "No, you are a liar, you can't even protect yourself, what do you use to protect me?!"

Me: "No, you are wrong. In this world, only I am qualified to protect you! Come, follow me, and I will take you to our secret base and live our own lives."

She: "No, I don't want it, I want to wait for Zhou Yang to come back, he will come back, we will get married again, he will put a wedding ring on me, we will have a bunch of children..."

Me: "That's enough! Hua Qiong, please be sober! That man, he won't come back, he will have a new love soon, he will not miss you!"

She: "We love each other very much, he only loves me! He won't fall in love with anyone else. He can't live without me!"

Me: "Hua Qiong, are you here to be funny? Who the hell can't live without him! It's you, not Zhou Yang!"

She: "Is it me? Is it me? I can't live anymore, so what should I do? I'm going to find him! He will forgive me!"

Me: "Don't lie to yourself anymore, okay? He won't come back, you can never find him again, he has gone far! Maybe he has left this city, or even this country!"

She: "Then I can't find him, can I? How can he leave as soon as he says it, what about our previous vows of eternal love?"

Me: "Oath to each other, are you still thinking about the sweet talk you used to say? Wake up, it's just a play on the spot! You can believe it if you tell ghosts! You're too naive, okay?"

She: "Yes, I was too naive. I have nothing now. It turns out that there is only Zhou Yang in my life. He left, and I have nothing left."

Me: "Hua Qiong, don't be afraid, you still have me, I won't dislike you! We are still the same as before, shall we be together?"

She: "No, Hua Tan, I despise myself, I feel disgusting. I'm sorry, I'm tired, you go, don't come to me again."

Me: "Okay, Joan, calm down first, I won't bother you anymore."

……

The last dialogue he said should still be ringing in her ears——

"I'm sorry, you're dirty, your body, your heart. I... we... let's finish." These words can freeze.

"Zhou Yang, don't leave me, okay? I'm going to the hospital, I'm going..." She hugged the boy's waist tightly.

"Enough, am I not clear? This is already a fact!" The boy pushed her to the ground very hard.

"No, I don't want to..." She struggled on the ground.

"Goodbye! Huaqiong, may you bloom more beautifully after I leave."

He turned around, firmly.This love is already behind him.

"If you don't look back, I'm going to die!"

He had walked so far that he could no longer feel the breath he left behind.

"Zhou Yang! Zhou Yang! You will regret it!"

……

The first time is the last time, the only time.

I asked who buried her flowering period, she didn't say a word, only left me with a white back.

Perhaps, for some people, it is enough to have a back view in their minds.

No longer extravagantly expecting that life is just like the love at first sight, but seeking to forget each other in the vast rivers and lakes.

There was a hint of a smile on the corner of his mouth, but he smiled casually.

……

She leaped forward without taking any emotion away.

However, I love her.Her hatred, her resentment, I will guard her from now on!

The author has something to say: As I write, I feel that my world view has changed!