Star Sea·Light Year

A month later, he still couldn't remember anything.

Looking at the tall and straight figure of archery in the video, he felt like he was watching a movie.The person who has the same face as her is not her no matter how you look at it.He also understood that what Meng Tian said was right, he had a good relationship with the members of the Bow Dao Club, as can be seen from their expressions in the video. ...Also, it should be true that he is popular with the girls, because he saw the banner with his name written on it and heard the cheers from the scene.

The appearance of "him" in the photo album Meng Tian showed him is much softer.Although there is still no expression on his face, occasionally frowning, but there is a faint smile in his eyes.

"He" should have left good memories when he was a student, but unfortunately he can't remember anything now. Even if he looks at these media that carry memories, he can't splash a single bit of water in his blank mind.

...Maybe when it's time to remember, I will remember everything.

With this in mind, Wang Ben decided not to pursue the root cause of his past self.

Over the past month of getting along, his understanding of Meng Tian is still superficial.He seems to be a man who can cook by himself, and he is also very good at cooking. He loves sweets, and he will help him prepare things that are said to be commonly used by "him"...

He even knows the style of shampoo and body wash that "he" has been using.

Sometimes he could hardly help wondering if there was anything else between them.When he curiously asked about his birthday before and wanted to record it on the calendar, he found that this day had already been marked on the calendar. Although the day was not marked, it was set to repeat every year.

When you look at the photos carefully, you will find that they will always stand together in all the group photos.But "he" has never been seen in the images of the game, maybe he is the one who took these images?

Just thinking of this possibility made him feel hairy and uncomfortable.

He doesn't discriminate against such people, but he doesn't intend to be one of them either.He also couldn't ask Meng Tian if they had a cross-border relationship, otherwise what should he do if he said "yes" and hoped to continue?He doesn't dislike Meng Tian, ​​but he doesn't have extra thoughts either.Although Meng Tian is a good-looking man, he is a man after all.

He doesn't know what "he" wants to do, but he knows what he wants most. He longs for the feeling of "stableness" and wants a "home" that truly belongs to him.It's neither that cold garden mansion, nor living in someone else's home like this.

"After all, you who have lost your memory are now like an isolated point. You have lost the connection with the past and the future, so it is normal to feel uneasy. There is nothing you can do if you can't remember the past, but you can start looking for a new life from now on. Goal." The boss of the pastry shop comforted him like this.

Wang Ben often goes to this store alone, asking the boss about "him" in the name of buying desserts.After going back and forth, he became familiar with the people in this store.

The boss here is called Li Mu, the woman at the cash register is Hai Yin, the pastry chef is a petite and young girl named He Liao Diao, and there is also a young man in charge of cake delivery named Fu Da.

He knows that all his negative emotions now come from the fear and anxiety in his heart, and compared with those who are familiar with "him", these people are more likely to make him feel close to him.Because they will not unconsciously compare "him" with him, and then conclude that he has changed a lot without authorization, and then expressly hope that "he" will come back soon.

Even if he himself wants to remember the past, but the current situation is helpless.

Meng Tian said that they were all graduates of the medical school, but when he flipped through the professional books on Meng Tian's bookshelf, his mind was blank and he had no memory of these things at all.In addition, he guessed that the body might remember the feeling of archery, so he tried to draw the bow, but he couldn't even do the basic posture.

He has completely forgotten all the things "he" is good at.

Now he doesn't seem to know how to do anything, and has to learn everything from scratch.

"Do you want to try to learn how to make desserts from Xiao Mink? Just take it as a temporary way to pass the time."

Seeing that he was anxious and confused, Li Mu kindly suggested. "He" is not suitable for this kind of thing, right?Thinking of that face that was always tense, he nodded unconsciously, maybe it was just out of a kind of rebellion, but since he planned to do it, he would work hard to learn it seriously.

After making up his mind, Wang Ben told Meng Tian his decision at the dinner table that night.

"...It would be great if I could find something I like to do." Although Meng Tian had a look of surprise on his face, he didn't say much, but he added: "The desserts you make with your own hands must let me Try it too."

As if encouraged, Wang Ben couldn't help but nodded with a smile.He hesitated whether to tell Pan Yang about this matter, and it was a bit strange to say it. Before that, Pan Yang would call almost every day to ask about his recent situation. Sometimes he was even a little afraid of seeing his call, but recently, he greeted The frequency was reduced to once a week.Although this made him breathe a sigh of relief, he also felt a little guilty, because the person who took care of him in the hospital at first was Pan Yang.Even if he is "his" butler, that kind of sincere concern is not just for work reasons.

Meng Tian seemed to see through his thoughts, and said: "It's better not to talk about Panyang for the time being. Let him taste it after he makes his favorite work."

This is also a good idea.Thinking of Pan Yang's evaluation of Meng Tian before, Wang Ben lowered his head in embarrassment. Meng Tian is not the kind of person Pan Yang thinks, he is very gentle, and it is easy to be with him. As for the bad side of his personality, he is completely did not see. ...But such a warm person, how can his personality be so bad?

Lying in the light green grid, the cool breeze carries the cool breath of the lake. The room he lives in temporarily overlooks the lake not far away. When he is anxious, he will stand in front of the window and look at the quiet lake. The white moonlight shone like a mirror, which calmed him down unconsciously.Perhaps it was precisely because of this that Meng Tian let him sleep in this room.

In the morning, the sun will gently caress his face through the gauze curtain. Now he wakes up around six o'clock every day. After tidying up his room, he will boil hot water and make a cup of capsule coffee. He didn't know what these little things were, but after getting familiar with them, he fell in love with them.Hearing the sound of the machine running, the strong aroma of coffee wafted in the air, and he would take this time to wipe the table.

"Ah, it turns out that you are helping to clean up, so there is no need to do such a thing."

Meng Tian, ​​who usually shows his face only after seven o'clock, rubbed his sleepy eyes and said to him.But living here all the time, eating and drinking for free, made him very uncomfortable. Although "he" was a very good friend with him, he shouldn't care about these things, but he would have the illusion that he was being a badass.

"This kind of trivial matter is easy." He also said before that he should at least share the food and water and electricity bills, but Meng Tian laughed out loud and said that if he really felt so uncomfortable, he would give him the bow at home. When the reward is good.Of course he said yes, it might be something "he" cherished very much, but it was of little value to him.

"...that is your most precious thing, and it must not be given away lightly." At that time, Meng Tian said so solemnly.

"It's just a bow..." In terms of "his" family wealth, no matter how expensive the bow is, if you give it away, you can just buy it again.

"Because it was a gift from your father." Speaking of "his" father, he really couldn't understand that there are such fathers in the world!It has been almost four months since he woke up, and he hasn't even called. If Pan Yang hadn't said that he was abroad, he would really have thought that his parents were gone.

"'I' shouldn't have a good relationship with him, right?"

When he asked this question, Meng Tian seemed to hesitate for a moment, sighed softly, and then said with a smile: "In the past, maybe you thought he was so devoted to his career and too indifferent to his family, so you had a lot of opinions on him, but Afterwards... In my opinion, you should be able to understand him... You are not the kind of man who talks about people and things you like, so even now you think that the relationship between you is a little cold, but That feeling doesn’t have to be true.”

"But it's obviously a family member, but there are not even a few group photos, isn't it weird?... And he hasn't contacted me until now..." Even if he wanted to contact me, he couldn't find his number.

His words made Meng Tian laugh.

"...You used to not say such things, you can say whatever you think like this... Well, let me tell you, amnesia is not all bad for you."

Although Meng Tian's expression seemed to be joking, Wang Ben felt that he really thought so.

"...Is it possible that the 'me' in the past was very depressed?" If you don't say something in your heart, you will press it in your heart and create a burden for yourself.

"Well, although it's really inconvenient for us to say a lot of things directly, and there are many things that we can't understand, but among the people I know, you should be the most harsh on yourself."

"harsh?"

"Yes, it's harsh, that's why you always have a straight face, and you've been under a lot of pressure, haha. ... So take advantage of this time and do what you want to do, how about it?"

That's what he planned too, but it was strange that what he thought he liked, didn't seem to really like it.For example, he thought he had a sweet tooth, but it turned out not to be the case. …Those foods exuding a sweet fragrance did not bring him the expected pleasure in his mouth. Although the taste was good, he felt that he just liked to smell this sweet smell, just like he even I am used to drinking black coffee. When the bitter taste comes from the tip of the tongue, it will also bring a touch of sweetness at the same time.

"I'm not being polite, there will be professionals here to clean it."

It was only then that he noticed that Meng Tian was still wearing a nightgown. He really liked this light pink color, and it seemed that there were patterns on it. It seemed strange that a man would like this color, although it was very suitable for him...

"... Huh?" He had never seen it before.

"...I'm a single man living alone, how can I do such troublesome things as cleaning by myself."

Hearing what Meng Tian said, he suddenly wanted to laugh a little, because his tone of voice and expression seemed very capricious.Probably because he hasn't fully woken up yet, that's why he showed a trace of his "nature" so unpreparedly.

"There are also many single men who live alone who clean the house themselves."

"I still have to use my fingers to play the piano. If they become blunt, I won't be able to play nice tunes."

Seeing him laughing and saying such willful words, Wang Ben also laughed.But there was a confused expression on Meng Tian's face for a moment, and then he turned around and went back to the room suddenly, closing the door.

...It was only then that he realized that perhaps his willful words just now were not meant for him.

He also suddenly understood that Meng Tian didn't regard him as "he".So even if their relationship was really unusual, it had nothing to do with him. After thinking about it, he didn't breathe a sigh of relief as expected, but felt a little disappointed. ... This is probably because Meng Tian is a bit special to him, maybe because he lives in his house.

It is also possible to move out to live alone, but it is a bit difficult for him now.When he was alone, the feeling of blankness in his mind would become stronger, and that kind of bewilderment would drive him almost crazy.Living here, he could casually ask about "him" when he was curious. Although it seemed like he was listening to a story, at least he could roughly figure out the outline of his past.

So...he, a drowning man, can only hold on to Meng Tian's hand tightly until his feet hit the ground.

The opening time of the pastry shop is ten o'clock in the morning, but the preparation for baking will start at eight o'clock, and he hurried out before seven o'clock.What happened in the morning made him feel a little embarrassed, so he thought it would be better not to meet for the time being.

Although it was just such a simple act of "closing the door", it made him feel as if he was isolated from the outside. He also knew that it was a bit too emotional for him to have such a thought, but... when he was sitting alone on the sofa , he really wished he had the courage to throw everything away.

Don't worry about what kind of person you were in the past, start a new life with a new identity, and don't need to keep in touch with people who have crossed paths in the past.

He also felt a little ridiculous for himself who had such an idea.It's just such an ordinary move, but it actually aroused so many pessimistic emotions in him.

"Morning!" He looked at the clock, it was only 07:30, but the river mink had already changed his clothes and was stirring some ingredients.

"Morning!" Hearing the other party's greeting with a smile, Wang Ben's mood became brighter.

"By the way, my boyfriend may come today. He is a guy who is not very polite. If you say something rude, don't mind."

"You haven't broken up with your boyfriend who has a bad mouth and a bad personality!"

Haiyin also arrived early, and said jokingly.

"...He's still pretty good..." He Li Diao retorted with a pout, "It's just that he's stupid."

Haiyin shook her head with a hopeless face, and said to Wang Ben: "In that guy's opinion, any man would have other thoughts about Xiao Diao. Seeing a handsome guy like you by her side must be worse than before. Get mad."

Hearing what Haiyin said, he touched his face naturally, a little puzzled.

"...I don't look like a 'lolicon', do I?"

Haiyin's mouth was tightly pursed into a line, her shoulders trembled, and after a while, she laughed exaggeratedly.

"Hey... don't use such a serious expression to make such complaints..."

"I'm just not tall!" He Liao said with a puffy face, "I'm old enough to get married and have children!"

"Really? I thought you were a middle school student..." He was a little surprised.

"At any rate, tell me you're a college student!" He Li Diao also burst out laughing, probably used to this kind of thing for a long time.

"It's so lively early in the morning!" Fu Dan also arrived, "Haiyin is also very cute today! Come and hug her!" He opened his arms to Haiyin.

"Go away, be careful I will sue you for sexual harassment."

Wang Ben smiled unconsciously.In fact, it's okay if you can't restore your memory, life like this is not bad at all.

At noon, when he was still helping to stir the egg liquid in the baking room, he heard Haiyin say dissatisfiedly, "It's you again. Little Mink, your boyfriend is here."

She poked her head out from the table where the freshly baked snacks were placed, and waved her hand.

"I want to learn from you..." Wang Ben saw the other party pointing at himself in shock, and looked at him in bewilderment, "This is not some fucking April Fool's joke!" The other party's fairly regular facial features twisted Together, the expression looks extremely frightened.

"Huh? You don't know each other, do you?" He Liao moved away from the middle and asked curiously.

"Really?" Haiyin also came over.

"Aren't you Wang Ben! What are you doing here! Meng Tian said that you had an accident not long ago, so you didn't lose your head?"

"...you know me?" Wang Ben was surprised.

"Little Mink, he just said I was that bad-mouthed guy from 'Loricon'! Do you remember? It's my college roommate!"

"Pfft, he said the same thing again this morning."

"This is really a coincidence!"

Both Haiyin and He Liao Diao seemed to have seen something interesting, and Wang Ben didn't feel rude in their attitude, because they were curious when they heard that he had mentioned the plot of a TV series when he lost his memory, but Frankly, he felt more at ease with such an attitude than with affectated sympathy.

"You are also my college classmate? I injured my head in a car accident before, and I don't remember everything before." It seems that Meng Tian didn't mention this matter.

"Really! You don't remember who I am?"

Wang Ben nodded.

"Meng Tian, ​​why don't you say something so important?"

"It's because we have to respect his own wishes." Li Mu explained kindly, "After all, it's not appropriate for outsiders to talk about this matter."

"That guy is not an outsider to him. They have a good relationship like brothers."

This statement made Wang Ben suddenly heave a sigh of relief. It turns out that they are like brothers in the eyes of others, and that is a normal relationship.In this case, Meng Tian knows "him" very well and it makes sense.

Although the man's eyes swept over him impolitely, which made him a little uncomfortable, but after knowing that they had nothing to do in the past, Wang Ben's a little troubled mood disappeared.

"...My name is Xin. You can rest assured, she is definitely not your type." The wheat-colored man smiled with white teeth.

"...Why?" Haiyin asked puzzled, "He's a handsome guy!"

"You don't know that, he is a guy who values ​​his family background very much. When he was in school, so many girls wrote love letters and confessed, even our school belle chased after him, but he was not tempted at all. What I said above is that I don’t want to delay my studies, but it’s actually because he is the heir of a big family, and I heard from Meng Tian that when they get married, they will find a well-matched young lady.”

"...Is that so..." "He" is such a person?Does marriage value "family background" more than love?

"Huh? Really? Is he the kind of rich man?" Hai Yin and He Liao Diao glanced over, leaving Wang Ben at a loss for what to do.

"Although I looked like a rich man when I bought desserts, I thought they were ordinary young elites." Haiyin added.

"What? Dessert? This guy?" Xin's tone became weird because of surprise.

"Well, I come here to buy a lot from time to time."

"It's a lie! This guy doesn't have a sweet tooth at all! He has the same taste as that old man! The men I know like Meng Tian, ​​who likes sweets like girls. You guys don't know how to do it secretly. Girlfriend? Didn’t I hear you say that?”

"Maybe it was bought for that particularly good-looking man. You bought the exact same variety."

"It shouldn't be... When we came together before, he didn't know that 'I' would come to buy desserts..."

"Oh! That's right! Why are you here? Your family doesn't seem to live here, does it?"

"...I'm temporarily staying at Meng Tian's house."

The man who called Shin showed a surprised expression again.

"What? Is he still in the country?"

Wang Ben nodded.

"...I heard that he was going to emigrate overseas, so he hasn't left yet."

This made Wang Ben suddenly remember that when Pan Yang contacted his family, he was abroad... He suddenly had an idea, maybe he rushed back because of his accident, right?