long road

"Okay, I know I'm wrong, you can take a rest for a while, I will deal with some things, I will come to you later, and we will have lunch together."

"No, I have to go by myself later." Yan Ran didn't look back, because he needed to be calm.

Even though I belong to the Appearance Association, I have been a straight man for so many years, and my dream has always been to find a virtuous and virtuous girl to marry and have children. It is not so easy to bend.A predestined person and a male god are useless at all, only a goddess will work, please Goddess.

No, I should ask that incomprehensible fairy if I can go back and not renew the relationship. Sure enough, I still have no feelings for men. Isn't this a missed marriage?

Looking to the sky.

"Don't make trouble, just rest well." Of course, Bai Muzhi didn't know that the person in front of him was planning to ask the perpetrator for an explanation, and was also planning to run away.Pat him on the head to calm him down.

"Got it, got it, I'll lie down for a while, go get busy if you have something to do." Su Ran pushed his hand away, not looking back at him.With the thought of retreating, he couldn't see Bai Muzhi's gentle and doting eyes. Needless to say, he felt guilty, but he was even a little sad.

Bai Muzhi didn't say anything else, sighed, closed the door for him and left.

Sitting at the table, he rested his chin and thought, what method should he use to call that guy out?I don't even know who he is, and I'm afraid I won't be able to find him. When I saw him, it was because he was dead... Do I have to commit suicide?Just do it, he got up and wandered around the room thinking about countermeasures.

Drinking medicine seems to be a bit difficult to operate. If you jump into the lake, the sky is freezing in the twelfth lunar month. There is only one floor here when you jump off the building.

I said, the final conclusion is that I have to be stabbed, what kind of life am I!But you have to do what you say, first see if there are any weapons in the room.

I searched up and down, panting from exhaustion, and the sharpest thing I found was a comb.This is how afraid that the person who lives here will be hurt, how much I love this person.

My heart is sour, anyway, the kindness to me is not directed at me!The more I think about it, the more sad it gets. It's better to go back. Anyway, it's not suitable for me. Anyway, I can't accept it. Anyway... I feel like crying.

Sighing, she got up and called Xiaoping who had already been sent back to her room.

"Young master, what's the point of being a slave?" Xiaoping hurried out of her room.

"Find me a knife, something sharper, preferably a dagger."

"You, what do you want a knife for?" Xiaoping was startled.

"What are you asking so many for? Just find it." How do you want me to tell you that I plan to commit suicide?

"……it is good."

Xiaoping ran out, and came back after a while, holding an exquisite dagger in her hand.

"Young master, this is the dagger of the second son. I can't find it elsewhere, so I can only go to the second son."

"Did he ask anything?"

"I asked, and the servant girl said that the young master is coming to play."

"Very well, you go down."

"The dagger is very sharp, young master, be careful not to get hurt."

"Yeah, I see, I just use it for fun." How can I commit suicide without being injured...

"The servant will leave."

Seeing Xiaoping enter her own room again, Su Ran felt relieved and looked at the dagger carefully.Complicated decoration, a sapphire is inlaid on the scabbard, gorgeous, it looks a bit like an ornament, but the blade is very sharp, it should be used for self-defense by Bai Muzhi.

Su Ran held the dagger and made two gestures on his chest, his heart was healed, so hurry up and kill him with one knife!

With a sound of "poof", Su suddenly stabbed the knife towards himself hard, it seemed that the stab was not accurate, it was still a little shallow.

Whoops, it hurts like hell, bastard, you must pluck your eyebrows when I see you!You wait!

Then suddenly let go, and the dagger fell to the ground.

It hurts a bit and I can't stand...

Xiaoping and Xiaohong heard the bang, and they hurried over to look for fear that Miran would hurt themselves. As soon as they opened the door, they saw Miran lying on the ground, frowning tightly covering his chest, the blood on his chest stained his white clothes a little red .

……

"Come here, the young master is injured, the second son..."

Xiaoping screamed and ran out of the Jiaoyue Pavilion, and ran to Master Bai's study.Xiaohong ran to call the doctor.

The division of labor is very clear, and the business is well-versed.

At this moment, Yan Ran: I said you guys don't go, at least help me up, the ground is so cold.

Hearing Xiaoping's call, Bai Muzhi hurried back and bumped into Xiaoping on the way.

Xiaoping pulled Bai Muzhi and said while running, not even panting, it looked like she had been trained: "Second Young Master, Young Master stabbed the dagger in his chest."

In an instant, Bai Muzhi overtook him and rushed towards the Jiaoyue Pavilion.After entering the door, Su Ran was still lying there.

It wasn't that he didn't want to move, but that it hurt when he moved, so he had to find a more comfortable position, and lay down like giving up, waiting for someone to help him.

Bai Muzhi gently picked him up and put him on the bed, and pulled back the blood-stained clothes to expose the wound.

His eyes dimmed.Which suicide scene was sung?

Before Xiaohong could arrive, the doctors in Weiyang Palace rushed over upon hearing the sound.It can be seen how loud Xiaoping has.

Bai Muzhi gave way, and the doctor stepped forward to check.

"Second Young Master, don't worry. The injury is not deep, and it's not fatal. It's not in any danger." The doctor checked the wound, did basic hemostasis and cleaning, and said helplessly.I have only seen this doctor for the past two days, but fortunately Mr. Tao is not here.The doctor touched the pinch mark on his neck, and the tears still haven't disappeared.

But how many times has this happened, the young master is slightly injured every time, but the second son feels as if he is dying, there must be a limit to worry.

At this time, Yan Ran closed his eyes and pretended to pass out, and by the way, he slandered: Is there any mistake, I clearly aimed at it and stabbed it hard, and it hurts like death, how could it be possible that the stabbing wasn't deep, could it be that God didn't let me die?Or I really don't have the talent to commit suicide.

"But Doctor Chen, why is he unconscious?" Bai Muzhi asked nervously.

"I think it was due to the unbearable pain, plus the previous head injury, so I passed out, and it's not a serious problem." Doctor Chen continued to sigh in his heart, but in fact he wouldn't faint at all, and it wasn't just a piece of paper that just fell over.

The doctor glanced at Su, obviously knowing that he hadn't fainted at all.

"..." Bai Muzhi didn't speak, but just clenched his fists vigorously.

Seeing Bai Muzhi's anxious look, the doctor dug out the famous magic medicine for healing wounds in the world, Shengjisan, which can heal even bloody blood within seven days. Just as he was about to apply the medicine to Shen Ran, Bai Muzhi stopped him After a few words, the doctor and Xiaoping Xiaohong were driven away.Then carefully apply the powder on the wound.

"It hurts~" Yan Ran pretended to have just woken up, with tears in her eyes and pale lips.

"You stab yourself even when you know it hurts, what are you thinking?" Bai Muzhi said softly.The wound was not big enough to be bandaged, but it wasn't small enough to stop the bleeding, so Su Ran's chest was left to dry.

Looking at Bai Muzhi's red eyes, she bit her lower lip, not knowing what to say.Because he felt a little guilty.

"Tell me what's not going your way, why bother yourself." Bai Muzhi took his left hand, tears dripping down his cheeks: "Do you know how important you are to me, if you leave me, I will I don’t know what to do next.”

Su Ran didn't speak, and instantly felt that the two drops of tears dripping on her hands were like two needles, which were painful.The pain accused him of his recklessness, leaving him speechless.

Bai Muzhi praised himself crazily in his heart, I am simply a celebrity.

That's right, although he was worried about something happening to Mu Ran, he was so sad that he was tearing up, he was really pretending, he just wanted to continue to test Sun Ran, even though he had realized that it was true that he had amnesia, he still drove carefully for thousands of years Boat.

"I'm sorry..." Su Ran raised his right hand to wipe away his tears.

"Yan Ran, don't you want to be so intimate with me?"

"I……"

"I won't do this again in the future. In fact, we were not so intimate before you lost your memory." Bai Muzhi's eyes were full of sadness: "I thought I could go further this time, but I didn't expect to force you away."

"No...it's not." I don't know why, but I was eager to deny it when I was told: "I just... I don't know why, it's a coincidence."

It must not be said that it is because you plan to wear it back.But for a while, I couldn't think of a good excuse, saying it was too fake, so I finally came up with this sentence.

"If you don't like me being too close, I will keep a distance from you." Bai Muzhi's eyes were firm: "No matter what, you can't seek death, you know?" hand.

"I don't dislike it, it's just that I'm not used to it." Su Ran grabbed his hand with his backhand.

In fact, at this moment, Su Ran really wanted to slap himself, how much would it take to put his actions ahead of his mind!This is the gods and ghosts, okay? I actually dug a trap myself and jumped into it.

Bai Muzhi looked at him, his lips moved, but he didn't say anything.

"Really, I really don't have any dissatisfaction." Seeing that Bai Muzhi was silent, Su Ran continued to explain nervously.

Now that you have cheated yourself, let's cheat more thoroughly.

That's right, it's called broken jars.

"That's good." Bai Muzhi squeezed out a smile: "It's almost time for lunch, I'll bring the food to the room. The wound can't be covered yet, bear with it, lie down and don't move."

"okay."

Bai Muzhi helped Shuran cover the quilt, carefully revealing the wound on his left shoulder.And then walking outside and praising myself like crazy, this drama is so satisfying!Hahahahahaha!

Yan Ran watched him go out of the room, watching the hem of his azure clothes disappear.Paralyzed on the bed, continued to be depressed.

I must have decided to commit suicide because I was so funny, this is good, not only will I hurt myself, but I will also be regarded as crazy.Think about it, although I am a little resistant to excessive intimacy, I feel a little disgusted, but maybe I can accept it after a long time.Since God won't let me go, maybe I can try again.

Going against the sky is too costly. In fact, I am an existence against the sky. My experience is so bad that I can’t continue to go against the sky. Don’t tell me what I’m talking about.In short, God will take good care of me with such an arrangement, and let me get through this tangled period safely.

Yes, I'll just have to wait.

……

Oh, I am schizophrenic!If you want to compromise, why should I stab myself so painfully.What should I do, I really feel a little reluctant to leave the male god.

Male gods are really hard to meet, much harder than those goddesses who rely on makeup and PS all over the street.

Then I still stay?

Ahhh what should I do!I won't admit that it hurts me to see him crying.

If there is a system subtitle at this time, it will probably read: Congratulations on awakening the gay soul.

Su Ran wanted to bury his face in the quilt and deeply spurn himself, but unfortunately his left shoulder, which hurts every time he moved, made it impossible for him to perform such a difficult movement, so he could only raise his right hand to his forehead, and sighed deeply.