Two or three whispers

The temperature in the north has gradually cooled down this season, but the temperature in this city is still very high, which is no different from summer, and the urban landscape does not reflect autumn. The trees on the roadside are all perennial varieties, and they are still green verdant.Qi Laishuo began to miss the place where he grew up. The temperature and the scenery are also distinct in four seasons. The red leaves on that mountain alone make people yearn for it.When the autumn wind blows, I think about perch.Sure enough, autumn is a season that is easy to be sad?Qi Laisuo rubbed his nose and smiled.Back to the [-] to [-] life, as boring as ever.Indeed, as Chai Wu'an said, Qi Laishuo now feels that he has no passion for life.Don't plan for the future, don't think about making progress, just want to live step by step day by day.The only thing he pursues is that he still reads every day, but because he is too boring, he uses books to pass the time.

He went to that bar again at night, trying to pick him up again.The bar is still lively, but I have never seen a man as clear as him.He has read in the book that everyone in the world has a chance to meet everyone, but some people have too little fate, and they pass by before they get to know each other.It might be the same with him, too little fate, so we just passed each other and never saw each other again.However, life is not static, just when you think it is boring, it has quietly changed, it is brewing a storm, because of another person's efforts.The weak "Haiyan" is engaged in a fierce ideological struggle, and finally desperately wants the storm to come more violently.

On this day, Qi Laishuo went to work and then left work as usual.However, there was a small incident, the elevator in the residential building was broken, so he could only choose to climb from the first floor to the fifth floor.Just climbed up and before I had time to catch my breath, I suddenly found a group of unknown objects sitting at the door.The unknown object raised its face to look at him, its cheeks were very red.His eyes were wet, and he looked a little aggrieved, but his eyes were very bright, and he just stared at him like that, with struggle and sadness in his eyes, and even more determination, like a strong man determined to die.Qi Laisuo smiled, no wonder he couldn't find anyone in the bar, so he came here. "Why are you here?" Qi Laisuo asked.Tao Xu was silent for a moment.Qi Laisuo stretched out his hand to him, Tao Xu looked at his hand for a while, but still kept it still.Qi Laishuo stretched out his hand again, "Get up, otherwise I will not open the door." Tao Xuyu then stretched out his hand, borrowed his strength to stand up, and hugged him.

The heavy smell of alcohol came to his face, Qi Laishuo wrinkled his nose, and asked him, "How much wine have you drunk?" Tao Xuyu buried his head in his neck, and hugged him even tighter.Qi Laishuo patted him on the back reassuringly, and wanted to move two steps forward, but Tao Xuyu tried his best not to let him move.He said jokingly: "You must let me open the door, or we will stand at the door all night?" He finally let go of his hand and stood beside him.Qi Laishuo opened the door and pulled him in.After closing the door, Qi Laishuo did not turn on the light.Standing in the dark, each staring at each other's face.It's like returning to the first night of acquaintance again. After looking at each other for a long time, we know each other well.But this time no one moved first, and no one spoke.After a while, Qi Laishuo smiled first, and kissed her.Tao Xu didn't hide for a moment, and accepted the kiss.The cold lips warmed up slowly as they were touched, and the atmosphere between the two became warmer.Then he started to move, offering to hug him.Feeling his response, Qi Laishuo opened his eyes to look at him, and deepened the kiss.

As they kissed, they peeled off each other's clothes, which were scattered all the way from the door to the bedroom.Qi Laishuo pressed Tao Xuyu on the bed and reached out to turn on the light, but Tao Xuyu reached out to stop him, "Don't turn it on." He said.So Qi Laisuo complied with his wish.In the dark, they can't see each other's faces clearly and can only act by feeling.Breathing together, skin to skin, the darkness made them closer.Tao Xu insisted on facing him, and hugged his neck tightly.Although this position is not convenient, Qi Laisuo does not reject it, on the contrary, he likes this position as much as he does.Because the feeling of hugging each other is so wonderful, he and he are equally greedy for hugs.

After he was released, Tao Xuyu fell into a deep sleep because he drank too much wine, Qi Laishuo could only carry him into the bathroom for a simple grooming, and then put him on the bed.Qi Laishuo also lay down, looking at the man who was picked up again, so stubborn, drunk and still silent like a stone.Just when he thought he had just disappeared, he appeared in front of him again with the smell of alcohol all over his body, making him not know what to say.When he wakes up tomorrow, he will settle the score for him and punish him.Qi Laishuo found that he really missed him more and more, well, even though he only saw him a few times.He leaned close to him, kissed the tip of his nose, then embraced him with satisfaction, closed his eyes, and fell asleep hugging him.

The next morning, Qi Laishuo woke up before Tao Xuyu.Looking at Tao Xuyu who was still asleep, he felt that the autumn morning was extraordinarily lovely.He stroked Tao Xuyu's frowning brow, thinking that he probably had a headache from drinking so much yesterday.Just as he was about to put his hand down, Tao Xu opened his eyes in a moment.He was still a little dazed when he woke up, and stared blankly at Qi Laisuo without any response.Qi Laishuo looked at him in a daze, and smiled brightly at him.Tao Xu was stunned for a moment, came back to his senses, and immediately got up to get out of bed.Qi Laishuo took him back with his arms, "What, want to run? You put me to sleep, you have to be responsible." Tao Xuyu struggled without saying a word, Qi Laishuo stiffened with him, struggling Try not to let him break free. "Let go." After drinking last night, his voice was hoarse. "Don't let me go. She is not my girlfriend, she is my friend, she has a man, and she knows that I like men." After saying a long list in one breath, Tao Xu was stunned after hearing it and no longer struggled.Qi Laisuo kissed Tao Xuyu's ear, "You're so good." Tao Xuyu began to struggle again, "Hey hey hey...what are you doing, can't you just say it??" Tao Xuyu's ears turned suspiciously red, She said in a low voice, "I...I'm going to the bathroom." "Pfft..." Qi Laisuo let go of his hand with a smile, then fell flat on the bed, and laughed at him.Tao Xu glanced at him for a while.Qi Laishuo didn't smile anymore, but looked at him with a smile in his eyes, and when he went into the bathroom, he buried his head in the pillow, ouch, he stared so damn cutely.

Fortunately, today is the weekend and I don’t have to go to work. Tao Xuyu was probably shy and hid in the bathroom for a long time. Qi Laishuo knocked on the door and said, “There is a new toothbrush in the left drawer of the sink.” Tao Xuyu’s voice was not heard, He knocked on the door again, and there were several painful cries from inside. Qi Laishuo realized that something was wrong, so he found a spare key and opened the door.When he opened the door, a sour smell came over his face. Tao Xuyu probably vomited. He sat on the ground next to the toilet, covering his stomach with his hands and resting his head on his knees.Qi Laisuo squatted on the ground and patted his head, "Is your stomach upset?" Tao Xuyu nodded slightly. "Silly, don't drink if you can't drink it. Why do you drink so much...Come on...stand up, the ground is too cold." Qi Laishuo helped Tao Xuyu up, put down the lid of the toilet and let him sit on it. "Sit here and wait for me." He got up and went out, and came back after a while with a glass of warm water. "Drink a little to rinse your mouth." Tao Xuyu took the cup and said thank you in a low voice.Qi Laisuo rubbed his hair, smiled and said nothing.He took the cup he had finished drinking and put it aside, hugged him horizontally, "Hey...you..." Before Tao Xu could say anything, he was put on the bed. "Lie here and rest for a while." After a while, Qi Laishuo changed Tao Xuyu into some clean clothes while he was in a daze, and washed himself briefly.Carried him downstairs and took a taxi to the hospital.Fortunately, it is only because of the discomfort caused by drinking on an empty stomach that stimulates the stomach.

After Tao Xuyu took the IV and felt comfortable, he looked at Qi Laishuo who was sitting at the side resting with his eyes closed, and couldn't tell what he was feeling.I met him at the bar by chance before, and the night I was with him was my first time.The indulgence that night was the first time to face up to my sexuality and the first time I was forced to give up my sexuality.Under the pressure of my mother, I went on a blind date and met him again by accident. I was really surprised at the time. I didn’t expect to meet him in another city. I was really angry when I heard that woman introduce him as her boyfriend.This time, he was drunk and ran to his house without even thinking about it. He didn't even know his intentions.It was already afternoon when the drip was finished, Qi Laishuo wanted to take him back to his home, but Tao Xuyu disagreed.Unable to argue, and I don't like to argue with the patient, so I could only say: "Okay, you can go back to your home, I'll take you off." Then she blinked and looked at Tao Xu for a while.Tao Xuyu refused to go back to Qi Laishuo's house because he was always bothering him because it was not good, and he couldn't bear to refuse him anymore, not to mention that he still looked forward to it now, so he nodded and agreed.

When he came to Tao Xuyu's house, Qi Laishuo was quite surprised, he didn't expect him to live in a university.Looking at Qi Laisuo's puzzled eyes, Tao Xuyu took the initiative to explain to him: "I stayed in school as a teacher after college, and this is the teacher's apartment given by the school." "I didn't expect you to be a teacher?" Qi Lai Shuo joked. "I... yes, I'm a teacher." Seeing Tao Xuyu's serious answer, Qi Laishuo couldn't help laughing again.Tao Xuyu became embarrassed again, he already felt his blushing, but Qi Laishuo was still staring straight at him, which made him even more embarrassed, his eyes flicked from left to right without looking at Qi Laishuo, he simply pretended to be fine Same goes to open the door.After entering the door, Qi Laishuo stopped Tao Xuyu from pouring water for him, and directly sent him to rest.Tao Xuyu saw him hesitate to speak on the way to the bedroom, Qi Laishuo waved his hand to signal him to go in, and said: "I think the water will pour itself out, you are still sick, go to rest quickly, I will leave later It's over." Tao Xuyu finally felt relieved, nodded to him and went to the bedroom to rest.Qi Laisuo looked at the closed door of the bedroom, and said in his heart: "It's too simple, if you leave me alone, you won't be afraid that I will do something bad..." Looking around, the house is not too big, and it is just right for him to live alone.The interior decoration is very simple, there are no bright red and green colors, all are simple black, white and gray.The house is very clean, and things are neatly arranged, not as messy as his house, which shows that he is usually a very organized person.

Tao Xu lay on the bed for a while, at first he was still paying attention to Qi Laishuo's voice in the living room, but his subconscious gradually became blurred due to the slight discomfort in his body.When he woke up, he went to the living room and found that Qi Laishuo had left. There was a note on the table in the living room, which said that there was porridge in the rice cooker that had been kept warm, and reminded him to eat some. After half an hour after eating Remember to take medicine, and go to bed early after taking medicine.Tao Xuyu finished reading the note, kneaded his brows, and looked out the window.It was dark, and the campus was not as brightly lit as the city center. At this time, only a few teaching buildings were still lit.The campus has also become quiet, except for the sound of playing ball and the laughter of young boys on the basketball court not far from his residence.Tao Xuyu felt faintly sprouting from his dead wood-like heart, and the exuded vitality drove the blood to flow rapidly. A feeling of wanting to raise his arms and shouted surged up and disappeared in an instant. He noticed this feeling, Can't help but feel amused for myself.When meeting the right person, it is like a sharp knife finding its own scabbard, sealing up the chilling aura, leaving only the wind, flowers, snow and moon on the scabbard.

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Cover your face, haha, yes, there is no misery here, only joy~