Antibiotics: one in a trillion brothers

Wang Zhao's suspicion of committing the crime was quickly ruled out because the real culprit was found.

Few people would believe it, but the murderer was a 14-year-old boy.

The process of his arrest was unbelievably simple. At that time, he was in a dilapidated factory building, holding a syringe and just about to attack the fourth victim lying unconscious on the ground, when a group of children who were playing hide-and-seek from a nearby elementary school ran in. , Seeing this strange scene, the children hurriedly reported the matter to the nearest police station, and the serial murder case in Dongning District was solved so easily.

It is said that the young man was extremely calm after being discovered. He did not run or hide, but stood and waited in the same place. After being arrested, he confessed to the interrogation.

He said that he had no grievances with the victim, and the motive for committing the crime was purely out of hatred for pedophiles.The modus operandi is not complicated. First, he releases phishing information to aid jiao through the Internet, invites the hooker to meet at the intersection near Geyu Road, and then he proposes to take the person home. Seeing that the child was good-looking, he readily agreed under the sensuality.Then he would take people to remote corners that were inaccessible, and while detours procrastinated, he tricked people into drinking sleeping pills. After the target fell to the ground in a drowsy sleep, he quickly injected alcohol to kill him.

His criminal methods are not delicate at all. The mineral water mixed with sleeping pills is purchased at Anle Grocery Store every time. Except for gloves and masks, he does not use other methods to conceal his identity every time. The scene is also cleaned up after committing the crime. Hasty, he has not been suspected so far, but he has no criminal record before, the police can hardly match the traces found at the scene, and he knows how to hide from the surveillance cameras, which makes it difficult for the police to suspect this junior high school student.

The young man's name is Miao Miao, with delicate features and fine eyes, and a pair of thin-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose. When Yang took him to the torture room, he politely said "thank you".It is said that he had very good grades in school, and his personality was relatively introverted and quiet. After the incident, Yang Yi went to his school to investigate. His teachers and classmates couldn't believe the fact that he killed the man. His class teacher held Yang Yi's hand with tears in his eyes. : Did you guys make a mistake? How could a good boy like him kill someone?

At this moment, Miao Miao was sitting opposite Yang Yi and Wei Hailin, very calm. He said, "There is no other reason than to hate those pedophiles."

Wei Hailin beside Yang Yi said, "So you don't hesitate to kill people?"

"I want to eradicate these scumbags with my own hands."

Wei Hailin paused, tapped the table lightly, and said, "You say they are human scum, but killing people is also against the law. Your method is still fishing. What is fishing? It is deliberately attracting the evil in people's hearts. You think you are doing it for them. Heaven's way is right, but neither the means nor the ends are legal or immoral."

The boy fell silent.

Through the previous investigation, Yang Yi knew that Miao Miao once had a teacher whom he admired very much. The teacher was named Xia, who taught art, was very talented, and was good at painting. He took good care of Miao Miao and treated him like a younger brother. Same.But later, Mr. Xia was revealed to be a pedophile, and the matter caused a lot of uproar. The school couldn't bear the pressure and expelled him. A few months later, Mr. Xia committed suicide.

"Is your motive for committing the crime related to Xia Jing?" Wei Hailin asked him.

The moment he heard the name, the boy seemed to be a different person, his quiet face twisted, and he raised his voice: "He is also a scumbag, and pedophiles are all scumbags."

But in the blink of an eye again, his anger turned into sadness, he lowered his head and muttered: "Mr. Xia, Mr. Xia...he is different..."

Then the boy covered his face and broke down crying, the handcuffs rang along with his trembling body, and he couldn't speak a complete sentence.

The interrogation had to be suspended.

Coming out of the torture room, Yang Yi felt stuffy like a ball of cotton soaked in water.

"If a person is born with some kind of defect, just like being born with a disability," Yang Yi asked Wei Hailin, "for example, he was born with the ability to accept children psychologically and physically, is such a person guilty?"

Wei Hailin smiled, showing his teeth that had been smoky and yellowed for years, and said with a voice that was polished by sandpaper: "The reason why human beings can develop to this day is because people have reached an agreement to suppress primitive impulses together. , smooth personality, everyone abides by the same set of rules, and no one is allowed to break the rules. The kind of person you mentioned, if he doesn’t do it, he is innocent, and if he does it, he is guilty. This is the definition in the legal sense. But, "

He said, flicking off the cigarette ash with one finger, "Even if this kind of person does nothing, it is difficult to be understood under this society and this set of rules, because his original impulse is different from most people. We can usually understand a A man fantasizes about raping a woman, and he can also understand a person fantasizing about seeing a huge sum of money on the road and taking it for himself. I understand why they have such fantasies. But like pedophiles, they are a small number of people, and their mental state is completely incomprehensible to others, so many people say that they have original sin, and even if they only have such dirty thoughts He should be dragged out and shot."

"There are also natural killers, natural self-mutilation, natural violence, and natural anti-social personality. The degree is different, but the nature is the same. Whether you suppress your nature or not, whether you have your heart They will not be accepted by others.” Wei Hailin added, he did not notice Yang Yi’s suddenly stiff face, and he blew out a smoke ring on his back, “It’s a good time for those LGBTs to catch up now, the big trend To fight for their rights and interests, the law is thinking about giving them a green light, hey, in the past, all of them are guilty."

He pinched his cigarette: "Come on, I'm going to go in and see that little guy again."

When the case got into the middle of the night, Yang Yi took out the last Hongtashan in the cigarette case, got up and said to his colleagues, "I'm going to buy cigarettes."

There was no one on the road, and a snow-white wild cat tiptoed among the vehicles parked on the side of the road. As soon as Yang picked up a soda can that was crushed by someone, he threw it straight at it with his hand, "Dang" it exploded. The wild cat was startled, fled in a panic, and disappeared without a trace like lightning.

If it was in broad daylight, Yang Yi would not have dared to do this. Thinking back to his only one relapse when he was young, he almost made him pay a heavy price for abusing a dog. He still has lingering fears and never dares to do violence to these "human friends".

The wind was very noisy tonight, Yang Yi was restless, thinking of Wei Hailin's sharp words, he felt like a pain in his back.

With a cigarette in his mouth, he forgot to smoke, and thought again in a trance:

Why are the same insects, locusts are "pests", while bees are "beneficial insects"; why cats and dogs are "cute", while fish and shrimp are "delicious"; why are pangolins and civets worthy of the same life To be protected, but everyone can get rid of mice and cockroaches.

For an individual locust, a bee, a cat, a fish, a pangolin, a mouse, whatever they do is not aimed at bringing benefit or harm to the human world, they are The original intention was to follow the survival instinct engraved in the genes.

How do people classify foreign objects as "good" and "bad", "expensive" and "cheap"?

It is the preferences and interests of human beings themselves.

On this basis, morality is formed, laws are enacted, and the entire group of human beings are convinced that these are truths such as the way of heaven. With the concerted efforts of countless people to warn themselves and warn others, it has become an unshakable belief of an era.

As soon as he thought of this, his heart didn't fluctuate much.He felt that it was right to do so, otherwise how could such an efficient and orderly human society survive.

Piaoyuan's thoughts returned, Yang Yi took out his mobile phone, and dialed a landline number in a strange way.

It took a while to pick up the other end, and there was a gloomy and deep voice: "Hello?"

"Sleep?"

The other end was taken aback for a moment, as if surprised by the first call from Yang Yi in his life, and answered after a while: "No."

"I'll be over in a while."

In exchange for a chuckle from the other end: "Oh, I see."

People are born involuntarily, as long as they like this life, that's all. If one day they no longer have no attachment to this world, it would be a shame to seek death.

Because of various reasons such as "the world is beautiful", "people should be positive", "people must love the world", "life is priceless", "never give up hope", etc., the world holds the belief of those who want to die. An attitude of pity, incomprehension, and non-support, lamenting and sighing for those who committed suicide, and secretly using it as a negative teaching material with contempt.

There are thousands of reasons to want to die, but it doesn't matter, because you should be optimistic and strong.

What?Your Yintang is black and your attributes are mournful, but you don't like to be optimistic and strong, so how can you do it?You have to be optimistic and strong.

Wang Zhao has always disagreed with this. Why can we only live without asking personal wishes, instead of providing an exit mechanism for those who are completely disappointed in the world?Why, people have to endure hardships and fight for a lifetime, instead of disarming in advance and saying that I don't want to play anymore?

That night, he touched the rebellious bone on the back of his head, got up and gave his father an injection.

In the early morning, he hung the first cigarette butt by the window, Yellow Crane Tower, which was the old man's favorite brand during his lifetime.

He has embarked on the career path of customizing death for people, with quick results and no pain. He has never had a chance to say bad things after he has tried it.

He even found raw material suppliers and specialized corpse collectors, and developed into a complete small industrial chain.

He used to have more than a dozen customers, all kinds of people, but Xia Jing alone left a deep impression on him.

It was the beginning of spring that day, and Wang Zhao was at the rolling door in front of the grocery store when he suddenly heard a footstep stop behind him.

"Are you An Le?"

Wang Zhao turned his head and saw a tall and thin man who was gentle. He straightened up and looked at the man's eyes carefully.

A dead air.

Wang Zhao nodded: "I am."

"I want to die."

Wang Zhao walked towards the back door: "Come in."

The man is Xia Jing, 30 years old, and works as an art teacher in a school.He said he didn't want to live anymore, but because he had other things to deal with, he wanted to ask Wang Zhao if there was any way for him to die in half a year.

Wang Zhao had never heard such a strange request: "Then you will come back in half a year."

The other party shook his head: "Now make a decision to die, but die in about half a year. If you make a decision today, you won't change it."

Without asking the reason, Wang Zhao pushed his long hair behind his ears and asked him, "Have you considered it?"

The man nodded, Wang Zhao got up and went out, and came back after a while, handing him a bottle cap of mineral water, which contained a light layer of dark liquid.

"After drinking this, your lungs will undergo irreversible fibrosis. At first, it will be the same as that of a normal person, but if it is fast, you will die in a few months or half a year. No one can save you."

"How much will I pay you?" the man asked.

Wang Zhaosen smiled, "No need."

The man picked up the bottle cap and drank it all in one gulp, and went out, his back quickly dissolved into the night wrapped in the cold spring wind.

Not long after, Wang Zhao saw Xia Jing again in a small roadside restaurant. He was eating a bowl of smooth noodles without any ingredients. Xia Jing greeted him politely: "Hello."

Wang Zhao sat down opposite him and ordered a bowl.

"Why do you want to die?" Wang Zhao asked him when the last strand of noodles was left.

There was some humor on Xia Jing's decadent face: "Because I should have been strangled to death when I was born." He took out a banknote and pressed it on the bottom of the bowl, stood up, and pointed to Wang Zhao's bowl: "I will pay together, and I will pay for it together." Take it as your reward."

Two or three months later, Wang Zhao hung a new cigarette butt on the window of the grocery store.Although he reckoned that Xia Jing might not be dead yet, but thinking back, Xia Jing should have died the day he left the Anle Grocery Store.

I heard that a doctor in a foreign country who performed euthanasia for patients was convicted of intentional homicide. The public opinion scolded him bloody, which translates into Chinese as "deserving to live forever."

Wang Zhao thought, if he had to choose him, he would not be reincarnated. What good is there in the world? People who say this are only using themselves to save others.

Not long afterward, he learned from the TV in the restaurant that Xia Jing died not because of pulmonary fibrosis caused by drugs, but because of jumping off a building.

Because he was a pedophile, everyone said he deserved it.Just like a corrupt official deserves to be killed when he goes out, a celebrity deserves to be cheated on, and a mistress is deserved to be raped.

Since he was going to jump off a building, why did he come to him in the first place?Wang Zhao was sitting in front of the window of the small shop, lighting a dim, yellow lamp, resting his chin in a daze.

In the middle of the night, a pair of footsteps gradually approached, and then the silhouette of the man appeared, "Here I am." He stood in front of Wang Zhao, dusty, and shook the plastic bag in his hand at him, "Bring some supper .”

Wang Zhao leaned out and asked, "What is it?"

"fried rice."

"Come in, the back door is unlocked." He nodded slightly to the side.

"What will happen to that child?" Wang Zhao asked.

He had a general understanding of the progress of the case. When this incident happened, the whole country was shocked, and people in the streets and alleys were talking about it.He was somewhat surprised to hear Xia Jing's name from the boy who was marked with a thick code on the TV screen. At that time, he thought, the world is really small.

As soon as Yang started to untie the knot of the takeaway plastic bag, the small room resounded: "If you are under eighteen, you will not be sentenced to death, but it is possible to be imprisoned."

"Ha," Wang Zhao slowly brushed his black hair back to his shoulders, "I can't die, it's nice to be young."

"Law on the Protection of Minors."

"Law on the Protection of Juvenile Delinquency." Wang Zhao said.

Yang Yi glanced at him: "Don't talk nonsense."

But Wang Zhao didn't take it seriously, and said to himself: "I wish I had done everything before, but it's a bit late now."

Yang Yi mocked after hearing this: "You can't do good things."

"Is it necessary to be ahead of others to do good things? It is definitely not a good thing to be ahead of others."

"You are still the same as you are now, be honest."

Wang Zhao rolled his sleeves and took the lunch box from him, neither saying yes nor no.

After the reunion, the relationship between the two became inexplicably closer than before.Time seems to reset some patterns, at least now the two can talk calmly, and even sit and eat together.

"Participating in the cracking of a major case, it's time for a promotion and salary increase."

Yang Yi sneered: "Oh, what's the point of those things."

Wang Zhao held a spoonful of fried rice and didn't move for a long time. Seeing Yang Yi buried his head in his meal, Yang Yi squinted at him: "What's wrong?"

Wang Zhao twitched the corners of his mouth and said leisurely: "Hey, tell me, I am a pervert who is in love with my brother, and you are a pervert with violent tendencies. Why do I live like this, but you can live a good life." Yang Yi moved his cheeks The frequency slowed down, and Wang Zhao sighed again, "What's wrong?"

First of all, Yang Yi did not deny the premise of Wang Zhao's question, and thought for a moment while chewing an uncooked pea.

"Probably because our most fundamental appeals are different." He picked up the Wahaha mineral water to drink, Wang Zhao stared at him with great interest, waiting for the next sentence, Yang Yi put down the bottle and said slowly, "Your appeal is to follow The voice in my heart, even openly flouting the rules; but I, for me, do not become an outlier in society, and gain a sense of identity from society, above all other emotional appeals.”

After Wang Zhao heard this, he said "Oh" as if he had suddenly realized, and raised his face slightly: "So it is like this."

He then looked at Yang Yi with a smile: "Actually, I've been wondering, it's okay to fall in love with my brother, there is no possibility of unwanted pregnancy, and no harm to the innocent, why do people say that incest is a sin? ?”

"Do you remember how Mom steamed fish?"

Wang Zhao blinked, surprised: "Remember, you must cut the fish in half."

"Do you know why?"

"do not know."

"I asked her later, and she said that her mother taught her. I found out later that it was because the steamer used to be too small to fit a whole fish, so I had to cut it into two parts; Two paragraphs, she doesn't know why she did this, anyway, she has been doing this since grandma's generation."

"so what?"

Yang Yi scraped the bottom of the lunch box with a disposable plastic spoon: "In the past, incest would lead to deformities in offspring, and it would further lead to the problem of property division, so the society came to a conclusion through rational judgment: incest is not allowed. Later, this rule gradually deepened. People's hearts, so even though there are contraceptive measures and genetic testing methods are becoming more and more mature, people still habitually think that incest is absolutely not allowed. Incest is not allowed between men and women, and neither is it between the same sex. From the perspective of purely regulating needs , social concepts have a strong lag.”

"So what's wrong is the lagging rule?" Wang Zhao asked, "Am I right?"

"You are wrong." Yang Yi said, "Because it is the general will of this era that sets the standard of 'right and wrong'."

Wang Zhao laughed hoarsely, couldn't stop laughing, and nodded repeatedly: "It really makes sense."

There was a glint of liveliness in his eyes, as clear as if he had received the truth, he took out a tissue from the table to wipe his mouth, and said vaguely: "Oh, it turns out that I was wrong. You see clearly, so you live a nourishing life .”

"Nourishing, it's just that I see it thoroughly, so I understand that it is stupid to struggle needlessly."

After supper, the two sat on the bed with their backs against the wall. Yang Yi couldn't help asking him: "You keep saying you love me, why do you love me?"

Wang Zhao frowned and thought hard for a while, then replied, "I don't know."

"Then what do you hope to get from me?" Yang turned his head to look at him, "Apart from repeatedly saying that you love me, you have never expressed anything else."

Wang Zhao also tilted his head, his long hair fell down his shoulders, his eyes flickered under the dim light: "I have no hope of getting anything from you."

"Is there nothing?"

"Nothing." He rolled his eyes, "What do ordinary people hope for when they fall in love with someone?"

This question also stumped Yang Yi, so he recalled the love stories he had heard from others, and counted with his fingers: "Companionship, kissing, making love, watching movies together, eating and sleeping together, and wedding rings."

Wang Zhao shook his head: "I never thought about this."

"Your love is really metaphysical."

"Ha, maybe so."

Yang Yi moved, and when he caught sight of the tattoo that symbolized his name under his neckline, he propped up his hands out of nowhere, turned over and moved closer.

"Would you like to try it?"

The distance between the two was only a few feet away. Wang Zhao turned his face and head to the side to meet him. Yang Yi's body was like a big bear.

"Try what?" he asked, his voice barely distinguishable.

Yang Yi stretched his neck and tilted his head to lightly imprint on his lips.

The warm breaths are entangled together, and the lips are soft and cold. This is what it feels like to kiss.

When they parted, Wang Zhao hilariously put on an indescribable expression: "Oh, that's it."

Yang Yi turned over and sat back: "Yes."

"It's not bad," Wang Zhao said. As he spoke, he slowly slid down the wall like he was drunk, giggled a few times, and shrank his body like a shrimp.

"I thought I'd never see you again."

In the blink of an eye, he seemed to have fallen asleep, closing his eyes and whispering, sighing vaguely like the evening wind in late summer.