Chu Yang Su Yu

The short winter vacation will soon pass.

On the first day of school, Xue An went there very early, changed the sheets and quilts, cleaned the dormitory, and went to Han Su's house.Gao Feng and Li Zhou were not there, Ye Chuyang bent over to put a plastic bag on the trash can, and Han Su was standing beside his bed, helping him make a quilt.

Like being a father.

Xue An curled his lips, "Have you finished cleaning up, let's go eat."

"Ah?" Ye Chuyang straightened up and walked to the bed, "immediately."

The suitcase on the ground contained clothes, blankets, and a small half box of snacks. He bent down to pick up the snacks and wanted to put them in the cabinet, but he dropped several packs just two steps away.

"What's the hurry?" Han Su followed behind, threw the blanket on the bed, and went directly to the closet with the opened suitcase, helping Ye Chuyang put the things in.

Xue An suddenly felt struck by lightning for a second time.

The first was the night of his birthday.

Awakened by thirst in the middle of the night, he struggled to get up to drink water, went to the toilet and came back passing the second bedroom, wanting to see if anyone came back to live with him, he twisted the door and went straight in.

Then he froze in front of the bed and woke up after drinking all night.

Han Su put his arms around Ye Chuyang, resting his chin on top of his head, Ye Chuyang buried half of his face in Han Su's chest, and the two of them cuddled each other in a lingering posture.

Xue An was stunned for half a minute, then exited the second bedroom with stiff hands and feet, and kept comforting himself, it's okay for brothers to sleep together, they can be hugged, they are all brothers, everyone is brothers.

He tossed and turned to comfort himself for 5 minutes, kicked his feet under the quilt, who the hell hugged his brother to sleep like a wife?

"Let's go." Han Su interrupted his thoughts, put his bag on his shoulders, and Ye Chuyang's schoolbag with one hand, and waited for him to rush out from the balcony, and then went down to the first floor before returning it to its original owner.

Xue An's whole body is not well.

Going to the office to move new textbooks at night, Xue An wanted to find a chance to have a chat with Han Su. There were so many people, and it was really hard to talk about it, so he forcibly endured the train of question marks.

In physical education class on Tuesday afternoon, Han Su went to the gymnasium first as usual to see what the teacher arranged.When Xue An and Ye Chuyang arrived at the playground, Han Su was surrounded by people, dragged to be precise, and other people gathered around to watch the excitement.

The two walked over quickly, and Han Su was pulled by a boy's arm with both hands. The man wore a bright orange down jacket, short hair, was less than 1.7 meters tall, and wore a black earring on his ear. He pulled Han Su excitedly. Su speak.

"I knew you must be a student of No. [-] Middle School!"

"I wanted to thank you that day, but you left so fast that I couldn't catch up. Did they bother you afterwards?"

Xue An and Ye Chuyang walked over. Seeing them coming, Han Su withdrew his arm forcefully, "Can you let me talk?"

The little man quickly let go of him, and looked at the two people familiarly, "Are you his friends? Which class are you in? Are you in the third year of high school?"

Ye Chuyang looked at Han Su, Han Su shrugged helplessly, Xue An used his social skills, "We are sophomores, who are you?"

"My name is Xu Jiaming." The little man smiled at Han Su, "He saved me on the eighth day of the lunar new year. I have been looking for him for a long time, and I thought he was a student from another school."

Hearing the time of the eighth day of the eighth day, Ye Chuyang and Xue An looked at Han Su at the same time. He was the last one to come that day, and his pants were stained with dust from unknown sources, but he said he was at home, so Ye Chuyang didn't ask. .

"Handsome, what's your name?"

Xu Jiaming is very persistent.

More and more people looked at them, Han Su didn't want to entangle too much, "Han Su."

"What class is the second grade?"

"Class three."

When the class bell rang, Xu Jiaming waved at him, turned around and ran to his own class, "I'm in Class [-], Senior High, and I'll come find you."

As usual, the physical education teacher asked Han Su to lead the class to run to warm up. After leaving the starting point, Han Su slowed down and waited for Xue An and Ye Chuyang to come forward.

"Tell me, what's going on?" Xue An asked in the middle.

Han Su glanced at Ye Chuyang, who had no expression on his face, "When someone robbed him of money that day, I helped him get it back."

It's easy to say, but the two listeners are not children. They know that the word "return" means fighting with gangsters on the street. If you are unlucky, you will be followed by them. They come to the school every week to block people and make a mess. .

"How many of them are there?" Xue An asked.

"Three."

"You hit three?" Xue An turned his head to look at him, showing a little admiration, "You're awesome, brother rotten!"

Han Su ignored him and focused on Ye Chuyang who was silent.

Ye Chuyang kept silent until the end of self-study in the evening. Xue An and Zhang Lei went to the canteen to buy sausages. Han Su followed him back to the dormitory, and called him softly as he walked through the empty corridor of the teaching building, "Brother Yang."

The person who was called stopped, didn't look back and didn't speak. Han Su pulled his arm, with a little smile in his voice, "You're so angry."

Ye Chuyang raised his head and stared at him.

Han Su immediately relented, "I will never hide it from you again."

"Why didn't you tell me?" Ye Chuyang couldn't figure out why he kept such a thing from him, not to mention that he asked him where the dust on his pants came from.

Han Su looked down at him slightly, with a rare shy voice, "I don't want you to know that I'm fighting with someone."

"I'm afraid people will know about the fight." Ye Chuyang lowered his head and muttered in a low voice, but was coaxed by Han Su's hand pinching his cheek, "I was wrong, don't be angry, okay?"

I am not afraid of the sky, I am not afraid of the earth, I am most afraid of Han Su's love words.

Ye Chuyang blushed hopelessly, and walked all the way back to the dormitory with his head down, wishing he could bury his head.

On Friday, when Han Su was playing basketball, Ye Chuyang and Xue An didn't want to squeeze into the cafeteria, so they did their homework in the classroom before going downstairs. As soon as they arrived at the cafeteria entrance, Shen Yiyu suddenly called him, "Brother Yang, come to the basketball court! "

The voice sounded anxious, Ye Chuyang grabbed Xue An who was about to enter the cafeteria door, "Brother Yu, what happened?"

"It's not me, it's Han Su from your class!"

Ye Chuyang didn't wait for him to continue, "I'll come right over!"

The two ran to the entrance of the gymnasium, surrounded by a few circles of people under the basket, Ye Chuyang anxiously wanted to squeeze in, Xue An went straight to it, "Let's go, let's go."

"Don't you go crazy here."

This was the first sentence Ye Chuyang heard clearly in the crowd. When he stood still behind Xue An, the picture in front of him caught his eyes instantly.

Han Su stood in place wearing a thin school uniform, and was hugged tightly by Xu Jiaming with both hands, his head pressed against his chest.

My brain exploded.

Ye Chuyang stayed where he was, staring blankly at the two people in front of him.

The people present all stared wide-eyed with disbelief on their faces, and then woke up from the shock, and the roars and screams gradually gathered.

Xue An opened his mouth, looked at Han Su and turned his head to look at Ye Chuyang, who was pale beside him, but couldn't say a word for a while.

"I TM tell you to let the labor and capital go!!!"

With a low growl, Han Su broke away from Xu Jiaming's restraint, and then raised his fist high at him.

Xue An was so frightened that he rushed forward to grab Han Su, "Brother Rotten, Brother Rotten, don't be impulsive."

Han Su's face was livid, his brows were tightly frowned, he was dragged by Xue An, he pointed at Xu Jiaming and was about to scold someone, when Xu Jiaming who was pulled away over there shouted at him without fear of death, "I just like you! I like men Breaking the law?!"

There was a thunderclap on the ground.

The people around held their breath for an instant, looked at each other, and stared wide-eyed at the first person who came out of the closet in the history of No. [-] Middle School. It took a long time to burst out from the crowd, "Fuck!" Now, even the exclamation was deliberately lowered, as if everyone was embarrassed and ashamed for the person involved.

Ye Chuyang's head was buzzing, and for a moment his eyes couldn't focus.

Xu Jiaming's eyes were red, his voice was piercing, and he said as if he was sure of winning, "I fell in love with you the day you saved me, Han Su, you can't escape."

Han Su was like an enraged beast, he broke free from Xue An and kicked him. Lei Peng rushed forward to hug Han Su and yelled at the opponent, "Pull him away, or he will be killed."

The people beside him picked up Xu Jiaming and dragged him away. Lei Peng let go of Han Su and turned to disperse the crowd who had witnessed all this.

Xue An went up to pull Han Su, "Bro Jiu, go back to the classroom."

Han Su raised his hand to shake him away, and his eyes fell on the face of Ye Chuyang, who had been standing there without moving. The two of them didn't move, and they looked at each other less than two meters away, but Ye Chuyang didn't look at anything. Clear, there is still sound echoing in the ear, and the sight cannot be focused.

"Brother Yang." Shen Yiyu walked to his side.

Ye Chuyang raised his leg, walked forward with Shen Yiyu in a daze, Xue An followed Han Su and fell behind.

Shen Yiyu didn't recover from the scene of coming out, and murmured, "Men like men, isn't that gay?"

How should I describe that kind of shock? In their environment, era and society, no one would put these three words on the table in a fair manner. This is not worth discussing, not worth mentioning, and should not even exist. of.

Even the exclamation of the onlookers was deliberately suppressed, and everyone secretly and kindly passed on the despicable secrets that people deserved to never see the light, making people feel ashamed even if they participated in a small part of it.

But a secret is only called a secret if it is not communicated by a second person.

The moment they entered the door, the originally noisy classroom was suddenly quiet. Everyone covered their faces and cast their gazes, just like the basketball court, that kind of weird, undercurrent quietness.

Han Su's brows and eyes were full of rage, Ye Chuyang was in a trance, no one spoke, the silence gradually swallowed up the distance, emotions, and the not-so-long past time.

Later, Ye Chuyang always recalled that day, Han Su looked at him on the basketball court, like a wounded lion with his head held high, his eyes were full of wailing and grievance, but he didn't understand it at the time, he was too helpless and too cowardly, just He cared about his silence, the searching eyes of strangers, and Xu Jiaming's scarlet eyes.

If time can turn back, he will learn to be as brave as Xu Jiaming, at least hug Han Su who was stabbed, and tell him that I like you too, but I don't want others to look at you like a monster.

The author has something to say:

Be warned in adolescence.