Chu Yang Su Yu

As Ye Chuyang expected, Han Su did not reply, but he unexpectedly found new pleasure in Han Su's silence.

In the morning, when the line 1 crowded the morning rush hour subway, the queue sent to Han Su, saying that the capital subway was very crowded.

I was too busy at work on Wednesday and asked my colleagues to bring sandwiches for lunch, and took photos with coffee and sent them to Han Su saying that his sandwiches are delicious.

I rode a bicycle in Shichahai on the weekend to take pictures of the big willow trees by the lake, saying that the wind was so strong.

Han Su seldom replied, only when he posted a photo of the company's office area at nine o'clock one night, he replied to pay attention to his body.

Ye Chuyang's liver trembled with satisfaction.

He completely forgot what Han Su said was not important, and also forgot Han Su's indifferent attitude towards him.

He flipped through the WeChat chat records every day, laughing at himself as a psychopath in his heart. He was so cowardly that he couldn't speak a complete sentence when he met, and he dared to be unscrupulous and unscrupulous when he didn't meet.

In fact, he is not unscrupulous, he is afraid that Han Su will be annoyed, so he always endures when he wants to find him, until he really can't help sending WeChat.

This kind of time is usually at night, after taking a shower, turn off the lights and lie on the bed, there is cold wind blowing in from the window sill, and the red warning light is always on on the roof opposite, he will feel cold, lonely and helpless.

Then he took out the phone under the pillow, edited WeChat and sent it.

I signed a new order today, and I am very happy. When I walked home from the subway station at night, the wind was so strong that my face hurt from shaving.

Han Su didn't reply, so he just stared at the chat interface silly.

Anyway, Han Su will definitely see it.

Maybe you will understand the hidden meaning in his words.

I am happy to sign a new order and want to share it with you, and I want to complain to you when I feel uncomfortable in the cold wind. I miss you so much.

Han Su's WeChat avatar looks like a road landscape picture that was randomly saved on the Internet. It can only be seen in Moments for three days, and nothing can be seen when he clicks in. The background picture is the morning sun taken in the cabin.

He exited and saw Kevin send a WeChat message stating that he would arrive at the airport at noon tomorrow and go directly to the company, and then asked him to have a drink in the evening.

Ye Chuyang replied that yes, see you tomorrow, then turned off the phone and went to sleep.

Kevin is the agent of the Canadian school, and Ye Chuyang often has a job match with Ye Chuyang. Because the other party is similar in age and has a warm and casual personality, the two occasionally chat a few words after work.

Mostly it was Kevin who told him that he fell on a sled in Iceland and ate dog shit, went diving with friends in Palau and almost drowned due to calf cramps, and got his wallet stolen while drinking in a roadside bar in Barcelona. After chasing two streets, he finally recovered .

Ye Chuyang was very envious when he heard it, and he also saw those pictures with beautiful scenery. He thought that his life was really dull and boring. When he was in school, the scope of activities was in school, and he went home on weekends. After work, he was only in the center of city C. home for the weekend.In my senior year, my roommate encouraged me to go down to the Yulong Snow Mountain in Yunnan. Wearing a heavy down jacket, I still felt cold hands and feet, and the wind cut my face like a knife.

At that time, he thought that the north was very cold, it was not good at all, and his hometown was not good, too humid, and he would take his parents to Hainan, or some island in Southeast Asia, to live in after earning money.

After working for a year, he inadvertently saw a screenshot of the chat history between her and Xue An in He Xiaoyu's circle of friends. Xue An promised that if she got married first, he would give her a 5 yuan red envelope, and also said that he would go to Brother Xi's house to eat when he was done. Drink and live for a year.

The text of the circle of friends is that the people of the capital are here to swear an oath, and people from all walks of life are invited to supervise it together.

Ye Chuyang spent a day deciding to go to Beijing, and the idea that the north was too cold was forgotten by him.

When he returned home on the second weekend, he told his parents that he wanted to transfer to Beijing, but his parents refused without any surprise.Like most parents in the world, they don't need their child to become famous and famous, they just want him to be by their side, to have a warm and ordinary family, and occasionally find friends for a drink when they are overwhelmed by work and life, and then Stumbled and knocked on the door of the house in the early morning.

Ye Chuyang said that they didn't care about employment prospects, the general environment, and future development. They even retorted that City C is now a new first-tier city.

His father was diagnosed with high blood pressure two years ago, and his mother was always in poor health. Ye Chuyang couldn't speak anymore and left home in frustration.

Two weeks later, his mother called and asked him to go home for dinner on the weekend. Ye Chuyang wanted to try again, and drove home nervously, but unexpectedly saw a strange mother and daughter at home.

Mom said they were friends from the past, they hadn't seen each other for many years, her daughter was a teacher in middle school, she was excellent and good-looking, Ye Chuyang didn't say much, sat down to eat together, and chatted with her, but her face was completely cold.

When the guest left, he confessed that he had submitted a job transfer application to the company. His father slammed his teacup heavily, and his mother asked him red-eyed, "Why do we have to go so far away? We only have one son, Yangyang."

Ye Chuyang's eyes were red, he knelt down in the direction of his parents, bowed his head and said, "I'm sorry, I'm going to find someone I like."

My mother was so frightened that she quickly pulled his arm and said tearfully, "Speak well if you have something to say, what do you do while kneeling."

Ye Chuyang didn't move, and looked up at her, "I'm sorry, Mom, I like a man."

The mother's hand that was pulling him froze suddenly, her eyes were blank for a moment, and then she was woken up by the slap her husband slapped her son on the face.

She shook her lips, and tears rolled down her cheeks that were already wrinkled, "Yangyang, what did you just say, say it again."

Ye Chuyang couldn't say it a second time at the moment, he could only say sorry, I'm sorry dad, I'm sorry mom, I'm sorry.

And his father, who has always been kind and gentle, slapped him a second time in a rage, calling him shameful and conspicuous.

He felt the burning pain in his cheeks, and his parents were so distracted at the scene of coming out crying that Han Su was in the same pain when he was slapped by his stepfather in the hospital. He hated why he was different from ordinary people.

Ye Chuyang sympathized with Han Su's pain at that moment, and understood his leaving without saying goodbye more deeply. He thought he was such a bastard that he pushed Han Su away when Han Su was already in pain.

He didn't discuss his sexuality with his parents anymore, and he still kept going home every half a month, but the atmosphere at home was no longer lively.

His mother lay in bed for a week, and his father took care of him with high blood pressure. The two of them were aging at a speed visible to the naked eye, and Ye Chuyang no longer mentioned the matter of leaving.

Another half a year passed, and one day he drove home at noon, his father was taking a nap, and his mother was sitting on the sofa watching TV, as if waiting for him.

Seeing him enter the door, the mother and son looked at each other silently. At this time, the mother's mood has stabilized, unlike the first time when he came home, she started crying every time he stepped into the house, and then sighed after crying. Nerve pain.

Mom got up and went to the kitchen to pour him a glass of water, and sat next to him, "Your Auntie Zhang will introduce you to someone. The girl is a civil servant, one year younger than you, and her parents are retired workers."

Ye Chuyang held the water glass and did not speak.

His mother sighed, and asked in a tone of discussion but without any expectation, "Can't you try it?"

Ye Chuyang put down the water glass, and said sorry by digging at the mouth of the tiger with his thumb.

His mother fell silent, only the sound of his sleeping father's breathing could be heard in the living room, and after a while, he asked with difficulty, "You... that person... Where are you from... What kind of work do you do..."

Ye Chuyang shook his head and said that he didn't know.

My mother's eye circles were red again, maybe she wanted to scold him for being irresponsible to her, but because of her emotional agitation, she couldn't organize her words for a long time, and she shed tears silently.

Ye Chuyang stuffed the tissue into her hand, and explained in detail, "He is my high school classmate, and we have been separated for ten years."

Mother raised her head in surprise, and she shed tears even more when she realized it. She waited for a long time before she said, "Is it the one you brought home?"

Now it was Ye Chuyang's turn to be shocked.

But his mother said, "Because you always mentioned him before, you rarely mentioned other classmates except Xiaoyu."

Ye Chuyang thought, it turns out that liking someone cannot be hidden.

That's why Xu Jiaming was so sure at the beginning that Han Su liked him, but he was too useless, so Han Su left him.

The author has something to say:

I thought it would be done in a few chapters, but who knows that after writing for a long time, it still hasn't been reunited.

The fairy cries.