Changxia Shaoman

What is fishing.

Xie Bei's personal understanding is - to test.

The reason was very unexpected, because he accidentally knew that Xu Zhizhen was also gay.

This "also" is very soulful, not because he thought he was gay after the last incident, but because he accidentally heard the conversation between Xu Zhizhen and Chang Yingming.

Chang Yingming didn't change his flirtatious temperament, and said that after going to college, he changed his mind and started a new life. Within two months, he talked with a girl again, a little girl from Beiwu, with a slender waist and weak limbs. Chang Yingming was in love, and the two showed off several waves of affection.

The two of them just came back from the gym that day, and there was no one else in the dormitory. Xie Bei went to the bathroom to fiddle with the washing machine, and by the way, he put on a very troublesome facial mask. When he was unpacking, Chang Yingming came over to look for Xu Zhizhen.

Xu didn't care about it, and didn't think too much about it. The two of them chatted without tabooing others. They chatted a few words casually, talking about this week's rehearsal and the arrangements for the New Year later. In other words, Chang Yingming's father also wanted to come to visit, after all, he hadn't seen each other for several years.

Xu Zhizhen's voice was strong and sometimes weak, and he didn't know when it came. Xie Bei was just eavesdropping and didn't care. He fiddled with squeezing the mask liquid into a small plate, and then went crazy with a small stick Stir.

I don't know what we talked about, I just heard a burst of laughter, and then Chang Yingming's rough voice came again, "...but you haven't found a match 1 yet? It stands to reason that there are many schools in our school, art school Well, since ancient times, there have been many bends."

There is no need to be timid when you are with old acquaintances, you can be more casual, Xu Zhizhen smiled helplessly, "It's not that simple, and besides, I didn't go to school to fall in love. Who would ask if you are the same before meeting, 1 or 0 Ah, I’m sick. I’m not in a hurry to talk about it, and if something happens, it won’t be good for the future.”

Chang Yingming said "Hey", "But I heard that the buddy in the next class didn't talk about it, so he didn't care."

Xu Zhizhen's voice became softer and more intermittent, "You said...that's different...at home...after all...but...but..."

Xie Bei was still immersed in the shock of being caught off guard by hearing the important information. The mask was agglomerated in a moment. He stirred vigorously to save it a little. The white sticky mud was pounded a few times. The headband lifted all the hair up, and applied the mask to his face. His face was white, and some were not used up. He simply put it on his neck, meditated in front of the mirror for ten seconds, and had a plan in his mind.

It is estimated that Xu Zhizhen realized that there was another person in the dormitory belatedly. After seeing off Chang Yingming, he quietly went to the bathroom to take a look, and saw Xie Bei who was taking a selfie in the mirror.

Xie Bei was sensitive, when he heard footsteps, he turned his head and met Xu Zhizhen's eyes.

Xu Zhizhen whispered, "I'm putting on a mask."

Xie Bei showed a rare gentle smile, but it was a pity that he looked extremely ferocious under the white mask, raised his hand and said, "Mmm."

Xu Zhizhen sneaked away again, thinking that their voices were not too loud, Xie Bei probably didn't hear it...

What can he do after hearing it, he can't control other people's strange eyes, or prejudice or alienation, he can only swallow it blindly, after all, it's not like he hasn't experienced it before.

But... He sat at the desk and paused. If it was Xie Bei, he would still be a little sad, after all, he was the first friend he got along with with real feelings when he came to Central Opera.

Xie Bei couldn't tell what he was thinking, he was a little dazed and a little nervous, he was slightly excited when he accidentally learned the new news, and when the excitement passed, he scolded me for being excited, I'm not gay.

But at the big rehearsal the next day, everyone was wearing duke uniforms from the Western European period, and girls were rehearsing in the rehearsal room in evening gowns with large skirts.Xu Zhizhen and Xie Bei were rehearsing in the corner, and because it was inconvenient to sit, they had to stand and hold books to match words.The rehearsal room was fully heated, they stood against the wall, Xu Zhizhen closed his eyes and recited a few words, but couldn't recite them several times, he was always serial, unavoidably a little hot, pulled his neckline down a bit, and leaned over again, Looking at Xie Bei's script book, "You have so few words."

Xie Bei lowered his eyes to look at him, and his eyes naturally fell on the reddish pouting lips, and then moving up, there were bright and smiling pupils, like the pupils cut by autumn water, the whole face has not gained any fat since the last forced weight loss When I came back, after the food weight picked up, it made the whole face look more energetic, and it looked small and beautiful.He was half a head lower than himself, and today Xie Bei wore a pair of boots with inner heightening, Xu Zhizhen's probe only reached his chest.

The Adam's apple rolled, Xie Bei looked away, and gave a low "hmm".

Gah, what was I thinking just now?

What is the name of the word I saw in Chaohua before... Clay sculpture, yes, clay sculpture, I made clay sculpture of him again, sorry sorry.

With no guilt in his heart, Xie Beimo said a few words of sorry, his expression remained the same, and his body shape did not change. The other party's warm breath came over him, and he was very close, but he did not move.

So, on the not-too-distant Christmas Eve, Xie Bei decided to catch a fish by rock-paper-scissors, deliberately dressed extremely handsome and sexy, and tried to find out the meaning of each other on the very romantic Christmas Eve.

Rao is now, Xie Bei still has an uncertain attitude towards his feelings, he also knows that he is too cautious, but not being cautious will not work, this is not a simple trivial matter.Even if it's not about sexual orientation, liking someone is never an easy thing to do. What you have to bear is sincere feelings and responsibilities to another person, not to mention him. The burden of the team and the agent, as well as Xu Zhizhen's vision for the future, have never been less than him.

The biggest similarity between them is probably their dedication.

It's not with an attitude of playing around, there is always a way out anyway, and it's not with an attitude that if this rehearsal doesn't go well, there will be a next time, anyway, there are still a few years left.They regard this road as the only way of life in the next few decades, and treat it with the mentality that every time is the last time.

Perhaps it was because of this that he was attracted to the other party.

Xie Bei turned his head to look at Xu Zhizhen, who was wearing his big scarf and red plush cap, with only a pair of eyes exposed on his whole face.In Sanlitun, where there are many beautiful men and women, it is actually quite easy to lose sight of the crowd by blocking your face.But in fact, it's not that no one recognized him. He vaguely felt that there was a little girl next to him screaming excitedly in a low voice, but she didn't rush forward like before, so that he ran away in a daze.Xie Bei speculated secretly, probably the studio or the support club issued a notice not to affect the private itinerary.

They huddled in the crowd, surrounded each other in the ice and snow, watched the band in front of them singing, and shook their heads together.I heard that it is a very famous underground band, and the music is really good. Xu Zhizhen listened very happily, without his hat and scarf, he didn't protest, and swayed and hummed together with Xu Haishun and Zheng Cheng.

Xie Bei pursed his lips, but didn't say anything, not in a hurry.

This is not in a hurry, until it is almost time to go home and has not achieved today's goal, Xie Bei originally tried to stay with Xu Zhizhen at a close distance on the romantic Christmas Eve, to see how unnatural his reaction is, so as to find out Does he have the slightest meaning for himself?

As a result, Waterloo slipped completely. The romance on Christmas Eve only belongs to lovers embracing each other. Like the young sand sculptures of them, they are just going wherever the excitement is. Xie Bei ran behind them like an old father with his pocket in his pocket, but he couldn't say anything.

But it was really lively.

The laughter of the world, sweet milk tea and crunchy candied haws, bitter black coffee and mellow latte, hot sweet potato with cheese and lamb skewers sprinkled with cumin and chili powder, as well as whispers of lovers, childish laughter.Xie Bei was in a trance for no reason, like the atmosphere of Chinese New Year.

Winter is really a very atmospheric season.It is easy to think of many things, such as family, such as friends, such as loneliness.

Xu Zhizhen tried his best to look behind him, and finally saw the familiar red hat. Xie Bei's peach blossom eyes looked innocent and pitiful at this moment, blinking, looking around, inexplicably saw the pitiful and wronged look.

He felt amused by his own thoughts, and found that Xie Bei did not seem to find them, so he broke free from Zheng Cheng's hand, pointed back and instructed him to find Xie Bei, and then strode over, passing through the crowds, trying to get from one place to another. The couple failed to pass through, so they had to move a few steps to the side to find a breakthrough and move forward.

Standing in front of Xie Bei, he was smiling, his eyes were extraordinarily bright, like shining stars on a Christmas tree.

He waved at him, "Hi."

His voice was not loud, but Xie Bei heard it, and without looking down, he saw Xu Zhizhen who was smiling warmly and recklessly.So he laughed too, "Hi."

The smile penetrated the thick cashmere scarf, and when he struggled out, he could only hear a low smile. With the pair of eyes that were only exposed on the whole face, the usual iceberg-like coldness seemed to be melted by the warm current Like, at this time only the gentle Broken Star remains.

Xu Zhizhen tried to remind himself that it was because of the neon lights behind him...

But still can't help but fall into the expected heartbeat, even though it's just a pair of eyes, even though it's just a moment.But he could imagine how handsome and gentle the face hidden behind it was.

He rubbed his face and took the initiative to bring up the topic, "They are in front, I think you will come if you can't find us. Let's go."

Xie Bei gave an "um" and walked obediently behind him, like a big docile dog, cute and well-behaved.

In order to prevent getting lost again, Xie Bei stretched out his hand, stretched out his hand, and grabbed his sleeve.

The strength is neither big nor small, but it can be felt to some extent.Xu Zhizhen glanced at him from the corner of his eye, two slender and white fingers were pulling his sleeves, and then looked back at Xie Bei, who was wearing a conspicuous red plush cap, and when he saw him looking over, he smiled specially, his eyes curved The moon is curved, soft as if pierced by a human soul.Xu Zhizhen almost exploded into the sky on the spot.

Gan, who is it!who is it!Pulling my sleeve!

ah!yes!Xie Bei!Xie Bei!Xie Bei!It's Xie Bei!

In the crowded Sanlitun, no one could see his secretive actions, the flush that spread to the tips of his ears, and the real smile under his scarf.

Christmas Eve is destined to be a wonderful day.

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