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Wen Xun got into the car with Ruan Ting on his back, and went straight to the hospital. When the car stopped at the hospital gate, he turned around and glanced at Ruan Ting who was lying on the passenger seat.

The lights in the emergency room were bright, and the cross sign at the door was even more dazzling. Through the glass filled with water vapor, there was only a little light in the dark world. Only then did he look back, opened the car door, and walked directly to the hospital with Ruan Ting in his arms.

Some pictures are as vivid as yesterday. When I arrived at this once familiar and strange place, I don’t know whether the lens in my memory is white or gray.

Close your eyes and the time flows, the pulsating time and face go away with the last free time of youth, like a virtual light spot hanging in the air, untouchable, intangible.

Wen Xun hugged Ruan Ting's arms and tightened them tightly. Years of powerlessness and fear grew out of his heart like wild vines. Their vigorous vitality made them take root and sprout in this body, and finally grew lush and lush, immersed in The flesh and blood of the whole body.

Wen Xun's pace became slower and slower.

He felt that his unusually active heartbeat was particularly abrupt in this silent city night.

The cold sweat flowing from the forehead flowed along the smooth lines of the side of the face all the way to the chin, and a drop of crystal clear and cold sweat was blown on Ruan Ting's face by the wind.

Ruan Ting, who was half awake, opened his eyes. In the stillness of the night, he only saw Wen Xun's face as bloodless as his, and then closed his eyes.

The closer he got to the hospital, Wen Xun's steps became weaker, and his legs trembled a little. When he put Ruan Tingshun in the emergency department, all the strength in his arms was drained.

The doctor prescribed anti-fever and anti-inflammatory drugs for Ruan Ting, and after infusion, Wen Xun went to the window in the corridor, took out his cigarette case and started smoking.

The night is too long.

Ruan Ting woke up once at noon the next day. The ward was empty and unaccompanied. Finally, a nurse came in to bring him porridge. In addition to the solid cause of throat discomfort, the poor taste of the porridge is also an important factor that cannot be ignored.

Some difficulties are not insurmountable, it is purely that the difficulties themselves make people unwilling to take care of them.

Especially for people like Ruan Ting who want to use "ow" to describe him.

He wanted to talk to people, communicate with the outside world, and also wanted to... Nian the tasteless rice porridge cooked by Wen Xun, his limbs were very weak after his mind cleared up a little, so before he waited for the nurse sister to come for the next round When I visited him, I quickly fell asleep again.

When I woke up again, it was the early morning of the next day, and the sun came in through the glass window, bright and warm.Ruan Ting saw Daxiong holding a bag of meat buns beside his hospital bed and eating happily.

"Open the windows for ventilation."

Big Bear turned his head left and right: "Who? Who's talking?"

"Your Brother Ting." After staying in the hospital for two days, Ruan Ting's body is fine, and he has almost recovered. He often exercises and his physique is not bad. If it is not for the fact that he is not used to the confined space of the Internet cafe, and he has not eaten for two days , and will not catch a cold or have a fever.

Da Xiong looked at Ruan Ting who had straightened up, and said in shock: "Are you awake?!"

Ruan Tingchao glanced around, stretched his neck and asked, "Why is it you?"

Big Bear: "???"

Ruan Ting looked around again, and after confirming that Da Xiong was the only one in the room, he asked, "Where's your other brother?"

In his memory, someone sent him to the hospital that night when he had a fever. He saw his chin and his Adam's apple, and vaguely felt that person was gentle.The memory fragments in his mind were scattered, and most of the scene two days ago was lost in his chaotic state.

"Could it be that you sent me to the hospital?"

Thinking of the big bear carrying him and hugging him again, Ruan Ting immediately stopped this confusing imagination.It's a shame for a man to fall in front of another man, but if it's in exchange for Wen Xun, he can feel a little more at ease.

Big Bear took a bite of half of the steamed stuffed bun and ate it with great joy: "Brother Xun sent you here out of kindness. Let me tell you, does the dogtail grass you grew up in the greenhouse die when the wind blows?"

"What about the others? Why are you here?" Ruan Ting looked out and lowered his eyes after seeing that there were few cars and horses outside the door, close to zero.

Big Bear leaned on the window sill: "It looks like you are very disappointed? Don't expect Brother Xun to come, it's good that he can take you to the hospital. When Brother Xun called me to come to the hospital, the meat in my mouth The bags are all lost, will you pay me?"

Ruan Ting glared at him: "I'll pay you a load of steamed stuffed buns. Don't eat them, you won't be a good bear if you eat them again."

Daxiong wiped his mouth and threw away the packaging bag contentedly: "Life is short, enjoy yourself while you can, you don't understand."

Ruan Ting looked away boredly. He turned on the phone and looked at the message first. The matter of grandma asking him to bring a fake girlfriend on his birthday was put aside for now. After replying to other messages, he tried hard to recall what happened that night .

It seems that Wen Xun roughly fed him medicine, Wen Xun took his own temperature, Wen Xun wrapped himself in clothes and threw him into the car, pieced together one by one, a fine layer of sweat emerged from behind Ruan Ting Come.

He said to himself: "Fortunately, this poor ghost with money and conscience took me to the hospital. I had a really serious fever. I almost couldn't remember anything. At that time, my consciousness was blurred."

"Hey, hey, if Brother Xun didn't bring you to the hospital, it really wasn't because of the money. He had a lot of minor illnesses and injuries over the years. He took half of it by himself, and half of it was treated blindly. In short, he resisted this place. He will never come, he didn't even come to see me when I was hospitalized." Da Xiong corrected.

Looking at Da Xiong's face, Ruan Ting was very angry: "How can there be people in this world who resist the hospital. He doesn't come when he is sick? How vigorous is his vitality?"

Big Bear became serious, "Yes, he doesn't come when he's sick, but he brings you here when you have a fever. I'm so envious. You have to thank Brother Xun."

Hearing these words, Ruan Ting's dejected face, which had just recovered from illness, was covered with a layer of white and rosy, and his body leaned back in a relaxed manner, his crossed legs swaying slightly like a left and right swing. Big tail, overflowing with pride and joy, he asked: "Why does he hate hospitals?"

"Because the person who loved him the most in this world and was also his only family member left him here." Big Bear opened his meat bun friend - soybean milk, and replied while biting the straw.

After a long time, Ruan Ting only said one word: "Oh."

Once Da Xiong opened his chatter box, he was not much worse than a gossip boy, shaking out all the things that Wen Xun had buried in his heart like beans.

"According to my mother, Brother Xun's parents divorced as soon as Brother Xun was born. His mother went away and his father went out to work, but never came back. He was brought up by his grandfather. Their family is very poor, and their tuition fees are paid by money. It was made out of rubbish. Later, the old man contracted a serious illness, which could not be cured. There was a chance of surviving, which was almost equal to a miracle. The old man wanted to give up, but Brother Xun refused, and sold the house to treat the old man. Sun stayed in the hospital for more than half a year, eating and lodging here, but there is still nothing to do, natural disasters and man-made disasters, who can stop it."

"So that's how it is." A large piece of sunlight came in from the window, the orchids on the bedside table were covered in light and shadow, and the light spots split the space into chaos, Ruan Ting's eyes were fixed on the light spots on the bedside without moving.

"He lived here for more than half a year, and his only family member left here again, so he usually hides in this place whenever he can. Now he is alone and wants to earn money, all in order to buy back the house he lives in now. Brother Xun and The person who bought his house back then agreed that if Brother Xun doesn’t buy it within a few years, the owner will sell it to someone else.”

"Fool." Ruan Ting was a little annoyed, "The house is so dilapidated now, if you sell it, you can sell it. As for working so hard? After earning money, you can just buy a better one, foolish thinking."

Daxiong raised his head to drink the last bit of bean dregs, he turned his head to Ruan Ting with difficulty and said: "We finally thought of being together, who will let people have feelings for that old house? Let me say, maybe ten years It’s not certain to organize demolition in the future city, he may feel that the house is the only connection between him and the deceased, so he is willing to be a house slave.”

"I didn't expect the ranks of the house slaves to be so strong." Ruan Ting lifted the quilt, put on his shoes, and put on his coat in one go.

Big Bear looked at him in surprise: "What are you doing, you are going to be discharged from the hospital."

"Wen Xun paid for the medical expenses. I'm afraid some people will feel distressed if I stay here any longer." Ruan Ting smiled and left the ward first.Da Xiong followed him closely, and the two of them went through the discharge procedures together. Da Xiong struck up a conversation with the nurse lady very familiarly. Ruan Ting turned his face away, and saw Wen Xun walking in with a bag of buns.

Ruan Tingsan stepped forward to stop him: "Aren't you unable to come to the hospital? Why are you here again?"

Wen Xun glanced at the nympho Big Bear: "What did he tell you?"

"I didn't say anything." Ruan Ting lowered his head to look for the pocket of the frail clothes he was wearing, "He just briefly explained to me why some people are greedy for money when they see money and profit."

Wen Xun coughed, and was thinking about how to teach this talkative bear a lesson. Who would have thought that Big Bear would post it on his own initiative, and seeing Wen Xun was a novelty, so he reported to Brother Xun: "Brother, why are you here? We're all getting ready to leave the hospital."

Wen Xun lightly touched Ruan Ting with his knee: "Why did you leave the hospital so quickly?"

Ruan Ting hated Wen Xun's simple and rude way of greeting each time, and retreated one meter away from Wen Xun: "Of course I'm going to be discharged from the hospital when I'm well."

Wen Xun frowned at the retreating Ruan Ting, and said after a while, "Then go back."

He and Da Xiong turned around to look at Ruan Ting who was standing still, their eyes met in the air, Ruan Ting moved aside guiltily.

Will he go back with Wen Xun again?

Grandma said that he could live at home or go to work as usual, and the meager money was almost enough. If he parted ways at this time, he could say goodbye to his nightmare life and get back on track.

"The dog's tail grass in the greenhouse, remember to return the medical expenses to my brother. I have already shown mercy by sending you to the hospital. Don't dream that the medical expenses are still dependent on others." Daxiong said as if remembering something, "Well, the last one I settled the bill, don't give it to me, just give it to Brother Xun."

Both Ruan Ting and Wen Xun understood that the second half of the sentence was the key point. Ruan Ting remembered that Wen Xun had saved half of his life by overcoming huge resistance, and he felt mixed feelings for a moment. Now that he was leaving, he couldn't speak.

"Okay, don't say a few words. Go home." Wen Xun scolded Da Xiong, then quickly turned back and said to Ruan Ting, "Why don't you move, go, come home with me."

After Wen Xun finished speaking, he turned around and walked out first. He pushed open the door of the hospital, and a turbulent wave of light flooded in. The golden light hit straight in, and Wen Xun walked out against the light.

The word "going home" gently touched Ruan Ting's heartstrings. The corners of his eyes twitched, and his heart trembled. The fragrance of orchids in some ward was blown out by the wind. The glare of the sun followed him out.

The author has something to say:

Wen Xun: Go home.

President Ruan: OK.