Ride boat

At the end of the last semester of the second year of high school, it has brought a little oppressive atmosphere of the college entrance examination.

All the subjects in Pu'an High School have ended, and the mock test papers are handed out overwhelmingly. The smell of ink covers up the sweaty smell of the boys after playing basketball. There is a small calendar in the pile of books, on which the countdown is quietly counted down, each page lists the tasks of the day in detail, and if one is done, it will be crossed out neatly; on the bookshelf in the corner of the classroom is a fancy love card. Disappeared, replaced by all composition materials and south wind windows; "Saying Wild" and "Silent Reading" in the girl's desk were locked into the locker, and there was a crisp sound of locking; The 19 questions, the composition model that always ends with the saying of young China, the political test paper, the philosophical multiple-choice, which is plausible, and the English reading theme that the author intends to make me die... The various post-it notes at the corner of the table are written with inspiration Quotations: The universe is uncertain, you and I are both dark horses.

Zheng Xiaozhou sat in the last row and had a panoramic view of the whole class.Zheng Xiaozhou's grades became top-notch after he chose the class. The three main subjects are considered his strengths. He was able to squeeze into the top 200 in Pu'an High School, where there are many masters. The other subjects are weaker, and the total score has been pulled to more than [-].Looking at his final grades, Zheng Xiaozhou felt a little annoyed.Since he entered Pu'an High School, his attitude towards study has changed.

He even began to understand why Zhe Qing studied so hard: Once a person finds that there is no one to rely on behind him, he will start to plan carefully for survival, and only himself can give himself a sense of security.Although Yu Wei raised him like a child, Zheng Xiaozhou still felt unwell, with a feeling of chest tightness, and he didn't know how long he could maintain this freshness.He wanted to secretly apply for a university far away from here after the college entrance examination and live there.Subconsciously, he felt that Yu Wei might not be so easy to get along with. He had no way of knowing how long the repayment period should be for such a vague transaction, and Zheng Xiaozhou didn't want to take too long.

The feeling of being convulsed and choked by being pressed and fucked is really not good; being coerced too gently is too addictive, and he refuses anything addictive except cigarettes; habitual dependence means being domesticated, as long as you refuse to depend , no one can tame Zheng Xiaozhou.

Zheng Xiaozhou found that there was something wrong with his deskmate.He usually keeps quiet, and he is always in the top two in the electronic list in the first exam.On the whole he seemed to be quite comfortable with all subjects.To him, taking exams at the high school stage seemed to only need to reshuffle the knowledge already in his brain according to the rules, and retrieve it for use during the exam.He is completely different from Zhe Qing who studies seventeen hours a day, Shen Sirong is a real genius.He didn't need the exam at all, he was above the exam.

Zheng Xiaozhou sees his ignorant sleeping face lying sideways on the desk every day, and has an impulsive desire to smash his dog's head off.Those who have successfully obtained offers from well-known foreign universities, he only needs to read the professional literature in comfort and wait for the start date of the semester honestly.Zheng Xiaozhou even felt that he applied for the gap but chose to come to school instead of other places every day, just to look down on them who are working hard from the perspective of God.

Zheng Xiaozhou spurned him as he was so boring that he was dying, and at the same time pushed the densely packed papers he had written to Shen Sirong, asking him to help him see where the points of the big questions were missing.After all, he has been at the same table for a year, and Shen Sirong is his only friend in this class, even if the proud son of heaven occasionally unknowingly arouses Zheng Xiaozhou's anger.

Zheng Xiaozhou was quite willing to listen to his lectures. Shen Sirong's voice was soft, whispering like a milk cat, and his pale pink mouth was always wet.It is clear and easy to understand. Zheng Xiaozhou has a quick mind. After asking him twice, he can understand by analogy, and his efficiency is much higher.Foreign language has always been a strong point. In the spring, he got 135+ in the entrance examination. In the second semester of the third year of high school, his main subject score has stabilized at 140+, with two A's and one A in the grade test.Zheng Xiaozhou was very satisfied, and felt that it would not be a problem to get a better 985 after reviewing step by step until the college entrance examination.

Zheng Xiaozhou's mind was full of calculations, and he even thought about where to work during the summer vacation.The college entrance examination is approaching, and the number of times Yu Wei fucks him has decreased significantly, but he will sleep with his arms at night.

Yu Wei enjoyed the process of waking him up in the morning.Zheng Xiaozhou has a strong urge to get up, and will be extremely irritable when woken up, but because of sleepiness, he closes his eyes, curses vaguely, raises his hand and slaps on the noisy things.Yu Wei was slapped in the face, and there was a clear and crisp sound.Hearing that something was wrong, Zheng Xiaozhou woke up with a fright, and looked at him falteringly, but Yu Wei was not annoyed, smoothed his hands on the pillow, lay down on his side and pillowed his beaten face, his eyes closed. Glanced at him.

Zheng Xiaozhou only felt that his palm was hot, and the warm and slippery touch on it made people feel very embarrassed.Yu Wei just looked at him quietly, resting her cheek on his palm, and said to him, good morning, kid.

Good morning, my child.

It's not true that Zheng Xiaozhou's hand is pulled out, and it's not true if he doesn't.

Yu Wei began to cook his meals himself, this man is very good at cooking.He only cooks traditional Chinese food and insists that Chinese food is the most delicious and healthy food in the world.He likes to cook soup, and he wears a bright yellow apron over his dark gray home clothes. He stubbornly believes that the bright yellow duck can keep him in a happy mood when cooking.A pot of simple winter melon and shrimp soup is boiled in a white casserole, and sometimes a large white spoon is used to dip it in and scoop a little to taste the saltiness.He himself has a picky taste, and he puts all his heart into every dish, and the presentation of the plate is very good, but the hungry male high school student doesn't pay attention to the appearance of eating, and clears the plate in a few minutes.After Yu Wei gained experience, she would cook three adults every time.Because children are really good at eating.

The night before the college entrance examination, Zheng Xiaozhou lay on the bed and read WeChat, and had a bragging with Zhu Ming for a while.Xu Ziyang said that this time they Qiyuan Yigao may be born in Qingbei, and if they are lucky, they can also get the provincial champion.

Zheng Xiaozhou replied to him with a smile, they are all sleeping with the provincial champion, so everyone speaks harder.

Xu Ziyang's dialog box was "typing" for a long time, but in the end he just sent a few words: Come on for the college entrance examination.

Zheng Xiaozhou was silent for a long time, wanted to say something, but couldn't start, just stared blankly at the cursor in the input box, flickering.

Suddenly, Yu Wei blocked the screen of his mobile phone with his palm, propped his whole body on top of him, and said warmly, "My eyes should hurt tomorrow."

Zheng Xiaozhou let out all of a sudden, lying on the bed like a seal, and threw the phone on the carpet.Yu Wei buried her head in his shoulder and neck, and stroked his spine with her fingers.

"Where are we going to play after the exam?" Yu Wei took out his finger and conjured a ring out of nowhere, but he couldn't see the specific material, pale white metallic luster, but the surface had a slightly sandy texture.

Yu Wei put the ring on Zheng Xiaozhou's right middle finger.Zheng Xiaozhou's fingers are slender and beautiful. This ring is cut at the root of the finger, which matches his skin tone very well.

Zheng Xiaozhou's eyes were a little dazed, and he calmed down before saying, "...Let's talk after the exam."

Yu smiled and kissed his fingers, stretched out his right hand to interlock Zheng Xiaozhou's fingers, and said softly, "Have you decided to go to that school?"

Zheng Xiaozhou said vaguely, "Choose after the scores come out."

Yu Wei frowned, "I don't care about my own affairs at all."

Zheng Xiaozhou buried his face in the pillow, looking sleepy, "Sleep." As if waking up a little more, he pushed Yu Wei off his body, raised his face and kissed the corner of Yu Wei's eyes, "Good night."

Yu Wei was caught off guard and froze for a moment. He blinked slowly and his heart skipped a beat.When the lights dimmed, Yu Wei closed her eyes, feeling that there was a free invisible pattern slowly diluting and dissolving in front of her eyes. Zheng Xiaozhou appeared completely and abstractly in the pitch black, and the furry outline had a strange heat feeling of infrared view.

Go to F University.Yu Wei thought, it's not far from home, it's convenient to pick up and drop off, and the atmosphere is good, so it's good for Xiaozhou to choose a major at that time, the child's brain is very smart, and he will not be bad at doing things in the future.

When Zheng Xiaozhou came out after finishing the last English test, it suddenly started to rain heavily.He originally wanted to rush directly into the rain, but he didn't expect to be so crowded that he couldn't get out at all.Zheng Xiaozhou simply lay on the window sill on the third floor, leisurely looking outside.Many parents who were eager to pick up their children took umbrellas and entered the school gate. The noise was mixed with the sound of thunder and rain. Zheng Xiaozhou looked at it with interest for a while, then glanced out of the corner of his eye, and suddenly caught sight of a familiar figure.

Zheng Xiaozhou was completely stunned.

Yu Wei was standing on the street outside the school gate, leaning against the car, holding a big black umbrella, wearing his iron gray suit, looking at him from afar.

Just like the parents of any ordinary examinee, they waited outside the examination room for him to finish the test and then picked him up to go home.

The number of people gradually decreased. He saw Yu Wei walking towards the teaching building, put away his umbrella and entered the building.

Like two years ago, Yu Wei supported his head and let him sit directly behind the driver's seat.Zheng Xiaozhou saw Zheng Xiuyi who was impatiently asking him how he was sitting on the co-pilot, and Zheng Shusheng who was sitting next to him with burning eyes, and Zheng Linyin who was sitting up straight with his eyelids down.With Yu Wei's hands on the steering wheel, there are smiling eyes in the rearview mirror.

He took the Zheng family to dinner.A private kitchen in the city center, with clean and authentic local flavors, Yu Wei has always done things thoughtfully, neither formal enough to make Zheng's family feel uncomfortable, nor lost the host's manner.

Zheng Xiuyi happily picked up vegetables for her youngest son.She always thought that Zheng Xiaozhou's school dormitory was strictly controlled to not allow mobile phones, and she also knew that her son's grades were improving by leaps and bounds after transferring to another school. She was afraid of delaying his son's studies, so she urged herself not to contact him except on vacation.Seeing my son now, looking around, I feel that the boy's fat face is round, and I can't help sighing that the food in the key high school is good. Although my son hasn't grown up, at least he has gained weight!Being fat is a good thing, looking healthy.

Zheng Xiuyi finished hurting her son, and suddenly remembered, she quickly raised the wine glass, and also asked her son and daughter to bring the wine glass, and respected Teacher Yu together.

"Teacher Yu is a noble person in our family, Xiao Zhou, in the future, I will fight for a little bit and repay Teacher Yu well, ah."

Yu smiled and said that there is no need to be so polite, we are all family.Zheng Xiuyi was used to being bold, she drank the wine in the glass in one breath, shook the bottom of the glass at Yu Wei, and said, "Teacher Yu, I did it, you can do whatever you want."

Yu Wei drank the wine in the glass and filled Zheng Xiaozhou's glass with warm water.

Zheng Shusheng also knew that his younger brother had finished the exam, but seeing his absent-minded appearance, he didn't dare to ask more questions. He just lowered his head and poured vegetables and water for his sister.From the very beginning, Zheng Linyin kept her eyelids down and did not speak, just eating the food on her plate quietly.After two years of recuperation, the body has improved a lot, but the person has been sluggish and was diagnosed with severe depression.I have been seeing an authoritative psychologist in the industry, taking medicine, and being accompanied by my family, I gradually have the motivation to do things, and this time I am even willing to come out to have dinner with strangers.Zheng Xiaozhou felt choked up in his heart, and just quietly picked up the rice. Every time he visited his sister during the holidays, Zheng Linyin was always indifferent, with a thin profile that looked like it was cut out, and just sat quietly, doing nothing.Zheng Xiaozhou went to the school library to borrow all the books about depression. He clumsily wrapped the book covers with newspapers and read them line by line, thinking only of getting closer to her.

After dinner, the rain stopped.Yu Wei asked the driver to take Zheng's family back, saying that Xiaozhou could live in his house first, and the two of them would study together about volunteering, so that Zheng Xiuyi should not worry.Zheng Xiuyi thankfully got into the car, and told her younger son to be obedient at the teacher's house and not to be a demon.

Zheng Xiaozhou said with a smile that Teacher Yu would not dislike him.

Zheng Shusheng also got into the car, and just as he was about to help his sister in, Zheng Linyin suddenly stopped moving.

Zheng Xiaozhou stared blankly at Zheng Linyin raising his hand, and gently touched Zheng Xiaozhou's thin earlobe. Her face was expressionless, but her eyes began to soften involuntarily.Zheng Xiaozhou was stunned, tears came down.

Zheng Xiuyi's attention was still in a state of distraction, she touched Zheng Xiaozhou's head twice, then turned around and got into the car slowly without looking back.

Zheng Xiaozhou was crying for nothing.As if he wanted to vent all his depression, he stood on the street crying with his shoulders twitching, wiping away his tears with his hands, and sucking his nose.Afraid that he would be embarrassed later, Yu Wei had no choice but to grab his shoulders and lead them home. Zheng Xiaozhou's runny nose was really long, and Yu Wei had no paper in his pocket, so he took out his glasses cloth and wiped it on his nose. Press, ordered, "Blow."

Zheng Xiaozhou blew it honestly, Yu Wei stood in front of the trash can and thought for a while, and finally gave up and threw it into the recyclable trash can.

Yu Wei glanced at him, and found that the nose started again, Zheng Xiaozhou glanced at Yu Wei's tie, Yu Wei took off the tie and handed it to him knowingly.

There's an extra tie in the recycle bin.

The air just after the rain is moist and fragrant, the sky is dim and yellow, the huge sunset is sinking secretly, and the roof is a little cool.

Zheng Xiaozhou was lying on the lawn on the roof. The semi-curved transparent thin glass above his head had already completed self-cleaning, and the gloomy sunset directly shot in.

Yu Wei handed him a glass of beer, sat down beside him with his hands on his hands, and drank a glass of vodka with ice.Zheng Xiaozhou hesitated a bit when he took it, but he still drank it slowly. The sky gradually darkened, and the nearby ecological area was lush and vast, and there was grass and trees breathing when the wind came.

Zheng Xiaozhou's eyes were red and swollen after crying, and the inner double eyelids became single eyelids. When he looked up, he felt angry.Yu Wei lowered his head to look at him, and then started laughing, couldn't stop laughing, Zheng Xiaozhou looked at him suspiciously for a while, and looked at the sky with his mouth curled up.

The sky here is not pure black, not even a few stars can be seen, it is gray and blurry and complicated, just like all the emotions that exist in the world.They are not as straightforward and pure as the truth, goodness and beauty pursued by human beings, and pure things are always abstract to rough, and are admired by the world because they cannot survive; vagueness is not the case, vagueness has its own reasons, Wendun is vulgar, suitable for this raging fire The world of cooking oil.

Yu smiled enough, took a long breath, stood up suddenly, amplified the sound with his hand around his mouth, and yelled loudly into the black gray sky, "Zheng Xiaozhou!"

Zheng Xiaozhou was so frightened that he jumped up and slapped him on the back, "Yu Wei, are you an idiot? Did you drink too much?"

Yu Wei ignored him and continued to shout, "My son!"

Zheng Xiaozhou's face turned blue all of a sudden, he covered Yu Wei's mouth in anger, and cursed, "Drinking two ounces of cat urine makes you go crazy with alcohol, I'm your father! Damn it!"

Yu Wei held his face in his hands, kissed the tip of his nose, and said softly with lowered eyelids, "My love."

Zheng Xiaozhou was stunned.He opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say, a lot of things went through in a mess in his mind for a moment, and in the end there was only a blank.

Yu Wei swayed twice, leaned his head on his shoulder, and pressed his whole body weight.Zheng Xiaozhou reacted, cursed with a red neck, and dragged him away forcefully under his breath. It took him a long time to get him to the bedroom, stripped off his clothes, and threw him naked on the bed.

Zheng Xiaozhou was exhausted after taking the exam for a day, and now he was physically and mentally exhausted, so he fell asleep on the bed and closed his eyes.

He woke up very early the next day and found that Yu Wei had already left. There were several WeChat messages on his phone, except for a friend asking him how the college entrance examination was going, there was also a message from Yu Wei: Have breakfast.There's something wrong with the company and I'm on a business trip.

Just as Zheng Xiaozhou was about to go back to sleep, the phone suddenly buzzed and vibrated violently. He shook his hand and saw Shen Yuyi's big face appearing on the screen.During the winter vacation last year, the kid insisted on setting up a contact profile picture, taking selfies forcibly, and forcibly moving in, and even changed his nickname to "Dear Sir".Zheng Xiaozhou is too lazy to bother with the child with secondary illness.

He answered the phone, but the sound of sniffling came from the other end of the receiver. Zheng Xiaozhou said "Hello", and immediately cried out, feeling extremely wronged.Zheng Xiaozhou was stunned, grabbed the phone and jumped off the bed, what happened to this kid?After two days of not seeing each other, she became that cowardly again?

"Why are you crying?" Zheng Xiaozhou asked while putting on his clothes, tore off a strip of mouthwash, rinsed his mouth in a hurry, wiped his face with water with one hand, and walked towards the door.

Over there wept for a while and whispered, "I'm sick."

"Do you have a fever? You are the only one in your house? Just take some medicine and sleep and you'll be fine. I'm sorry for such a trivial matter..."

"It's all burnt to death! It's burnt to death! Huh, huh, you're going to kill me, hiccup, you can't understand human words! hiccup, there's no one when you're sick, stay with me,..."

Zheng Xiaozhou put on his shoes and pushed open the door. He might have heard the sound of the door opening over there. The crying gradually subsided, but he was still sobbing, "Location... sent your mobile phone, come quickly."

Sniffing sound.

Zheng Xiaozhou cursed secretly, hung up the phone, and resigned to his fate.On the first day of the college entrance examination, at 06:30 when most of the candidates were still asleep, he had to take care of a weak official, or cry.

It is fate.It's all fate.

asphyxia.

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