Ride boat

Lust breeds greed, greed breeds envy, and envy breeds wrath.Rage fakes arrogance.Original sin and love have always been born side by side and go against each other.

The lecture continued until 08:30, when Zheng Xiaozhou refused Shen Yuyi's begging to stay, and rode his bicycle to the school.The library was brightly lit and overcrowded. He Haoyu reserved a seat for him in advance. He panted and sat on the chair, only to find that the people around him were staring at him intentionally or unintentionally.

Zheng Xiaozhou frowned and found that the seat that He Haoyu had occupied for him was very bad. On the table on the right was a very familiar black water glass, with some paint peeling off, standing straight in front of his eyes.The owner of that seat should have gone to the bathroom. Zheng Xiaozhou looked around to see if there was any space available, and those who peeked at him lowered their heads in unison.Zheng Xiaozhou was nailed to his seat in embarrassment, and suddenly didn't want to raise his head anymore.The chair next to him was pulled away, and a smell of Safeguard soap came over.

A neatly torn note was passed over.

"It's over?"

Zheng Xiaozhou drew a question mark and pushed the note over.

The brush was brushed over there, and the note had been scratched by the tip of the pen when it was pushed over.

"Don't you dislike him so fast?"

"Fuck, are you fucking sick? What are you thinking?" Zheng Xiaozhou was so angry that he wrote his own small and cramped ugly characters on the note.

After looking at the words for a while, the note was slowly pushed back, and the words on the back were very scribbled.

"How many lovers do you have in total?"

"Did they all fuck you?"

"Are you always this flirty?"

"Will you bite their ears too?"

Zheng Xiaozhou's eyes turned red all of a sudden, he crumpled the note into a ball, and looked at Zhe Qing with tearful eyes.

Zhe Qing looked normal, and looked at him lightly, his eyes seemed to say: "Isn't it?"

"...Your mother forced me." Zheng Xiaozhou gritted his teeth and swallowed his blood, looked at him for a while with red eyes, squeezed out a few silent words between his teeth, and took out his homework to write.

The library closed at 10:30 in the evening, and Zheng Xiaozhou had to deal with all the homework in various subjects. When he stood up and stretched himself, he found that no one at their table had left, and they were all pretending to be playing with their mobile phones. .Two of the girls seemed to be taking selfies, but Zheng Xiaozhou clearly saw through the reflective glass behind them that the people on the phone screen were him and Zhe Qing.

Zheng Xiaozhou quickly packed up the books and almost ran away.

Zhe Qing followed behind him unhurriedly, and reminded: "You don't want the car anymore?"

Zheng Xiaozhou turned back with a sullen expression on his face, unlocked it, straddled his long legs, and rode quickly towards the dormitory.

When he arrived at the dormitory, he remembered that the torn note was still in his trouser pocket, and he was so angry that he took out the contents of his pocket and threw it into the trash can, only to see that little lipstick also fell into the trash can with it. I don't know what to do.

He Haoyu went to study by himself last night, rubbed his eyes and went back to the dormitory. When he saw Zheng Xiaozhou who was turning over the trash can angrily, he was immediately amused: "What? The ring fell into it?"

Zheng Xiaozhou scolded: "He Haoyu, next time you fucking spit into the trash can, I'll kill you!"

He Haoyu didn't take it seriously, and laughed while tidying up his things: "I was wrong, I was wrong, ah, brother Zhou, don't be angry, hey, look, brother Zhou is so angry! Yo, found the ring? Very good, very good. Found it It's good, it's very important, right? Look, Brother Zhou is in a hurry..."

Zheng Xiaozhou yelled in despair: "Get lost!"

He Haoyu glanced at him resentfully, muttered for a while, and went to look for Yu Chenxing on the opposite side.

Zheng Xiaozhou washed the dirt off his hands, and put the lipstick in his pocket. When he looked up, he saw Zhe Qing leaning against the door of their house, looking at him calmly.

"He Haoyu changed the dormitory with me." Zhe Qing said calmly, carrying her luggage bag. "He will come over later, and I want you to collect the sheets for him first."

After a lot of flirting, He Haoyu moved his things out without hesitation, and sneered at the livid Zheng Xiaozhou: "Isn't this... everyone understands, right? Hey, what love is all about." , where the love comes."

He Haoyu muttered, greeted the other two in the dormitory with a happy face, and dragged his suitcase to the opposite dormitory.Zhe Qing knelt on the top bunk and wiped the rails of the bed carefully, then made her own bed, and Zheng Xiaozhou's quilt was spread on the bed in a stately manner.After getting off the ladder and washing his hands, he looked at Zheng Xiaozhou as if nothing had happened, and said considerately: "Aren't you taking off your clothes? You'll catch a cold if you get wet."

Zheng Xiaozhou looked at him for a while, then blurted out: "Get off your mother."

Zhe Qing looked at him puzzled, and said doubtfully, "I'm just afraid that you'll be too wet and it's not good for your health. Why do you speak evil words?"

Zheng Xiaozhou's face turned red and white, and he glanced nervously to the side, and found that the two roommates didn't pay attention to this side. He was relieved, and pulled Zhe Qing fiercely to the bathroom, closed the door and said in a low voice, "Zhe Qing, can you Don't make trouble?"

Zhe Qing looked down at him, took a step forward, another step, Zheng Xiaozhou stood there without giving in, and looked up at him coldly.

The toes of the shoes touch each other, and the noses intersect.

"Zheng Xiaozhou," the low and hoarse voice of Zheqing sounded, causing a tremor in his ears, and the fine hairs stood up one after another, posing for the enemy.

"What?" Zheng Xiaozhou subconsciously answered.

"I really want to fuck you." Zhe Qing said, "I've been thinking about it for two years, it hurts so much."

Zheng Xiaozhou's face turned red, he gritted his teeth and said, "Why have you become so shameless? You fucking..."

"Swear more, every time you scold me, I want to fuck you. The harder you scold me, the harder it will be for me." Zhe Qing confessed. "Your mouth is perfect for oral sex."

Zheng Xiaozhou's head was so full that it almost hurt, and he said in a trembling voice: "Fuck...how did I go blind to see such a rubbish thing like you..."

Zheqing's eyes lit up, and his tone softened: "You admit it?"

"Get out..." Zheng Xiaozhou turned around to leave, but was hugged by Zhe Qing tightly in his arms, and said hoarsely: "Don't move."

Zheng Xiaozhou was immobilized by the magic spell, his body froze and did not move.

"I miss you so much." Zhe Qing whispered, resting her chin on the top of his dark hair.

Zheng Xiaozhou felt his head was buzzing, itchy and numb, his throat was sore and congested, but when he spoke, he just said out of breath: "Don't think about me."

"I just want to." Zhe Qing insisted.

Zheng Xiaozhou gave a wry smile, and said vigorously, "Don't you want to fuck me? Then I'll let you do it last time, and you can let go when you're done, okay?"

Zhe Qing froze, pursed his lips tightly, and let him go slowly.

Zheng Xiaozhou said with a low smile: "Do you want to do it? If you do, go buy a set. There is a small hotel next to the east gate of the school."

Zhe Qing looked at him for a long time, hooked the corners of his lips, and said in a flat tone: "You are quite familiar." After a pause, it seemed that it was not enough, and added: "Do it. Why not do it? Is it cheaper for others?"

Zheng Xiaozhou couldn't bear his yin and yang, so he opened the door, took his mobile phone, and went out. Zhe Qing followed closely behind, looking indifferently at his exposed white ankle.

Such a cheap ankle.

An ankle that was licked and bitten by many people in their hands and shoulders.

Going around, casually, provocative ankles.

Annoying ankles.

Cold and lustful ankles.

It makes people want to warm it in the belly, kill it with a knife, plate it with gold, and feed it with blood.

Zhe Qing fell in love with someone for the first time.

It doesn't seem so pure.

Sometimes he wants to squeeze Zheng Xiaozhou into the size of a baby, wrap him in the softest flannelette, and hold him in his arms; sometimes he wants to go back to that dilapidated small county town, where the school uniform is sloppy, and he is full of vigor when he curses at others; I want him to be naked, his limbs have nowhere to go, and he can only rely on himself; sometimes when he sees others touching him, he is so sad that he is so jealous that he goes crazy. Get attention and sympathy.

It's so ugly.

Zheng Xiaozhou let him go.Zheng Xiaozhou is protecting him.He also thought about being obedient.Alienate him, ignore him, tear off all intersections, maybe one day you can concentrate on living a regular life, study, eat, exercise, work every day, fall in love with the rich girl who has a crush on you, and every mediocre person in the world Like a man, after graduating, find a decent job, earn enough money to go abroad for an operation, buy a [-]-square-meter school district house after getting better, marry a wife and start a family, and then grow old a little bit, Live your life peacefully.

When Zheqing was a child, she lay on the bunk in the orphanage and dreamed of such a life.He never thought that he would fall in love with a man one day.Make love to him, kiss him on the lips.From Zheng Xiaozhou handing over a pack of sanitary napkins during the hot summer vacation when she graduated from junior high school, to the end in the unknown future, Zhe Qing's life was completely torn apart.The mediocre dream was shattered, replaced by a road full of thorns and flowers.

Zheng Xiaozhou let him go.

He also wanted to be obedient, but he just couldn't help getting close to him. He also wanted to control himself, but he couldn't resist his primitive instinct when things came to an end.

How exactly do you let go?

Zhe Qing didn't know.

He only knew that the person in front of him was raising the butcher knife in his hand in a humble gesture, with honey on it, and asked him with a smile whether to lick it or not.

Presumably still have to lick.

Mostly human nature is cheap.

If you love him, you have to lick honey on the edge of a knife, it doesn't matter if it hurts a little.

The world was distorted and dripping, all projected on him.

Lust is him.Greed is him.Rage is him.Jealousy is him.Arrogance is him.

Everything is him.

If it is necessary to separate, then he will wait.He also didn't want to hide behind Zheng Xiaozhou all the time, Zhe Qing hated being protected, especially being protected by Zheng Xiaozhou.If there is a chance for him to have the capital to protect Zheng Xiaozhou, he is willing to pay whatever the price.

Let go?

never.

Left is just a big gamble.

Bet that he won't let it go, bet that he won't let it go, bet that he won't forget, bet that his heart remains the same, bet that he will turn back.