Ride boat

Zheng Xiaozhou rested in the bedroom for a whole week.

He never thought that Yu Wei could be so... able to do it.Now that I think about it, my heart is beating so fast, it has nothing to do with feelings, but pheromones are quietly working, repeating the depressing and dull love affairs of these few days over and over again.Several sheets in the master bedroom were worn out, and the air purifier was running non-stop, but the room was not refreshed.

Zheng Xiaozhou's skin at the base of his legs was soaked and wrinkled. After washing and washing every day, there was almost no dry place on his body.Although Zheng Xiaozhou has good physical strength, he was also tortured to the point where he was dizzy all day long and his eyes were blue.But Yu Wei has all kinds of tricks waiting for him, Zheng Xiaozhou only feels that his knowledge is terribly shallow, and when he sees those strange and obscene things, he gritted his teeth and resisted, but he couldn't bear Yu Wei's hard work, and eventually called He succeeded.

Zheng Xiaozhou got his mobile phone the next day, and went to Weibo, only to find that his account had been cancelled, and the same was true for other platforms, and there were very few traces of the incident before searching, as if it had never happened. His text message records still exist, and he even thinks that all this is just a dream he had.

Many people on WeChat and QQ asked him if it was true. He didn't reply for a day, but those people took the initiative to reply him the next day. Zheng Xiaozhou browsed their messages and figured out that Yu Wei should be I found a publicist and settled the matter overnight.

The contemporary people who eat melons have seen this kind of reversal too much, and have lost interest. They have withdrawn their eyes from the 36-line Internet celebrity melons, and buzzed on the endless celebrity gossip.Zheng Xiaozhou deliberately checked the school's BBS, and found that the previous top CP post had disappeared. Then he searched for his name, and there was a row of small characters below, showing that no relevant information was found.

He refreshed those pages back and forth in disbelief, and felt a little relieved when he saw the blank ellipsis.

Zheng Xiaozhou opened WeChat and clicked on Zheng Xiuyi's red maple leaf avatar. The chat history in it was two weeks ago. Zheng Xiuyi told him not to forget to bring an umbrella in the morning, and the weather forecast said that it would rain that day.

His finger stopped in the dialog box, and the cursor kept flickering, urging him to say something to break the silent blank.Zheng Xiuyi is a very stubborn woman, and Zheng Xiaozhou knows it well.

If they are not stubborn, there is no way to bring up the three of them in the small town of Qiyuan.A woman opened a small restaurant, covered in greasy dirt every day, laughing and laughing at the customers from all walks of life, gritted her teeth and endured the frustration of the old ladies in the neighborhood, secretly beat the bed board at night and shed tears, and smiled again the next day When doing business, Zheng Xiaozhou sees everything in his eyes.

His mother was a very old-fashioned woman in her bones.Zheng Xiaozhou knows that she has an insurmountable moral system in her heart, which is the life creed she has believed in for 40 years, and no one is allowed to provoke them.

She firmly believes that being a human being should not be bad, that good and evil will be rewarded by karma, and never talk about people's right and wrong behind their backs; she believes that reading can change fate, but she also respects children's all-round development, and pays more attention to children's character and three views than grades; she instinctively Respect all teachers, even though she has received higher education, she still believes in the theory that sticks make filial sons and strict teachers lead to high-quality apprentices, and she has a pure sense of trust in the profession of teachers, and always believes that there are good people; she can accept homosexuality in novels and movies concept, but completely refuses to accept that the people around her are gay, because it will be materialized in her brain, which produces real disgusting; she curses men who play with girls' feelings, hates mistresses who destroy other people's families, and hates promiscuous sex that spreads STDs Stallion, a vile beast who hates women and rapes them.

She doesn't have too many demands on her children, she just hopes that they can grow up upright and healthy, go through all the steps of life, study, fall in love, work, get married, and have children. Alive, happy and peaceful family is better than anything else.She had babbled these words to Zheng Xiaozhou many times. When Zheng Xiaozhou was in school, her ears were callused and it was terribly annoying, but now thinking about it, she felt sore in her heart.

He wanted to explain to Zheng Xiuyi that those were all fake, but after all, Zheng Xiuyi was his own mother who grew up watching him, so if the people in the video couldn't be recognized by others, could Zheng Xiuyi not recognize them?After that day, she didn't hear from him at all, and she thought she was heartbroken to herself.Zheng Xiaozhou felt sad, he could only write the matter honestly in the memo, copied a copy in the dialog box, hesitated for a long time and clicked send.

In any case, the fact that he is gay is already a certainty, and it has been done so far, so there is no need for him to hide it from her.Zheng Xiuyi may never talk to him again in this life, but she is still her own mother, the mother who gave birth to him and raised him.He planned to transfer all the money he earned these days to Zheng Xiuyi's card in a few days, and the deposit was less than 100 million yuan including the interest, which should be regarded as a belated apology, his insignificant compensation.

Zheng Xiaozhou refreshed his WeChat page over and over again, all the red dots in the message box were clicked, and behind Zheqing's profile picture was still the small gray words from a few months ago: What are the things you posted in your circle of friends.

He opened his circle of friends, and it was empty.Suddenly remembered that I had set "Don't look at him" before, so I opened the permission hesitantly. After refreshing, Zhe Qing had a few more friends circles, one was the military training photo, the other was the forwarding of Xingye vlog, and the latest one It was actually posted this morning, and it was also a repost, which was the list of the college's international exchange programs.

Zheng Xiaozhou opened it and flipped through it, and saw that Zhe Qing's name was at the bottom of the list, and Wu Chuyi was above him.Zheng Xiaozhou remembered that Yu Wei told himself that he would not touch Zhe Qing, he did it, and mercifully let him go, and gave him a beautiful springboard, so that his life can go on the right track from now on, and he will never look back.

He thought, Yu Wei is indeed an out-and-out grown-up, and the way he handles things is always so beautiful and good-looking, and everyone is satisfied that no water is leaked.

This is good for everyone.Zheng Xiaozhou thought that maybe one day he would be able to attend Zhe Qing's wedding without changing his face.Wu Chuyi likes him very much, presumably after Zheqing's operation, the two will slowly get together.As for the nonsense that I said before that I can't wait to love or not, it gradually faded away.Thinking about it, it was just a juvenile affair, but how much can it endure the trials and tribulations of the world?

Zheng Xiaozhou admitted.He only intends to seriously manage his own small life, holding his laptop and ipad to make up for the missed courses.The end of the semester is approaching, and the school has ended. Zheng Xiaozhou has been reviewing at Yu Wei's house for a period of time, and asks Yu Wei about his homework from time to time.

Yu Wei was a graduate student in business, so it was easy to deal with him. When he gave a lecture, he looked at him through silver-rimmed glasses, as if he had returned to the high school three or four years ago.

Ever since Zheng Xiaozhou understood his intentions, he often felt in a daze when facing him, seeing him as a teacher, a father, a brother, and a lover.

You say he is gentle, but he is a beast without human skin; you say he is arrogant, but he is suffering when he bows his head.Zheng Xiaozhou doesn't like the feeling of being controlled and restrained in everything, but he can't be really cruel to Yu Wei. He occasionally insults him darkly with the literature handed down from the Chinese nation, and damages him with his petty bourgeois fantasies. He didn't dare to really disobey him, he didn't dare, and he didn't want to.

So when Yu Wei lightly proposed to take him home for the New Year, Zheng Xiaozhou nodded subconsciously.Yu Wei seemed surprised that he agreed so easily, but quickly covered it up.Zheng Xiaozhou belatedly realized what he had promised, his face flushed immediately, and he asked with a stiff neck, "You take me back to your home for the New Year? Are you kidding me?"

Yu Wei got on the bed and leaned over to kiss his neck stickyly, rubbed his narrow waist gently with his hands, and said vaguely: "It's not my family. It's my father's house. You'll know when you go."

Zheng Xiaozhou looked at him suspiciously, and asked, "Your father agrees to you having sex with men?"

Yu Wei frowned, bit the small earlobe where he had replaced the jade plug, licked the water-red core restlessly, and said slowly, "Don't speak so rough."

Zheng Xiaozhou rolled his eyes vigorously, cursed a lot of dirty words in his mouth, Yu Wei saw that the two lips were so dishonest, so he played with the flesh of those lips with his hand, and it turned red from the rubbing, and when he saw that he was going to be annoyed, he calmly started his hands Scratch him, the ribs, waist, and thighs are all itchy meat.

Yu Wei discovered this treasure by accident, so he took it as his own big move, and sacrificed it to him from time to time to practice it.Zheng Xiaozhou often got excited when he cursed at others, and when he suddenly scratched him with an itch, he immediately bent his body into a shrimp shape, laughed and begged him to let him go, and finally was cleaned up until his face was red, his ears were red, his tears were rolling, and he was panting and coughing. Embarrassed.

After Yu Wei's quarrel, he couldn't help kissing him, hugging him in his arms, wrapping his body around him, holding him with his breath, looking like he really liked it.

Sometimes when he sees his greasy and clingy appearance, he feels ashamed for the 20-year-old Yu Wei.Now he is like an out-and-out middle-aged man who loves Zheng Xiaozhou as much as raising a child, and also like a young man who has just experienced love, guessing his likes and looking at his face from time to time.If Zheng Xiaozhou smiled at him, his mouth wanted to laugh; if Zheng Xiaozhou glanced at others, his throat would itch; if Zheng Xiaozhou stuck out his tongue at a creamy white popsicle, his eyes would burn.

This year he is 32, Zheng Xiaozhou is 42; in another ten years he will be 52, Zheng Xiaozhou will be thirty; in another ten years, he will be [-] and Zheng Xiaozhou will be forty.

With that in mind, life feels so short.Yu Wei thought about it.

He suddenly understood why those ancient emperors who were all-powerful when they were young began to search for pills and medicines in an attempt to live forever.Maybe it's not that I'm stupid, it's just that I'm not reconciled.I am not reconciled to having everything, but not being able to control my life. I am not reconciled to being so old, dying a little bit, and then everything is forced to end.

If he could, he also wanted to live longer, and it would be better if he was younger, not for anything else, just thinking that after decades, when he wanted to hug Zheng Xiaozhou, he would still be able to hug him.

What will Zheng Xiaozhou look like when he gets old?He must also be a tricky and domineering old man, and he can still see the beautiful bones of his youth when he raises his eyes.

Speaking of which, the beauty is more than the skin, maybe Zheng Xiaozhou will be more eye-catching when he gets old.When the brilliance of youth settles down, it is the top elegance.Yu Wei was thinking about it obsessively.His inspiration came, and seeing that Zheng Xiaozhou had fallen asleep, he quietly got out of bed, took a blank sketchbook of his own, and began to sketch in front of Zheng Xiaozhou.

His brush never stopped.They were all in the same sleeping position, no sleeping appearance, stretched out on the bed, their faces tilted to one side, and a little saliva dripped from the corners of their mouths.

Yu Wei started painting when he was a baby—this is purely based on imagination.It may be bald and even wrinkled, but the eyes are definitely beautiful, and the paint is generally very spiritual.Maybe she likes to cry a lot - the dishonesty of her mouth is probably a problem since she was a child.

When he grows up, he must be thin and flamboyant.He is a prickly boy, loves to stir up trouble and is not willing to give in. He often fights and goes home to sleep in disgrace.Sweaty and unhygienically lying on the bed, there must be a bunch of passionate comics and fantasy novels under the pillow.

A little older is the appearance of high school, very eye-catching, looks very aggressive, the appearance of a young man with a new sharp blade, a little attention to cleanliness, but not neat at all.The bed in the dormitory was messy, he must not have cared about it at all, he took off his clothes and lay down on it.

And then there is now.She has a little mature appearance, knows what pain feels like, and knows how to play by ear.I have to meditate for a while from time to time, and the number of cursing has decreased significantly, but when I raise my eyebrows and stare, my spirit is still undiminished, and I still seem to be full of vitality.He also drools when he sleeps, and he doesn't look like he's fully grown up.

After graduating in a few years, it will definitely look good with a tie.It is estimated that he will be calmer in front of outsiders, but he is not always so honest. When he encounters angry things, he will lose his temper in all likelihood.He has a poor capacity for drinking, so he has nothing to do with socializing. He has a bit of a clever mind, but it is unknown whether he is valued by the leader.It doesn't matter, anyway, he's here.

If he is older, he must be a very dazzling person at a serious middle age.Will care about his image, keep working out, stay up late, and take good care of his hair, even though they still look lush.He will start to take the initiative to drink warm water obediently, have regular dental checkups, and start to become interested in the literary and artistic works he recommended to him—maybe.At that time, it was possible to adopt a child, or to be a surrogate for Zheng Xiaozhou's child. He wanted to see with his own eyes what Zheng Xiaozhou looked like when he was a child.Zheng Xiaozhou might also have some love for children at that time.perhaps.

A little older——Yu Wei thought a little shyly, maybe a little older and she wouldn't be by his side anymore.Zheng Xiaozhou at this age is still lively. He has a good appetite at the age of 80 or [-]. His teeth are very neat.Walking without slumping, urinating without trembling, sleeping peacefully without snoring, like a hale and hearty old cat, stretching his waist is another hero.

Maybe he would hold his hand and take a walk in the park. At that time, homosexuality may have been legal. They can walk on the streets openly, wearing caps and gloves, and walking slowly from morning to afternoon, from winter to summer.What kind of animal can you keep.Yu Wei hates furry animals, he thought, they can raise a hairless cat.It has the warm touch of suede, just remember to clean its ears regularly.

Bigger.Yu Wei felt that he must be gone this time, and he was not willing to draw Zheng Xiaozhou at this time.

He suddenly became superstitious, thinking that maybe Zheng Xiaozhou could become transparent a little bit on a March afternoon like the beauty Remeses.To lie loose in bed, as it is today, and the billowing sheets rise with him, leave with him the space of beetles and dahlias, pass with him through the space at the end of four o'clock, and Together, they disappear forever in the lofty space that even the highest bird of memory can never reach.He can't see Zheng Xiaozhou, no one can see Zheng Xiaozhou.

After Yu Wei finished drawing the last picture, he found that the sky was already light.There were many small bloodshot eyes in his sleepless eyes, but he still stubbornly opened them, reading one by one of his paintings.

He admits he's a bit of a selfish person, he admits.He assumed that he died first, which made him feel a lot better.Life is very precious, Yu Weibi knows it well.He was very close to death, so he valued his life more than anyone else.What would happen to Zheng Xiaozhou if he died first?Will die angrily.He didn't want that.

It's best for him to go away first, and then leave this heartless brat in the world thinking of him.When a person dies, you should think about it, right?If he can't raise it well by that time, then he will admit it. Anyway, he will be bound for a lifetime, and if he doesn't raise it well, he won't be able to raise it well.At worst, he will leave first, and the little boy will continue to live, and he is not very sad.Thinking about it this way is a good thing, he went down first to get acquainted, and when he comes down, he can pick him up, so as not to suffer any more.

Yu Wei closed the book, saw a white title page in front, thought for a while, moved his wrist, lowered his eyes and inscribed three words on it.

Zheng Xiaozhou.

He looked at these three words for a while, only to feel extremely satisfied.

A paragraph in the article pays tribute to a hundred years of loneliness.

An excerpt of a strange article for everyone to read.

In dreams without nightmares, in long baths, in irregular meals, in the long and deep silence without memories, she gradually matured until one afternoon in March, Fernan thought. Folding her linen sheets in the garden, calling in the help of the other women in the house.As soon as they started, Amaranta noticed that Remedios the Beauty had become extremely pale, almost transparent.

"Are you unwell?" she asked.

Remedios the Beauty was hugging the other side of the sheet, showing a pitiful smile. "On the contrary," she said, "I've never been better."

As soon as she had finished speaking, Fernanda felt a bright breeze blowing, and the sheet broke free from her hands and unfolded completely in the wind.Amaranta felt a mysterious tremor in the lace of her skirt and had to hold on to the sheet to keep from falling.At that moment, Remedios the Beauty began to leave the ground.Úrsula, who was nearly blind at the time, was the only one who could comprehend the source of the unstoppable breeze and let the sheets go with the light, watching Remedios the Beauty waving goodbye, surrounded by The billowing sheet rises with her, leaves with her the space of beetles and dahlias, passes with her through the space at the end of four o'clock in the afternoon, disappears with her forever in the highest-flying bird of memory An unattainable lofty space.