Drifting Between Film and Reality

Yan Shu went to find Lu Haoran on Monday. When Lu Haoran heard that Yan Shu was looking for him, his expression was extremely ugly, but he had no reason to refuse.

The two were in the corridor, Yan Shu hesitated for a while, pulled him into the corner, and then asked: "Why did you run away when you saw me yesterday, afraid of me?"

"It's nothing, you don't care about it." Lu Haoran said coldly, "Are you here today to laugh at me?"

Yan Shu choked, and Lu Haoran said again: "My house is like this, don't come here on purpose even if you look down on me, thank you." After speaking, Lu Haoran was about to leave, Yan Shu quickly grabbed him, and said anxiously: "No! I think so, I see that you don't want to talk to me, so I don't say hello, today I came here to ask, it's okay if you don't say anything."

"My family just opened a bakery." After Lu Haoran finished speaking, he stared deeply at Yan Shu's eyes.

Yan Shu was stunned for a moment, and said with a smile: "I thought what's wrong with you, it's very good to open a bakery, you can eat whatever you want."

There was only a smile in Yan Shu's eyes, and he was a little relieved, Lu Haoran couldn't find any gaze that could be named "contemptuous".

"Is that your brother? I think he looks a bit like you."

"En." Lu Haoran didn't want to say more, and the class bell rang immediately, "I'm going back to class."

Yan Shu wanted to say a few more words, but he had to go back to class.

Yan Shu couldn't think of a reason to look for Lu Haoran for the time being, so he didn't look for it again. Lu Haoran didn't seem to show anything else, and he was still the same as before, smiling with red lips and white teeth, very cute and pleasing.

Teacher Wang called Yan Shu, said some details, and boasted a few more words, and asked Yan Shu to take it back and change the essay.

Yan Shu unconsciously thought about Lu Haoran. When sorting out the photographic materials, he accidentally deleted a few clips, and quickly retrieved them from the trash can.The topic of the National English Speech Competition has come out again, and the photography works can only be put on hold temporarily.

Yan Shu first concentrated on correcting the essay and handing it in, and here the interest group got together again.

It was natural for Lu Haoran to say hello to a few people. The embarrassment of the previous few days was completely invisible, but he inevitably froze when he saw Yan Shu.

Seeing Lu Haoran's embarrassing expression, Yan Shu lost his mind again, and thought to himself, why don't I just eat a cake at your house, as for feeling uncomfortable when seeing me...

Seeing Yan Shu staring at Lu Haoran with straight eyes, Teacher Li frowned and said, "Ace, What'swrong with you?" Ace is Yan Shu's English name.

"Ah? Oh, it's okay." Yan Shu replied smoothly.

"..." The audience was quiet for two seconds before Teacher Li said, "What's on your mind? I'll ask you in English, and you answer me in Chinese? Don't hold back if you're not in good shape. If you have anything to say, you can tell me. Say, everyone can help you find a way."

Yan Shu shook his head: "Sorry, I'm fine. Let's keep going."

"Are you sure?"

Yan Shu shook his head, took the initiative to bring up a topic, and brought it over.

The photography work was handed in on time, but Yan Shu was still a little dissatisfied, and always felt that there was something wrong with the editing and soundtrack.

At the end of this semester, a few people flew to City H to participate in the competition. The competition lasted for two days, and there were many schools in all provinces and cities. The day before was a direct dialogue between the students and the foreign teacher jury. The topic was drawn one hour in advance, and then the dialogue will come .

The scoring is very strict, and all those who rank 50% in one day will be eliminated.

The ranking of the school was not determined until the next day, and Yan Shu's No. [-] Middle School won the eighth place, which is extremely impressive in this kind of competition.

Yan Shu was even a little bit flustered, and the conversation with the foreign teacher was full of joy. Before leaving, the foreign teacher smiled and asked him: "Are you in love I think you are very happy."

"Well, mygirlfrienddisprettygirl, Iloveher." Yan Shu paused and lied without changing his face.

The foreign teacher laughed: "Best wishes to you, you are very good."

Lu Haoran's face instantly turned ugly as if he had eaten a fly, and Yan Shu couldn't help but chuckle.

In the accommodation, Li Qiuyue naturally shared a room with Teacher Li, Yan Shu immediately said that she wanted to be with Lu Haoran, Zhen Zhen and Liu Yao had no objections, since they were both boys anyway, nothing would happen.

Lu Haoran agreed with a smile, and when he entered the house, he pulled the old elder's face: "Why are you clinging to me?"

"...I was about to say something wrong, why don't I go find them and change it?" Yan Shu also regretted being impulsive, so he could only ask along with his words.

Who would have thought that Lu Haoran's face turned darker: "Do you look down on me so much?"

"...I was wrong, I didn't look down on you, I listened to you, whoever you want to sleep with, I'll change it." Yan Shu had to bow his head, pretending to apologize and please.

"I'm going to take a shower." Lu Haoran took the toiletries and turned to the bathroom to take a shower, and ignored Yan Shu.

Relieved, Yan Shu felt a little bit bitter, it seems that the degree of "repulsion" and "approach" is difficult to grasp, and Lu Haoran will be sensitive if he is not careful.

Yan Shu started to organize his luggage, but Lu Haoran didn't bring many things, basic toiletries and a few clothes, a schoolbag was enough.

Yan Shu looked at his overstuffed suitcase, and his mother said: "You have to go for a few days, and your teacher Li will take you to play for a few days, in case the weather is cold, you can still have clothes to wear. No, you can bring another pair of shoes (Yan Shu refused indifferently), what if it rains... Is it enough to bring so much money? How long will it take, thinking about calling home every day, your dad didn't tell you anything, but he was actually worried (his dad yelled and denied it here), and if there was anything the teacher wasn't sure about, he called and asked, and we didn't go either. Passing over there, we don’t understand the law and order..."

Yan Shu interrupted the memory with a blank face, all the mothers in the world are the same, just look at the three people next door who also have big bags and small bags.

Turning around, he saw Lu Haoran's schoolbag again, he also wanted a free and easy mother.But Yan Shu became curious again, why did Lu Haoran bring such a few things?

After a while Lu Haoran came out with his things, wearing a T-shirt and a pair of trousers, Yan Shu asked casually, "You still wear trousers when it's so hot?"

"I'm afraid of the cold." Lu Haoran replied indifferently.

Yan Shu felt that something was wrong, and stared at Lu Haoran for a while, Lu Haoran frowned: "What do you always look at me for?"

"Then I'll turn off the air conditioner." Yan Shu tentatively asked.

"No, I'd rather wear more clothes and turn on the air conditioner than run around in the heat." Lu Haoran looked at Yan Shu strangely, "You should take a shower."

Yan Shu didn't know what he thought of, his face changed suddenly, he rushed up and pulled Lu Haoran to the bed and sat down, pulled up his clothes, Lu Haoran roared, and slapped Yan Shu's hand: "What are you doing! Let go !"

Lu Haoran thought that Yan Shu was having a fit of animal nature, but seeing that Yan Shu was stronger, he threw him on the bed and pulled his pants.

"Fuck, you're sick!" Lu Haoran couldn't protect his pants, revealing a pair of light blue boxer briefs.

"..." There is no scar as Yan Shu imagined, but the young man's complexion is fair, healthy and rosy, and the slippery hand feels great just after taking a bath.The boy is a little thin, with obvious muscle contours and faint traces.

Yan Shu couldn't control his stomach feeling hot, and then he was annoyed about what the hell he was thinking.

Combining Lu Haoran's "indifference" and "capriciousness" during these days, Yan Shu made up a drama of grievances and enmity - the young man had a miserable life experience, was bullied, suffered abuse from his family every day, and was covered in bruises...

"Are you addicted?" Lu Haoran pushed Yan Shu away, stood up and pulled up his pants, with a resentful expression on his face, like a beautiful girl who has been ruined by someone.

"..." Yan Shu knew that Lu Haoran could not know what he was thinking, so he had no choice but to remain silent.

Lu Haoran looked at Yan Shu suspiciously for a while, and then tentatively said, "You don't think I've been abused, do you?"

Yan Shu paused for two seconds, then said softly, "No."

Lu Haoran smiled: "My mother died early, my father remarried later, and my aunt took my brother to remarry, and later changed my surname to my family's, called Lu Qiang. My aunt also said that I would bring two extra clothes, which I find troublesome." , just didn’t take it.”

"Then why did you avoid me that day?" Yan Shu blurted out.

"..." Lu Haoran lay down under the quilt, "Some classmates saw that I was buying pancakes before, so they went around with others, some came to laugh at me, some wanted to come and eat, and then I didn't want anyone to know. "

After a pause, Lu Haoran said again: "It's just a precautionary measure, thank you for not looking down on me. Go take a bath, it's getting late."

Yan Shu took a shower like a ghost, brushed his hair, struggled for a long time, climbed into Lu Haoran's bed, and hugged Lu Haoran in his arms: "You are afraid of the cold, I will hold you to sleep."

"You have to show some face." Lu Haoran in his arms complained mercilessly, but Yan Shu just entangled him more tightly, and Lu Haoran gave up on himself: "I'm gay, you'd better stay away from me."

"Oh, actually me too." Yan Shu said without thinking.