Drifting Between Film and Reality

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The screen suddenly went black, and the cast list came out line by line. The movie was over, and there were no easter eggs behind.

"Ahhh! Even if Sun Dian is a murderer, I still love him!" The girl was very excited, "I have been a fan of him for nine years, I grew up watching his movies, I really like him ahhhhh !"

"Me too! I feel that this time is very different from before. I used to have a very positive image!" Another girl blushed with excitement, "I guess it's because of strict management, hehehehe..."

"If you don't give it to Meng Nan this time, he is so handsome. I have no resistance to this kind of handsome man!"

"Who do you choose Zhou Zhengmeng Nan!"

"Nonsense, Zhou Zheng!"

"That's my husband, don't rob me!"

"Hmph, after all, it belongs to Yan Shu's family..."

"It doesn't matter, go to Weibo to express your love first!"

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"It feels a bit like calling for the protection of minors?" The man shook his head and sighed. Frankly speaking, it was a bit embarrassing for him to accompany his girlfriend to watch a same-sex movie, but these feelings were suppressed almost invisible in the play, and he also I was attracted by the plot and acting skills, and I was fascinated by watching.

"You think too much." The woman put the man's arm on her shoulders, "Sun Dianjing is really good, he is good-looking, his acting skills are good, and his family is rich. This time he played a completely different role from before. Really happy for him!"

The man was slightly displeased: "I know, there are still his Q-version dolls in the room, do you think I'm blind?"

"Hey, husband, I must love you the most!" The woman smiled and acted like a baby.

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The male host laughed: "It's not a secret, this year - Best Actor - Sun Dianjing!"

Hostess: "Please—"

The camera suddenly turned to Sun Dianjing who was sitting in front. Sun Dianjing on the big screen was full of surprise. It made the two hosts become green leaves.

"Dianyan, I can see that you are very excited now. I saw that you were stunned in the audience just now. Can you elaborate on how you feel in your heart?" the hostess joked.

Sun Dianyan sorted out his expression: "I'm happy, I'm really happy, in the blink of an eye I've been in the entertainment circle for ten years, participated in many films, and won some awards sporadically, but to be honest, I'm Standing on this stage for the first time, I won this award."

Sun Dianyan's eye circles were a little red: "In the past ten years, I have been especially grateful to one person, haha, I guess everyone has guessed who it is. That is my lover, Yan Shu. He is a director himself, and he won the final award the year before last. Best Director Award, he is really serious about acting. Don’t look at us showing our affection, it’s because you didn’t let you see him training me. In the early days, he would always tell me about plays. I’m a monk halfway through, I don’t understand I asked him all the time, he also played with me at home, he was really fierce, even more fierce than when he was a director..."

Everyone laughed.

Sun Dianyan was a little embarrassed: "The scariest time he asked me to write a character analysis was more than 1 words, and he didn't let me use the computer. He still keeps the manuscript. He told me it was a lesson, and see if I can write it in the future. Longer memory..."

The male host interjected: "Then are you bothered by Yan Shu?"

"Not annoying." Sun Dianyan did not hesitate, "I love him, and I will never be annoying in this life."

Suddenly there was a big round of applause in the audience, coming out of the closet is so positive, and so unwavering, probably only Sun Dianjing is the only person in the world.

Yan Shu was also in the audience, and he was a little embarrassed when he heard it. After all, it is not easy to spread the fact that he taught others something, and he is not like this outside.But after hearing Sun Dianjing's unhesitating confession, tears suddenly filled his eyes. Although there are usually a lot of love words, on such a big stage, if one sentence is wrong, it will be over.

Sun Dianyan is no longer a 20-year-old boy, he is much more mature now than before, but his expression and tone are still honest and sincere, and he likes to blurt out a sentence, just like back then.

The host was also stunned for a moment: "Really, you never let go of any chance to show your affection, so who do you think will present you the award today?"

"I don't know about that." Sun Dianyan shook his head.

"Haha, it's also your old acquaintance—" the hostess smiled, "Wu Tong!"

Sun Dianyan really didn't expect that Wu Tong is also his senior, and he taught him a lot in the early days. He has cooperated occasionally in the past few years, and he has a good relationship in private. Now it is very meaningful for Wu Tong to present him with an award. .

The two hugged politely, and Wu Tong handed the statuette to Sun Dianyan: "It's been so many years, and you are also standing on this stage. I am very happy to see another actor's success."

"Thank you." Sun Dianyan thanked solemnly, "As a junior, I will not let everyone down."

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Going home at night, Sun Dianjing hugged the little golden man and did not let go, while Yan Shu hugged Sun Dianjing and did not let go.

"You let go."

"Put down the little golden man first. Did you say you loved me just now, but now..."

"I love the little golden man." Sun Dianyan pushed Yan Shu away, "That's a joke on stage, it's fake."

"Do you think I believe it?" Yan Shu sneered, reached out and took away the little golden man who was competing for favor with him, and put it next to his own, "I taught you how to deceive people after so many years, and you still want to deceive me? See I won't make you cry tonight."

"...I'm almost thirty...can you stop making me cry..."

"Hehe." Yan Shu sneered.

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The longer "Zhou Xuan" was filmed, the greater the pressure on Sun Dianjing, especially in the later stage Zhou Zheng's mental state completely collapsed, Sun Dianjing forced himself into the film, and as a result, his mental state almost went wrong.

Sun Dianmo's face was ugly: "Yan Shu, take care of him more, and if he really collapses, I'll contact the doctor."

Yan Shu nodded silently: "He doesn't even want to touch me now...and even ran out to find Ding Yuchu..."

Ding Yuchu was the actor who played Meng Nan. Sun Dianjing frightened him enough after looking for him, so he called Yan Shu directly. Yan Shu felt sad when he was dragged into the car by force, and he didn't want to make this kind of film again in the future.

"As long as he's fine, you can use some extreme measures." He was very happy that Sun Dianyan was willing to challenge such a film, but he didn't expect that the first time he encountered such a role would cause him too much pressure and problems.

"..." Yan Shu paused, "I'll go see him."

Sun Dianjing fell asleep now, it was Yan Shu who finally called Sun Dianjing back and coaxed her to sleep.

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"Sun Dianjing!" Yan Shu held his face, not letting him run away, and not letting him look away, "Look at me, "Zhou Xuan" has finished filming, and you have returned to the identity of Sun Dianjing, you know !"

Sun Dianyan stared at Yan Shu, his eyes were red, the original big and bright almond eyes were full of chaos, and nothing could be seen in the black eyes, just struggling.

"I fucking made you look at me! Tell me, who am I?"

Sun Dianjing finally calmed down, looking at Yan Shu with dark eyes, until Yan Shu could see his own reflection in those eyes, Sun Dianjing said hoarsely: "Yan Shu...?"

Yan Shu heaved a sigh of relief, hugged him into his arms, and comforted him repeatedly: "Well, it's me, "Zhou Xuan" has already finished, you are Sun Dianjing, not Zhou Zheng."

"...Well." Sun Dianjing felt a burst of fatigue. Recently, he was always wandering between Sun Dianjing and Zhou Zheng, and he could hardly get out. His eyelids seemed to be heavy. He tried his best not to fall asleep immediately, listening Strict thoughts in my ears.

"No matter how long you will forget yourself, I will call you back. You can only be Sun Dianjing, you know? Sun Dianjing likes Yan Shu, and Yan Shu also likes Sun Dianjing. They agreed to be together for a lifetime, you can't forget Now. Tell me again, who are you, and who am I...?"

Sun Dianjing couldn't stop laughing, and also wanted to answer Yan Shu's question. He was really sleepy, and when he wanted to be sure, only a series of indistinct murmurs came out of his mouth: "Well... I'm like Sun Dianjin... I I like... Yan Crisp..."

Perhaps because he was tired of his speechless mouth, Sun Dianyan turned his head and kissed Yan Shu's neck.Yan Shu turned his head and took Sun Dianjing's lips into his own.

The author has something to say:

After thinking about it, let's call it "Shou". I'm afraid there are not many couples in the world who can show such affection. No matter what, Yan Shu and Sun Dianjing will always love each other.Sun Dianjing doesn't care about the reputation of the outside world, he has everything, so Yan Shu was moved, and Sun Dianjing's personal charm is also very attractive (23333 is a positive and optimistic handsome guy), Yan Shu was injured, and loves such a person It really is a matter of course.And Yan Shu didn't care, otherwise how could he not have defended himself after so many years?Sun Dianjing has always been like that, he will not change no matter what, even if he is stuck in the scene and can't get out, Yan Shu will try his best to call him back out of the scene, so that he can only focus on himself.I probably can understand the story. Jane wrote a lot of content, and later I picked some content I wanted to express and wrote it. The timeline is a bit messy, but it should not be difficult to understand... Oh my god, I talked a lot of nonsense ...belated Happy New Year_(:з」∠)_Suddenly thought of Lu Haoran, a hard-working little brother. After all, there is no perfect story in the world. Lu Haoran chose a family but could not let go of Yan Shu, but he knew he was not qualified I pursued those things, so I just silently collected all the movies directed by Yan Shu behind my back, and hid all that youthful innocence in my heart, and I didn't tell anyone, and I couldn't tell, until he died.Humph, it deserves it. (Completely exposed the chatterbox attribute)