Books and the real world

On the way home, he thought as he walked: "What am I? I watched a boy for an hour, or watched secretly, and I always thought about him before, what happened to me!" He thought more and more Feeling that something was wrong with him, he thought: "This, this seems to be like I fell in love with him, how could it be!" He vetoed it while thinking, and unknowingly returned home, saw Shen Chun, walked over to him and asked him: "Chun, why did you fall in love with him back then?" Do you like Yan Qing?"

Shen Chun was caught off guard by his sudden question, he said shyly, "Why, why did you ask such a thing suddenly?"

"I want to know," said the paper.

Shen Chun saw that he didn't seem to want to make fun of him, so she said: "I don't know, I already liked it when I knew it, and it was the kind that I couldn't help myself." As he spoke, he showed a happy expression unconsciously.

The paper looked at him like this and asked again: "But he is a man?"

Shen Chun still had a happy expression on his face and said: "At the beginning, I also resisted in my heart, but after getting along with Yan Qing, I found that as long as I get in touch with him, I won't feel disgusted, but want to spend more time with him. More contact, what’s wrong? Ask such a question.”

Paper said: "It's nothing, I just want to know suddenly, I'm going back to my room."

Shen Chun thought that he was really just curious, didn't think much, and let him go.

Zhi Zhi went back to the room, closed the door, sat on the bed and thought: "I heard about Shen Chun's situation, I fell in love with Yan Qing unconsciously, then will I also fall in love with him unconsciously? I don’t feel disgusted when I contact him, but I want to touch him more, so when he touches me, do I feel sick? Wait, we don’t seem to have touched him before, and I don’t particularly want to touch him, but he is good-looking and I want to see him more So maybe I didn’t like him, but I thought he was good-looking, so I looked at him a few more times, so it turned out that I was thinking too much.”

After he figured it out, he felt relieved. Afterwards, he let himself go on the grounds that he likes to read beautiful things. He changed from once a week to once every two or three days. Finally, he went to that bookstore every day to find Xuyue. People thus gradually become friends.

This day Zhi Zhi went out to the bookstore wearing shoes as usual, Shen Chun saw him and asked him, "Which bookstore did you go to again?"

Paper happily said, "Yes!"

Shen Chun said: "Obviously Danmei Animation Club has a lot of BL comics to read, and they are free, why go to the bookstore to borrow them?"

Paper said: "Yes, there are a lot of BL comics to read, but there are also many not available. The ones I want to read are not available there, so I went to the bookstore to borrow them. I won't say anything, goodbye." He thought: "And there is no thread there. Yue."

He came to the bookstore, but nothing happened as he expected, Xuyue didn't come to say hello to him, usually when he came in, Xuyue would come to say hello to him, every time, so he looked around, but couldn't see Xuyue , he went to ask the other shop assistants, it turned out that he was on holiday today, and after knowing the paper, he left the bookstore disappointed. His hand moved, and he was completely stunned, standing there watching them go, the people around him who were waiting to cross the road like him had already left, but he was still standing where he was, turning the lights again, people all turned to him. Walking forward, someone accidentally bumped into him, and he woke up from the state of standing still. He unconsciously followed others to cross the road, thinking in his heart: "Sure enough, there must be someone as handsome and good as him Girlfriend, look, how cute his girlfriend is, they are so right, you have no hope, wait, there is no hope, I don’t like him.” Suddenly there was another voice in his heart and said: “Really Do you really have no feelings for him at all?"

The paper said, "No, we are just friends, who are you? Why are you in my heart?"

The man said: "I am your sincerity that you have suppressed for a long time. It is your purest emotion. You said you have no feelings for him, but why does your heart hurt so much when you see that he has a girlfriend? I am yours." Sincerely, of course I know if you like Xuyue, but you just hide this feeling and suppress me all the time. When your heart is shocked, I will appear, just like just now, you were told that Xuyue has a girlfriend This fact hit me hard, and my heart was fragile, so I broke free."

The paper said, "No, it's impossible, you lied to me!"

Paper's sincerity said: "Did I lie to you, you know best, the more you suppress me, the more painful you are, why don't you admit it?"

Paper said: "But even if I admit it, he won't be with me!"

Zhizhi said: "Yes, even if you admit it, he may not be with you, but at least you don't have that pain."

Paper said: "Yes, I admit that I like him, so I will kill this feeling before it is too late." He suppressed his sincerity again.

When he got home, he saw Shen Chun and Yan Qing, and said to them: "I want to join the Tanmei Animation Club, you can help me get the application form for joining the club tomorrow." He thought: "I will start with action, as long as I don't see Xuyue, This feeling will slowly fade away!"

Shen Chun teased him and asked, "What's the matter? I suddenly wanted to come in. I asked you to join before. Didn't you say you didn't like it?"

The paper said, "Yeah, but I like it now, is that okay?"

Seeing that he answered seriously, Shen Chun didn't make fun of him and said, "Okay, I'll bring it to you tomorrow."

After Zhi Zhi joined the club, he often went to the Danmei Animation Club with Shen Chun and the others, and no longer went to that bookstore, but occasionally passing by, he still unconsciously hid outside the door looking for Xuyue's figure, and when he recovered, he had already looked at it for a long time.

This day was also the same, he passed by the bookstore after school, and unknowingly hid at the door to watch Xuyue, but this time he was not as lucky as that time, Xuyue found him, he turned and left immediately, but was caught by Xuyue who was chasing him , asked him: "Why did you run away, I haven't seen you for a while, are you busy?"

Paper wanted to break free from his hand, but was held even tighter. He said, "You let go, it hurts."

Xu Yue relaxed, but did not let go, he said: "Why are you avoiding me? Did I do something you don't like?"

The paper said, "No."

Xu Yue said, "Then why did you run away when I saw you?"

Paper continued to break free from Xu Yue's hand and said, "No."

Xu Yue got angry. He took the paper back to the store, and said to one of the shop assistants: "Ming, I have something to leave early, please tell the boss for me." He took the paper back to his things and left. He took the paper to a park where there were no people, found a comfortable place to sit down, took out five BL comics wrapped in transparent plastic bags from his bag, handed the paper and said, "I know you like to read it. BL comics, I specially found these books for you, look at the side of each book, the first letter of the title."

Zhi Zhi followed his words and read out: "Zi, Zhang, I, Ai, you." Zhi Zhi opened his eyes, looked at the book in disbelief, and then looked at Xuyue.

Seeing that he didn't feel sick, Xu Yue breathed a sigh of relief, grabbed his hand and said seriously: "Yes, Paper, I love you, please be my boyfriend."

The paper slowly changed from surprise to emotion, but it disappeared after a while. He said to Xu Yue seriously: "Stop playing, I know you already have a girlfriend, so don't make such jokes." Later, his appearance became very sad.

Xu Yue said excitedly: "No, this is not a joke, I mean it sincerely, what girlfriend? I don't have one, who did you hear that from?"

Zhi Zhi's eyes were red and said: "I saw it, a very cute girl, she is holding your hand, near the bookstore."

Xu Yue thought for a while and asked him, "Did she wear a white dress at that time?"

Paper nods.

Xu Yue was relieved, and he said, "That's my sister, she asked me for something that day, and she grabbed my hand and acted like a baby to me."

Paper asked him tearfully, "Really?"

Xu Yue took out her mobile phone, opened a photo to show the paper, and said seriously: "Really, this is my family portrait. Look, my sister is exactly the same as my mother. If I bring you back, I will let you see it."

Zhi Zhi shook his head and said, "No need, I trust you."

Xu Yue was relieved, and suddenly he asked in shock: "Are you hiding from me because I have a girlfriend?"

Paper blushed and nodded slightly.

Xu Yue happily asked: "Does that mean you like me too and are willing to be my boyfriend?"

Paper still blushed and nodded slightly.

Xu Yue hugged the paper into her arms and said, "Great! Great!"

Paper looked up from his arms shyly and asked Xu Yue: "But you are so good, why do you like me?"

Xu Yue kissed his forehead, and said to him affectionately: "When I saw you for the first time, you stood in front of the bookcase for a long time and didn't dare to take that comic. Looking at your tangled appearance, I thought you were cute. When I helped you, your reaction made me think you are more lovely. At first I just thought you were a cute boy, but then the longer I got along with you, the more I was attracted to you, and finally fell in love with you unconsciously. When I Realizing my feelings, I wanted to confess my love to you, and prepared these five comics, but found that you didn’t come to the store. I thought you might be busy and didn’t have time to come, but I was afraid that you would come suddenly. I wasn’t ready. I missed the timing, so I have been carrying these five books, waiting for you to appear, but I didn’t expect you to run away as soon as you saw me. Fortunately, I chased them out, otherwise, I would have lost my lover.”

Paper asked him, "But aren't you afraid that I will resist you? Do you feel sick?"

Xu Yue said: "I'm afraid, but I don't want to miss the opportunity like this. In fact, before confessing, I have been unconsciously looking for your figure. I look at the door every day and want you to come early. When you come, I say yes." Peeping at you from time to time, I found that you are also looking at me a lot of times, so I think I might have a chance, and you like to read BL comics, I think you should not hate boys who like boys, so I mustered up the courage to ask You confess."

Zhi Zhi buried her head in his arms and hugged him with both hands, the two hugged tightly, suddenly Zhi Zhi came out of Xu Yue's arms, looked at him nervously and said, "You just left like this, is there anything wrong?" of?"

Xu Yue touched his head and said, "No, the boss is very nice, and even if something happens, you are more important." He kissed Zhizhi's forehead again, and hugged Zhizhi into his arms again, the two deeply hold.