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It has been raining cats and dogs for days, but today is rarely sunny.Lele was standing on the rocky cliff, holding a small naked urn with slender arms, lying heavily in Lele's arms; Xiaoyun stood beside her, holding her waist tightly with one hand to prevent accidents, Holding up a huge black umbrella with one hand, it separates the glare of the light and leaves a shade.

Lele lowered her head, caressed the smooth and cold body of the can, and rubbed it lightly; there was a color photo of a thin boy on the can, sick but with a bright smile, big eyes curved into cheerful arcs, brown pupils facing him That blue sea and blue sky.His greatest wish is to look at the sea, to see the big water basin where Lele once told him that gathers thousands of rivers, the boundless expanse, the beautiful waves stirred up by the reefs, and the blue of the place where the first life was born.

He did see it, but unfortunately in this form.Lele hugged him, her nose was sore, but she didn't shed tears; Xiao Yun's hand came out from Lele's armpit, and gently rubbed against her cheek, comforting her silently.

"...Sister Lele, I'm in pain and tired..." Bev lay on the bed in the intensive care unit, his cloudy eyes seemed to lose focus, staring blankly at the white ceiling; he was wearing an oxygen mask , Difficult to utter a few vague words, if it weren't for Lele's keen hearing, it would not be easy to judge what he was talking about.

Lele put her hand on Bei Fu's forehead and stroked it gently. Knowing the condition, she could barely squeeze a smile, and said a kind comforting lie: "...Bei Fu, be good, wait until the doctor's sister finishes treating you. Get some sleep and the pain will disappear."

"T-Really..."

In fact, the cancer cells have metastasized to his whole body, even the highest dose of Morphine may not be effective. "Well, it's true! When did my sister lie to you?"

"...Okay, then I will be obedient, and sleep obediently..." After Bev finished speaking, his eyelids opened and closed, and he entered a somewhat half-dream and half-awake state.Lele turned off the light above the hospital bed, sat aside and took Bev's little hand, holding it pitifully.The huge intensive care unit is full of disgusting smell of medicine, the medical life support equipment emits subtle noises, and from time to time there are painful groans/groans of critically ill patients.

"...Sister Lele." Maybe it was the reflection of the light, when Bev closed his eyes when he was dying, he suddenly called out clearly with an unusually calm and powerful voice.

Lele froze for a moment, then leaned over to the boy's side.

"……Thank you."

"...Fool." The eyes that had stopped crying for a while began to be sour again.

"...Sister Lele, can you...promise me...one thing...when I recover from illness...I want to go, to see the sea...I want to see the Little Mermaid...and then tell her...no Prince Ri...actually, the one who really likes her...is the witch under the sea..."

"...You idiot." Lele smiled, and liquid flowed near the corner of her mouth while laughing. "The stories I just told...you remember them so clearly...Sister Lele will never lie. When you recover from illness, I will, I will take you to see the sea."

The dry and peeling thin lips were slightly raised. "...Sister Lele, Hua..."

There is no more text.Bev fell into a deep sleep, into an eternal sleep, into a permanent, sweet dream, which could not be awakened.

Beifu's biological parents couldn't be contacted, and even if they found out, they probably didn't want to deal with Beifu's affairs, so Lele voluntarily took care of the boy's funeral.After careful consideration, she decided to let Bev be buried at sea. After all, this was his greatest wish for a long time. With the ups and downs of the sea, he went back to the beginning of life, and let this young lost life flow along the circulation to visit all the places he had no time to travel; He belongs to the colorful world, just like the strange and full romantic scenes he painted.

In the pale ward, the nurse disinfected the sheets neatly, and Rhyme lay quietly on the floor, her bright amber eyes revealing a hint of mourning.Xiaoyun helped Lele to pack Bev's few belongings. The things were really simple and pitiful, a few old clothes, a plastic water bottle and a few sanitary products. The special thing was probably the paintings that were carefully preserved in the drawer. Xiaoyun He took out the stack of drawing paper, looked carefully at the patterns with simple lines but full colors on it, couldn't help but smile, gave a sigh of admiration, and then sighed regretfully.

"The eclectic and unconstrained ideas and techniques do not make people feel uncomfortable. Instead, there is warmth and vitality everywhere. It is hard to imagine that these paintings are made by seven-year-old children."

"I'm not lying to you, Bev is indeed a very talented child...Maybe he is really too kind, the gods are reluctant to leave him in the world to suffer, so they called him back early...By the way, Sister Yun, There is a vase next to the bed, the flowers in it should have withered, can you please help me take it out and dispose of it?"

"Okay, I'm going to get it now... huh? It's actually a 'Corn Lily'. Lele, I think this flower is very fresh, it feels like it has just bloomed, and it hasn't withered yet."

"Huh?" Lele was puzzled: "It seems to be a while since I changed flowers for Bev last time. Later, because he was not in good condition, I didn't want to do flowers. Could it be that someone changed it for him... Strange to say, Bev loves this kind of flower only, I have never even heard of it..."

"Lele, do you know the flower language of corn lilies?" Xiao Yun reached out and stroked the tender pink petals.The inflorescences of corn lilies are spike-shaped, and the blossoming flowers are all over the branches, like full grains of corn. "It's 'brave, persistent love'."

Lele was stunned upon hearing this, unable to speak for a long time.

Xiaoyun looked back at the silent Lele, smiled lightly, and continued: "...I met Lin Wen when I was out of the ward just now, and she said that a senior sister mentioned to her that little Beifu had always been there before he passed away. The doctor making the rounds pleaded, hoping to donate his eyes after he left to help Lele you see again. But you also know that blood cancer patients cannot even donate eyes/corners/membranes, they can only understand, and then Tell you about it."

"...This child is really..." Lele squeezed out a few words in a hoarse voice, and then couldn't continue.

"Bev, sister Lele will sprinkle your ashes into the sea later, so don't worry about it, just follow the beautiful sea water to wherever you want... If you see a mermaid in the deep sea, remember to follow her in your dream Sister Lele said that she is not beautiful, and she must be reminded not to go ashore to find a bad-hearted prince, there is a father and sister who love her in the sea, and a witch who has been secretly in love with her."

Lele opened the urn, spread her palms on the edge of the cliff, and let the white powder blow into the blue sea with the wind.It seems that there is still residual heat from cremation in the hands, coming naked/naked and going back naked/naked, returning a handful of ashes to the heavens and the earth, the beginning of life and the end of life, even though everyone has different experiences in the middle, there is no difference between the beginning and the end .

A sentence that the boy once said to her when she was alive suddenly came to Lele's mind: "God has actually mercifully placed all the happiness in front of our eyes. The small ditch in front of us only needs one thing as a bridge." You can easily cross over, that thing is courage.”

Bev's life is very short, but this little life is more valuable than many walking corpses living in the world.At least for Lele, he used his whole life to tell Lele a simple truth, which was very simple but Colele couldn't do it for a long time, and even hurt himself and the lover he least wanted to hurt because of it.Before Bei Fu passed away, he said "thank you" to Lele for his company along the way, and the same Lele owes this little teacher a "thank you" for teaching her the truth of sincerity and truth.

"Thank you, Bev..."

"Bev left, you have nothing to worry about in the hospital. Next, what are you going to do, Lele?" Xiao Yun started the car engine, turned her head and asked the person in the passenger seat.

"I've decided." Lele said, with a firm tone: "I want to go abroad for treatment, and try to see if I can heal my eyes. I don't want to run away anymore, just give it a go. No matter what the outcome is, at least I can No regrets."

"Ha, are you finally thinking about it?" Xiaoyun leaned over, put her hand on Lele's, and placed a soft kiss on her forehead. "I've already prepared it for you, just waiting for you to make up your mind. I'll let Qian Zi arrange it tonight, and we'll go abroad early tomorrow morning."

"Uh, sister Yun, don't you need to deal with your company's affairs?"

"Anyway, the technology is so advanced now that you can work remotely. The people below spend a lot of money on them every year, so they can take some responsibility. And the most important thing," Xiao Yun squeezed Lele's cheeks, "Where I said I would never let you leave my side again! What will happen to me when you go alone, I will spend a few more years to get you back!"

Lele laughed. "Okay, okay, let's go together." Her hand turned around and held Xiaoyun. "Don't separate again."

The treatment process was far more difficult than expected, one surgery after another, and then faced with dark disappointment after the cloth strips were uncovered.Top medical experts from all over the world quarreled and compromised during discussions, racking their brains to come up with all possible treatment options for recovery and conducting continuous trials.Physical pain and psychological torment make Lele often have the idea of ​​giving up in the dead of night. If it weren't for those left behind by Xiao Beifu, and the most important sister Yun who will always silently guard her side, Lele would not know How long can I persist.

Fearing that she would be bored, Xiaoyun always drove Lele around in the car between treatments.See the Grand Prismatic Spring in Yellowstone Park, which looks like a rainbow on the ground, go to Niagara Falls to enjoy the grand momentum of water splashing on the face, and also go to Times Square in New York to welcome the New Year among colored paper and crowds, and press Lele immediately after counting the seconds Give a deep kiss, avoid others while kissing, and kick those annoying gringos who pretend to be passionate, but actually want to come forward to eat tofu to beautiful oriental girls.

Everywhere she goes, Xiao Yun will take Le Le Kuang to take pictures.Lele once asked Sister Yun's intentions in doing this, and complained in a low voice that her ugly eyes must be ugly when photographed, but Xiaoyun just hugged her and kissed those big and dull eyes.

"Because I am sure that one day your eyes will recover, so that I can take these photos with you and recall the places we have traveled together."

"...Lele, I'm going to tear up the cloth, are you ready?"

"Um."

Carefully peeling off the wrapped gauze layer by layer, it is different from the past, this time Lele faintly sensed something piercing her eyes, an invisible, hot, long-lost strange feeling, she slowly opened those big and small eyes , something blurry in front of my eyes gradually took shape, first as an outline, and then gradually filled with some color, the cloudy picture became clear after focusing.With trembling hands, Lele accurately touched the person in front of her with slender willow eyebrows, curled eyelashes, a tall nose, and beautiful thin lips; she finally found herself in those affectionate violet eyes, reflected in the In the gentle ocean, there seems to be some bright stars twinkling in it.

Lele laughed and cried, this time tears of rebirth and tears of joy.She touched Sister Yun's face, smiled and said, "Sister Yun, you are so beautiful."

When Xiao Yun heard this, she showed a bright smile, put her forehead on Lele's forehead, closed her eyes, and said softly.

"Look at it if it looks good, and remember it carefully. Next, you will have to watch it for the rest of your life..."

The author has something to say:

In fact, "Bev" is not taken randomly! (Too much black history XDDDDDD) Bev = br□□e (brave, heroic), is the one thing that Lele, who is blind and inferior, lacks the most. Although this cute boy passed away in the end, his spirit is still alive Like the corn lilies that don't easily wither by the hospital bed, tell Lele to "love bravely and persistently" (laughs)

The next chapter is the final ending, and I feel a little bit reluctant, feeling really contradictory.When I was writing, I wanted to finish it quickly, but when I really wanted to finish it, I was a little sad (spreading hands) haha!This is a story that begins in Dongcheng and ends in Dongcheng, so please all the little angels who have worked hard to catch up here, and watch their final ending with Ling. I am really grateful to the little angels who have chased here!

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I wish the little angels all the best~~~