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She admitted that she has a very strong possessive desire for Bai Jing, which is so strong that she can exchange it with her body and feelings.

Everything originated from that year, when everyone rejected her, Ye Xi, only Bai Jing appeared like an angel to save her.

Ye Xi didn't know why, she wasn't liked by girls since she was a child, probably because she had a coquettish look, but Ye Xi sometimes looked in the mirror, but she didn't find that she was coquettish at all.

Children are sometimes a group of cruel creatures, conforming to the crowd and taking pleasure in excluding others.

As for Ye Xi, he was the one who was rejected, and at the same time, he was also the trophy for the boys to show their glory.

Only Bai Jing, the whole person is clean and pure, neither will she be rejected because of her image, nor will she run away when she is in danger because of fear.

With such a person by his side, Ye Xi felt very safe.

Gradually, Ye Xi also discovered something special about Bai Jing's family from her parents and her own careful observation.Bai Jing's father has a strong tendency to violence. That old man grew up in the streets since he was a child. It is said that when he was young, he almost pissed off his parents to death.

Ye Xi sorted out the history of the old man's family fortune by himself, it was simply a bloody history of the upper class.

When Bai Fengsheng was young, just in time for the country's reform and opening up, he followed others in the cities along the southeast coast, followed the "big brothers" to steal and speculate, in essence, he was a shady younger brother.

At that time, when he got money, he naturally went around to have fun, nightclubs and the like were places he often went to.

Later, it was said that because he did something for the boss in the nightclub, it was estimated that someone was causing trouble, so he went up to do something because he was full of blood, so the owner of the nightclub took a fancy to him and recruited him to help manage the nightclub.

The nightclubs in that era were basically no different from the black clubs, and they were all doing various side businesses.

With Bai Fengsheng's aggressive personality, being a thug who guards the house here is like a fish in water.

Later, slowly, he became the right-hand man of the boss, saved some money, and started to do some business by himself.

However, he often walks by the river, and there is no one who does not get his shoes wet. It is said that he was seriously injured because of a fight with others. His leg was broken, and it seemed that special parts were also damaged.

When I was young, I walked with a limp, but when I was old, I had to use a cane.

The thing about the damage to his special parts should be true, because a person like Bai Fengsheng would not obey the law. He should have many illegitimate children, but in reality he There is only one daughter, Bai Jing, who was born at the age of 40. He married Bai Jing's mother as soon as he was born, as if to thank her for giving birth to a daughter.

But Ye Xi heard from his father that Bai Jing's mother seemed to be a college student in the past, and the college students in that era were really amazing.As for why she followed Bai Fengsheng and gave birth to a daughter for him, and in the end she was not only paralyzed but also mentally ill, it is unknown.

Probably because of such a family situation, Bai Jing has been withdrawn since she was a child.

In the eyes of others, Bai Jing's eccentricity is aloof and aloof.But here at Ye Xi, it was full of distress.

One wants to be close to Bai Jing to gain a sense of security, and the other wants to be close to Bai Jing to make her happy.

Ye Xi's emotions were really complicated, until later on, her original intentions changed, she began to put possessiveness first, snatch and eliminate everyone who appeared around Bai Jing, and only wanted her to be the only one around Bai Jing.

But now, Bai Jing is dead~

She was a little irritable and ignored Luo Hagi's words.

Luo Yu said there, "Since you miss it, let's go and have a look."

Ye Xi was noncommittal, but in his heart he agreed with a suggestion that Luo Yu pretended to be unintentional.

Zhuo Xi took Chen Letian to make rounds.

This is also a process of understanding the situation.

A young nurse took the two of them to the intensive care unit.

The two passed by the activity room, Zhuo Xi looked indifferent, she had seen a lot, but it was the first time for Chen Letian to see so many mental patients gathered together.

At this time, the fat nurse is distributing pills to the patient.

Chen Letian asked Zhuo Xi, "Mr. Zhuo, do they all take the same medicine?"

Zhuo Xi replied, "It's something they took to soothe their nerves, almost like a tranquilizer."

Chen Letian frowned, "Didn't you say that this kind of medicine has side effects, so you can't take it casually?"

Zhuo Xi looked at her, then glanced at the nurse who was leading the way, "Let's go!"

Chen Letian kept the question in his heart, and asked Mr. Zhuo later when there was no one around.

The nurse took them through the ward and looked at the wards of several patients with milder conditions.Take them to Xu Shiji's office.

"Let's go here today. Some patients here, Dr. Xu, specifically told them not to see people."

Zhuo Xi nodded, some patients have different conditions, this request is also understandable.

Chen Letian looked in from the small window at the door of the ward. The patients inside seemed to live in a prison. The room was small and empty, and the overall color was white.

"Mr. Zhuo, what kind of disease are they all suffering from?"

Zhuo Xi replied, "Didn't Nurse Chen just say that those with schizophrenia, multiple personalities, and bipolar disorder are all serious types that need hospital treatment."

However, Chen Letian saw that the patients in the ward were very quiet, and he really couldn't see anything special.

She still buried her doubts in her heart.

After all, she is still a student. She was thinking that it would take a certain amount of time for the knowledge in books to be combined with reality.

At this time, Bai Jing who was lying on the side with her back to the door in the ward suddenly opened her eyes.

that voice?

It had been several days since the last electric shock treatment, and she stayed quietly in the room.

Although her memory is missing, Bai Jing is not a stupid person. When she was quiet, after sorting out her thoughts, she knew that it was useless to struggle if she wanted to escape the current situation.

Except for the occasional headache, she spends the rest of the time thinking about her current situation.

This should be a psychiatric hospital, and I should have been locked up as a mental patient, so the so-called treatment appeared.But that electric shock treatment seems to damage one's own memory, so if possible, it must be avoided.

But her memory is missing too much, and many of her memories are fragmented. Bai Jing can only try to calm herself as much as possible to logicalize those fragmented memories.

She heard the conversation between Zhuo Xi and Chen Letian outside.

That voice is very familiar.

She vaguely remembered Dr. Zhuo in the Affiliated Hospital of Linhai Medical University.

insomnia, nightmare~

Dr. Zhuo helped her deal with such problems.

Could this be an opportunity to go out by myself?

The white chest was pounding.

I must go out, I must get out of here~

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Psychiatric hospital, Xu Shiji's office.

"how do you feel today?"

Xu Shiji looked at Bai Jing and asked.He smiled today, probably in a pretty good mood.

Bai Jing smiled slightly and nodded, "Very good."

"Have you seen Ah Qing recently?" Xu Shiji asked casually.

This question is quite strange. It is not about whether you think about it, or whether you know each other. The verb used is "see".

Bai Jing pondered secretly in her heart.

She has been thinking about this matter before, and she knows that every time she has an overreaction, she will be given a tranquilizer, and sometimes she will be put on a corset and put in confinement.And every time I mentioned Ah Qing, I would get an electric shock.

Tranquilizers and electric shocks will damage her memory.

Therefore, you can't be light-hearted, and you can't overreact emotionally.

Bai Jing smiled and shook her head, "Who is Ah Qing?"

Xu Shiji raised his eyebrows imperceptibly, and then began to write on the paper with a pen.

It seems that today's hurdle is over.

Bai Jing tentatively asked, "Can I apply for more time to let the air out? My body is not moving, and it's a little stiff." While talking, she raised her arm, which was dry and thin with almost no meat on it. , showing an unhealthy state.

Since Bai Jing's "manic" episode last time, Bai Jing had almost no time to let her go. Of course, coming to Xu Shiji's office didn't count.Therefore, Bai Jing's request can be considered justified.

Xu Shiji took a look at her recent situation, the medical records he wrote himself said, "The mania has decreased, and the hallucinations are under observation."

"can!"

The attending doctor had spoken, but the nurse had no reason not to listen.

Bai Jing got the precious time to relax.

In the activity room, Bai Jing played chess with others, enduring the irritating buzz around her.Her eyes wandered around, the next step, she should establish a good relationship with the nurse, and try to change to a lighter ward.

It should be difficult to get in touch with Zhuo Xi in the ward here.

At night, Luo Yu accompanied Ye Xi to the cemetery.

In fact, coming to such a place at night is really a bit scary.

But there is no way, Luo Yu has been filming for a long time during the day, and Ye Xi seems to be worried about something, always unwilling to move, as a last resort, the two of them only go at night.

A piece of darkness.

Luo Hagi turned on the flashlight on his mobile phone to illuminate the path under the feet of the two of them.

She also pretended to be trembling and said, "Tell me, if a female ghost in white clothes appears at this time, tell me, should I go with her or not?"

Ye Xi was attacked by the cold air of the night, her body trembled a little, and she didn't even give Luo Qiu a roll of her eyes.

"Then you go, female ghost in white, with long hair fluttering, I promise to let you fuck." Ye Xi's tone was chilled in the night, and Luo Hagi shivered even more when he heard it.

"Oh, you scared me to death." Luo Yu didn't know whether he was really scared or fake, so he hugged Ye Xi's arm, and then, as if he didn't feel it was enough, he leaned over and hugged Ye Xi's waist.

Ye Xi twitched a bit.

"Why, can't you walk well by yourself?"

Luo Hagi simply moved his mouth closer, and said stickily while blowing into Ye Xi's ear, "I just don't want to walk properly."

This Luo Hagi is an ever-changing actress, she has played all kinds of weird roles, this sexy female ghost image can be regarded as easy to grasp, the voice makes Ye Xi feel itchy all over.

Ye Xi was not a chaste woman at all, she was instantly aroused by Luo Yu's unconscious seduction.

But a sudden gust of cold wind blew from the cemetery, wrapped up her windbreaker, and immediately extinguished all the flames.

Luo Hagi didn't know which button he pressed suddenly, and the flashlight still didn't turn on.

"Ah~~~"

"Ah~~~"

Both of them were startled and shouted together.

It was the cemetery again, and it was dark night again, and the flashlight suddenly went out.

What a hell of a rhythm.

Finally, Luo Hagi turned on the flashlight tremblingly. As soon as she turned it on, the light of the flashlight suddenly shone on the nearby tombstone. On it was a white-haired old man staring at her with big eyes.

"Oh my god, what a hell!"

Luo Hagi immediately fell backwards, and as a result, Ye Xi also fell down, and the two of them fell on the hard concrete floor.

"Aww!" Ye Xi cried out in pain, and slapped Luo Yu on the forehead with the light of the flashlight, "You are a pig, where is the ghost?"

Luo Yu's head hurt a lot, he hit the ground, and got up in a daze, only to remember that the flashlight should have shone on the tombstone just now.

"Oh, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Only then did the two support each other up, and continued to walk up tremblingly.

Finally, the two came to Bai Jing's "tomb".

Ye Xi suddenly felt calm.

She walked forward quietly, and with her hands, plastered the top of the tombstone, then stared blankly at the white photo on the tombstone.

She seemed to have forgotten her fair face.

Those faces that exist in the memory seem to be a distant picture, even if you think about it, it seems to be different from the real situation.So when I looked at it, I felt that the photo pasted on the tombstone was not innocent.

"Not pure!"

"what?"

"Bai Jing is not here!"

Ye Xi's firm words made Luo Yu a little confused, she smiled, "What are you talking about?"

Ye Xi pointed to the photo on the tombstone, "Look, this photo is not Jing Jing at all, Jing Jing doesn't look like this, mine doesn't look like this, she doesn't."

Luo Hagi thinks that this photo is indeed white and clean.

She sighed, and stepped forward to hug Ye Xi, "Hey, Xiao Xi, Bai Jing has passed away, and her ashes are placed here, put it down."

"I don't, Jingjing must not be dead."

Ye Xi shook her head violently, as if in a daze.

I have to say, from the point of view of intuition or sixth sense, Ye Xi has the truth.

At this time, Li Ruoqing, who had been hiding behind another tombstone with a bag on his back and was about to come here today to steal the urn, stared blankly at the sky.

She had already heard all Ye Xi's words in her ears.

What Ye Xi said touched her quite a bit at first, she really thought that Ye Xi knew something, Bai Jing really didn't die, everything was just a game.

did not think of......

But Ye Xi couldn't let it go.

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