Can you bend it?forget it

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Qin Xiang didn't go to see Zhan Xinchen for a run in the morning, did he behave himself?No, he just changed it to night.

He doesn't come every day, maybe once every other day or two, and when he comes, he just sits silently on the wall and looks in, although he knows that the chance of seeing Zhan Xinchen is very slim.

After the setback last time, he also wanted to give up. He had done his part, but he was so angry. This frustration hit him thoroughly.

But it was even more uncomfortable to stay alone in school, the mania that had nowhere to vent oppressed him.It's better to sit on the X-sized wall and blow the cold wind, so that the heart won't be hurt all the time.

Is it because there is Zhan Xinchen on the other side of the wall?He didn't know, he just felt that sitting here would give him inexplicable peace of mind, and the restlessness in his heart would be suppressed a lot.

He often looks at the trail on campus and wonders if Zhan Xinchen will pass by, if there will be Zhan Xinchen on the court, if he is reading a book on the lit floor of the library...

I didn't expect that I would be so obsessed with a person like a girl, but I can't explain the relationship.When all the important people in his life disappeared, Zhan Xinchen happened to fill the vacancy, so he just remembered it, and couldn't let it go...

Ever since Qin Xianggai climbed the wall at night, the chances of meeting Lu Yan have increased a lot. The two really have the same hobbies, and they both picked the same wall.

Every time Lu Yan climbed up and looked at Qin Xiang who was sitting still, he would ask, "Aren't you going in?"

Qin Xiang shook his head.

"Then I'll go first!"

The next time we see him again, he will ask this again, and the more times he asks, the more curious he is.

"Are you looking for someone?"

"No."

"Then why do you always sit on the big X wall?"

"...The scenery here is beautiful! Don't you always come here so you won't be discovered?"

"No way, I want a date."

"Can't he come out? It's so dangerous inside." In fact, what Qin Xiang wanted to say was that you guys are so hungry?Can't stand until the weekend?

"Tch, do you think his small body can turn over?"

Qin Xiang nodded, this is called hard work for those who can.

Sometimes Qin Xiang would sit on it until very late, and he would meet Lu Yan who came out after finishing his work, and the two of them would go out for supper together, and they gradually became familiar with each other.

With this friendship on the wall, and Qin Xiang would be very loyal to answer Lu Yan's name several times during class, this is how this friendship began.

In December, the city ushered in the first cold wave, and the air outside was dry and cold. Waking up for the morning class became a kind of torture. Qin Xiang curled up in the warm bed every time until the last second. Reluctantly drilled out.

Fortunately, the school is more humane, and there is no shortage of air conditioning and heating, otherwise it would be really difficult.

In mid-January, there was a problem with the heating pipes, and all the heating in the vicinity stopped. The teacher told me that it would take a week to restore, so everyone should pay attention to keeping warm and avoid catching a cold.

During the day, I didn't think much of it, but at night, everyone realized that the dormitory was as cold as an ice cellar.Because of the heating, the quilts that everyone brought were not thick, and some boys with strong firepower usually had a thin layer. Now that the heating stopped, they were completely frozen, and those who couldn't stand it all found a partner to sleep under the quilt.

Qin Xiang felt that his quilt was still warm and didn't care, but only realized that it was really cold after being woken up in the middle of the night.

He took his phone and looked at it, it was only one o'clock in the morning, how could he sleep in such cold——

The next day, he felt a severe itchy throat, which was a pre-cold symptom, and hurriedly poured three cups of hot water.

When Lu Yan was having dinner with him at night, he was chatting with his little boyfriend on his mobile phone.

"Well, Ding Qi said that he was woken up by the cold several times at night. Their new dormitory building at x University was just built this year. The whole building is covered with cold reinforced concrete, and he is crying to me."

Qin Xiang drank the soup slowly, lost his mind for a long time...

After Qin Xiang went back, he folded his quilt and found a bag to put it in. After ten o'clock in the evening, he carried the quilt on his back and rushed to the top of the X-big wall.

Zhan Xinchen froze as soon as he opened the door, Qin Xiang didn't talk nonsense with him, went in and spread his quilt on his bed.

"what are you doing?"

"It's too cold to send you a quilt."

"yours?"

"Ah."

"Then what are you covering?"

"I have several."

"No need, we check the bed every morning when we go out for exercise, and there should be nothing on the bed except square quilts."

"Stupid, won't you hide it in the cabinet?"

After Qin Xiang paved the bed for him, he left without even giving him a chance to refuse.

After leaving the dormitory building, Qin Xiang breathed a sigh of relief, he was relieved, it was so cold and naive, I was afraid that he would freeze to death.

Returning to the dormitory, Qin Xiang looked at his bed with only a thin mattress and began to worry. After being a hero, he found that he had no quilt to cover, um...he just lied, how could he have any extra quilt, he was free Zhan Xinchen didn't think too much about what to do with so many quilts.

He could always think of a way to deal with the harsh environment, so Qin Xiang folded up the mattress and got in, and just made do with it and fell asleep.

He woke up from the cold at two o'clock in the middle of the night and couldn't fall asleep anymore. The cold air in the room penetrated into his skin through the thin quilt, and it was so cold that he couldn't even shrink his body to warm him up!

In order to divert his attention, he simply sat up wrapped in a quilt and took out his mobile phone to play games, but he didn't know how he fell asleep afterwards...

During the whole day, Qin Xiang was thinking about whether to go to the urban area to buy a quilt and come back. Their school is a bit out of the way. If they go to a bigger shopping mall, they have to change back and forth by subway and bus. Well, it's only 7 days anyway, can I still freeze to death?

But at night he regretted it again, it was really cold!

When everyone in the dormitory finished washing and was about to go to sleep, Lu Yan glanced in Qin Xiang's direction: "Where's your quilt?"

Qin Xiang sniffed and said silently, "...to X University."

"Tsk tsk! Lover—" Lu Yan couldn't help laughing at him when he saw him get into the mattress again: "You are so kind to her!"

Qin Xiang ignored him, and focused on his mobile phone. His fingers were almost frozen when they were exposed, but his body would be even colder if he didn't play games, so let's persevere.

Qin Xiang woke up from the cold at only 12:[-] tonight, rubbed his hands and sighed, how can the long night last forever.

"Woke up from the freeze?"

Qin Xiang was startled by Lu Yan's low voice in the darkness.

Qin Xiang looked at the opposite side. Lu Yan was lying under the thick duvet and playing games on his mobile phone. The screen illuminated his eyes brightly: "I knew you would not be able to bear it."

"..." Qin Xiang shrank back again and ignored him.

"Would you like to come to my place? You will get half of the quilt."

"..." Qin Xiang felt that they were not familiar enough to sleep under the same quilt.

"My quilt is super warm, are you sure..."

Before Lu Yan could finish his words, Qin Xiang jumped out of bed and quickly got into his bed.

Lu Yan suppressed his voice and laughed lowly: "I thought you would be awkward for a while."

"You insisted on me." Qin Xiang felt his body melt instantly, and felt like crying in the warmth of the quilt.

"Haha, well, I invited you here, but did you forget an important thing?"

"Ok?"

"I like men." When Lu Yan said this, his voice was very low, and he leaned very close.

Qin Xiang turned over to face him, imitating him and lowering his voice: "Coincidentally, I am too."

Lu Yan raised his eyebrows in surprise: "That's really true, it's a coincidence."

Qin Xiang approached him and asked, "Do you want to sleep with me?"

Lu Yan tensed his body and leaned back: ".

……In no mood. "

"That's good, sleep!"

Qin Xiang turned around and lay down flat and closed his eyes, it was so warm, so warm that one could fall asleep in a second...

Well, Lu Yan's quilt is not bad.

Lu Yan watched him fall asleep in such a relieved manner, a little bit dumbfounded, he wanted to tease him, but was almost teased back, this Qin Xiang is really... can be a good friend to see.

On the third night, Qin Xiang was no longer polite to Lu Yan, he washed himself up early and went into Lu Yan's bed.

After Lu Yan came out of the bathroom, he was taken aback when he saw Qin Xiang who was already lying on his bed, and then smiled: "You are self-conscious."

"I'm afraid of the cold."

"I see."

Lu Yan pushed him to lie down inside, and played with his mobile phone while lying down with him.

After the lights were turned off, there were still people in the dormitory playing games with the lamps on. Lu Yan couldn't sleep and took a look at it. Qin Xiang was also staring blankly, obviously not sleepy.

"The person you like is at X University?"

"...Mmm." Qin Xiang snorted lazily.

"You can tell something is wrong just by looking at your face, why? Did he cheat?"

"Heh, I didn't even talk about chopping a woolen leg."

"Then you go every day, oh, I see, you can't be unrequited love."

"Ah."

"Does he know?"

"……Know."

"Didn't accept you?"

"...he's straight."

"Oh? He didn't respond to you?"

"Yes, I have."

"If you have a reaction, what a fart!"

"He said he wouldn't fall in love with a man."

"Well... It's understandable. People who are as old as x are like that. They can play for fun, but they can't really come here. Of course, people who are so infatuated with you are scared away."

Qin Xiang turned his head to look at him suspiciously: "What do you mean everyone from x is like this? Aren't you and your little boy in love?"

Lu Yan smiled, put down his phone and began to teach him seriously: "Of course we are just playing around, not serious."

This time Qin Xiang was surprised, he ran so hard every day, but he was just there for fun?

"The students at x University are different from us. Ninety percent of them are the children of officials. To put it bluntly, most of them are those in power. Reputation is still very important to them. It's nothing to play with at ordinary times. If it's serious, it's a big trouble. No one wants to be exposed to scandal when eating public food in the future."

Qin Xiang never knew that X University had such a background, so he was a little confused for a while.

"The family you like must have some background. If you are a woman, maybe they will still talk to you. If you are a man, it will be troublesome. It will be very difficult to end if you are found out."

Qin Xiang was silent, is this the reason?The reason why Zhan Xinchen rejected him... If it was because of this, then he was really overwhelmed...

Seeing his lonely expression, Lu Yan suddenly felt that he had spoken too seriously.

"However, not everyone is like this. For example, Ding Qi, who is close to me, doesn't care much about the future. He just likes to have fun in time. Maybe that person of yours likes you too, or maybe he doesn't. Dare to take this step, after all, it is much harder for people who grew up in his environment to come out than us.”

"He never said he liked me..."

"Actually, it's very simple to know if he likes you. One is to get drunk and fuck him directly, and the other is to find someone jealous of him. Once jealous, it's easy to be unable to hide your true feelings."

"……is that useful?"

"Of course, I have experienced many battles. If you really want to know, I can try it out for you, but-to be honest, buddy, I don't recommend you to associate with such people... They are the most ruthless when they are cruel, if they are not sincere You will die miserably in the future..."

Hearing so much at once, Qin Xiang was a little confused and at a loss. He only knew that he couldn't let go. He put all his heart there. Can he take it back now...