Can you bend it?forget it

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In the most sweltering and hot summer, Qin Xiang inexplicably caught a severe cold, and lay half dead on the bed for more than a month before he recovered.

In a daze from the fever, he took out his mobile phone and called Zhan Xinchen's name in a daze, and then fell asleep.When I woke up the next day, I saw Zhan Xinchen replied several times on the phone, what's wrong?

It was only then that Qin Xiang realized that he had sent a voice message last night, and when he clicked on it, he heard the words Zhan Xinchen with a strong nasal sound and aggrieved.

Fortunately, he didn't say anything later, Qin Xiang tapped his head with his mobile phone in frustration, and sat in a daze for a long time before sending a sentence: I'm sorry, I sent it by mistake.

Alas, they were all called by his name, why did he pronounce it wrong?

Unexpectedly, Zhan Xinchen came back immediately: Is there something wrong?

Qin Xiang: No.

Qin Xiang: How have you been recently?

I haven't contacted for a long time, and every word I typed reveals jerky.

Zhan Xinchen: Very good, how about you?

Qin Xiang: I'm fine too.

Zhan Xinchen: That's good.

Qin Xiang didn't know how to answer, or he himself didn't expect to contact him again, and now he couldn't help but want to talk to him.

Up to now, I have reached the point where I have nothing to say to him. He used to be able to talk to himself for a long time without paying attention to himself, but now he can't type a word with his hands on the keyboard.

The relationship between the two of them seems to be maintained by Qin Xiang alone, he will respond to Zhan Xinchen first, and if he doesn't move, there will be no news from Zhan Xinchen.

This kind of unilateral maintenance is really disappointing. It's like singing a one-man show. Even if the singing breaks the throat, the audience may not necessarily be listening, but if they don't sing, the audience will leave immediately. It's sad and pitiful .

If it wasn't for the unexpected text message last night, I'm afraid he would never take the initiative to contact himself.

In the end, Qin Xiang could only say politely: I have time to make an appointment for dinner.

Zhan Xinchen: Good.

But no one mentioned this meal again, and even the occasional contact gradually disappeared, Qin Xiang became more and more silent, from scorching summer to autumn, like an old man lingering on a sick bed , There is no longer any hope for the condition.

It was a cool night on Saturday, Qin Xiang wrapped up a coat and leaned against the tree to wait for someone.

Two minutes later, a tall Hummer slowly drove over and stopped beside him.With the car window down, Huo Haoze waved at him: "Get in the car!"

Qin Xiang lazily walked over to open the door and sat in the back, Huo Haoze said dissatisfied: "Why don't you sit in the front, sit beside me."

Qin Xiang looked out of the window: "The back room is spacious and comfortable." His voice after catching a cold was still a little nasal, and it sounded muffled.

"It's really unscrupulous!"

"Aren't you busy at work? You still have time to go out and enjoy the fun."

That's right, Da Qin Xiang's three-year-old man has already graduated, and has officially become a social animal. Without any suspense, his son follows his father's business and eats public wages, and whenever he has time, he comes to harass Qin Xiang.

Today Huo Haoze said that his little uncle opened a new five-star hotel in this city, invited many people to join him, and even invited a star band to perform in the auditorium on the top floor to add to the fun, the music party after midnight was a blast!

Huo Haoze saw that Qin Xiang was bored in the dormitory every day and couldn't come out, so this time he purposely waited for several days before asking him out.

Qin Xiang is really not interested in these things, he would rather lie on the dormitory bed and listen to music than go out to meet people.It has been several months in this state, and I feel groggy every day, without any fighting spirit.

The strength of Huo Haoze's uncle should not be underestimated. The beautiful and luxurious hotel has an excellent location and complete functions. In Huo Haoze's words, it is a one-stop service for eating, drinking and having fun. You can have fun without leaving the hotel.

Qin Xiang just had a cold and didn't have much appetite for dinner, so he simply ate a little with him and then put down his chopsticks.

Huo Haoze looked at his watch and found that the time was still early, so he discussed going to play for a while: "The party performance on the top floor will start in two hours, I will take you there first.

exercise? "

Qin Xiang bit his lips: "Does playing cards count?"

"...You are so lazy, let's go! I will take you upstairs for a visit."

After going up, I found that the entire three floors are fitness and sports venues, with all kinds of sports gyms. Qin Xiang felt that it would take almost two hours just to walk around and visit.

On the stage filled with light smoke, the singer was whispering and singing a cappella, and a beam of light cast down to illuminate the melancholy singer holding the guitar and immersing himself in the music like a star in the morning.

Meng Wanying took Zhan Xinchen's hand and squeezed through the crowd to the front of the stage. There are the best VIP seats here, and you can watch the band performance up close.

A few seats away, Qin Xiang was squinting his eyes and listening intently to the singer's voice of alcohol and tobacco on stage. The sad singing voice was entwined in his heart, arousing the deepest pain.

Sure enough, a person who is broken in love can’t listen to too sad songs. The strings plucked by his fingertips seem to scratch his heart, and those words are like sharp probes. One time, let you have a good time.

The man was singing about youth, singing about the past, Qin Xiang couldn't help but wonder what his youth was doing?Just thinking about it, Zhan Xinchen's figure is densely packed in my mind. It turns out that my youth is him, and it is the deepest memory of my youth.

There are quite a few fans of this band, sitting together almost turned into a small concert, one song after another came on stage, this time the style of music was much more cheerful.

Huo Haoze leaned close to his arm and whispered in his ear: "I will take you to sing later?"

Qin Xiang yawned: "No."

"Tsk." Huo Haoze turned his head helplessly, suddenly felt that someone was looking at him, he looked to the right, and Meng Wanying was looking at him and Qin Xiang with a stiff smile.

Huo Haoze frowned, why did we meet here?He leaned over and saw that Zhan Xinchen was sitting beside her, and he hadn't noticed the existence of himself and Qin Xiang.

Meng Wanying's heart beat fast, and she couldn't stop being flustered from the moment she saw Qin Xiang. To her, he was like a long thorn, piercing her heart, causing her pain and fear.

The atmosphere on the stage had already reached a climax, and many people in the audience stood up and began to shake their bodies following the rhythm.

The performance ended at 12:[-] midnight, the lights of the whole venue changed, and a fast-paced slow dance music sounded. Countless colored rays surrounded the venue, and spotlights flashed wildly. People who had been enthusiastically excited by the band jumped onto the stage and gathered together in twos and threes. Dance.

Meng Wanying didn't dare to pull Zhan Xinchen up, she was afraid that he would see Qin Xiang, but she couldn't help but a terrible thought rose in her heart.

He was already with him, and he was his only boyfriend!She wanted to completely cut off the thoughts between them, and hold Zhan Xinchen firmly in her hands!She couldn't bear the slight possibility of losing Zhan Xinchen, without Qin Xiang!No, she can't touch him anymore, but she wants to make him give up, she wants to declare sovereignty to him!

Meng Wanying knew that she was taking risks, gambling, and doing bad things!But she couldn't restrain the urge!Right now is the best opportunity, isn't it?

Her nervous palms were a little sweaty, seeing that Qin Xiang had stood up and walked towards the passage on her side, ready to go out.Meng Wanying gritted her teeth and stood up suddenly, the drumbeat on the stage made her heart almost jump out of her chest, she turned around suddenly and sat astride Zhan Xinchen's lap, and before Zhan Xinchen could react, she had already hugged his face I kissed hard!

Huo Haoze, who was walking in front, suddenly turned around and blocked Qin Xiang's path, with a complicated and ugly expression on his face.

"Why? Let's go." Qin Xiang asked him inexplicably.

"Let's go later, there are too many people now."

"Who's there?" Qin Xiang poked his head out and looked back, but Huo Haoze hurriedly turned his body to block it.

"Then, then, you really don't want to sing?"

"Don't go." Qin Xiang pushed him impatiently, but failed: "Are you going or not? I want to go back, I'm sleepy!"

"Qin Xiang..." Huo Haoze hesitated to speak, he didn't know what excuse he could find to hold him back, and he didn't dare move his body: "Why don't we go over there, this way is too far."

This excuse is so bad, it is obviously farther in the opposite direction.

Qin Xiang glared at him like a fool: "Stop making trouble, let's go."

As soon as he took a step to the left, Huo Haoze immediately blocked him again, Qin Xiang lowered his face: "Get out of the way!"

Huo Haoze held back with a guilty conscience, staring at him with unbearable and flustered eyes, Qin Xiang looked at him suspiciously, and slowly realized something was wrong, he ordered again with a sullen face: "Get out of the way!"

Qin Xiang pushed him away abruptly and looked behind him. Not far away, Zhan Xinchen was sitting on a chair and bearing his head up. Meng Wanying in her arms lowered her head and kissed him in an ambiguous posture. The thighs, revealing a large piece of snow-white skin, are sexy and alluring. Zhan Xinchen's hands are weakly placed on Meng Wanying's waist, and his lips and teeth are intertwined without refusing or pushing away...

Qin Xiang was petrified in place, the light in his pupils was blasted into pieces, from the disbelief at the beginning to the scarlet stains in his eyes, the restless music jumped out cleanly and tore his heart inch by inch, the pain was excruciating Can barely stand.

Huo Haoze reached out to cover his eyes, hugged him and pressed him on his chest, comforting him distressedly: "Don't look! Don't look! Be good, I'm here, you still have me!"

Qin Xiang trembled a little, his fingers grabbed his clothes and his head became dizzy. He must have been dreaming just now, it wasn't real!It must be a dream, this dream is too terrible, this is not real, absolutely not!

He suddenly raised his head and rushed behind Huo Haoze, opened his eyes and looked carefully again, that scene was still there, it was still there!Zhan Xinchen!

Meng Wanying was suddenly thrown to the ground by a strong force, and when Zhan Xinchen opened his eyes, he saw Qin Xiang standing in front of him with a terrifying expression, his eyes wished he could pounce on him and bite him to death.

"Qin Xiang?!" Zhan Xinchen hadn't recovered from the shock, and Meng Wanying, who was on the ground, had already called him aggrievedly: "Xinchen——"

Zhan Xinchen stepped forward and wanted to help, but Qin Xiang stood up and blocked him. He stubbornly refused to let her go, and there was a slight tremor in his condemning and questioning voice: "What are you doing? What were you doing just now?! Why didn't you push her away! Why?!"

Meng Wanying got up from the ground with a livid face, she panicked when she saw Zhan Xinchen's distressed expression, she quickly stepped forward and hugged Zhan Xinchen tightly, holding him tightly in her arms, she turned her head and glared at Qin Xiang : "Qin Xiang, what are you doing! It's none of your business for me to make out with my boyfriend!"

"Boy friend?"

Zhan Xinchen's face was pale, his chest was panting slightly, his fists were clenched on both sides until his phalanx turned white, Qin Xiang's expression made him unable to bear to look at it.

"It's my boyfriend! We've been dating for months, don't you know?"

Qin Xiang just looked at Zhan Xinchen as if he didn't hear it, and asked desperately: "Is what she said true? Are you together?"

Zhan Xinchen nodded stiffly.

"When?"

"Three months ago."

"Why, do you like her?"

"Qin Xiang, as I said, it could be someone else..."

Qin Xiang looked at him for a long time, suddenly felt a little ridiculous, he couldn't help laughing out loud: "So it's like this..."

Qin Xiang watched him back step by step steadily, and finally gave him a deep look, engraved his figure into his mind, into his soul, and the moment he closed his eyes, all the entanglements of love and hatred were completely annihilated. not see……

At 03:30 in the morning, Zhan Xinchen stared straight at the ceiling in the dark without any sleepiness, Qin Xiang's last farewell glance was burned into his heart, and the pain has not been relieved until now.

The phone rang suddenly, and he turned over to pick it up after lying down for a long time. When he saw the caller, his pupils shrank and he picked it up immediately.

"Qin Xiang..."

There was hopelessness in the hoarse nasal voice: "Zhan Xinchen——I give up."

"..." Zhan Xinchen closed his eyes, held his breath, and heard him say clearly in his ear: "Delete me, just pretend——that you never knew each other."

Delete me, if one day I can't bear the longing and call you again, who are you?You can beat me back to my original shape;

delete me

If you get married, you don't have to notify me...

The author has something to say: Today’s writing status is not good, and the writing is very unsatisfactory. Let’s make do with it first, and then change it when it recovers tomorrow. Alas