Can you bend it?forget it

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A week later, Meng Wanying was finally able to lie down and recuperate without infusions and injections.

She began to use the wheelchair to see Zhan Xinchen frequently, and stayed here almost non-stop except for naps and nights.

Zhan Xinchen's condition is a little better, but he still sleeps deeply for many times a day.It was very embarrassing at this time, Qin Xiang stayed by Zhan Xinchen's side to help him stabilize his mind and help him fall asleep, while Meng Wanying stubbornly refused to leave, one wished his eyes would burst into flames, the other calmly turned a blind eye, the atmosphere was always abnormal dignified.

Zhuang Xinlei also sensed the misunderstanding between the two, thinking that Meng Wanying was neglected by Zhan Xinchen, and tried to let Meng Wanying replace Qin Xiang to accompany Zhan Xinchen, but the effect was not very good.

Zhan Xinchen was sweating all over his head in the dream, and he was so deep in the nightmare that he could hardly wake up. Even Meng Wanying could feel his muscles twitching, and his fingers were almost crushed by him. She was so frightened that she hurriedly called Zhuang Xinlei for help, and finally It was Qin Xiang who rushed over and hugged him tightly to calm his emotions.

Meng Wanying's jealousy almost burned her reason, seeing Qin Xiang hugging her lover, she rushed up to expose him, humiliate him, and send him to hell!

But Zhan Xinchen was still struggling in pain, the fear and helplessness shocked her, although she didn't want to admit it, but she was still hit, even if she was in chaos, even if she didn't know it was Qin Xiang, he was still beaten by him Are you hooked?

Why?What's so good about Qin Xiang?Does it have to be him?

Meng Wanying didn't believe in evil, she began to take Qin Xiang's place to take care of Zhan Xinchen frequently, and in the end Qin Xiang had almost no way to get close to Zhan Xinchen except for going to the toilet and sleeping.

The outside world has lost the aftertaste of the new year, and the weather is starting to warm up towards the warmth of spring, but Qin Xiang can't feel any warmth.

He walked out of the ward again, and before closing the door, he saw Meng Wanying nestled in Zhan Xinchen's arms writing in his palm, he lowered his head and closed the door, went downstairs alone, squatted in the small garden of the hospital and began to smoke.

After lunch, Meng Wanying took out an apple and peeled it carefully, Zhan Xinchen pulled the bed sheet uneasy: "Where's Xiaohe?"

The peel was broken, and Meng Wanying picked up the knife again and began to peel: "Go get the medicine." Before he could respond, she suddenly remembered that Zhan Xinchen couldn't hear her, so she quickly put down the fruit and wrote the answer in his palm.

"It's been so long."

"You can call me if you need anything, and I can do it too."

Zhan Xinchen became quiet, and suddenly said after a while: "I want to go to the bathroom, is Xiaohe back?"

As soon as Zhuang Xinlei heard this, she hurriedly called Qin Xiang, and Qin Xiang ran up within a minute. He didn't ask after he came in, and directly helped Zhan Xinchen to the bathroom.

When Qin Xiang leaned over to untie his trousers, Zhan Xinchen touched his collar along his arm, and suddenly pulled his nose closer to smell it: "Are you smoking?"

Qin Xiang's neck was numb from the breath he got too close to, and he dodged instinctively, Zhan Xinchen stood there frowning: "Don't smoke."

Qin Xiang lowered his head and wrote "OK."

After helping him back, Meng Wanying immediately took over and hugged his arm next to Zhan Xinchen.

Zhan Xinchen struggled uncomfortably: "Go back, I want to sleep for a while."

"Didn't you just wake up not long ago? Sleepy again?"

After waiting for a long time without Zhan Xinchen responding to her, Zhuang Xinlei came over when she saw this, "He can't hear you."

"Oh, yes, I forgot again." Meng Wanying hurriedly wrote to him: "You rest, I will accompany you by your side."

Zhuang Xinlei shook her head helplessly at the side, no one can compare to Xiaohe when it comes to being careful, since he started to take care of Zhan Xinchen, he never missed the fact that Zhan Xinchen couldn't hear, every time Did he handwrite to him without thinking, even he himself forgot several times, it was Xiaohe who reminded him to realize that Xinchen could speak but it didn't mean he could hear the answer.

During the few days that Meng Wanying took care of her here, she had made many mistakes like this, and she couldn't see the silent relationship between the two of them at all.

deed.In contrast, Xiaohe, who can guess what Xinchen wants to do just by looking at his expression, is really exquisite. It's a pity for such a person to be a nurse.

Zhuang Xinlei was also a little tired, she went over to persuade: "Yingying, you should go back and rest for a while, although your mother won't tell me, but I also know that it hurts her to see you running here with injuries every day, Xiaohe took care of you He is more professional than us, let him accompany Xinchen."

Meng Wanying's face was a little ugly, and it was difficult to explain, but she was worried if she just left, so she insisted on lying on the sofa beside her and dozed off.

She looked sideways at Qin Xiang hugging Zhan Xinchen from behind, whispering unknown stories in his ear, Zhan Xinchen listened hard, feeling the warm breath, with a soothing and relaxed expression, leaning on his back quietly Qin Xiang remained motionless.

The scene of embracing each other gave her an eternal illusion, which deeply hurt her eyes and pierced her heart.Obviously the person in that position should be me, and obviously I am his future wife, why have I fallen to such a point now?

She closed her eyes and didn't look at those two anymore. She was so unwilling to do so, tears dripped from the corners of her eyes...

Gradually, Meng Wanying stayed in the ward longer, but Qin Xiang showed up less and less in the ward. He didn't want to be abused, so he hid out of sight, and even began to consider whether he should leave.

Now that Meng Wanying has taken care of eating, dressing, feeding medicine, comforting and talking, Zhan Xinchen has nothing to worry about with her and more people taking care of her...

"Where's Xiaohe?"

"Go out and fetch water."

5 minutes later,

"Is he back?"

"not yet."

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"Where did he go today?"

"do not know."

……

"Is he back?"

"Not yet, what can you tell me?"

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Zhan Xinchen became restless: "Where did he go?"

"What do you want? Shall I get it for you?"

A few days later, Zhan Xinchen finally broke out. When Meng Wanying replaced Xiaohe to feed him again, he was inexplicably manic. He suddenly overturned his job and shouted angrily, "Where is Xiaohe?"

Everyone in the room was terrified, Zhuang Xinlei hurriedly took a paper towel to help Meng Wanying dry off the soup, and asked anxiously, "Isn't it hot?"

"No, the rice is not hot, I'm fine."

Zhuang Xinlei hurried over and put her arms around his shoulders again: "Don't worry, don't worry, I'll let Xiaohe come right away!"

Ke Zhan Xinchen couldn't hear, and still called Xiaohe very disturbedly.

Zhuang Xinlei had no choice but to run out, and hurriedly called Qin Xiang who was leaning against the window in the corridor outside to enjoy the breeze.

Qin Xiang walked over and just handed him his hand, but he was thrown aside. He was so angry that he gasped violently: "Where are you going? Aren't you my nurse? Why don't you stay by my side and work every day?" Is that how you work as a nurse?! Can you take some responsibility? If you can do it, do it well, if you can’t, get out of here immediately!"

Everyone was frightened. Since the first time they woke up and found that they could not see or hear, they had never seen him get so angry. Even Zhuang Xinlei and Meng Wanying who were standing aside were stunned by scolding.

Qin Xiang stood aside silently, watching him roar restlessly like an irritable lion.

After scolding and making people go away, Zhan Xinchen panicked again within two seconds. He stared into his unfocused eyes and shouted loudly: "Xiaohe! You, you left?!"

Qin Xiang pursed his lips and passed his hand over, Zhan Xinchen hurriedly grabbed it: "You can't leave now! We paid you, and you have to finish your work before you can leave! I scolded you because you have been working lately. You are not serious! You are always not here when I need service, and you have to be called many times before you come. This is very irresponsible, you know?! Talk! Answer me!"

Qin Xiang didn't move, he was a little anxious when he couldn't wait for a response, he spread his palms and groped towards him: "Did you hear me when I said you can't leave yet?! Answer me!"

Qin Xiang still didn't move, Zhan Xinchen touched his arm and reached out to him again: "You write it down for me! What are you thinking!"

"What do you mean you don't move?! Are you angry? What right do you have to be angry! Did I scold you wrong? Think for yourself whether you have been too much recently!"

Qin Xiang took a step back, and when he felt it, he immediately grabbed him: "Where are you going? Do you want to leave? I told you that you can't leave! Didn't you hear?!"

The strength of his hand is astonishing, Qin Xiang's wrist was red from his pinching, and it hurt like it was about to split open, Qin Xiang wanted to take out his hand to comfort him first, but just as soon as he moved, Zhan Xinchen suddenly dragged him into his arms Hold tight: "You can't go! I take back what I said just now. I shouldn't scold you. I apologize. I, I'm still sick. You, you have to finish your work well, you know?"

Qin Xiang was strangled by him, but when he struggled, Zhan Xinchen thought he was going to leave, so he pushed harder, Qin Xiang had no choice but to write on his back: "I won't leave, don't get angry, let go first! "

Zhan Xinchen didn't let go, and held it for a while before slowly letting go under Qin Xiang's comfort. As soon as he let go, he passed out, and everyone ran to call the doctor in a hurry.

The doctor came to check inside and out again with tools, and said to Zhuang Xinlei: "There is still a lot of poison in his body, and the removal process will be very slow. Don't let the patient get too excited. Many drugs that are currently taking are harmful to the body. He will have some mental side effects more or less, and the patient may be more irritable and manic, we will try to stimulate him as little as possible in the future, and a stable state of mind is very important."

After sending the doctor away, Zhuang Xinlei looked back and saw Qin Xiang squatting on the ground to clean up the food that had just been knocked over, so she went over to help clean up together. She squatted beside him and explained to him guiltily: "I'm sorry Xiaohe, just now Xinchen was in a bad mood. Sting is out of control, don't take what he said to heart, Auntie knows that you are doing your best to take care of him, more attentive than us, he can't see, so he misunderstood you, Auntie apologizes to you for him, don't take it to heart !"

"It's okay, I understand his mood, don't worry, I'm not angry."

"Okay, it's good that you can understand him in this way, thank you, auntie."

This incident was like a trivial episode, which was quickly forgotten by everyone.But it was a shame to Meng Wanying. Her fiancé overturned the job she had solicitously handed over for others, called others by their names like crazy, and finally hugged him in front of her face!

She didn't know how to describe her mood other than being disheartened. Did he know how embarrassing his behavior made him?Zhuang Xinlei actually comforted herself because Xiaohe is a professional nurse who can make patients feel safe and let herself not take it to heart?

Hahaha, don't take it to heart?Are you just watching like this?

She really can't accept it!

But on the second day, Zhan Xinchen's performance drove her to the bottom again.

She just fed him the cut fruits, but Zhan Xinchen turned cold and said to her: "Don't do this kind of thing again in the future, this is the job of a nurse, let him do it." ! He took the money, so he should work hard!"

He actually threw the fruit aside like that, just waiting for the nurse to feed it.It's ridiculous!Zhan Xinchen, do you really know what you are doing?Don't say that he is a special patient's morbid dependence, she doesn't believe it!

Meng Wanying hated to the limit and was so wronged that she wanted to cry. She was also a patient. She limped on one leg and endured the pain to take care of him every day, but he never asked her about her injury.After the operation, the foot could not be put down, but it was always swollen and painful because of wanting to take better care of it. Who knew her pain?

Meng Wanying, who was hit hard, didn't come back for several days in a row.

Stuffed in the quilt, he licked the wound alone.

In the silent night, Zhuang Xinlei was already fast asleep in the cubicle.

After Qin Xiang opened his clear eyes and told Zhan Xinchen the story he had heard, he began to hum an unknown song softly. It floated into Zhan Xinchen's ears.

Zhan Xinchen's whole body shook in his sleep, some chaotic and tiny voice suddenly appeared in his empty world through a thick layer of tympanic membrane.

The sound was so small that it was almost impossible to catch it, but it still woke him up. He slowly woke up from the dream, held his breath to listen to the faint voice, he could hear a little bit!Really sound!It seems to be separated by hundreds of thousands of miles, but it really exists!

At this moment, he almost cried. It has been almost a month, and he has wandered alone in the dark and empty space for more than 20 days. Today, he finally leaked a glimmer of hope.

Qin Xiang felt the tension in his body, leaned against his ear and wrote in his palm, "Are you going to the bathroom?"

A gust of air stirred his eardrums, but it was vague and muffled but real. This sound?Is it Xiaohe?

Zhan Xinchen held his hand excitedly, wanting to tell him the ecstatic news, but suddenly held back selfishly, he restrained his shortness of breath and shook his head slowly: "I don't want to go."

"it is good."

Qin Xiang hugged him in a different position, and continued humming in his ear, Zhan Xinchen closed his eyes again, listening to the rhythmic weak voice constantly hitting his eardrums, he slowly raised the corners of his lips, this is Xiaohe singing?

"iam you

you are me

weareone

take me in your arms

and flow throughme

i'll flow through you..."