Can you bend it?forget it

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At three o'clock in the morning, Qin Xiang helped Zhan Xinchen to go to the bathroom once, but this time he reached out to help him and Zhan Xinchen suddenly and forcefully refused, so Qin Xiang had no choice but to give up and let him stay in there alone.

After lying back on the bed again, Zhan Xinchen suddenly changed his position and turned over to face Qin Xiangshui.

Qin Xiang was not used to it, so he couldn't speak near his ear when talking face to face. The doctor said that he should talk to him more to stimulate his auditory nerves, but this position is obviously inconvenient now.

Qin Xiang pushed him and wanted him to turn over again, but Zhan Xinchen resisted. Could it be that he didn't want to lie on his left side?Qin Xiang got out of bed and walked around to the other side of him, approaching him from behind, but Zhan Xinchen turned over to face him again, but refused to sleep with his back to him.

What kind of emotion is this?

Qin Xiang had no choice but to let him lean against his chest, trying to talk to his ear.

Zhan Xinchen's nose touched his warm chest all of a sudden, Qin Xiang's unique refreshing breath invaded his nose and nose, impacting the reason in his brain.He didn't know what he was agitating for, since he heard Huo Haoze's name, the annoyance had been lingering, his mind was swollen with boredom.

This distance made the two of them very close, Qin Xiang's chin rested against his ear, the numb air flow slipped into the depths of the nerve along the ear canal, Zhan Xinchen's whole body tensed up, and a nameless hotness rose from his body, he Putting her hands on Qin Xiang's waist, she pulled his whole body closer to her.

In the darkness, Qin Xiang opened his eyes and whispered about the rain, the car accident in the rain took away his parents, and he waited in the rain for a long time without his parents coming back... After being addicted to the past for a long time Only then did he realize that there was a lot of sweat on Zhan Xinchen's forehead.

He touched it casually, really sweating: "Is it hot?"

Qin Xiang pulled back the quilt to touch his neck, but was grabbed by Zhan Xinchen's wrist, Qin Xiang was a little surprised: "Are you still asleep?"

Zhan Xinchen didn't say a word, just squeezed his wrist tightly and didn't let go.

"Is there something uncomfortable?" Qin Xiang looked down at his face. He couldn't see anything clearly in the darkness, but he felt his somewhat shortness of breath.

"What's wrong?" Qin Xiang felt something was wrong as soon as he moved.

Qin Xiang was stunned, he, he must have reacted, right?

Qin Xiang groped down his abdomen, and sure enough, Zhan Xinchen actually reacted, at this moment?Now?In a hospital bed near four in the morning?

Qin Xiang was embarrassed, but then he felt that he could understand. After all, it had been more than three months, and it seemed that there was nothing wrong with thinking about it for so long.

But, what should we do now?Let him endure?

Qin Xiang stared at him in the dark, and the two of them were facing each other. Zhan Xinchen couldn't hold back his breath after being touched by him, and now he sprayed it all on Qin Xiang's neck in a hurry.

Qin Xiang's heartbeat couldn't help but also accelerated, his mind was in a mess, and he didn't know what to do for a while.

"How about——I'll take you to take a shower?"

Zhan Xinchen didn't say anything and didn't move, he didn't expect to react in Qin Xiang's arms, this warm flesh-body was attached to his body, he could touch it as soon as he stretched out his hand, even if he couldn't see it, he still felt it. Exuding a deadly temptation, this sudden strong desire made him burst out with blue veins on his forehead, and he almost couldn't help but want to bite on it, but, but that's Qin Xiang!he can not!

The smell emanating from the body in front of him was like a powerful catalyst, desire = desire made his lower = body ache, almost driving him to lose all reason.

In desperation, he couldn't help thinking that it would be fine if this was Xiaohe. If he was just Xiaohe, he wouldn't have to suffer and give him a sum of money afterwards, or help him find a decent job as compensation, but he was Qin Xiang!The person in front of him who has moved him is Qin Xiang!he can not!He - dare not!

He had never faced such a fierce struggle, this bewildered night must have been tricked, otherwise why would he want to just pretend to be stupid and kiss?

Going crazy!

Just when he fell into his own contradiction and couldn't extricate himself, a hand

Suddenly it penetrated into his clothes, and he froze, not daring to move, allowing the hand to stretch in along the lower abdomen, it was Qin Xiang!He is soothing himself!

Qin Xiang lowered his head on his chest and silently helped him relieve his desire.

Zhan Xinchen didn't dare to catch his breath, he almost suffocated and held back not daring to move a little bit, first tried twice with that hand, and after seeing that he didn't resist, he put it up again, and began to help him a little jerky.

Zhan Xinchen felt that his body was about to explode, the sudden surge of desire almost completely annihilated him, that bit of rationality was washed away without even a chance to bubble up, and the touch brought by Wei Liang's hand was deeply felt. Stimulated to him, his chest heaved and rose at a frighteningly fast frequency, and the hand on Qin Xiang's waist suddenly tightened and almost sank into his flesh.

Qin Xiang pursed his lips and drooped his eyes to mechanically help him. A large cobweb formed in his mind complicatedly. Does this count as bullying the disabled?This stretched out is really sinful.

But he didn't push himself away, and he became so stiff again, he must really be unable to bear it, thinking about this, he sped up his movements, forcing Zhan Xinchen's suppressed panting directly...

When he felt his waist was about to be cut off, Qin Xiang knew that it was almost over, and when his hands were so sore that he was about to be useless, he finally felt Zhan Xinchen's body tremble, Qin Xiang heaved a sigh of relief, it was finally over!

But before he regained his senses, he was pushed down heavily, Zhan Xinchen suddenly pressed over, and then a crazy kiss came, the fierce and passionate kiss made his heart jump, is he crazy?

Zhan Xinchen slammed into his mouth, biting his lip, and even wanted the flesh in his mouth to be taken away.

He has never kissed Zhan Xinchen like this before, every time he is as passionate as fire, while he is as cold as water.He has never seen such a crazy Zhan Xinchen now, it is strange and even terrifying!

He never took the initiative to himself, and rarely even responded, wait-he, does he know who I am?

Zhan Xinchen kissed him uncontrollably at the last moment, and the ultimate joy gathered between the lips and teeth that smelled of green grass. He chased after him unrestrainedly, abandoning the physical pleasure. The entanglement between the tooth foam brought him a tremor in the soul, making people obsessed, and only wishing to linger until death...

But suddenly the hot lips left him suddenly, and a cold voice pierced his lust: "Zhan Xinchen, who am I? Who do you think you are kissing?"

All the delusions and confusions are instantly beaten back to their original forms, and the fire of desire=desire is completely extinguished!Zhan Xinchen was stunned, who was he kissing?

crazy!He actually kissed Qin Xiang!

Without giving him time to breathe, the next pressing question came after him: "Who am I? Answer me!"

Zhan Xinchen felt cold all over his body, and after being stiff for a long time, he slowly spit out: "You are Xiaohe!"

There was no sound, and his world fell into emptiness again. He held his breath and waited and waited anxiously. The body in his arms had already started to grow cold. He couldn't help being tormented by this silence. He tentatively said : "Xiaohe?"

Qin Xiang trembled, and slowly withdrew from his arms, Zhan Xinchen heard him take out a tissue to wipe his hands, and finally left the bed to go to the bathroom.

He heard the sound of the water pipe being opened for flushing. The water ran for a long time and then was closed, but he didn't come back after waiting for a long time.

Zhan Xinchen groped and stood up, leaning on the wall and moving forward bit by bit to find him, the moment he opened the door he heard Qin Xiang's surprised voice.

"Why did you get up?"

He cried?

He heard a husky nasal tinge in his voice.

Zhan Xinchen touched his shoulder with his hand, and Qin Xiang dodged it when he reached for his face.

Qin Xiang: "Are you going to the bathroom?"

Zhan Xinchen held his shoulder and opened his mouth several times before he said shamelessly, "I'm sorry!"

Qin Xiang didn't answer him, but just helped him back to the bed, this time he didn't lie down with him, but pulled a chair and sat beside his bed.

Patting the back of Zhan Xinchen's hand, he said sleepily: "Sleep!"

morning light

Qin Xiang's eyes were still open, and the black pupils were looking out of the window without focus. Even the orange sunlight couldn't shine into the darkness, and couldn't reflect a gleam of brilliance...

When Zhan Xinchen opened his eyes again, the morning sun had already flooded the entire ward. Under the sun, Qin Xiang was pinching Zhuang Xinlei's fingers and carefully helping her pick out the flower thorns that had accidentally stuck in.

Zhan Xinchen woke up and didn't move. He narrowed his eyes slightly and looked at Qin Xiang with his head lowered, holding the needle seriously while coaxing: "Be patient a little longer, just a little more."

His voice was soft and safe, Zhuang Xinlei wanted to withdraw her hand but was held tightly by him, the sun was blurring on his drooping eyelashes...

He lost weight!The shoulder blades on the back are almost supporting the clothes.

He is even whiter. Is it the reason why he has been hiding in the house all year round?

His brows and eyes became more handsome. It was a beautiful picture that he dared not recall for a long time.

Qin Xiang!

Tears dripped from the corners of Zhan Xinchen's eyes, I finally - I saw you again!

After Qin Xiang helped Zhuang Xinlei rub iodophor on her fingers, she glanced inadvertently, and seemed to meet Zhan Xinchen's eyes.

Um?Qin Xiang walked over suspiciously, and found that Zhan Xinchen was still staring blankly at the place he had been just now. At that moment, he almost thought that Zhan Xinchen could see it. Alas, it must be an illusion of too much expectation.

The phone rang suddenly, Qin Xiang took it out and looked at it, then went to the window and picked it up.

"Brother, why don't you come back?"

The expression on Qin Xiang's face softened: "Soon, tomorrow, I will go back tomorrow after I finish my work, you are about to take the college entrance examination, read your books quickly, don't always think about calling me, I am an older youth, can I lose it. "

"Oh." Fang Yi sniffed there.

"What about Lu Yan, did you make any trouble in the Internet cafe?"

"No," Fang Yi looked at Lu Yan who was watching TV on his lap with a guilty conscience, and uncomfortably took his claws out of his clothes, as if he was afraid of being seen by Qin Xiang.

"It's fine if you don't have one. Do you know that you wait obediently at home for me to go back?"

"Ah."

Who is he talking on the phone with that expression, that voice, is that the kid in the Internet cafe he was talking about?Zhan Xinchen felt depressed, what a cute kid?I'm afraid I'll attract your liking...

Wait, tomorrow?He is leaving?

Just as Zhan Xinchen wanted to sit up and ask questions, he suddenly realized that he should not be able to see or hear, so he endured it and lay down again.

Fortunately, Zhuang Xinlei on the side asked her doubts in time: "Xiaohe, you want to go?"

"Oh yes, I'm sorry I haven't had time to say it yet. I have something to go home recently. I may not be able to continue to take care of Xinchen here. I'm really sorry."

"I really want to leave. What should I do? If Xinchen knew it, he would not be able to bear it. He is so dependent on you." Zhuang Xinlei couldn't bear it. After all, she had been together for more than three months, and Xiaohe liked her so much. Now I really can't bear to leave all of a sudden.

"I'm sorry, I will help you find another excellent nurse, and I will leave after the handover. Don't worry, I will take better care of you than me."

"Who is leaving?" Meng Wanying walked in with a cane.

"It's Xiaohe, he has something to do and can't continue to take care of Xinchen."

"Oh?" Meng Wanying looked at him in surprise, he actually wants to leave?It was really going to rain red, and he finally knew that he was redundant.

"But, how should I tell Xinchen about this?" Zhuang Xinlei had a headache.

"Let me talk to him."

Qin Xiang walked over and sat beside his bed, took his hand and wrote stroke by stroke: "I'm sorry, I might have to leave."

"Why? Because of last night?"

Qin Xiang coughed twice, and looked at Zhuang Xinlei and Meng Wanying who were standing beside him unnaturally.

This time he didn't dare to speak again, he just wrote in his palm silently: "Yes, I have a lover, it may not be appropriate to stay here any longer."

spouse?who?Huo Haoze?Or that Fang Yi?

Zhan Xinchen stopped talking, and held his hand with a sullen face so tightly that Qin Xiang felt pain.

But no matter how painful it was, he didn't feel pain in his heart. Last night he regarded himself as Xiaohe, Xiaohe?a nurse?He was willing to take the initiative to kiss a nurse, but he cruelly rejected him!

I haven't seen him for more than two years, and now I can't even compare to a nurse who has only been with him for three months?Well, although it's ridiculous to eat his own jealousy, he really just wants to cry, crying for the former self...

Meng Wanying watched Zhan Xinchen grab Qin Xiang and burst out, she walked over to appease Zhan Xinchen: "Xinchen, just let Xiaohe go, I can take care of you, really, my legs can slow down already. Walk slowly, I can take care of you."

Zhan Xinchen didn't move, he didn't want to pay attention to her at all, the atmosphere was a bit awkward.Zhuang Xinlei came over to make a rescue: "Let Xiaohe get some hot water, you should take your medicine."

Qin Xiang pumped hard a few more times before pulling out his hand and carrying the kettle to fetch water.

Meng Wanying: "Actually, Xinchen might not get used to it at first, but he will be fine after two days. Wasn't it us who were by his side before? We can't rely too much on an outsider."

Zhuang Xinlei nodded and saw Qin Xiang walking in with a water bottle.

He took out a cup to pour water for Zhan Xinchen, Meng Wanying suddenly stretched out her hand and said, "Let me do it, actually I can do these daily tasks."

Qin Xiang didn't have time to dodge, afraid that the boiling water would pour into her hand, and hastily stepped aside, a cup of hot water splashed out and splashed his hand.

"Ah—" Meng Wanying was startled.

Zhuang Xinlei hurried over: "How is it? Is it hot?"

A string of big blisters immediately burned out on the back of his hand, "Oh, blisters!"

"What?!" Zhan Xinchen jumped out of bed and ran over: "Show me!"

He hurriedly grabbed his wrist, his eyes were horribly red and burned: "Why is it so serious? Where's the doctor? Mom, go and call the doctor for Qin Xiang."

Looking up, he found that the three of them were all staring at him dumbfounded, and Zhan Xinchen immediately realized that he had revealed himself.

"Let go!"

Qin Xiang shook off his shock and anger: "You can see and hear!"

"I--"

Qin Xiang didn't expect that his hidden identity would be exposed by Zhan Xinchen, he pushed him away with a pale face, turned around and fled quickly, Zhan Xinchen wanted to chase him as soon as he didn't hold him back, but Meng Wanying hugged him tightly and went wild with surprise Shout: "Xin Chen, are you all right?"

Zhuang Xinlei also came back to her senses: "Son, can you see it? When did it happen?"

Zhan Xinchen pushed Meng Wanying away with great effort: "I suddenly saw and heard it just now, I'll go out first, and I'll be right back!"

After finishing speaking, without waiting for their reaction, he hurriedly ran out to chase Qin Xiang...

He chased downstairs, into the yard, and into the street, but nothing!Nowhere!

Where is he going?

He stood on the side of the street for a long time before he gradually calmed down. He disappeared, did he really leave? He walked back slowly in a daze.

He's gone, so what if he catches up?What can I give him?What can I say after catching up?Express gratitude for his care?Forget it, it will be even more uncomfortable for him.

What I did last night can already go to hell and be hacked into pieces. Obviously I can’t provoke him. To what extent did I mess up to do such a thing? He is leaving today because he hurt him again Bar……

Zhan Xinchen raised his head and tried his best to suppress the scorching liquid in his eyes. The one who should cry should be Qin Xiang. What kind of mood should he be in to say the four words of growing old together in that wedding invitation? Qin Xiang, I'm sorry, I'm always hurting you, you shouldn't be here...

[The author has something to say: There are a few deletions, but you can find the complete ones on Weibo or in the group. 】