Can you bend it?forget it

59

Qin Xiang lay motionless on the bed covered in sweat, closed his eyes and slowly calmed down his disordered breathing. The fierce battle just now had exhausted all his physical strength, and now he couldn't even lift a finger.

A hand ran across his back along his back, and stretched out his fingers to trace in detail on the tattoo on his waist. After a while, the two warm lips fell down and the lonely head screaming up to the sky The wolf delivered a deep kiss.

Qin Xiang shook his body, and the numbness climbed up the back of the neck along the tailbone, and the lip slid along the long mane outlined on the wolf's neck on the tattoo to the bottom where it disappeared and stopped.

"Does it hurt when you get tattooed?"

"..."

"very nice."

Qin Xiang buried his head in the quilt and didn't speak, Zhan Xinchen stroked the lone wolf's neck and said slowly: "Tell me about quitting the gang."

Qin Xiang froze, then relaxed again.

"Three knives and six holes? What did they do to you?"

Qin Xiang finally raised his head, and said in a muffled voice, "How do you know?"

"I heard you talk about it when you were Xiaohe in the hospital."

"You! When on earth did you hear it?"

"You only heard it vaguely when you were about to leave. I should have heard it earlier so that I could know more."

Qin Xiang fell down again: "If I knew it earlier, I might as well read you a world famous book."

"Tell me, how did you quit? I remember you didn't come to class for more than a week, and your face was hurt..." Zhan Xinchen looked at the pair of slightly narrowed wolf eyes, lost in memory.

"Just, just get a beating, it's nothing."

"What did Chu Shaonan do to you?"

"..."

"I'm sorry." Feeling his stiffness, Zhan Xinchen kissed the wolf's lips lightly: "I know why you left, but I didn't dare to accept it at that time. You——were you heartbroken by me at that time?"

Qin Xiang buried his face in his arms and didn't answer him, it's more than that, it's been too long to be heartbroken by you.

"I didn't expect you to do that. I never dared to think about it. If it wasn't for that time when I saw Chu Shaonan treat you in the alley... I might never know that you have gone through what I can't see. What." Zhan Xinchen took him into his arms, and slid his fingers from the tip of his hair to the end of his hair. The hair of such a strong person is actually soft: "But he is dead, and he can't hurt you anymore. Afraid."

"died?"

"Yes, died in prison."

Qin Xiang slowly turned back to face him: "How did you die?"

Zhan Xinchen paused for a while: "I was killed by a death row prisoner."

Qin Xiang didn't expect such a result, such an arrogant person died so easily?

"Also, you climb over the wall to watch me do morning exercises every day, I don't even know about it, Qin Xiang—" Zhan Xinchen couldn't help kissing his forehead: "I'm sorry about the quilt, I didn't know you didn't have extra, No, I shouldn't have lent it to Meng Wanying even if I had it, I've made you sad, right?"

Qin Xiang huddled in his arms and didn't move. Listening to his deep and gentle self-narration, his voice was very soft and slow, leading him into the inner world that he had never revealed before: "I'm always hiding , I want to avoid you, I dare not think about you, I am afraid that I will not be able to control my heart, I think I can control everything and do a good job, but in fact I am not doing well at all.

Obviously I like you and me so much, but I always push you away. When you left, I couldn't restrain my resentment and jealousy.You must not know that I was jealous of Zhou Yangyang. I once thought she was your new girlfriend, and I was angry with you for giving up liking me so quickly;

I was jealous of Li Ranxing, why he can be frank with you as brothers, but I can only restrain myself and keep a safe distance from you;

The one who is the most jealous is Huo Haoze, who can blatantly tell the whole world that he likes men, and pursues you openly... I can't do any of these, I can't do anything.

In fact, I am not good at all. No one lives like me who is unreal and not at all like myself. They drew a track for me, so I can only follow the existing path, and I have no courage to deviate.Why do such a brave and free-spirited person like you fall in love with me?

I know you don't believe that I like you, I don't seem to have done anything for you except to hurt you. "

Zhan Xinchen held up his drooping face and let him look into his eyes: "Qin Xiang, I admit that the accident that night made me take this step, but that's not the point, the point is that you are already in my heart, It’s just that I’ve been reluctant to face it.”

"Are you willing to face it after rolling the sheets?"

It must be that he has lost all extravagant hopes, Qin Xiang feels that his love is like a cloud floating in the distance, does it exist?It seems that I can see it faintly, but I am even more afraid that what I will grab is nothingness.

"There are some things that are too beautiful and dazzling to make people dare not approach them easily, but once you have them, you can't put them down again, do you understand?"

Qin Xiang turned his face away with red eyes, not daring to look at his burning eyes: "I don't understand."

Zhan Xinchen tightened his arms and brought the person in his arms closer to his body: "Then I will say it every day, and do it once a day, until you can feel it."

Qin Xiang's body trembled, and he said yes, do?Forget it, he was afraid that he would be useless after two days, and suddenly remembered a sentence, and couldn't help laughing at himself sadly: "It turns out that what Meng Wanying said is true, and your needs in this regard are really great."

Zhan Xinchen raised his head from his neck: "Meng Wanying?"

"Well, she said you treated her..."

"I didn't do anything to her."

Qin Xiang broke away from him: "Ghost letter! You've been like this to me, so how many years does such a beautiful woman stay in front of my eyes?"

He stared at him with burning eyes: "I treat you like this, I think when I see you."

Qin Xiang blushed, and Zhan Xinchen seemed a little unable to hold back after eating meat.

"What about your wedding? Where's Meng Wanying?"

Zhan Xinchen was silent, and it took a long time before he replied: "I will take care of it. I will take care of my family, work, and Meng Wanying. I can accept any consequences, but Qin Xiang, I need your response. Only you belong to me. Only when I am alone can I do everything with peace of mind, otherwise I will not be able to calm down."

"No need," Qin Xiang pushed him away and sat up: "You don't need to do anything, and I don't want you to deviate from your original life track, Zhan Xinchen, in fact, I have really let go, let go for many years, I never expected You will come, let alone be with you.

Lu Yan once said that it is too difficult for a person like you to come out. I never thought about it before, but later I realized the difficulty of reality. I shouldn’t drag you into the water because of my unilateral liking. You have better The way to go, and I also have my direction to find.

That night was really just an accident, let's forget about it, it's still the opening day of your life when you go back, and I will be as comfortable here as ever, isn't that good? "

"not good."

"Before this happened, it would have been fine!"

"But it happened!"

"you……"

Zhan Xinchen's phone rang again, and Qin Xiang pointed to his cell phone: "You answer it, it's been ringing for several days."

Zhan Xinchen glanced at the mountains of missed calls, and a text message suddenly popped up: "Son, your father has already gone to the police station to find out your location, and if he doesn't come back, he will go to Z city to find you in person, hurry back Telephone!"

Zhan Xinchen frowned and put away his phone, he got out of bed and began to look for clothes: "We'll talk later, I'm in a hurry to go back and deal with it first, maybe half a month at most, I'll pick you up."

"Why are you picking me up?"

"Follow me back to City A."

Qin Xiang wrapped the quilt tightly around himself: "You give up, I won't go."

Zhan Xinchen found his trousers from the crack of the sofa, his panties from the bay window, and finally found his already soaked top in the bathroom of the bathroom. There was nothing he could do, so he borrowed Qin Xiang's to wear one. Bar.

Qin Xiang was blushing as he followed his path of looking for clothes. This is a battlefield, and there are tears he shed everywhere.

"You have many days to convince yourself to come with me."

Zhan Xinchen picked out a few loose clothes from the cloakroom and compared them, and he could barely wear them. This person is too thin. It is amazing that he is still so thin at Tiantianwo Internet Cafe.

Halfway through the clothes, he squinted and saw that Qin Xiang was sitting on the bed and staring at him blankly. A large section of cold white shoulders was exposed under the quilt. look.

Qin Xiang's back felt a little cold: "Why?"

Zhan Xinchen kicked his half-worn pants: "Forget it, let's have one last meal before leaving."

Qin Xiang watched in horror as he tore off his clothes and threw them away, and walked towards him stepping on a pile of paper balls.

"What are you doing so hastily, don't come here! Ah——"

Fang Yi saw that cold-faced man finally took the suitcase and left. It was strange that the boss didn't come out to see him off?

Fang Yi waited for him to disappear and immediately ran upstairs and knocked on the door: "Brother! Brother, can I come in?"

A panicked voice came from the room: "No! Don't come in!"

"Oh." Fang Yi lowered his hand in disappointment: "Then, when will you come out?"

"Get me something to eat first, beef noodles, give me two, two big! No, three! Three is good."

"Okay!" Fang Yi got the order and immediately ran down the stairs happily into the back kitchen, and began to be busy non-stop.

An hour later, Qin Xiang gave the second order: Serve the noodles and put them at the door, see you tomorrow!

Qin Xiang ate the seafood porridge that Fang Yigang made for him, chewing slowly spoon by spoon, while Zhou Yangyang sat across from him and stared at him without blinking and drank the whole bowl.

"Have you seen enough?"

Zhou Yangyang propped his chin and smiled unpredictablely: "Is it cool?"

"Puff—cough, cough, cough, you want to choke me to death?"

She leaned over and smiled obscenely: "I'm serious, is it cool?"

Qin Xiang suppressed the desire to exhale the fragrance, put down the spoon and approached with a smile on his face, smiling decently: "It's very satisfying, I've never felt so good before, are you satisfied?"

Zhou Yangyang took a deep breath and marveled: "You can say this kind of thing, it seems that you really gave up on yourself completely, but you tell me when you and him started? This is obviously not the first time, If people don't chase me, I don't even know when you ended your cn body."

"Oh——" Qin Xiang sat back and raised his head like her: "It's hard to say."

"Don't let it go, tell me how you are doing now, isn't he married?"

Mentioning this, Qin Xiang was even more worried: "It didn't work out."

"Then what is he now?"

"You want me to go to City A."

Zhou Yangyang's eyebrows flew up, and he clapped his hands with joy: "Your elm bump has finally opened up! Congratulations on your successful cultivation!"

"Congratulations." Qin Xiang was so upset that he lay down on the table.

"Aren't you in love? Now that people are finally willing to come back to you, shouldn't you be happy?"

"But why did he come to me?"

"Uh...of course it's because I like it!"

"Then why do you like it all of a sudden?"

Zhou Yangyang was puzzled: "Yeah, why did you like him suddenly, did you ask him?"

"I asked." Qin Xiang repeated what Zhan Xinchen said, and the more he said it, the more untrue he felt.

Zhou Yangyang sighed after hearing this: "So, you can't believe it, can you?"

"..."

"You think he did it for that night?"

"Well, after all these years of brothers, maybe he is sorry."

Zhou Yangyang wanted to laugh: "If I accidentally slept with my best friend, I would apologize and accept the scolding the next day.

Make up, but never think about running to sleep with her again. "

"I c, you describe it like that, it's scary."

"So, it's scary for you to think so."

Qin Xiang glanced at her: "Are you persuading me?"

"It's just ruling out some unrealistic guesses."

"Shouldn't I guess?"

"Yes! You have been waiting for him for so many years, maybe ten years. You should think about it carefully, and you can't follow him in such a muddle."

"..." Qin Xiang's head was full of black lines, are you persuading or stopping?

"You've been waiting for him for so many years, what's wrong with making him wait for two more days? How can it be so beautiful to want to pack it up and take it away for free!"

"Stop stop! What's wrong with me?"

"Do you think you guys are quiet? If I don't let the music in the hall downstairs be turned up, you will be recorded as audio and put on the Internet for thousands of people to watch, you know? I'm sweating for you when I sit outside the door!"

Qin Xiang's face turned red: "You, you, outside the door?"

Zhou Yangyang gave a dry laugh with a guilty conscience: "I'm not afraid that they will go up to listen to the room, I will guard and drive them away."

The hairs all over Qin Xiang's body stood on end. Seeing that he was about to explode, Zhou Yangyang hurriedly comforted him: "I just listened for a while, really! I promise! I'm busy cooking, so I don't have time to listen to you."

Qin Xiang suddenly felt that there was nothing to love in life, and now he lost all his confidence.

"So why did he leave you here alone?"

Qin Xiang collapsed and lay back on his stomach: "I've gone to deal with family matters. Without that wedding, there must be an explanation."

"Hey," Zhou Yangyang sighed, "Zhan Xinchen is not easy. I haven't dealt with you yet, and I have to go back to take care of my family. It's like being attacked—"

"Yangyang?"

"Ok?"

"Do you think we should be together?"

"Are you afraid?"

"...Afraid! I'm afraid that he has lost too much, and I can't afford that much."

Zhou Yangyang couldn't help touching his hair: "You love him so much that you ignore yourself. You have to know one thing, you deserve what he does for you! Do you know?"

Qin Xiang is confused, is it really worth it?

[The author has something to say: Although it's the weekend, I still have to go out, hey, let's go with the double update or something, and still have one update tonight]