Can you bend it?forget it

62

The warm sun in the morning came in through the gaps in the curtains and fell on the pale face of the sleeping man. The black hair hung down to cover the clear eyebrows and eyes, only the straight nose and red lips were exposed.

The remnant warmth of the kiss imprinted on the ear has dissipated, and the back is empty without the warm chest. Qin Xiang woke up from his sleep and found that someone had left, as if he was saying goodbye to himself, in a daze Zhong seems to have heard him say to wait for him.

Qin Xiang raised his hand and rubbed his eyes, and suddenly found that there was a chain on his wrist. He retracted his hand in doubt and looked carefully. It was a thin black metal chain. It is decorated with a very small heart-shaped piece of metal, and Qin Xiang looked closely, only to see a faint hand-carved small character on it: Xiang.

Qin Xiang put down his hands and raised the corners of his mouth, pretending not to care and got off the bed.His legs were a little weak, and his back was still aching. When he brushed his teeth against the sink, he caught a glimpse of himself in the mirror with a spring face. His brushing movements became unnatural, and he blushed slightly.

Last night...is it your wish?I didn't seem to resist, nor refused, and even took the initiative to hug him and ask for a kiss in the end. Compared with the frightened chasing after me last time, this time it was more like I couldn't help it.

Qin Xiang didn't dare to think about it any longer, and took cold water to wash his face several times to get rid of the heat.what is this?Is it a promise to him?Qin Xiang was at a loss.

He picked up his phone and went downstairs, and saw the message Zhan Xinchen sent him: I'm going back first, and I'll pick you up when things are done, wait for me obediently, don't tell me you're not there next time.

next time?And next time?I don't know why, but I always feel that this kind of development momentum is a bit crooked. Did I promise something?Where did he get his confidence?

For the rest of the time, Qin Xiang deliberately ignored someone's promise, and spent his days eating and drinking in the Internet cafe.

One week later, one late night, Qin Xiang was awakened by the sound on the window as soon as he lay down. He sat up and saw Zhan Xinchen push open the window and jumped in, and saw Qin Xiang staring at himself in a daze. , and scolded him with a frown: "Why don't you lock the windows when you sleep, what if the bad guys come in?"

"You, why did you jump out of the window again?"

"It was too late, I was afraid that your Fang Xiaoyi would stop me from entering, so I came up directly to save trouble."

Zhan Xinchen went to wash his face, came over and lifted the quilt and lay down next to him: "I'm delayed by something today, otherwise I can come to have dinner with you earlier."

"..." Qin Xiang simply didn't know what to say. This person's behaviors are all weird now, and he is not at all the same as the him he knows. At least the Zhan Xinchen he knows can't open the windows of others in the middle of the night, right? .

"I can only stay with you for a while. I have to leave in 10 minutes. I have things to do tomorrow."

"What? Two 10 minutes?" Then why is he here?

"Yeah." Zhan Xinchen hugged him tightly, closed his eyes and rubbed against him tiredly: "You can't make trains and planes or anything, it will leave traces, my father will check it out and cause you trouble, so I can only borrow a car It’s time-consuming to take the high speed, so I can’t stay with you for too long.”

"Then why are you here?"

Zhan Xinchen took a deep breath on his neck, smelling the familiar smell on his body, he felt very at ease: "I miss you, I'm afraid you won't wait for me, and I'm afraid...you'll forget me."

Qin Xiang turned around: "Zhan Xinchen, I don't want to see you like this, I..."

Zhan Xinchen bowed his head and kissed his lips: "There is no time, let me kiss first and then talk."

He kissed Qin Xiang until his whole body became weak, and he reluctantly let go of him until the phone rang to urge him: "I'm leaving, I'll see you in a few days, it's Saturday, remember to leave a window for me."

He left, jumped out to help him close the window and asked him to lock it quickly, then jumped down a few times, Qin Xiang opened the window and looked out, and saw him getting into a car by the side of the road, in the empty Walking away in the night on the street...

The number of times Zhan Xinchen came to see him gradually became fixed, basically every Saturday, sometimes staying here for an hour or two, sometimes spending the night with Qin Xiang, the shortest was only ten minutes.

Sometimes he would come very late, and he would sneak in during his deep sleep, sneaking into his dreams and leading him to perish. Every time Qin Xiang woke up, he felt in a trance that he was in a dream, but the traces he left were still there. Reminding him that everything about last night was true...

Qin Xiang knew that every time he came, he had to drive for about five hours, and then he would spend another five hours driving back, and the time for one trip and one night was basically gone, which made him feel a little unbearable. A little anxious, he felt that he should do something, but he didn't know which direction to take that step.

Zhou Yangyang has been watching movies and eating melons for almost a month. He thought it would be embarrassing for Zhan Xinchen, but looking at Qin Xiang's current state, this is not embarrassing for Zhan Xinchen. He is simply abusing Qin Xiang. Tianren has lost a lot of weight, which is quite unbearable to watch.

Seeing his increasingly manic face, she couldn't help asking him: "What? The aunt is here? Why are you so nervous every day?"

Qin Xiang also hated the recent state: "It's just that I suddenly don't know what to do."

"Have you softened your heart after being teased?"

"When have I ever been hard on him..."

"Tsk, if it's true that people who fall in love tend to lose themselves, I can't figure it out. This is obviously a very simple thing, why make it so complicated? Love is together, and if you don't love, you reject it. What's the matter? So sad."

Qin Xiang pouted: "How do you understand?"

"I don't understand? OK, let me ask you, do you still love him?"

Qin Xiang was stunned, do you love?How could it be possible not to love? From high school to university, he has been chasing his footsteps, and his heart hurts when he likes him; from friends to strangers, there are sorrows and sorrows, but he has never given up; from his girlfriend to his marriage , even in despair, that kind of clear and penetrating pain was brought to him by Zhan Xinchen, only he can make himself laugh and cry, how could he not love?

"Then do you think he loves you now?"

he?Qin Xiang thought of that diary, of his habitual phone calls to greet him every day, of his tired and lonely figure every time he came in through the window, of him hugging himself and saying that he missed him...

This is love, if not, then what are these?

"If you still love him, and he happens to fall in love with you, what are you still struggling with? You are almost 30 years old, and you have wasted ten years of dodging. Have you ever counted how many ten years you have?" Nian can be together? Why are you so cowardly when you face him, I don't understand what you are afraid of."

What are you afraid of?Afraid to start, afraid to change, if everything is still in the present, it is nothing more than a stranger, if he really stepped into heaven, if he fell down, he would really be smashed to pieces.

Seeing his loose expression, Zhou Yangyang gave him the final blow: "To put it bluntly, the frequency with which your family Zhan Xinchen has been running here recently, you must know that driving on this expressway is very dangerous, and he often drives late at night. If there is any accident, heh, you don't have to worry about it, you can start the second spring directly."

Qin Xiang's heart trembled, his brain was completely knocked out...

A month later, He Zimo finally gave Zhan Xinchen an explanation, and the Meng family took the initiative to ask the Zhan family to divorce.

Both Zhan Mingsheng and Zhuang Xinlei thought they heard it wrong. In front of Meng Wanying's parents repeatedly expressed apology and guilt, which basically meant that Meng Wanying's mood was not right recently and she was undergoing treatment. The repeated failure of the wedding had a shadow, so she began to repel and resist, and her mental state was out of order. Now that they are arguing about retiring the engagement, they are also having a headache, but they still respect their daughter's opinion.

Although the words are high-sounding and sincere, but in fact they are extremely guilty. They dare not tell the truth that their daughter and the eldest son of the He family got together. Now that they have children, the He family came to propose marriage in person. That's why he had to find an excuse to push Zhan Mingsheng away.well!What a sinful fate!The two were so angry that they had a headache, but there was only one daughter, and the He family was a famous family, so they really had no other choice but to change the groom.

After the Meng family left, Zhanming was so angry that he locked himself in the house for two days. Zhuang Xinlei was always by his side for fear that Zhan Xinchen would be sad.

The mother resigned.

He showed her his wounds: "These are all left when I was a criminal police officer. I was afraid that you and Dad were worried and never dared to tell you. Although I don't have to take risks on the front line now, Mom, I am really tired. The poisoning and blindness last time made me understand a lot. Instead of trying my best and fighting for the high position, I want to find someone to accompany me to spend the rest of my life with me. Mom, I’m not happy staying there.”

"Son..." Zhuang Xinlei touched his scars with trembling hands. He always showed himself an excellent and strong side. He never thought that he would put so much pain behind his back. Who wouldn't want his child to be safe and happy? Nothingness requires her son to fight with his life, so she would rather the child be simple and ordinary.

"You don't have to be sad about my marriage, Mom. In fact, I have never felt like a man and a woman towards Meng Wanying. I treat her as a friend more often than a sister. I told her that I don't want to get married, and I broke her heart many times. So mom, she fulfilled me, not let me down."

A series of blows made Zhuang Xinlei suspicious of her previous persistence. Under Zhan Xinchen's tenderness, she finally gave up and called the people from the city bureau to go through the formalities that were under pressure and complete the resignation.

The first thing Zhan Xinchen did after explaining to He Zimo was to drive to City Z. This time, he was finally able to take him to his side. Zhan Xinchen drove the car to nearly 200 yards all the way, using the fastest speed Killed to Z city.

Zhan Xinchen jumped over the window and rushed forward, hugged Qin Xiang tightly, and shared with him excitedly in his ear: "Qin Xiang, I finally broke that cage, I was released, I am free!"

He looked into his eyes and told him seriously: "Qin Xiang, I have broken up and rewritten my future. This time, I have written you into my future and engraved you into my life."

He stretched out his hand to Qin Xiang, and there was a glimmer of hope slowly in his eyes: "Will you come with me? I think we can walk the rest of the way together in the future."

Qin Xiang's eyes turned red when he saw the palm he handed over, and after a few seconds, he slowly stretched out his hand and put himself on it.Interlocking his fingers, he was pulled into his arms, and the last trace of hesitation in his heart was also thrown away.

Qin Xiang still gave up struggling, this long unrequited love finally came to an end, he waited for him!

During this period of time, he really spent a long time convincing himself that he dared not face this sudden love, but he couldn't let go of that person!Since there is such a glimmer of hope that he may be happy, let's fight for it. Who made him Zhan Xinchen?I have been thinking about the person I have wanted for ten years!

Zhan Xinchen rested his chin to see that Qin Xiang had been packing up from morning to night, he didn't let himself help, and was thinking about it alone, obviously there was nothing to take away, but he was still squatting on the ground and moaning. tidy.

After all, it is the comfortable nest where he has lived for several years, Qin Xiang is really reluctant to part with it, not to mention there are Zhou Yangyang and Fang Yi here, thinking of this, Qin Xiang wants to repent, but considering Zhan Xinchen's force is still drooping again shoulder.

No matter how time passed, it finally came to an end. Fang Yi stood at the door of the Internet cafe with red eyes and watched Qin Xiang carry luggage to the car without saying a word.

Qin Xiang came over and patted him on the shoulder to comfort him: "After I leave, you should study hard, don't waste time in Internet cafes, make more friends and go out for a walk, take good care of yourself, you know!"

Zhan Xinchen had already put the last suitcase into the trunk, seeing that he was still saying goodbye to everyone, he got into the car and sat in the cab to wait for him.

Fang Yi held back his tears and nodded, he didn't dare to be too sad, let alone try to persuade him to stay.Brother Qin has been looking forward to this day for too long, and he should be happy now that he has finally achieved the right result.

But my heart is still very uncomfortable, as if I was abandoned again, suddenly lost...

The car finally drove off...

Zhan Xinchen supported the steering wheel with one hand and held Qin Xiang's hand with the other. The setting sun in front of him was only the afterglow, but at this moment it was still the most splendid in his eyes.

Qin Xiang leaned on the co-pilot, wanted to withdraw his hand but was held tightly by him,

"Can you drive well, it's not safe."

"Ah."

"Well, you still don't let go?"

"Hold for another 10 minutes."

Qin Xiang was speechless, and looked at the flying scenery beside him with a smile.

After stepping over that mental defense, I felt my whole body relaxed. Will I be Zhan Xinchen's boyfriend in the future?Qin Xiang fiddled with the chain on his wrist and showed a long-lost smile, well, it seems not bad.

"What are you laughing at?"

"nothing?"

Zhan Xinchen glanced at his smiling side face, his heart became more and more moved, his fingers couldn't help scratching his palm.

"Tsk!" Qin Xiang scratched back: "I'll yell if you do that again."

"Shout what?"

"Calling molestation!"

Zhan Xinchen raised his eyebrows and turned the steering wheel, then switched to the next lane and drove towards the exit.

"what are you doing?"

"Go molesting."

Qin Xiang looked at him in surprise: "Are you crazy? Where are you going?"

"Anywhere."

After getting off the highway, there was an empty and deserted wilderness. Qin Xiang was stunned to see him turn around and pick up small paths: "No, are you really here?"

Zhan Xinchen stopped behind a ruined house and unbuckled his seat belt, then crushed him.

"Fuck, you are not, this is outside."

"There's no one here." Zhan Xinchen kissed him and dragged him to the back seat.

"You! Can't we go back and talk about it?" Qin Xiang wanted to cry but had no tears.

The cold wind blows across the wilderness under the night, a few dogs barking can be heard from a distant village, the air in the car is so hot that it is hard to breathe, the outside of the car window is all black, and there is no light to be seen. The whole world seems to be left with only this small square inch of land, without the coldness and silence outside, sparks are flying inside the car, and dry wood is burning like fire, making people sink...

[The author has something to say: Don't misunderstand that there is no deletion later, um]