Can you bend it?forget it

Fanwai Yuyang ([-])

The 17-year-old Yuyang's rebellious period came quietly, and his family did not notice it from the beginning to the end.

He is too precocious, and he is calmer and more sensible than his peers, so when he learns to smoke, wears earphones and pretends to be studying, he watches adult movies without changing his face, frowns and says he is uncomfortable, and when he lies at home and does not go to class, no one is there. I doubted him, no matter the teacher or the parents, they trusted him unconditionally.

There are not many high-ranking officials who have grown up in their honeypots, but with the completely crooked Pei Xin of the Pei family at the bottom, the others can still do well even if they are a little ordinary. The most outstanding one is It belongs to Zhan Xinchen and Yuyang.

Compared with Zhan Xinchen's personality who is cold and doesn't like to deal with people, Yuyang is much more mature and wise. Every time he goes out with his father, he can take care of himself. He felt very honored when he went out.

Yuyang's father, Fan Zhengkun, was a judge, and he climbed to the position of top leader in middle age, which was not easy for him from a rural background.Of course he has today's status, and his wife Han Juan has contributed a lot.

Yuyang's mother's family was in business, and she was a veritable noblewoman. Back then, she fell in love with the poor boy Fan Zhengkun. Mrs.

The powerful and wealthy Fan family was in the spotlight for a while, and Yuyang's excellent self-discipline earned the couple a lot of face.

The first time Yu Yang saw Ji Ran was raining, the nanny cleaned up the small room facing the garden at the corner of the first floor, saying that the child of the driver, Master Ji, would come to live for a while.

Yuyang's bedroom is on the second floor. Standing on the terrace, he can see the hut at an oblique corner. Half a wall of large French windows presents the entire layout of the house in front of his eyes.

In the heavy rain, Master Ji's car drove in, holding an umbrella, he picked up a tall and thin boy from the car.

The rain was so heavy that day that even the boy with an umbrella inevitably got wet.

Yu Yang stood at the corner of the terrace and lit a cigarette. He watched Ji Ran enter the living room. After a while, the light came on in the small room. He took his clothes and locked the door behind him. He took off the wet clothes and began to change.

The young man's long-growth body is between a man and a young man, with a slender figure and good proportions. Yuyang looked at the glaring white body under the lamp through the smoke, waiting for him After getting dressed, Yuyang stubbed out the cigarette and went downstairs.

Ji Ran knew from a young age that there used to be a family named Fan in the village, who had gone to the provincial capital to become a high-ranking official, and would only come back once in many years.

The reason why he knew it was because grandma often mentioned it to him in his ear, and the reason why grandma always mentioned it was because his father was driving with Fan's family, and grandma couldn't help being proud every time she said this.

Although he is just a driver, in the eyes of grandma, he is also a very special driver. He is a driver who can go in and out of the villa with the big leader.

Ji Ran once hoped that the Fan family would come back a few more times, because when they came back, his father would come back with him, so that he could see him.

Ji Ran's mother passed away early, and although his father loved him very much, he never had time to take care of him. He stayed with his grandmother in the country for two years and only came back to visit him once. Every time he would bring him many rare and expensive toys, Therefore, he is better than his peers in terms of food and clothing, including playing, and he is the envy of his friends in the village.

But he doesn't want those, he wants his father to stay for a few more days, talk to him, and talk about what a big city is like?What does the villa look like?What is there in a city without wheat fields, why does everyone want to go to...

Later, when Ji Ran reached the age of school, he finally walked out of the village and came to a small town. In the county town, the outside world is really different. High-rise cars are very convenient, but he still feels that the big ponds and wheat fields in the village more attractive to him.

His grandma passed away in the first year of high school, and he was the only one left in the family. His father told his superiors about the situation. For the sake of his fellow villager and a ten-year-old driver, Fan Zhengkun boldly agreed with him to take the child to live in Fan Zhengkun. He also helped him transfer schools, saying that he could go to school with Yuyang.

On that embarrassing rainy night, Ji Ran finally walked into the legendary villa. It was different from those big houses in the county. Everything here was more like an oil painting in a magazine. There was a lot of difference between his imagination and reality. From the moment he stepped into the living room, When I lay on a crystal clear marble floor tile, my whole body felt tense, strange and restrained.

When he came out after changing his clothes, he saw Yuyang, saw him coming down the stairs slowly towards him, and greeted himself with a light smile.

With just one glance at Ji Ran, he understood the difference between the children in the city and himself. There was a kind of maturity close to that of an adult. He was tall and straight, and even a black T-shirt was luxurious, with honey-colored skin and beautiful muscles on his arms. Ji Ran I felt that his eyes were like a pair of black holes with a huge magnetic field, and I was sucked in deeply at a glance.

From that day on, Ji Ran couldn't keep his eyes off Yuyang, he always looked at him evasively and secretly.Look at his thick black hair, protruding Adam's apple, strong arm muscles, slender fingers holding chopsticks, the black sports watch on his wrist, the slender ankle in the white sneakers, and even his belt when passing by. The radian of the hem...

These little details flowed into his heart continuously, filling the gully of his desire to pry.

Soon he found that his window was facing the terrace of Yuyang. That morning he opened the curtains, looked up inadvertently, and saw Yuyang coming out of the bedroom with half-naked upper body.

This was the first time he saw Yuyang's body, it looked better than when he was wearing clothes, and it made his heart beat faster and his blood spurt instantly.

Yu Yang obviously just woke up, his black hair was a bit disheveled, and his pajama pants were hanging loosely on his crotch. Ji Ran saw that he took out a cigarette and lit it and leaned against the railing. Their eyes suddenly met.

Seeing that Ji Ran found out that he was smoking, Yu Yang was stunned for a moment, and then he didn't hide it, just looked down and watched him finish half a cigarette.

Ji Ran blushed a little from his stare, and hurriedly drew the curtains to block that line of sight.

After getting off the bus at the school gate that day, Yuyang suddenly stopped him: "Don't tell others about smoking!"

"okay."

It was only later that Ji Ran discovered that Yuyang was very calm and sensible in front of his family, and he couldn't find any bad faults, he was a very outstanding child.But Ji Ran knew that he was hiding many little secrets.

That night before going to bed, Ji Ran went to the kitchen to pour water. The nanny saw him come out and handed him a glass of milk: "Help me bring a glass of milk to Yuyang. He should be reciting English at this time. Remember to knock on the door before you go in." , I really can’t leave right now.”

"Yeah." Ji Ran has never been to the second floor. When he came here, his father had already explained that this is someone else's house. In the future, he should talk less and work more and not come out and walk around casually, so his room for activities has always been his own room.

Before entering, Ji Ran was sure that he had already knocked on the door, but when he pushed the door and entered, Yuyang still seemed to have not heard it.

"I, I, Aunt Wang asked me to bring the milk for you. I knocked on the door." Ji Ran blushed.

Yuyang took off the earphones with a calm expression, closed the notebook and covered the unsuitable pictures in it, came over to take the milk and thanked him.

Ji Ran turned around in embarrassment and left, but was stopped by Yu Yang: "Don't say what you see."

"okay."

When Ji Ran went downstairs, his back was covered with sweat. If I read it correctly, there are two men in the video?

That night, Yuyang suddenly appeared in his dream, doing the same thing to him as in the picture, after waking up, Ji Ran finally understood why he couldn't help but peep at him all the time...

From simple voyeurism to secret love only overnight, from that day on Ji Ran looked at Yu Yang with something more in his eyes, his eyes chased more passionately, and he began to love unrequitedly bitterly and slightly sweetly.

He began to write down Yuyang's every move in his diary, tossed and turned thinking of that figure late at night, began to listen to sad songs, and scribbled thoughts on his textbooks that others could not understand...

When Yuyang was about to take the college entrance examination, Ji Ran was so agitated that he couldn't control it. He knew that he was going to leave, and he would leave this house after he was admitted to university. It was very difficult to see him again.

And since he was one class lower than him, even if he could go to the same university, he would still not be able to see him for at least a year, as soon as he thought of not being able to see him every day in the future, Ji Ran's heart would be so painful that it would split open.

He wanted to do something, even thought about confessing his love, but he didn't have to think about the consequences, Yuyang never cared about himself...

Yuyang thinks this newcomer is very interesting, he always likes to hide in a corner and peek at him, if he doesn’t look up to pick up the food when eating, he can watch him eat the last grain of rice without missing a glance; as long as he is upstairs Whether it was in the garden or the living room, Yuyang always caught his dodging eyes. Yuyang thought he wanted to talk to him, but when he took the initiative to go over, he lowered his head and refused to respond.

What a weird and awkward kid.

He caught him smoking and watching movies. Yuyang was worried that his mouth was not strict enough. After observing for a period of time, he found that he did not have the habit of chewing his tongue. Besides, he also discovered an interesting thing recently. matter.

Every night before the college entrance examination, Yuyang had to study the questions until midnight. He was used to smoking a cigarette before going to bed. Later, he found that every night after 11 o'clock, Ji Ran would go to take a bath, but this child didn't know if he didn't have the habit of pulling the curtains. Every time after taking a shower, I wiped my body by the window and changed into pajamas, and I didn't even know it was gone long ago.

Yuyang, addicted to cigarettes, was biting a cigarette on the terrace and squinting his eyes. The man downstairs came out wearing a bath towel again. After drying his hair by the window, he began to wipe the water droplets on his body, from neck to chest, and finally He will untie the bath towel and wipe the water marks on his legs carefully. His legs are beautiful, long, thin and well-proportioned. When he lifts them up, he can see a small red mole the size of a red bean on the inner thigh.

When his back is turned to him, Yuyang's eyes often involuntarily become dark. From the perspective of his liking for men, Ji Ran has a pretty good body.

Fortunately, this angle can only be seen from this balcony, otherwise this person would have been seen by many people.

The college entrance examination went well, Yuyang was admitted to the university he dreamed of, and the last summer vacation was the most relaxing one he had.

On the day when the admission letter was received, my father happily invited many friends over for dinner. Yuyang drank a few drinks with him, and the group left after drinking very late.

Ji Ran came out to clean up the mess with the nanny. Seeing Yuyang sitting on the sofa drinking tea and sobering up with reddish cheeks, Ji Ran bravely walked over.

"congratulations!"

It was the first time Yuyang saw him talking to him actively, and he raised his lips and smiled: "Thank you."

"I, I have prepared a gift for you. It's in my room. I'll get it for you."

"Oh?" Yuyang was very surprised, stood up and followed: "I'll go and have a look."

The first time Yuyang entered Ji Ran's room, it was the same as what he often saw upstairs, except that there was a faint scent of lemongrass.

Ji Ran took out a gift box from the drawer and handed it to him: "I made it myself, don't hold it against me."

Seeing his nervousness, Yu Yang thought about it and didn't open it face to face: "Thank you."

Ji Ran plucked up the courage to open his mouth several times without saying a word of confession, but finally saw that he was discouraged when he reached the door, and decided to give up. He couldn't say anything, and he didn't dare to say it.

Yu Yang walked to the door and suddenly turned back, watching him pointing to the curtains: "Remember to draw the curtains before taking a shower."

"what?"

"Curtains, if you don't draw the curtains after you take a shower, people outside will see."

Ji Ran suddenly blushed, held back for a long time and suddenly asked: "Then, did you see it?"

Yuyang was taken aback, then narrowed his eyes narrowly: "What do you think?"

He pointed to the direction of his balcony: "It's just facing."

"Oh."

"Remember to pull it up next time, I'm leaving, go to bed early."

Yuyang turned around with a smile at him, and had just walked two steps away when a nervous trembling voice suddenly came from behind.

"I did it on purpose."

"?" Yuyang turned around in surprise.

Ji Ran's chest heaved slightly, watching him speak again: "I did it on purpose."

"What do you mean?"

Ji Ran pointed to the terrace: "You stand there smoking without turning on the light at 11 o'clock every night, I can see the red light of the cigarette butt."

Yuyang watched him silent for a while, then suddenly took two steps towards him and forced him back on the desk.

"You—seduce me?"

Ji Ran held back his fear and nodded with a stiff face: "Yeah."

The alcohol in his body was ignited, and Yuyang looked at the person in front of him who was clearly terrified of dying but still insisted on facing him, a strange feeling suddenly arose in his heart, he stretched out his hand and touched his lips in a mysterious way, this person, Are you tempting yourself every day?

Ji Ran opened his eyes wide and didn't dare to move. He watched Yuyang lower his head and bring his face closer and closer to him. He didn't dare to hold his breath until he almost suffocated. At the last moment when he was about to kiss, he slammed it shut. In his eyes, he could smell Yuyang's pleasant smell, as well as the temperature of his breath.

But the long-awaited kiss did not fall, the faint smell of alcohol left him, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Yuyang's complicated eyes.

In the end, he left without saying anything. The moment the door closed, Ji Ran burst into tears. From a trickle to a torrential rain, he squatted on the ground crying until his whole back was twitching...

In the darkness, Yuyang lit a cigarette and looked down at the huddled and crying figure in the window downstairs for a long time...

Until the fish belly turns white and the sky is clear...