Can you bend it?forget it

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Zhan Xinchen episode ([-])

After returning to the campus after the winter vacation, Qin Xiang suddenly stopped. He didn't come to harass him after class, he didn't pass notes in class, and the daily SMS bombardment was gone. He didn't approach or tease him, and he didn't even give him a look.

What's the meaning?Because of last time?Scared him?

Zhan Xinchen, who had been cold for a few days, felt a little irritable, he was used to being alone around you all the time, but suddenly one day he stopped coming, and his whole body was always empty, feeling like something was missing.

In the afternoon, I received a call from coach Qin Xiang asking him to help with a practice match. I was not interested at first, but later Zhan Xinchen thought about it and agreed. He deliberately pretended not to care and told Qin Xiang. Face really wants to slap the ball in his face, the idiot!

On Saturday, Zhan Xinchen went to the boxing gym as scheduled. After looking around, he found that the idiot didn't come. He was a little disappointed, but he cheered up and went to practice with the person arranged by Coach Li.

It wasn't until the end that he saw Qin Xiang's head drooping, and Zhan Xinchen unconsciously had a smile on his lips, "Well, I still know it."

He lifted his spirits and punched the opponent to the ground to end the match. The depression in his heart was inexplicably removed. He raised his chin and hooked Qin Xiang who was standing stupidly under the stage: "Come up for a fight?"

Hitting Zhan Xinchen felt that something was wrong, Qin Xiang actually looked at him running away while punching today, what was this kid thinking?Not at all!

Zhan Xinchen kicked Qin Xiang to the ground forcefully, and pinned him down before he got up.

"Don't fight, you don't care about it at all."

Qin Xiang was lying on the ground panting, Zhan Xinchen let go of him and was about to get up when Qin Xiang grabbed his collar and pulled him back.

"what are you doing."

Qin Xiang lay on the ground and looked at him with exceptionally clear and bright eyes, as if he had suddenly gritted his teeth to decide something, with a rare serious expression: "Zhan Xinchen..."

"Ok?"

"I like you, shall we be together?"

"..."

How about being together?His words were like a thunderbolt that left him blank, Zhan Xinchen stopped talking.

There was no play or joke in those eyes. It was the first time I looked at myself seriously and said I liked it, so serious that I panicked.

Something was ready to break through the ground, Zhan Xinchen restrained his panic and instinctively refused.

The light in Qin Xiang's eyes dimmed, and he asked why?

Why?Of course not together!This has nothing to do with whether you like it or not. Even if you like it, can two men be together?Zhan Xinchen has never had such a shocking idea, he has always been rational, self-disciplined, and never did anything wrong.

Zhan Xinchen stood up and left. Qin Xiang's confession woke him up. He seemed to be leading him for a long time and felt almost lost. Fortunately, this messy relationship is finally over now.

That's good, at least I don't have to be upset all the time.The faint ambiguity messed up his heartstrings, so it's good to end it like this, and he can regain his former peace.

Zhan Xinchen went upstairs after going home after dinner, and was stopped by Zhan Mingsheng: "Your Uncle Wang's son is going to the fighting arena tomorrow, and you also go to accompany Xuexue, so go there after school."

"I will never go to that place again."

"What? Haven't you been running a lot lately?"

"It's too affecting my study, so I still won't go."

"You brat, I just made an appointment with you Uncle Wang and the others to watch a fight between you kids, why do you..."

"Dad, I'll go upstairs and do my homework first."

Zhan Xinchen fled upstairs, he didn't like to fight and kill, and he practiced for a few more days to deal with that ruffian, now he doesn't need it, he can have more time to memorize words.

The early morning mist shrouded the cold street, Zhan Xinchen stopped slowly with his schoolbag hanging on one shoulder, the figure crouched by the side of the road with his head bowed and his face flushed red from the cold, he breathed a sigh of relief when he saw himself The nose asked pitifully: Do you hate me?

this person--

Zhan Xinchen's heart that had just regained his calm suddenly became chaotic again. He never felt that he was a soft-hearted person, but this person in front of him was too good at pretending to be pitiful. He could get up at four o'clock and squat at the door to wait for him. Looking at myself with wet eyes like that, he asked aggrievedly if you don't want to talk to me anymore?

He would softly and pitifully beg himself to just be friends, Zhan Xinchen's heart was sore and painful by him like this, and his psychological construction collapsed after a night of work, so let's be friends, as long as they don't Just get close, Zhan Xinchen wants to be friends with him.

What are so-called friends?

Playing around after class, passing notes in class, eating bowls of noodles together after school, and sweating in the boxing ring on weekends, Zhan Xinchen fell in love with the feeling of having friends for the first time, the friendship that belonged exclusively to Qin Xiang.

It's a pity that the happy time is always short. After entering the second year of high school, they were divided into arts and science classes again. He and Qin Xiang were assigned to different classes. No one would wink at him after class, and no one would cling to his side after class and act like a god. Zhan Xinchen got used to it for a few days before deliberately ignoring the discomfort.

During class break, Zhan Xinchen squinted for a while, then opened his eyes and saw Qin Xiang coming to his class window at some point, looking inside, Zhan Xinchen's heart skipped a beat, he lowered his head and pretended not to see him. Swing outside for a long time.

At noon, he went to the bathroom to wash his hands and just walked to the door, when the door was blocked by a sudden Qin sound. When Zhan Xinchen turned left, he also turned left, and when he turned right, he also turned right, pushing Zhan Xinchen to the door like a rascal. Retreat.

Zhan Xinchen suppressed a smile and pretended to be indifferent: "What are you doing?"

"Are you trying to dump me?"

Zhan Xinchen rolled his eyes: "What kind of words are you using indiscriminately!"

"Did you stop getting along with me after the shift?"

Zhan Xinchen gritted his teeth and wanted to shut his broken mouth, Qin Xiang asked angrily: "It's bad enough not to see you in class, why don't you play with me after class?"

"Just 10 minutes after class, what to play."

"I went to look for you, but you pretended to ignore me and didn't come out to look for me!"

"Is there? I didn't see it."

"Fart, I obviously saw you lowering your head and snickering. You can't see me jumping so high outside?"

"Invisible."

Seeing that he was going to play a scoundrel on him again, Zhan Xinchen had no choice but to bow his head: "Okay, I'll go out next time."

"It's almost there."

The weekend night was an extremely boring family dinner, Zhan Xinchen's father's friend Uncle Meng's family had dinner with them.

During the dinner, he met the little girl Meng Wanying who often came to play at home when she was a child. She was the same age as him and had to transfer to another school because of her father's job transfer.

Zhan Xinchen remembered that the last time he saw her was when she was 11 years old, and now she is much stranger, looking at her with shy eyes, asking herself what the new school is like in a soft voice.

Zhan Xinchen seldom goes out with his parents to socialize, he is quite annoyed by this, his father is in a high position and there are too many people coming and going around him, Zhan Xinchen has seen too many false favors for a long time, and instinctively rejects his father's circle .

Although he has heard and seen that he likes the profession of the police, but if it is the bossy official position of his father, it is fine. Compared with that, he prefers to charge in the front line, and he hates that kind of hypocrisy.

The mother seemed to like Meng Wanying very much, and even took the job of sending her to and from school for him on her own initiative.

Zhan Xinchen was very annoyed, and couldn't shirk it. Finally, after fighting for a long time, his mother let go and only had to send it for a month.

Zhan Xinchen thought it was just a trivial matter, but he didn't expect Qin Xiang to make a big deal out of it.

He first forced the teacher to transfer him to Class A, then drove away his classmate to occupy the seat next to him, and finally punctured his own tire to prevent him from carrying Meng Wanying. Zhan Xinchen was a little angry, his behavior was no longer childish, It's simply making trouble for no reason!

Zhan Xinchen warned Qin Xiang not to play tricks again, but he was so angry that he spread his anger on Meng Wan.

Ying body!

Zhan Xinchen was almost pissed off by him, his world was too simple, how could he know the complexity of the outside world.Meng Wanying's father's official position is higher than Zhan Mingsheng's, and he was doted on by the family. Isn't Qin Xiang bullying Meng Wanying just looking for trouble?

In case Meng Wanying went back and told her family, it would be easy for Qin Xiang to be expelled from school due to his black history, but not only did he do it, but he was so courageous that he asked boys to surround Meng Wanying!

Zhan Xinchen was so angry that he pulled him out of the classroom to warn him, but he didn't expect to touch his back scales.

"I just don't like her, what's wrong? Not only will I bully her today, I will bully her every day in the future, until she is so scared that she transfers to another school! Let her never be able to dawdle in front of your eyes again!"

Zhan Xinchen was so angry and anxious that he had no choice but to tell the truth, Meng Wanying really couldn't be messed with, otherwise he wouldn't even be able to protect him!

Qin Xiang was stunned: "You, do you want to protect me? Not to protect her, but to fear that she will hurt me?"

"..."

That warm body suddenly rushed over and hugged him, his voice was moved and wronged: "You like me, don't you?"

That kind of cautiousness made Zhan Xinchen soften his heart again, but he still gritted his teeth and emphasized that we are just friends...

From that day on, Qin Xiang stopped making noises, and directly ignored Meng Wanying's existence, and started to sit at the same table with him lovingly.

This feeling is very strange. In the past, he played tricks from a distance, but now he sits beside him and blatantly teases him. As long as he turns his head slightly in class, he can see his peaceful sleeping face lying on the table. Touching each other's skin, Qin Xiang's fluffy hair would often rub against his arm, very intimate and at ease.

Zhuang Xinlei yelled in the kitchen early in the first day of the Lunar New Year: "Old Zhan, my dumplings are gone, is there a thief in the house!"

"Calm down for a while, thieves are here to steal your dumplings? Which thieves are so greedy?"

"It's not that the thief stole it, where can I go, hey, help me recall the memory, I was making dumplings yesterday."

"Where would I know, you are so stupid, you can't even remember that you didn't make dumplings yourself!"

Zhuang Xinlei went back to the kitchen in a daze, and got busy with three meals a day again. When the meal was ready at noon to wake her son up, she realized that her son was gone...

Zhan Xinchen was standing at the door of Qin Xiang's house with a big bag of dumplings, frowning on the phone. He had already made several calls, and he was not at home if he didn't pick up.

Zhan Xinchen had no choice but to stand at the door and wait, but he didn't expect to wait until night, the dumplings in his hands had melted early, and it was not until dark that Qin Xiang came back with injuries all over his body.

This Qin Xiang, whose body was full of bloody smell, made him feel strange, and that scarred body made him angry and distressed.Being friends with Qin Xiang for so long, Zhan Xinchen realized for the first time that the world of the two of them is so far away.

"Do you have to live like this?"

Qin Xiang seemed to be in a bad mood, and he didn't have the patience to deal with the fact that he would quit in a few years, which made Zhan Xinchen feel annoyed, how many years?Just because of this injury, he won't be able to survive this year!

Zhan Xinchen left in anger, he was disappointed with Qin Xiang's life attitude, he couldn't tell which was the real Qin Xiang, who was clingy and childish by his side, and Qin Xiang, who was stained with killing blood outside of.

If he really likes that kind of dark place so much, what's the point of pestering him?

Zhan Xinchen had a one-sided cold war with Qin Xiang, and didn't bother to talk to him until he entered the third year of high school.

The pace of study became more tense, but Qin Xiang's number of absenteeism increased, and sometimes he could smell blood on his body even when he came. Zhan Xinchen was extremely disappointed, he really didn't take his words seriously, He will do it even if he is not happy. It turns out that this is his weight in his heart!

During the Mid-Autumn Festival holiday, Zhan Xinchen didn't go to see Qin Xiang, but spent a day playing outside with his father and Meng Wanying's family.

In the meantime, he checked his phone countless times, but there was no movement from Qin Xiang's side, and the phone was quiet all day long.

Went home to take a shower tonight,

As soon as he was lying on the bed, the phone rang.Zhan Xinchen stared at the name on the screen for a long time in silence, then slowly picked up the phone.

The voice on the other side of the microphone was trembling: "Zhan Xinchen, come on, come to the night and save me!"

Before Zhan Xinchen could react, he hung up the phone. He was so scared that he jumped out of bed, put on his clothes, and ran out. After getting in the car, he realized that he didn't change his shoes, and ran out wearing slippers...

He took the drugged Qin Xiang home to take care of him all night, seeing the wounds and ambiguous traces all over his body, Zhan Xinchen fell silent.

If seeing sadness and pain can be interpreted as friendship, then what can be interpreted as seeing ambiguous traces of being jealous and wanting to kill?

Zhan Xinchen ran away, escaped from Qin Xiang's side, escaped from his own heart, and didn't show up for several days, and didn't even make a phone call.

He felt that he needed to calm down, that he should think about some things carefully, and that some people couldn't indulge himself any longer...