Human Transgender Year 71 [Interstellar]

The next few memories made Gu Changan even more confused.

Gu Chang'an saw that some little alphas in the orphanage were affected when they differentiated into omega, turned into wolves and went berserk, they attacked themselves trying to mark them, and bit each other mercilessly.Fortunately, I knocked out these little alphas in time, and didn't cause them to suffer more serious injuries.

There is also the first independent command battle after entering the Vanguard Battalion. The tactical layout and command process at that time, from Gu Changan's current perspective, can find several areas worthy of improvement.However, the flaws did not conceal the advantages, Gu Changan looked at himself calmly and calmly on the battlefield, and was quite satisfied in his heart.

Gu Changan also saw Xie Liaosha walking up the camp wall to talk to him.So that time, was Liao Sha's performance so clumsy and shy?At that time, I didn't notice it.

The Zerg provocation, Mr. Octopus, the death planet...the last memory is the Christmas Eve they spent on the Conqueror.

These memories are in chronological order, but they are very scattered. They dug out all the things that Gu Changan remembered and did not remember. It was like making a summary of his life.

Gu Changan couldn't help suspecting that this was not a dream.

Where are you, and why do you keep recalling the past?

Just as he was thinking about it, Gu Changan's eyes dimmed, and he saw Sister Eve and himself jumping rope on the rooftop again.

replay?

This word that suddenly came to mind made Gu Changan want to laugh.

The picture in front of me froze for a moment, and then changed to the next memory in the same order.

Gu Changan was sure that he was not in a dream.

And this "replay", the injured Di Qiye, the peppermint fragrance that diffused with the blood, the sad expression and tears of Mother Eve... All of these are too real, no matter the details or the all-round perception. Blurring of dreams or memories.

This almost made Gu Changan suspect that he had gone back to the past.

But the memory is still "replaying" section by section in sequence. Gu Changan carefully observed that whenever he didn't have any emotional fluctuations in the memory, or accidentally lost his mind, the picture in front of him would stagnate, and then quickly change to the next section.

It's as if someone is repeatedly testing their emotional change points.

The long-term professional training made Gu Chang'an more vigilant, and he couldn't help but suspect that he had been injected with drugs for extorting confessions or instigating rebellion.

But after this round of "replay", Gu Changan lost consciousness again.

He opened his eyes again, and in front of him was the sky that was far and near. He laughed happily and hugged Mammy Eve's neck tightly.

Sister Eve played rope skipping with him, he was very happy.

"It's brother," Sister Eve said to him.

He saw Di Qiye hiding on the rooftop reading a book.

He longed for the gentle and smiling Sister Eve, "Look for brother to play with!"

……

On the Conqueror, Gu Changan, who was buried to his knees by silver sand, suddenly changed into the appearance of a seven-year-old child. He was wearing the standard spring shirt of the orphanage, a white shirt with Chinese and English words "Stardust Orphanage" embroidered on it, and a suit with suspenders. Shorts, knee-high socks, and indoor slippers.

Seven-year-old Gu Changan is much shorter than the adult version

, The whole one was buried in the silver sand, but the long spikes that pierced the heart did not shift. Feeling Gu Changan's happy mood, the silver sand that had infiltrated into the main control room gathered towards Gu Changan faster.

Gu Changan subconsciously sensed that something was wrong, so he couldn't help struggling. The silver vines around him kept tightening. Gu Changan in the vines changed from a seven-year-old to an eight-year-old, and then continued to age, looking like a military student, and a soldier of the vanguard camp... …

In the end, he returned to the appearance of the colonel on the Conqueror a few days ago.

Yinsha surged around him excitedly, and after a while, Gu Changan, who was covered in vines, turned into a look he had never seen before.

He was wearing the military uniform of a major in the Pioneer Battalion, which was the one that Gu Changan recalled just now when he was in the first independent command battle.

But the military uniform at this time was dilapidated, and Gu Changan was covered in wounds, his arm was hanging by his side at an unnatural angle, and the cut on his right leg showed deep bones.His lips were dry, as if he hadn't had a drop of water in days.

But Gu Changan in the illusion opened his eyes, and the overwhelming self-blame almost overwhelmed him-this was his first independent command battle, he failed and was captured, and his subordinates suffered heavy casualties, none of them survived.

He was tied up in the enemy barracks, and those enemy soldiers seemed to have discovered the fact that they were very shocked, and shouted around him, "He is not a man!" "He is a wolf!" "Burn him!" "Kill him!"

Gu Chang'an felt something was wrong, he was obviously an omega who couldn't change the form of a giant wolf on his own, how could he be easily seen as a wolf?And abo humans aren't humans...?

But as soon as this thought came up, it was suppressed by the tragic scene in front of him—his subordinates were dragged out and beheaded one by one in front of him.

The pain of self-reproach overwhelmed him again, and the pain of the wound, the whipping and the scattered stones could not dispel this pain.

He failed to protect his men, he failed.

He failed to protect humans.

The meaning of his existence was denied.

In the main control room, Yinsha surged with excitement, and the silver vines entangled Gu Changan tightly.

In a trance, he was rescued from the enemy camp.

It was a tree man who saved him.

Gu Changan really didn't know how to classify the creature in front of him. It looked like a human being, but what filled the shape was countless slender light brown wooden vines.

These wooden vines even perfectly imitated the curvature of the bridge of the nose, the structure of the eyes and the flexible hands and feet.

But the more it imitates the appearance and structure of human beings, the more fear and disgust it will make people feel from the bottom of their hearts.

The wooden vines that are constantly moving all over its body and the pair of wooden "eyes" clearly show its inhuman fact.

Gu Changan thanked it and asked where he was.

It doesn't speak and doesn't seem to know.

It just supported Gu Changan to move forward, not knowing where it wanted to take Gu Changan.Gu Changan couldn't act on his own, so he didn't even ask.

They went into the deep forest, and considering that this seemed to be the location of the enemy army, the choice of staying away from human habitation was not difficult to understand.

The tree man took care of Gu Chang'an, brought Gu Chang'an water to drink, and fed Gu Chang'an with prey that he did not know where.

Even, as it spent more time with Gu Changan, it became more and more like a human being, it even

It even camouflaged itself with skin, and its "eyes" became agile, as if it really used "eyes" to see things.

After a few days, it appears to be completely human.

Even though he can't speak yet, he is already a shy boy who always purses his lips and smiles.

Gu Changan did not show any surprise.

When the enemy was chasing, it stood in front of Gu Changan and was injured for Gu Changan. Its hand was blown off by the weapon.

Subconsciously, Gu Changan always felt that something was wrong, but he had to be moved.

It threw itself into Gu Changan's arms like a baby, and showed Gu Changan its severed limb. The slender wooden vines at the fractured part slowly grew and connected, gradually returning to the shape of an arm.

It blinked, and the eyes were even covered with a layer of mist. It opened its mouth "ahhh" for a while, then found the right tone, and said "pain" to Gu Changan.

Gu Changan hesitated for a moment, like a comrade in the vanguard battalion expressing his affirmation before taking action, patted it on the shoulder, and sincerely apologized, "I'm sorry. I'm sorry to trouble you."

It pursed its lips and laughed, just Gu Changan's performance made it very shy and satisfied.

Gu Changan thought distractedly, Liao... Liao what... Liao Sha?

Who is Liao Sha?

It suddenly raised its head, wanting to kiss Gu Changan's lips.

In order to avoid it, Gu Chang'an fell to the ground and cried when he saw it.

Gu Changan looked at it and couldn't help asking curiously, "Where does this water come from? Do you need to drink water?"

It looked at Gu Changan in disbelief, looked very hurt, and ran away.

Gu Changan breathed a sigh of relief.

No matter how much it pretends to look like a human being, it is still a wooden vine. It is really strange that a human-shaped wooden vine always seems to like him.

Gu Chang'an walked under a big tree, thinking about what to do next, but the more he thought about it, the more strange he felt.

Battlefield coordinates?have no idea.Warring opponent?have no idea.Why is there such a vast deep forest here?have no idea.

Where exactly is this place?

do not know.

Gu Chang'an tried his best to calm himself down and forced himself into a state of rest, so as to store his energy for the next search for a place to stay at night.

It came back quietly.

It looked at the sleeping Gu Changan, knelt down beside Gu Changan, and stretched out its hand.

Gu Chang'an suddenly opened his eyes, and firmly grabbed its hand, "What are you doing?"

It cried again, and it said "I love you" sobbing.

Love?

Gu Changan found it incredible.

Gu Changan said doubtfully, "Love is the emotion that human beings have for each other. Under the earth's environment, the animals and plants on the earth follow a similar life mechanism, absorbing nutrients - growing and multiplying - aging and dying. In this case, how many animals on the earth Have common emotions with human beings, human beings fall in love with animals, except for a few abnormal copulation habits, it is only a non-similar emotion for animals such as cats and dogs. There are more differences between earth plants and human life, and plants have no Emotionally, human beings’ love for plants on the earth, apart from the legends about fantasy plants turning into human beings, is even more different from human beings’ love for each other.”

"So, how can you love me

? ”

"You are not human, your life has no similarities with mine, you can imitate eyes, but you can't really see, so your world is fundamentally different from mine, even if we perceive Seeing the same thing, can't produce the same feeling. The difference between me and you is determined by the physiological structure and life pattern, which cannot be changed. You can't really know me, really understand me, and I can't really know you. I really understand you. What do you mean by love?"

It raised its head expressionlessly, and asked back, "Because I'm not human, so you won't love me?"

It laughed loudly, the wooden vine broke through the human body and grew wildly, lowered its head and whispered strangely to Gu Changan, "Then who will love you?"

Gu Changan looked at it vigilantly and did not speak again.

In the next second, Gu Changan lost consciousness.

Gu Changan opened his eyes, and in front of him was the wolf-like Xie Liaosha.

The white fur of the wolf was dull and dirty, stained red with blood, and Seryozha bared his wolf teeth and roared, "What the hell are you!"

Gu Changan was taken aback.

He caressed his heart in a daze.

In the main control room, Yinsha, which had been sluggish for a long time, surged up like never before.