The abstinence veteran always wants to spoil me

Feng Chuanhe seldom has such emotions, probably because he has always been used to indulgence, and he is used to the way others look at him, but he is not used to seeing other people's expressions by himself, and he rarely cares about other people's feelings , even though sometimes he talks and smiles when talking to people, and seems to be easy to get along with, but it's all superficial.

In fact, he is extremely proud in his heart. Sometimes he talks and laughs with people on the surface not because of his gentlemanly demeanor, but because he is in a good mood, or he chats with people when he has nothing to do, but he is not involved.

No matter what his attitude is on the surface, in his heart he will draw a clear line between himself and others.Probably because he grew up under the attention of others, and he is used to others looking at him and following him, so he has long been used to it. Fucked, overly self-centered, sometimes like an idiot.

"No wonder Yu Miao called me stupid/forceful..." Feng Chuanhe thought a little lonely, his eyes were still red, and after taking a few deep breaths, his voice was still a little hoarse, "If you can still stand here properly now , be alone... not injured, still alive and kicking like before, and call me stupid/pussy, I admit it, but why..."

Why did you get hurt again...

When this idea came to his head, Feng Chuanhe couldn't help laughing again, but his red eyes looked like he was about to cry again, and he laughed like a sad self-mockery, moving his pale lips and whispering: "I'm thinking What... didn't it all become like this because of me, if it wasn't because of me..."

The night outside the window is very dark, and the evening wind is very cold.

Feng Chuanhe sat outside and waited in despair alone. The young female nurse passing by saw such a handsome guy waiting outside the emergency room with red eyes, his face was pale and haggard, so she couldn't help but remind him: " Sir, sir?"

She called Feng Chuanhe several times in a row but did not respond, as if she could not hear the sound from the outside world, she was still staring at the emergency room in a daze. Can you hear me?"

Feng Chuanhe was blocked by her, so he could barely raise his eyelids to look at her. His eyes were confused and a little distracted, but he could still see the nurse in front of him clearly. He moved his mouth and asked in a very hoarse voice, "Is he still there?" How long... how long will it be good? Can you... come out from inside?"

The nurse thought to herself that the devil knew about these things, that she was being rescued, and that life and death were uncertain, but she was not stupid, knowing that such words would break a person's spirit, so she could only comfort her: "It may take time, rescue The room is full of famous and capable doctors from us, you can... rest assured and try to change your emotions, all you can do at this time is wait."

She kindly wanted to comfort Feng Chuanhe, but unfortunately Feng Chuanhe was unmoved, what she said was like nonsense, and the nurse knew that it would be useless to say more, so she didn't say any more, just pointed to the next room: "Over there It’s the rest room, I think you’re in a bad state of mind, it’s better to go over there and pay attention, after all, the wait is long, and we might not know the time, so it’s better if you go there and take a rest.”

In addition to the nature of her work, she couldn't bear to see such a handsome guy because of the nature of her job, so she just sat here with red eyes and waited, it's so pitiful, as a nurse who controls his face After thinking about it for a few seconds, I continued to say: "Although I know you are worried about

There is no way for people who can really calm down and have a good rest, but the body is the capital of the revolution, what if you ruin your body..."

Before she finished her eloquent words, Feng Chuanhe couldn't listen anymore, he held his head slightly with his hands, scratched his hair frantically, and moved his mouth mechanically: "I'm fine... There is something wrong, inside... There is a lot of blood on his body... There are also wounds... It must be very painful, and he is so afraid of pain, he must have cried for a long time..."

"It's all my fault... Blame me, if it wasn't for me... Maybe he wouldn't have been hurt so much, maybe he would have had a better life..."

Nurse:"……"

She just watched this handsome guy holding his head and talking to himself, and he didn't need other people's response, but she didn't know what to say for a while when she wanted to comfort her. After all, it was someone else's private matter. Say something: "He will be fine, don't think too much, if you have anything to say, just talk to him by his side when he wakes up. Some things are not without redemption."

She didn't know if this handsome guy had listened to what she said, but he was holding his head and talking to himself, but now he suddenly fell silent, and the nurse still has work and can't stay here to chat with him , and after a few words of comfort, he put a bottle of mineral water beside his chair and left.

Not long after the nurse left, Feng Chuanhe's cell phone rang. It had rang many times along the way, but Feng Chuanhe's thoughts were all on Yu Miao. When he thought of the bloody and bruised And he was scared when he was dying...

He was afraid that the thin and weak person would leave his side unknowingly, and would never come back...

just like before...

……and many more.

Before... when was it before?Has there ever been such a thing?

Feng Chuanhe didn't know why the thought of "just like before" suddenly popped into his head, but before he could think about it, the phone rang again crazily, it was his grandma calling.

In order not to worry the old man, Feng Chuanhe worked hard to sort out his emotions, and then answered the phone with a hoarse voice: "...Hello."

"Xiaohe?" The old lady felt something was wrong when she heard it, "What's the matter? What happened? After you hung up on my phone from the company, you never answered it again. I have called you several times You don’t answer the phone, tell grandma if something happened, and Miss Shui Shui? Where is she? Did you find her? Is she okay? Why don’t you talk? "

The old lady was clearly in a hurry, as soon as the phone was connected, she couldn't help asking incessantly, but she didn't wait for Feng Chuanhe's response, which made her almost think that he had hung up the phone.

"Why is it so quiet over there?" The old lady became even more uneasy, "I just chatted with your mother today, and she is not here, and I am worried about your life here. I haven't seen you for a long time. She is worried, and wants to come to see you, or let you go back, don't let anything happen to you, talk quickly, and answer grandma's questions."

"I..." Feng Chuanhe opened his mouth, but found that his voice was still hoarse, and wiped his face with his hand, he didn't want her to worry too much, "I'm fine, don't worry, I just..."

He was on and off, and he didn't know what to say. He could see that his grandma really liked Yu Miao, so he didn't want to hurt him and hospitalize him.

However, the old lady still asked very sensitively: "Where are you now? Did something happen to Miss Shuishui? Are you in the hospital now?!"

Feng Chuanhe wanted to say no, but after being silent for a long time, his throat felt a little uncomfortable, so he didn't answer, which was already acquiesced by the old lady, and immediately asked which hospital he was in, wishing to rush over to have a look, but still was rejected by Feng Chuanhe. Chuanhe stopped him, saying that it was useless for her to come, as he was fine here alone, and she was not feeling well, and it was not suitable for her to stay up late.

After hanging up the phone, the corridor became quiet for an instant, and the needle drop could be heard, so quiet that Fengchuanhe seemed to be able to hear his restless heartbeat, until a gust of wind blew outside to cover it up.

Yu Miao didn't wake up all night, and Fengchuanhe didn't sleep well either.According to what the doctor said, Yu Miao's body was already in a sensitive and weak period, and it was undoubtedly worse to encounter such a thing, and when he was injured last night, his eardrum was bleeding and his head was also injured. Regarding this point, the doctor especially Emphasize that this is not the first time he has hurt his head.

The doctor said seriously: "More than once, not twice. We don't know the exact number of times, but each time is a huge injury. You must know that the head, as an important part of a person, has been severely traumatized many times. It is impossible to leave sequelae, and because of this, his memory is incomplete, and he may even lose some memories that were once very important, and the memory fragments are chaotic. If he doesn't handle it well this time... he may have mental problems. "

Feng Chuanhe seemed to be having tinnitus. It took him a long time to digest his words, and then he asked hoarsely: "...then how can he be fine? Or...is there a way...to make him recover the lost memory Get it back? What can I do to make him feel better..."

"Not currently," the doctor regretted. "Although technology has developed a lot in recent years, a person's memory is a very deep-level thing in the brain. All we can do is to guide it slowly, and he is a demon. Human methods may not be effective against him."

The doctor frowned and said: "If possible, you can take him back to the demon world, there should be a way for him to retrieve his lost memories, try to restore his memories, because we found that there still seems to be hidden in his brain. A little something else, it seems that not all memories come from injury, there may be some other reasons that come from other interference, maybe it is the injury of others with ulterior motives."