Bai Yueguang has a bad memory

Mid-Autumn Festival on August [-]th.

Tonight, the moon and stars are numerous, with clear frost and mist.The whole family sat together around a big table, which was full of moon cakes, cakes and drinks.Relatives toasted, toasted and staggered, and talked again and again.

"Come, come, Qiyuan has a drink with your uncle, don't just sit there and look at your phone all the time." Father Gao pointed at Gao Qiyuan, and passed the wine over with some dissatisfaction.

"I just took it out, and I didn't even look at you." He muttered, he took the wine bottle, filled his own glass, and then stood up to respect his uncle, "I wish my uncle a prosperous business and good fortune. , be healthy and happy.”

"it is good!"

Relatives applauded.

The uncle smiled and said, "You are a promising young man, and your future is sure to be bright. Come, uncle wishes you a prosperous future and a bright future."

Gao Qiyuan said happily, "Thank you, Uncle! I would like to borrow your good words."

"Okay, all of you, don't use that set of toasts anymore. It's not the Spring Festival. Today's Mid-Autumn Festival is mainly about admiring the moon and eating moon cakes. I bought a lot and made a lot. Everyone eats with open arms. "Mother Gao said.

"Mom said so." Gao Qiyuan smiled and grabbed a mooncake.

The atmosphere of Mid-Autumn Festival is naturally unusual.

Gao Qiyuan secretly looked at his phone, and after swiping three times in a row, he actually got Chen Quge's live notification—"Live tonight at [-] o'clock."

"Yes!"

It's seven o'clock now, and there are still two hours before nine o'clock. The relatives and elders have to eat for more than an hour at most, so they can catch up with the live broadcast.

"I said, Gao Qiyuan, why are you looking at your phone again? Hurry up, why do you college students like to look at your phone..."

Father Gao started nagging again.Gao Qiyuan had no choice but to put down his phone, his father was like this, he was especially good at finding out the little details.

He held his chin, took a bite of the salty mooncake, and looked at the amorous and cold moon.The moon in another place is also so round and bright, but I wonder if it can comfort the hearts of people from other places?

Forget it.

Nung, moon and new moon.

Chen Quge looked up at the moon obsessively, and his clear eyes revealed his inner longing and caring.It is the moonlight, and it is also the feeling of hard memory.

"Brother, it's time for the big meal. My mother cooks it herself, and my father cooks it himself. Are you looking forward to it, are you looking forward to it?" Chen Sang held the plate with both hands, and there was mooncake on it, "It's guaranteed to be delicious."

"En." Chen Quge was absent-minded.

"Don't, cheer up." Sitting in front of him, Chen Sang waved his hands in front of him, knowing that he was missing something and suffering in his heart.

Chen Quge frowned, "It's nothing. Where are my parents?"

"The kitchen is tidying up. Brother..." Chen Sang was about to ask him something, when Chen Quge got up and smiled faintly, "I'll help."

After the people left, Chen Sang opened the wine bottle depressedly, filled Chen Quge's and his father's cups with wine, couldn't help but look at the moon in the sky, thinking that Chen Quge must be very worried.

"cheers!"

There were four people at a table, the wine glasses collided, and the sound was crisp.

Chen Yan said with a smile: "Today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, a day for family reunion. Our family is indeed all together. As the head of the family, I wish everyone peace and happiness, and a happy holiday."

Chen Sang and Han Wei applauded enthusiastically, while Chen Quge lowered his head slightly, sipping his wine.

Han Wei coughed and raised her wine glass, "Xiao Qu, I'm toasting to you. I'll work smoothly in the future and everything will go well."

"Thank you." Chen Quge curled the corners of his mouth, his smile looked a bit forced, he held the wine glass, and lightly touched Han Wei's glass.

Chen Sang looked at his parents meaningfully.

Han Wei delivered a lotus seed paste mooncake to Chen Quge's bowl, with a smile on her face, she mustered up her courage, "Today is Mid-Autumn Festival, a good festival, let's talk about the heartfelt words. Because you are the child brought by Chen Gao and his ex-wife." , first of all, I would instinctively repel you a little bit. You have a withdrawn personality, and you don’t like hard and soft things. Of course, it’s my fault in the final analysis. It’s all my fault. The stepmother is very narrow-minded, jealous and vengeful I have a strong heart. Please forget what I did to you in the past, my child. Chen Gao and I will make up for the sins we have done over the years."

Chen Gao blamed himself: "I should also bear a large part of the responsibility. After all, I brought you away from your mother, but I failed to fulfill my obligation to take care of you. It's also my fault. After leaving with your mother, I took All the anger towards her has been transferred to you, it's all my fault. Xiaoqu, I still remember that you used to be a cheerful and smiling child."

"It goes without saying..." Chen Quge suddenly felt that he lost his appetite, and felt a little irritable and even disgusted.

Chen Sang pulled his arm, his voice choked up, "Brother, we all know we were wrong. We used to ignore you, neglect you, and deliberately bully you... But from now on, there will be no such thing. We will love and cherish you , always be kind to you..."

Chen Quge nodded, "Understood."

"Brother, you are the first person to find out that I was cheated by Huang Yu, you know? I was really touched, I thought you would not care about this shit. But you defended me against the scumbag Wrong, arguing right and wrong with Xiaosan for me, and doing outrageous things like beating girls. In the alley, I knew that if Xiao Gao hadn’t passed by, you would hug me tightly and take all the punches and feet for me Kick... Even if you don't say anything, I know you have affection in your heart, far from the coldness you appear on the surface." Chen Sang cried while talking, "You are so kind, but we used to be like that ..."

Han Wei held her in his arms, and both mother and daughter were sad.

Chen Gao sighed, "Xiao Qu, how about letting go of the past?"

"Okay." Chen Quge filled himself with wine, drank it all in one gulp, his eyes were calm, and he smiled, "Then look at the moon and eat, okay?"

Chen Sang wiped his face, "Yeah!"

Han Wei smiled, "Xiao Qu, you can eat lotus paste mooncakes. Mom bought them from the store. This mooncake shop is a nationwide chain, with good taste and reputation. Mom got up early to queue up to buy it. How about you try it?" Sample?"

"Thanks, but I don't like moon cakes."

Han Wei's face froze.Chen Gao patted her hand and shook his head helplessly, "Then you can pick up what you want to eat, and if you have anything you want to eat when you come back, just tell your parents in advance, we will satisfy you."

"Well, I see."

The meal was a bit off-putting.

"Go? Why are you leaving tonight? Just stay at home?"

Chen Gao and Han Wei looked at him in surprise.

Chen Quge looked at his watch, "I still have to go back, I have something to do tonight, so I'll go first, goodbye."

Chen Sang was reluctant, "Why did you leave, it's rare to come back once, and the room at home has been tidied up for you, it's clean."

Chen Quge smiled guiltily: "I'll go first."

He insisted on doing this, and others had no choice but to follow him.After sending the person away, Chen Sang said in frustration: "Brother Xiao Qu obviously still can't let go of the past, what a deep wound."

Han Wei complained, "It's all my fault."

"Okay, if we say we are responsible, we are all responsible. I am his own father, and I have the heaviest responsibility..." Looking at his son's alienated and indifferent attitude, Chen Yan regretted his mistake.

While driving, Chen Quge received a message.

Mother: I wish Xiaoqu a happy holiday!I am happy every day.

Then gave him a red envelope.When he received the message, he smiled, and quickly went back: Thank you mom, and I wish mom a safe and happy day!

After waiting for a long time, the car drove home, but there was no more text.

So... that's it?

Chen Quge went upstairs with his head down, clutching the phone tightly, and turned the volume to the maximum. Maybe the phone would ring in the next second, and he couldn't miss it.Then he opened the door and entered the house, closed the door to change shoes, opened the balcony door, moved flowers and plants, turned on the computer, turned on the equipment...

whatever then.

Missing has nowhere to put, thoughts pile up everywhere, none of them are worth anything, and none of them are cherished by anyone.It turned out that there was a sometimes good and sometimes bad memory in Jingzhou, which was later fragmented.Parents divorced and each started a new life.The mother went to Xingzhou, and later married her lover and had children, and lived a happy life; the father went to Fengzhou, and soon had a new family, bringing him a stepmother and stepsister, and life was like torture.

There is a full moon outside the balcony, can you tell him - what should he miss?

Is he an abandoned child?

The mother had probably forgotten that she had a son, and the father, stepmother, and step-sister were the three of the family, and Chen Quge was always out of tune.

In other words, he is out of place wherever he is.Jingzhou can't go back, it's empty; Xingzhou is very strange, there is nothing but his mother; Fengzhou is reality, where he works and lives.

There is not even a hometown that can be comforted...

Chen Quge thought to himself, he was really miserable.

Gao Qiyuan managed to get rid of the nonsense of his relatives and juniors, and locked himself in the room to concentrate on watching the live broadcast.Chen Quge showed up on time at nine o'clock.

"good evening."

Goose Goose Goose: Good evening, brother!

Lattice Green: I saw Gege when I started the live broadcast, happy!Mid-Autumn Festival tonight, did Gege eat something delicious?

"Yes, I went home and ate delicious food." Chen Quge disinfected the computer as usual, "How about everyone? Are you all reunited with your relatives?"

Baoshihu: No... It's so uncomfortable. I just had a video call with my parents. I cried so much in the rental house, and because of the company's internship, I feel very wronged.

Huanxisha: Neither do I. I stayed in school to work part-time.

"Student Baoshihu, take your time. There will be more things to face in the future. Hard work will follow, and you will learn to be strong. I was also very hard when I first started my internship, and I will be fine if I get over it." Chen Quge comforted road.

Goose Goose: Yes.Strong and optimistic, brave and kind, not afraid of wind and rain, always striving to make progress!To be such a person, a person who sticks to dreams and hopes, who is both ordinary and great.

Goose Goose Goose: I wish everyone who watched the live broadcast all their wishes come true!May the lost travelers find a warm home one day!Come on everyone!

Belt Blue: Touched...

Grid Green: Mmmmm!

"What the big white goose said is true." Chen Quge laughed, with tears in his eyes.

Jewel Lake: Crying harder...but feeling better and angry again.Thanks to your company, Gege's company, I really like it.

Chen Quge opened Word and typed two words: "Fortunately."

Goose Goose Goose: Fortunately, fortunately.

Gem Lake: Thank you Gege and friends.Leave me alone, I'm sorry... What is Gege doing live tonight?There is only one hour, don't waste it.

"What do you want to see?" Chen Quge forked off the page.

Plaid Green: Sing and sing.

Belt blue: seconded.It is said that Gege has not opened his voice in the live broadcast room yet.

Gemstone Lake: I want to listen to "Water Tune Getou".

Goose Goose: Are you serious?

Gemstone Lake: I really want to hear singing.

"When will the bright moon come? Ask the blue sky for wine. I don't know the palace in the sky..."

He raps and sings.There is no accompaniment, and the human voice is melodious, as if whispering the past, as if expressing their hearts, the calm and elegant singing hides deep nostalgia like the sea.

"People have joys and sorrows, and the moon waxes and wanes..."

Goose Goose Goose: I hope that people will live a long life and enjoy the beauty of thousands of miles.Elder brother, thousands of miles share beauty.

"It's over, thank you everyone." Chen Quge laughed, "The big white goose's words are quite interesting."

Goose Goose Goose: Across the ends of the world, how can our hearts depend on each other.In addition, my brother sings really well, and the a cappella is so powerful and emotional, wouldn't it be better to have an accompaniment?

Grid Green: Gege is really great.

Belt Blue: Agreed.

……

The live broadcast ended with singing.

Gao Qiyuan sighed, cheered up again, sat upright, with determination in his eyes.

Chen Quge sat blankly in front of the computer, with his phone on the mouse pad.After more than an hour, there was still no information from my mother.

He didn't know what expression to make.Mock yourself, or pity yourself?

"When is the moon..."

When the bell rang, Chen Quge's heart tightened suddenly, and he quickly took the phone, but saw the three words clearly - Gao Qiyuan.Chen Quge scratched his hair and answered the phone with a frown.

"Brother Xiao Qu is me! Did you see the moon tonight?" Gao Qiyuan walked to the window and looked up at the sky.

Chen Quge suppressed his emotions and said with a smile: "Look, it looks like a silver plate."

"Brother Xiaoqu, are you looking at the moon now? Is it convenient for you? Go and see."

Chen Quge listened to his words and went to the balcony, "Well, I'm watching it now."

Gao Qiyuan said softly: "I watched the sky at night, and found that Brother Xiaoqu's life will always be like the moon tonight, full and happy. Pay attention, it will always be."

Chen Quge was startled, and said confusedly: "Really?"

"Really. Do you think the moonlight is beautiful tonight?"

"nice."

"That's not it."

Chen Quge was puzzled, but smiled.