Rebirth Shi Hong

There are always various activities in the class, such as sports such as basketball and volleyball games, and there are a lot of discussions between classes; literary and artistic such as cultural evenings, drama performances, chorus competitions, singing and laughing.

In this regard, I have always refused or remained silent. I was like this in my previous life, and I have a deep-rooted attachment in this life.

Tang Chuan brought me into the class group intentionally or unintentionally.

At first, it was just some simple tasks, such as being on duty once, I acquiesced to his request, and when the duty was over the next day, he came to me with a smile and told me that it was another student who was on duty and needed to find someone to replace him. Think of me.

I was annoyed at his self-assertion, and had a cold war with him for a long time, but Tang Chuan was really good at being thick-skinned, or making jokes with a playful smile, turning his head and begging for forgiveness with pitiful eyes. Rod climbing, the end is impossible to refuse.I know his good intentions to help me establish interpersonal relationships in the class, but I don't know that I don't really need such care.

The struggle always ended in my compromise, and I gradually participated in many class activities, group performance props for theatrical performances, dry narration, strong men carrying equipment in sports games, or volunteers for long-distance running that everyone does not want to participate in...

Even if my role is not prominent, Tang Chuan can always pay attention to me, or give an encouraging thumb up nearby, or raise the camera to take pictures not far away.

I also occasionally participated in the welfare home volunteer activities in my class, of course under Tang Chuan's "supervision".

After a long time, I would also like to go there, play with the children, and teach them to do some simple arithmetic.As long as you are sincere, no matter how scary and silent you look, they are willing to associate with you, but it is very different from the adult world.

I also met an old man who was a waste picker. He was already in his early years, but he would donate his savings from picking up waste to the orphanage every month. Look at these children. I was lucky enough to pick up a half-new small-sized child. Clothes or electric toys that can be used will be scrubbed to be brand new, and then packed in new snakeskin bags as gifts for the children. The elderly are faltering, skinny and ugly. Loved by teachers and children, every time they come, the whole house is full of laughter and laughter.

Tang Chuan quietly told me that this old man has persisted for more than ten years, ten years like a day.

Gao Jie's heart exists in the world, and the pearl of rice grains also shines.

Why should I deprive others of their right to live?

Not only did I reflect on my choices back then, I insisted on what I did in my previous life, but now I am more and more confused. It is really reasonable to use a seemingly useless gear to exchange the life of the person on my heart. Should it be?

I love Chen Jing, and I am willing to pay with my life, but sacrificing a seemingly useless homeless person in the previous life is my morbid paranoia.

I was wrong, I was really wrong.

Nightmares kept haunting me, making it impossible for me to sleep.

I am guilty.

I am willing to take it.

I look forward to atonement for my sins.

The classmates in the class also gradually got closer to me, and there are always many students around me asking how to solve the problem. The questions are well organized, but people are not good at words. Later, I simply copied the solutions to some difficult problems on the blackboard after class for the reference of other students. This became my "homework" after school.

Tang Chuan happily watched me give lectures to classmates and copy the blackboard. He seemed to be quite satisfied with this, and waited leisurely for me to pack my schoolbag and go home together.

Rather than going home, it is more accurate to say accompany me home. The way back will never be boring. I can always listen to him tell some club anecdotes and learning experiences. If you ask my opinion again, I will listen carefully and echo some short sentences from time to time, so as not to be really cold.

Earlier, I was not willing to just be controlled by him to change myself, and I intended to use silence to counter what he did, although I knew he was enthusiastic.

He wanted to pull me out of the muddy abyss, but he didn't know that I was already deep in it.

I fought hard for his redemption, just stared at him with stubborn eyes, and didn't speak, as a protest.

Every time I lose the battle by myself——

When I look at him, there are stars in his eyes.

I seem to see through him that Chen Jing who warmly welcomes customers at "Xinxin Snacks" every day, the love of my life.

Their eyes are full of hope.

So I changed from protesting silently to accepting silently, adapting silently, and changing silently.

Time flows through the hole like an hourglass, unhurriedly.

The originally tight life has been improved by my increasingly mature investment. In the second half of the second semester of high school, I turned the direction of investment to the real economy. After all, the stock market is too risky and not very stable. Under the momentum of rapid development of the real industry and the policy , My investment rarely fails, and my net income is comparable to that of younger venture capitalists, which is quite impressive.

On the eve of the sophomore class, the class organized the last camp.

Tang Chuan also urged me to go earlier. I tried to refuse on the grounds of financial constraints, but was intimidated by his insightful eyes, and then fell silent.

Before the deadline for registration, I made a mistake and paid the share money.

A few days after signing up, I pondered over and over my absurd behavior, and finally attributed it to wanting to give a good brother Tang Chuan a surprise.

When Tang Chuan saw me on the bus, he was naturally extremely happy.

The originally shrugged head suddenly lifted up, and the eyes were full of light, which caused the corners of my mouth to curl up involuntarily.

Seeing me laughing, he seemed a little dazed, and quickly woke up again. Uncharacteristically, he enthusiastically introduced the attractions this time. Different from my conversation, there is a posture of being unable to stop the car, and people look sideways from time to time.

I went to the small courtyard of the farmhouse. There are some small mountains and rivers around. The scenery is good. The small courtyard can accommodate the noise of so many of us. You can choose to play cards and board games indoors, or you can chat outside, eat barbecue and drink some wine.The bonfire party is where everyone gathers together to play some truth or dare games. Many people also take this opportunity to confess their love to the person they like. Of course, there are some successes and failures. It is also a pastime. If they are successful, everyone will follow With blessings, the atmosphere is warm; if you fail, you will make a joke, and drink a glass of dirty wine to wipe out your grievances.

After all, after this evening, we will be divided into classes to meet the most important senior year in our study life, and we always have to put a mark on our high school career.

Although I am somewhat independent and have not been integrated into the class for a long time, I also know that Tang Chuan is recognized as a "superior grass". The classmates who seldom chatted with me all asked me about Tang Chuan's preferences and general situation more or less obviously or implicitly, and even joked that I was the best medium to get in touch with Tang Chuan.

Anyone with a discerning eye can see that he is special to me.

But I couldn't find the answer to this particular question, so he didn't ask me if he didn't mention it, as if he kept a tacit understanding.

At this bonfire party, many girls boldly confessed to Tang Chuan under the influence of alcohol. Tang Chuan was not as I expected, but his tone was tactful but his attitude was clear.

Looking at the young face imprinted by the bonfire, I couldn't help shaking my mind, and my thoughts drifted to him many years later in the previous life,

At that time, he was still personable and charming, but he was still alone.

He seemed to have noticed my gaze, so he turned his head and looked back,

We stared at each other for a long time, then looked away at the same time.

I blamed myself for drinking too much, and I was a little stunned. I slowly got up and walked to the small forest on the side. The summer solstice wind was a bit dry, and I didn't feel refreshed, but it made me hotter and hotter.

What surprised me was that a small girl stopped me not far away, and told me her feelings with a flushed face.

I'm really a little confused. From what I think, such an unpopular temperament can be favored by girls.

But I really didn't think about it, put on a gentle smile, and figured out what kind of sentence to use to reject her politely. She is a cheerful girl who is quite outstanding in the art work of the class. My She also received a lot of guidance for the extra role, she is a good girl.

Seeing that I didn't reply for a long time, she just smiled heartily, waved her hand and said: "Shi Hong, I know you don't like me, I just came to tell you that I liked you and I'm very happy, thank you for appearing in my life. "Then she hopped away, seemingly free of her inner baggage.

I turned my head to look at the back of her leaving, and I couldn't help but sigh and sigh with emotion. Once upon a time, I was such an unpopular "useless gear", even the students in the class were drowsy in my class, no matter what How carefully I prepare lessons is not attractive.

I subconsciously looked in the direction of Tang Chuan not far away, he seemed to have not woken up from the alcohol, and was staring at the fire in a daze, his profile was very three-dimensional, with a high nose bridge, thin lips, and a smooth forehead , with clear outlines, printed under the firelight, like a beautiful engraving.

I am grateful to him, he brought me out of the abyss, no matter in the previous life or in this life, although I didn’t appreciate it, and the previous life was not satisfactory; in this life, I am more like a complete person, with many emotions and memories, I got the friendship I expected and the friendship of many classmates.

A figure quickly passed by my side, brought a wave, and pulled my thoughts back.

Looking at the background, it seems to be Xiaoyi from the same class.

I frowned slightly. The direction she left seemed to be the pond as deep as 2 adults.

There was a trace of suspicion in my heart, so I quickly followed.

She walked quickly to the edge of the pond, seemed to have paused for a moment, and immediately jumped forward!

It was too late to say it, and then it was too fast, her hesitation gave me an excellent opportunity, I rushed up with a brisk stride, barely grabbing her arm!

Shrubs grew by the pond, and she fell with great force. I felt the right arm that was holding her tightly was tearing vigorously, and the left hand subconsciously hooked a thick branch of a tree.

Dangling among the branches, he bumped his head against a hard branch, his headache was splitting, and his eyes were dark.I gritted my teeth and suspended the weight of the two of them!

Xiaoyi also seemed to come back to her senses, as if she regretted her actions just now, she screamed for help in a sharp voice!

But I gradually became weaker, my consciousness was a little fuzzy, and the thick branches seemed to be unable to bear such a weight and tilted more and more.

"Stone!! Be careful!'' There seemed to be a very familiar voice calling me in the distance, but I couldn't distinguish it.

Here comes!

I didn't have the strength to respond, I just used all my strength to grab the life-saving branch and hold on to the fragile girl who was about to fall.

She seemed to have become the homeless man who was dying under my sword in the previous life. Her eyes looking for survival, eyes eager to live, burst out with yearning for life!

I must not allow anyone to die before my eyes!

I must save her!