lifelong waiting

Looking back on the college life with Gu Feng, Fan Xiaoyi felt that it was a particularly happy experience, like a paradise, which made people linger and forget to return.Looking back now, it was Gu Feng's appearance during this period that made him discover the happiness of life.

The first time I met Gu Feng was in the dormitory. At that time, as a roommate, I just greeted him politely. Seeing his cheerful and sunny appearance, I thought that there would never be any interaction in the future.

Once in a literary history class, Gu Feng and him borrowed class notes, which Fan Xiaoyi did not expect, because although the two of them rarely interacted with each other, as a roommate, Fan Xiaoyi still knew that Gu Feng, a top student, never seemed to take notes. I'm used to it, but after all, I'm not that familiar with him, so I didn't ask any more questions, and lent him the notes.

It was already in the second week of Literary History class when Gu Feng returned the notes to him. Gu Feng also apologized at that time, so he didn't take it seriously. Who knew that Gu Feng would treat himself to dinner after class. Fan Xiaoyi originally Those who wanted to refuse were dragged away by Gu Feng before they could say it out loud.

Since then, the relationship between the two has gradually increased, eating together, attending classes and studying together, Fan Xiaoyi found that he likes the feeling of being with Gu Fengzi, he is so sunny and cheerful, he always laughs by himself, he thought, with Gu Fengzi The number of times Feng laughed together is more than the total number of times before.

But after a long time, he found that this was not the case. He thought that he liked staying with Gu Feng because he made a good friend with great difficulty, but who wouldn't like such a Gu Feng?From time to time, girls would come to Gu Feng to confess, but he would always be unhappy. At first he thought it was because he was afraid of losing his friends. It was only when he heard girls in class discussing homosexuality that he gradually realized it. The reason for everything is because I like Gu Feng.

When Fan Xiaoyi realized it, he was happy, because he finally figured out the reason of the matter, but when he calmed down, he became depressed again. Even if he liked Gu Feng, did Gu Fengxi not like boys?Should I drag him into this muddy water?The more Fan Xiaoyi thought about it, the more disappointed he finally thought of a way, to stay away from Gu Feng.

After careful consideration, Fan Xiaoyi found that he was a cowardly person, he didn't have the courage to confess his feelings to Gu Feng, and he couldn't stay by Gu Feng's side as if nothing had happened, just as a good friend, so the only solution Just stay away from him and just treat him as an ordinary classmate.

Although it is easy to think about it, it is difficult to do it. He obviously loves him in his heart, but he can only pretend to have something to do with a cold face, and refuse Gu Feng's invitation to have dinner and class together, but seeing him happy with other people He couldn't help but feel jealous again, but he could only secretly poke the villain behind his back.

Because Gu Feng and Gu Feng share the same dormitory, Gu Feng is always careless. When the weather is hot, he will always wear a pair of shorts after taking a shower. As a healthy and passionate young man, Fan Xiaoyi said he didn't notice.So after that, he studied in the self-study room every night, and didn't come back until the dormitory was about to turn off the lights.

It was still like this one night, but unfortunately it rained heavily that night, and Fan Xiaoyi forgot to bring an umbrella, so she wanted to wait for the rain to calm down before leaving. Bring the umbrella over here.

After waiting for a while, he found that the person who came was actually Gu Feng, who hadn't spoken for a long time, Fan Xiaoyi didn't know what to say, the two of them walked forward silently, but the rain stopped after a while, and they had nothing to say The two of them lost their umbrellas even more embarrassingly.