lifelong waiting

For the next week, Fan Xiaoyi went to Gu Feng's house every day. On the one hand, he was working together, and on the other hand, he was cooking for Gu Feng. He hoped that he could do something for Gu Feng, even if it was just a simple three meals a day.

The harmony of the past week has made the relationship between the two of them even closer. The weekend is coming soon. Gu Feng packed himself early in the morning and prepared gifts that the children would like. Fan Xiaoyi soon went out to greet him. In fact, Gu Feng had been very confused. When Fan Xiaoyi appeared in front of him again five years later, he didn't know what attitude to use to face him. He blamed him and complained. He should treat it as the past and never mention it again, and he didn't know what kind of attitude Fan Xiaoyi had, whether he came here specifically for him, or just because of work.So when we met for the first time, he could only pretend that he didn't care, but seeing him right in front of his eyes, Gu Feng still couldn't help but look at Fan Xiaoyi, he seemed to have changed a lot, became more stable, and his height had also improved. Added, this is the first time I've seen him wearing glasses, and he feels much gentler.After so many years, he must have found someone he loves, which is why he has changed so much. The more Gu Feng thought about it, the more sad he got, and Fan Xiaoyi's answer was only a simple one.

After Fan Xiaoyi left, Gu Feng still sat in a daze without moving. When he got up the next day, he suddenly decided to know about Fan Xiaoyi's recent life, so he kept following Fan Xiaoyi secretly for a week, but he saw with his own eyes The child's name is Fan Xiaoyi's father, but Gu Feng still can't accept it. Five years have passed, and it turns out that he is the only one who has been waiting in the same place, and the person who is waiting has already started a new life.If the child is a critical blow, then when he saw Fan Xiaoyi's family of three shopping together in the supermarket and playing in the playground, it should be at the level of a nuclear explosion. He never imagined that he would watch Fan Xiaoyi happily with others Living together, even so, he still watched Fan Xiaoyi silently, watching Fan Xiaoyi, who was afraid of the dark, enter the haunted house, and found that he was still worried. Follow behind Fan Xiaoyi.Sure enough, Fan Xiaoyi was still very afraid of the dark, and was in a tense state throughout the whole process, and was even scared away halfway.But what Gu Feng didn't expect was that Fan Xiaoyi, who was in a panic, actually grabbed his hand. At that moment, Gu Feng resigned to his fate and found that he had always loved Fan Xiaoyi, and in time he had forgotten himself and had his beloved by his side.He didn't remind Fan Xiaoyi, but just let him run forward, as if this was the last time, and he should let go of this relationship after going out.Looking at Fan Xiaoyi who realized that he pulled the wrong person to apologize to him after knowing the end point, Gu Feng silently said goodbye in his heart, then turned around and walked in another direction without looking back.

After returning home, Gu Feng felt that part of himself was missing, and his body suddenly lost strength. That night, he lay on the bed without even eating. He silently comforted himself, that it was all right, and everything would pass after he slept.

Unexpectedly, not only did the next day pass, but I caught a cold because I forgot to turn off the air conditioner. I had no choice but to ask the company for leave.Gu Feng, who was in a drowsy sleep, heard someone knocking on the door.Seeing Fan Xiaoyi appearing at his house, Gu Feng was still very surprised, but thinking that he had decided not to have any contact with him anymore, Gu Feng let Fan Xiaoyi in with a cold face, even though Fan Xiaoyi asked himself, Gu Feng was still very cold Answer, in the end Fan Xiaoyi wanted to cook for himself, Gu Feng wanted to refuse at first, but instead his stomach growled honestly, Fan Xiaoyi was also holding back his laughter, this made Gu Feng very annoyed, so he had to go back to the bedroom to rest.

It may be because of illness, Gu Feng fell asleep after a while, but he has been in a light sleep. When Fan Xiaoyi came in, he was already awake, just pretending to be asleep, and wanted to see what Fan Xiaoyi wanted to do, but Fan Xiaoyi just stared at him quietly. Looking at it for myself, this made Gu Feng very uncomfortable.Nonsense, you will feel very uncomfortable if you are stared at all the time, hum~ When I went to the dining table and looked at Fan Xiaoyi’s dishes, Gu Feng realized that this was the first time he had eaten Fan Xiaoyi’s dishes. He learned to eat because of love. Let's cook (Fan Xiaoyi complained silently, he was obviously forced by Xiao Yuer to learn how to cook, isn't it all because of you?) The more he thought about it, the more sad Gu Feng had to bury his head and eat silently. I was hungry but ate a little bit.

In the afternoon, because of work, Fan Xiaoyi stayed to assist Gu Feng in his work. When Fan Xiaoyi asked if he had a boyfriend, Gu Feng told Fan Xiaoyi that he had a boyfriend for some reason (angry? Head twitched?) Seeing Fan Xiaoyi's relieved expression, Gu Feng was suddenly very angry. Could it be possible that having a boyfriend can heal the guilt in your heart?The more he thought about it, the more angry Gu Feng was suddenly stunned by Fan Xiaoyi's kiss. Didn't he already have a family?Why are you kissing me all of a sudden.After reacting, Gu Feng pushed Fan Xiaoyi away, and when he calmed down, Gu Feng found that he had spoken his mind, and Fan Xiaoyi just smiled and told himself that he was not married, and the children could explain it to him.

Gu Feng acquiesced, but in fact, he still followed his heart and wanted to give himself a chance. After so many years, there must be an ending, isn't it?