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"Xiaoxiao, you must call me to tell me that your place is safe, otherwise I will always have a heart hanging." Li Suming helped me put the salute in the trunk, and kept telling me.

"I see. I just went to the countryside of Lingcheng to shoot a wedding video. Don't make it look like I'm going to the battlefield." The company, so now it is so busy that even the boss has to go to the countryside to shoot.

This time, it is a big boss from the countryside. His family used to be poor, but now he is rich. He wants to go back to the countryside to have a lively wedding. Originally, Li Suming didn’t want to pick it up because the location was too far away, but I couldn’t help but want to go there. See, so I agreed to come down.

"What are you talking about? Go early and come back early. I'll wait for you to come back for the New Year." Li Suming straightened my scarf seriously and watched me leave.

In fact, both Li Suming and I knew in our hearts that my proposal to go to the countryside in Lingcheng was just a kind of healing self-exile, and if I stayed alone in this city with nothing to do, I would really get sick.

The destination is a place called Hibiscus Town. When I first heard the name, I thought there would be a lot of hibiscus flowers there, but after I arrived, I realized that there was not even a single hibiscus flower there.

The local villagers told me that there are no hibiscus flowers in Mujin Village. I don’t know if it’s because of the environment or Fengshui. Hibiscus basically doesn’t grow here, and it won’t bloom if it does.

In the past, there was a young daughter-in-law who married from other places. She brought a few hibiscus flowers from her natal home to plant in her yard. Secretly replace dead flower trees with new ones at night.Later, when the country was in turmoil and the man was drafted into the army, the young daughter-in-law asked with tears in her eyes when the man would be able to come back, and the man answered her: I will come back when the hibiscus blooms.Hibiscus blooms in summer, and it was spring when the man left, and summer came in a blink of an eye. The young daughter-in-law waited under the hibiscus tree for years and years, and the hibiscus never bloomed, and the man did not. never came back......

Thinking back to the stories the villagers told me, I always feel sore in my heart. Yes, I am just like that little daughter-in-law waiting for someone who doesn’t know when she will come back. I don’t doubt the man’s love for his wife in the story. , just like I never doubted Han Luo's love for me, it's just that there are too many obstacles between us...

"Mr. Liao, why are you standing here alone?" The emcee Liu Zheng came over and stood with me in the heavy snow, reaching out to catch the falling snowflakes.The white snowflakes turned into a bit of moisture in his hands, and then disappeared.

Things that don't belong to you will disappear even if you hold them tightly in your hands.

"It's nothing, it's just that I have never seen such a clean snow." This is the truth and an excuse.

I also imitated Liu Zheng stretching out his white hands, feeling the process of snowflakes disappearing in my hands.

"Mr. Liao, do you also like snow?" Liu Zheng's magnetic voice sounded in my ear, I turned back and smiled at him without answering.

Han Luo's voice is magnetic and deep, and his tone of voice always rises uncontrollably when talking to me, as if talking to me is a very happy thing.

"Ten miles of snow reflecting the bright moon is beautiful, but it is not as beautiful as your handsome face; although everything is cold in three feet of ice, it is still not as lonely as your beautiful eyes. Mr. Liao is as beautiful as snow, indifferent and untouchable." Liu Zheng His words pulled my thoughts out of the vortex named Han Luo.

"Heh, I kind of understand why Mr. Wang doesn't want our company's emcee, and he's looking for you." I withdrew my palms that were spread out in mid-air, and said to Liu Zheng with a smile, "Stay in the snow for too long, and be careful of getting sick. Goodbye."

I went to the room my employer had prepared for me without turning my head. Liu Zheng behind him seemed to say something, his voice was so soft that I thought it was the wind in the courtyard.But so what, it has nothing to do with me, does it.

Mr. Wang's wedding ceremony followed the ancient Chinese etiquette one by one, but when the groom led the bride with a red hijab to the center of the hall, there was no high hall.There are just black and white photos of two tables in frames.

When the bride was kneeling and saluting in front of the black and white photo with the support of the groom, my heart seemed to be stabbed by something sharp, and the feeling of sadness of "the child wants to be raised but not loved" swept over my whole body.

In addition to this deep sadness, there is also an unprecedented confusion and helplessness.

Will Han Luo and I have a future? If there is no Han Luo in my future, who else will there be?Who will oppose my sexuality like my family, and who will be as happy and blessed as my family for finding someone to be with me for a lifetime?

nobody.

Also, no Han Ra.

The man who suddenly appeared and disappeared.

"Mr. Wang, happy newlyweds." When Mr. Wang finished the first round of toasting and sat on the sidelines to rest, I walked up to him with a camera. There was a trace of fatigue on his face in front of me, but his eyes were Such a god, what jumps inside is happiness and hope.

"Mr. Liao has worked hard today. My daughter-in-law has a lot of requests for videos, so please take care of me." Mr. Wang greeted me with a smile.

"This is human nature. After all, you will only get married once in your life." I took out a USB flash drive from my pocket and handed it to Mr. Wang, "Mr. Wang, this is the original wedding video, Mrs. Wang said She wants to keep a part of the original film. I will contact you after I finish editing the video, and we will talk about it in detail if there is anything I don’t like.”

Wedding is really important to a girl.Watching a girl who is generous in dealing with things become critical, the culprit is probably the importance she attaches to her wedding.

"What does Mr. Liao mean?" Mr. Wang looked at me suspiciously. There was nothing unreasonable about my actions, but the timing was inappropriate.

"I heard that Mujin Town is beautiful in winter, so I want to go and see it. So I won't go back with everyone."

Isn't there a saying on the Internet called "The world is so big, I want to see it"?Not only do I want to see things that I don't remember, I want to try things that I haven't done.

"Then are you going to leave now?" Mr. Wang's face also returned to calm.In fact, people like him who are struggling in the mall generally don't let their emotions out easily. Even if you can occasionally see his emotional fluctuations, it is only for a moment.

"Well. I've already inquired about the route and the time of the shuttle bus. In addition to saying goodbye to Mr. Wang when I come here, I also want Mr. Wang not to tell the other staff members who came with me my whereabouts."

Many people who came this time are not from our wedding company, but those people are very strange, they will appear in front of me from time to time, or stay around me intentionally or unintentionally.I don't know if I'm too sensitive, but I'm really not used to and don't like this feeling.

"Okay, Mr. Liao, be careful on the road." Before Mr. Wang came, he said something in a hurry, and the second round of toasting began.

Nodding goodbye to Mr. Wang, I took my camera and backpack, put the camera and other equipment in the room of my colleague, and then set off for the bus station in Mujin Town through the thick snow.

The heavy snow for several days has made the snow on the road very thick. While stepping on the snow and making a creaking sound, it sinks into the snow to varying degrees.Lift your feet up vigorously, and then continue to sink into the next snow nest.The cycle repeats, seemingly endlessly.

Just like Han Luo and I, getting involved in the emotional vortex he gave me time and time again, struggling desperately to get out, and then continue to fall in again... There is no love to stop...