Cannon fodder, a high-achieving student with kidney deficiency

Early the next morning, Bu Xin was half asleep and dazed, and his deskmate picked him up. Shang He has always been a good student who arrives at school early and goes home early, so it is normal to wake him up at this point ...

So why does he know Shang He so well!Feeling a little sick!

Because of this question, Bu Xin's consciousness returned to last night vaguely. He remembered that he and his tablemate chatted all night last night. who.

Thinking about it this way, Bu Xin also understood why he knew so much about his deskmate, and it was basically done in this way.

Coincidentally, the person Shang He likes happens to be the girl who accompanies her junior to confess. This is really a girl with a very strong personal style. The school uniform she wears has a strong pop style, which is really true. I didn't expect Shang He to like this type, and Busin always thought that he would like that kind of shrewd, capable and quick super top student girl.

No, just thinking about the faces of those two girls made Bu Xin feel his stomach hurt...

"Get up," Shang He looked at the dazed guy in front of him, his expression became more serious, "Don't forget to change your clothes and shower gel."

"Uh huh..." Bu Xin stretched his waist, remembering that he had to go home, he couldn't help but sighed, "Oh, old Shang, can you..."

"No," Shang He ruthlessly rejected Pu Xin's shameless attempt, and began to pack his schoolbag: "Hurry up, the math teacher is watching the class this morning."

Bu Xin jumped up as soon as he heard it, and immediately started packing his things.

The students in the third year of high school are short of time, but they are the most relaxed group of high school students. After the major reform of the school system, the first two years of high school students have become crucial.In the third year of senior high school, since the comprehensive assessment has been settled, the students have little room to work hard. As long as they follow the rules and complete the supplementary basic courses and practical courses, they can basically go to school smoothly.

The morning passed quickly, and Busin was tiptoeing close to his door, ready to go in and get a change of clothes.Wei Lan is usually not at home during this period of time, but it's hard to say, after all, he just sent a message to Wei Lan last night saying that he will not be going home in the near future, and did not have other conversations, so he does not know his brother's whereabouts at this time .

Bu Xin opened the door cautiously, put his head in furtively, and turned his neck around very strangely. After making sure that there was no one in the entrance, Bu Xin stood up straight and prepared to walk in.

"What are you doing?"

"Ah ah ah ah ah!"

Bu Xin was suddenly slapped on the shoulder, guilty of guilt, his whole body exploded, and he stabbed out subconsciously with a straight uppercut.

Wu Xun reacted quickly and immediately took the punch: "Your latent madness finally broke out?"

Just as Bu Xin retrieved the three souls and seven souls that were frightened away, he looked displeased: "Keep your voice down!"

"Your voice was louder than mine just now, what's the matter?"

Bu Xin heard him ask such a question, and it was difficult to explain the reason. After all, it had something to do with the man in front of him. Since he couldn't explain it clearly for a while, he simply didn't explain it, and immediately changed the subject: "I'm going to live in the old merchant for a few days. Now Come back and get something."

"Then why are you acting like a thief..."

"I heard strange noises in the room. As you know, I'm afraid of ghosts, so I'll take a look first." Bu Xin's nonsense came easily.

Wu Xing looked suspiciously at the person in front of him, and stretched out his hand to push open the door for him: "What a coward, well, I'd like to go in with you to see what the hell it is."

"Okay..." Seeing Wu Xun's inexplicable and considerate gesture, Bu Xin was attacked by a sudden sense of guilt welling up in his heart, and followed him in despondently.

Since no one came out to greet her with such a loud noise, then Lanlan must not be at home, hurry up and enter the door, let's make a quick decision.

Bu Xin went straight to the bedroom and quickly sorted the clothes. Wu Xun was stunned when he saw it: "Are you chased by wolves? Are you chased like this?"

"I'm in a hurry...to go to the old merchant's place for a meal."

Hearing this, Wu Xing raised his eyebrows: "Shang He's craftsmanship..." Last time a group of them went to Shang He's house for a dinner, the upright posture of cooking whole squid left a deep impression on everyone. shadow.

"...It's takeaway." Telling a lie requires countless lies to cover it up, and now Bu Xin understands it.

Wu Xun didn't say anything, just quietly watched Bu Xin put away his things, and rushed out the door.

What kind of takeaway made Bu Xin so greedy... Looking at the figure of Bu Xin running away, Wu Yu sighed, turned around and was about to go home, and saw that Bu Xin even forgot to close the door of his own house , was about to go to close the door, but saw that the door closed by itself.

Could it be that there are ghosts?Wu Xing's back felt cold, and he went home immediately. Only when he got home did he realize that maybe Wei Lan was closing the door.However, why didn't Wei Lan come out to talk to his brother?

With only clothes and shower gel to buy, Bu Xin made a detour to a convenience store nearby.It's not that he forgot to take the shower gel, but that there is only one bottle at home, and his parents rarely go home to take a bath. Lan Lan has always insisted that one bottle is enough for two people, and Busin can only buy another bottle now.

Anyway, I bought everything, so I bought something more cost-effective. Bu Xin finally bought a bottle of family-sized shower gel. When Shang He saw this huge bottle of shower gel, he didn't know what to say for a while, so he could only continue to look down at himself. news.

The days passed by in such a way, and Bu Xin was still clueless, and even a little afraid of going home. Slowly, he began to wonder whether he was guilty or ashamed, or subconsciously resisting—resisting Lan Lan and Wu Xun This thing will end up being together.

This would give Bussin a double dose of envy.

Even if Bu Xin didn't want to admit it, the fact is that if these two people are really together, even if Bu Xin knows that these two people are very good and have deep feelings for him, the relationship between the three people will still be different. Change is inevitable.

Then Busin would turn back into the man alone in the quilt tent.

Maybe he was more afraid of being alone than he thought.

Thinking of this, Bu Xin couldn't help but feel a little frustrated, at least he didn't want to change back now, so he ran to Shang He's room with the quilt in his arms.

The old Shang, who was lying upright on the bed, seemed to have sensed something, and immediately opened his eyes, with two sharp gazes in his eyes, silently questioning Bu Xin who was standing beside the bed.

"Hey old merchant, I want to sleep with you for one night..."

"Reject, I'm a straight man." Shang He, who was originally air-conditioned, had a very resolute expression at this moment.

Upon hearing this, Busin spread the quilt on the ground: "I want to make a bed in your room, and chat with you by the way."

Shang He didn't say a word, he acquiesced, and Bu Xin immediately spread out the quilt quickly: "Old Shang, you usually live in this room by yourself, aren't you afraid?"

"No." He answered cleanly.

Bu Xin lay down and looked at Shang He's exposed hair on the bed: "If it were me, I would be terrified."

"You're not dead."

Although this sentence is nonsensical, Bu Xin knows that Shang He is saying that he often lived alone when he was a child and was not scared to death, but this situation is different. At least Bu Xin can wait until the day when his mother comes home. But no one could wait, but it was hard for him to say that, so he could only keep his mouth shut quietly.

Shang He unexpectedly said: "What's the matter with you?"

"This..." Bu Xin hesitated for a moment. He knew that Shang He was asking why he never came home, but it was still too difficult to say, "I know you are very good, so I want to ask you... If How can you be so calm when the relationship between you and someone close to you is about to change?"

Shang He fell silent, and the air in the room suddenly became quiet. Just when Bu Xin thought his deskmate had fallen asleep, Shang He suddenly made a sound.

"After my parents just passed away, everyone treated me like a fragile object, and no one mentioned anything about 'parents' to my face."

Busin didn't need to think to understand how difficult this matter was for a child.It's just that he didn't expect to suddenly get into this topic, he was a little confused, but he still listened carefully.

"Actually, I didn't care whether they mentioned their parents or not. I thought it would be easier to die then."

Bu Xin's heart skipped a beat, and he immediately sat up: "Old Shang, you..."

"At that time, I was too young and my ability to bear was too low," Shang He closed his eyes, and there was no pain on his face, nor did he look at Bu Xin who was sitting up, but continued, "Actually, no matter what others say Nothing, I will not be affected, I want to go with my parents, so I don’t eat or drink, but I can’t help but cry hungry, I don’t want to give up halfway, so I don’t talk at all.”

"Grandpa was too strong, had a bad temper, and was in pain because of the death of my parents. He started to get angry indiscriminately. He told the people who took care of me not to feed me, because he thought I was just playing my temper, and I would eat when I was very hungry."

When Busin heard this, his heart tightened.

Although he hadn't experienced these things, he could still imagine what Shang He looked like when he was young. Bu Xin felt that he might know why Shang He was always so cold.

"I always felt that if I didn't die, my relationship with my parents would be severed, so I refused to eat. Fortunately, the neighbor was kind-hearted at that time and noticed my strangeness. The neighbor's sister sneaked into my house and took me to the hospital. , and then gave the medical certificate to my grandfather."

"After psychological counseling, the chaotic life returned to normal. I have lived to this day, not only knowing you, but also having someone I like."

Speaking of this, a smile appeared on Shang He's face.

"I couldn't predict that accident. The earth-shaking changes happened suddenly. I haven't experienced the predictable changes you mentioned, but I'm not as powerful as you think. Faced with this kind of thing, it's not so much that I Calmness, it’s better to say it’s despair.” At this point, Shang He opened his eyes and stared at the ceiling fixedly, “But even if it’s an accident of this magnitude, there will still be a day in the past. Although two close relatives have been lost, But I still want to live. As long as I live, I can meet more people. Moreover, there are more and more people who are close to me. If my parents can know about this, they will definitely feel happy. "

"...Although I don't want to admit it, you are also responsible for this."

Bu Xin, who was suddenly named, widened his eyes, and then smiled in relief.

The old businessman is really a life mentor.

He only thought that he might be abandoned by those two people and presuppose everything with negative cognition, but he forgot that he was a living person.

Even if the relationship between the three has changed, it may not be in a bad direction. Wei Lan is still his younger brother, and Wu Xun is still his rival and friend. This relationship will not change just because these two people are together, and Bu Xin can still continue to look for new friends, and will have new family members in the future. By then, the self who has a lot of happiness will never be worried because of this trouble.

If the two of them are willing, maybe there will be nephews and nieces coming to drill his quilt tent.

Thinking about it this way, Bu Xin even felt a little happy, and thinking of the heartwarming words of old Shang just now, he smiled and said, "Me too, I am so lucky to meet you."

Really... It's not a sentence that gays are better than gays...

When the river is clear, there will be no fish, and if the brothers are strong enough, they will be like brothers. This just shows that the relationship between the two of them is good.

Alright, now that we have figured it out, let's go home tomorrow. Bu Xin, who was thinking this way, soon fell asleep, but he didn't expect that the school suddenly moved forward the most important long-term internship in the third year of high school.

Students in the third year of high school have to go to another planet to participate in the internship course. Even with the advanced technology now, it still takes three days to get there.

Bu Xin didn't even have time to talk to Lan Lan, so he had to set off to catch the spaceship.

I don't know if Lan Lan will be worried...

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The weather suddenly became hot, and I changed into a thin quilt, feeling empty...