Mo Ming Zhou Zhou

I have to say that the appearance of Xin Xiaohai not only disturbed my spiritual world, but also destroyed the calm and self-control I was proud of.I really changed completely.The flirtatious man who was drinking a cup of tea before Mount Tai collapsed in front of his eyes was completely beaten into the mortal world. The most direct proof is: I didn’t feel much about taking off my clothes before, but now I’m lying on my bed, under my quilt, seeing The only shorts on his body screamed out in fright.Oh, what a shame!

The cry quickly attracted a person, it was the snake demon Xiaohai who destroyed his thousand-year practice.

"What did we do last night?" I wanted to question him about what happened last night, but I forcibly swallowed the words, stuttering and not knowing what to say.He remained silent for a long time, raised his head to meet Shang Xiaohai's puzzled eyes with a half-smile, his heart was suddenly washed with coolness.

"You, why are you wearing my clothes?" He broke the subject lamely, Xiao Hai's clothes had already been torn by himself, and if he didn't wear mine, he would wear someone else's, what an idiotic question.

"Oh, this! My clothes are torn, and I found two in your closet. Although they are a bit small, they are still pretty handsome, yes!" Looking at Xiao Hai's narcissistic pose, he found that the hair was already Waking up, with a look of terrible anger on his face.

"Xin Xiaohai! Did you make such a big hole in my trousers!" Yi turned around and pointed at Xiaohai, pointing at a very exaggerated big hole. I tugged him a bit, probably because it was scratched by the table at that time, I couldn't help thinking to see if his butt was hurt.

"How do I know, look at my clothes are also turned into rags." Xiao Hai held his tattered top to defend, and the two of them quarreled happily again.Looking at Xiaohai's expression as usual, and even speaking as smoothly as usual, could it be that he drank too much last night?Clutching his swollen head, he felt a little nauseous, but there was a non-stop buzzing in his ears.I got up weakly, put on my pants, and yelled impatiently at the two of them, "Shut up! It's so noisy, Yi, you wear this, you two hurry back to school!"

After driving the two of them away, I immediately vomited in my stomach, I really don't know how much I drank last night.It was only when I took a shower that I realized that my body was very clean. Could it be that Xiao Hai wiped it for me?Looking at the tidied up house, I felt chills again. Is it all my hallucination?Suddenly remembered that the two of them hadn't had breakfast yet, so they went downstairs to buy something early and sent it away, but when they saw Xiao Hai's face, they were not used to it, and they didn't have any appetite to eat, and their hearts were in a mess.

From that day on, Zhou Moming became Zhou Moming again, but I knew that this was just an appearance, an act of self-protection after being shocked by something.

I no longer went to Xiaoyi's dormitory, and I no longer stuck with the two of them. Although Xiaohai really came to play in my cabin as often as I had hoped, I started to avoid him and ignore him.Because I really dare not look at his face, dare not talk to him, let alone ask why.It's the first time I realize that I am such a cowardly person, but I really haven't figured it out, haven't reacted yet, and don't know how to face it...

The more I calm down, the more irritable my heart becomes. Anxiety and fear gradually surface. Scenes of that night often flash clearly, red lips, seductive kisses, confused confessions, what should I do when I encounter all these, What exactly is Xiao Hai thinking, is that naive confession true or false, what kind of joke did God play on me?

Slowly, Xiaohai disappeared from my world, he no longer came to play with me, no longer asked Yi to send me any messages, and he no longer even shared a bed with Xiaoyi.He moved out of that dormitory and took away all the things he usually used, all of which he said unintentionally.But when I knew all this, the blood began to freeze all over my body.Xin Xiaohai, this person who suddenly appeared in my life just disappeared without even saying goodbye.Did he see it, discover his melancholy, timidity, or feel that Mingming didn't care about him at all, that the person he liked abandoned him after he confessed?

Xiao Hai, it's not what you think!I yelled into the empty room and felt my soul vibrate.I have never rejected you, I have not abandoned you, I just don't know what to do, how to face, let alone how to accept this feeling, you can't, you can't just disappear without a word!

Reality, damned reality, always likes to wear a cloak of coldness and ruthlessly tear my hopes apart.While I was getting more and more at a loss, my days were still passing by every second. One day, two days, one week, half a month, I wandered numbly on the campus, and I never saw the familiar sight again. I never heard that gentle and doting words, never embraced that indulgent and tender embrace...

I think it's really late, late for everything.