Full-time hunter red sand scorpion

Didara:

Spread the letter good.

Although I know you must be in a bad mood when you read this letter, because I have probably been missing for many days, and you can't find me.

You must be wondering where I am.

I don't know where I will be, and you don't need to look for me. After all, you can see this letter. I guess something happened and I can't come back. So, please don't wait any longer.

I'm afraid you'll never be able to wait.

Sorry to leave you alone again, if I can come back alive, Deidara, I don't want to leave you again.

Deidara, I love you.

You're probably going to be annoyed now, right?Why do I snub you time and time again, push you away again and again, and finally say "love" to you very irresponsibly.

Doing it all over again, we are all still alive, and I think about a lot of things.

Akatsuki and Tailed Beast, Village and Shadow, Ninja and Ninja, Love and Hate, War and Peace, Birth and Death of Life, Moment and Eternity of Art, some things are beyond the scope of my thinking, such as...you.

Deidara, I haven't felt such an urgent need to protect something for many years. After all, I have long since lost my beating heart.

We are all rebels, we rebelled against the so-called "forbearance" in the village, we embarked on our own path, and then met each other.

I never believe in fate, I only believe in myself, I never believe in fate, I only believe in reality.The funny thing is, I met you, is it a disaster?It is a blessing?

That day, the sun went down, the Ferris wheel went down, you sat in front of me, I said cruel words, and you laughed so fakely.

Do you know how ugly your smile is?

Do you know that I want to hold you?

do you know?I know you are afraid, afraid that the happiness carried by the Ferris wheel will also fall, how can you hide it from me with your little tricks.

In the matter of "love", I admit that I am a loser. For the first time, I discovered that I am not selfish enough and cruel enough.

Every time you smiled and said to me "I like Dana the most", I wanted to reply you "I like you the most" countless times, but I couldn't, I was worried that I would sink deeper and deeper, but when I replied Turning around, I realized that I couldn't get out.

Just like Kakudu and Hidan.

But, at least, they were all more honest than I was.

I dare not accept you, because I am afraid, afraid that you will grow old and die, and I, with the same face, will be left alone.

I can't hug you to warm you, I can't kiss you, I find that I can't give you anything, and you can't accompany me to eternity.

I have ridiculed that you are a "short-lived little ghost", but I am more afraid than anyone else that you will leave before me. When I first came to this world where people have changed, I would think that you are still alive.

In order to protect Qiya, Yiermi did not hesitate to make Qiya hate him, and also wanted to put nails in Qiya's mind to control him.

In this regard, I am not as good as Il fans. The more I cherish it, the more I am afraid of losing it, and the more I am afraid of losing it, the more selfish I am.

I have thought many times that I want to make you a puppet.

At that time, you will be my favorite collection, you will be like my puppets, never leave me, never betray me, we will always be together.

But, if I did, you wouldn't be Deidara.

Didara will not let his art, life, and soul be confined in a frozen body.

What I love is Didara, so I don't want to change him.

What the red sand scorpion pursues is something very short-lived and easy to lose, so the red sand scorpion stubbornly wants to keep this kind of thing by his side forever, so the red sand scorpion constantly pursues "eternity", he hopes The things he cherishes stay with him forever.

Because he is afraid of losing, afraid of waiting without end.

Until the Red Sand Scorpion met Didara.

Human life is so fragile and short, but I only have you left, so I want to spend the rest of my life with you.

So, Didara, I went to find a way to restore my human body. I didn't take you with me. You must be blaming me, so you don't have to wait for me.

Because I can come back alive, I will definitely find you, even if you don't want to see me again.

Deidala, if I can come back alive, I will tell you that you are mine, I am a selfish scorpion with a strong poison, and if you are with me, you will tie your life together.

Deidara, I love you.

I want to be with you.

Walk in the world together, live, grow old, sick and die together.

instead of...

One is gone long ago, the other is still there.

——Scorpion of Red Sand

The author has something to say: a super super super short chapter is right!arts!

Next, after explaining what happened to the three of Xie and his party, it's time to send sugar OVO

Recently, I feel that there are very few people reading articles, and there is no one in the book review area. Is it the illusion of Zuoan?Feeling that the motivation is hollowed out (ー△ー;)

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