Brother-in-law

Chapter 37

Missing is like a strong wind, let him blow, but the other side is calm.

Bai Fei didn't know how Zheng Chengji had been in the past few years, but he himself had stepped out of the shadow of the past. He rented a flower field near the small town, and went out early and returned late every day, tending to the delicate flowers.

Working at sunrise and resting at sunset every day, life has been separated from the past environment, and Bai Fei's mood has gradually opened up.

He fell in love with the lively living atmosphere here. No one asked him what he used to do, no one cared whether he had achievements, and he was at ease after all, not living under the camera.

It's just that after a long time, he can't help but feel a little lonely. In his spare time, he started to form a music team with the boys in the town.

These fourteen or fifteen-year-old children first called him teacher, and he laughed and asked the group of children to call him brother, so he often played football and sang with a group of children.

The beauty of life made Bai Fei fall in love with this place, the silence and laughter here, the sound of the train clanging and the beauty of fallen leaves.

He didn't think about the past at all, and when he thought about it occasionally, he found that he hadn't thought about the past for a long time.

The past days are getting farther and farther away from him, and some one-sided memories are blurred when recalled. Standing under the spotlight, behind the brilliance is endless darkness.

Hidden in the darkness is his true self, his hard sweat and tears, and his deep love for Zheng Chengji.

He once wrote some songs for his older lover. He wrote that the two of them grow old and last forever.

It seems that the prehistoric world is endless, and the love is endless.

Facts gave the past a slap in the face, what is he in Zheng Chengji's mind?What weight does it have?Was it given up so easily?

Bai Fei still feels uneasy after thinking about it, he really wants to ask Zheng Chengji, have you ever loved me?How deep do you love me?Why didn't you come to save me in the first place?

Am I so insignificant compared to power?Is it so insignificant?

You say you love me, you love me deeply, love me dearly?

But in the end, you don't love me as deeply and as deeply as I do.

I can give up everything I have for you. I don’t want the brilliance and achievements of the entertainment industry for you, and everyone is not as important as you.

Regardless of the whole world, only you, only you can hurt me so far.

I am like a shellfish, revealing the softest flesh to you, and dedicating to you my most precious pearl.

When you smashed that pearl, I don't understand the feeling of love anymore.

Life is like a big dream, Bai Fei has been resentful, unwilling, and helpless, until now he looks down on the past, but he can no longer love.

Bai Fei rejected the kindness of the girls, and when winter came, he was bored at home writing songs and composing music.

The landlord has an old piano, and Bai Fei sometimes breaks it while playing it. Since it is not easy to repair here, Bai Fei has to fix it by himself.

Whoever leaves will not be able to live?After peeling off the painful flesh, he was still alive.

Bai Fei didn't expect that the video of him singing with the teenagers was posted on the Internet and became popular all of a sudden.

In the Internet information age, even if Bai Fei was still a public figure before, his identity was wiped out within a day.

Bai Fei's fans shouted excitedly for Bai Fei to return home, and many fans noticed that the place where Bai Fei used to wear the ring was empty.

Everyone guessed what happened to their white lady?

Bai Fei left the town the next day and went back to the country directly.

Things are different and people are different. After being away for more than two years, I feel embarrassed when I see the familiar scenery in the old days.

Bai Fei went to Bai Dong's house first, and Bai Dong has changed in the past two years, he has acted in many dramas, and his temperament has changed.

The two chatted, Bai Fei talked about his past few years abroad, Bai Dong talked about his work, and Ning Yu.

While the two were talking, Ning Yu came back, and when he entered the room, he saw Bai Fei for the first time, his eyes were red with tears.

Bai Fei smiled and looked down, "What? Don't you recognize me?" After saying that, he rubbed Ning Yu's head.

Ning Yu burst into tears and hugged Bai Fei without saying a word.

Bai Fei smiled helplessly: "Why is it still the same as before, it's boring."

He didn't go out to eat at noon, so Bai Dong ordered food from the restaurant and delivered it.

Bai Baidong opened a bottle of wine, the two were drinking and talking, Bai Dong said that Bai's father was sick and had an operation, "He is much older now, his business is not going well, and he had a stent for his heart."

Bai Fei didn't answer, but just drank the wine in his glass in a strange way.

Bai Dong didn't talk anymore, but changed the subject and said, "Do you have any plans for the future?"

Bai Fei shook his head, and Bai Dong asked, "Aren't you going back to the company? Sister Hong has always wanted you to come back"

"Let's talk about it later." Bai Fei smoked a cigarette, looking disinterested.

Bai Dong talked about some gossip news in the entertainment industry today, Bai Fei listened casually as he listened to it with one ear and out the other.

Bai Fei was so drunk that Bai Fei wanted him to stay overnight, but Bai Fei insisted on going back to the hotel, but Bai Fei couldn't persuade him no matter what, so he had to ask the driver to take Bai Fei back.

Bai Fei was helped into the room by the driver, and was put on the bed in a daze. He looked at the person sitting beside the bed, and softly called out: "Zheng Chengji"

The man trembled, looking at Bai Fei with pain but joy in his eyes.

Bai Fei pressed his temples. Although his head was a little dizzy, he could still tell the difference: "Why are you here?"

Bai Fei's voice was very erratic, like silk threads in the night, entangled into the bottom of my heart.

Zheng Seungji was silent, his eyes were even sadder under the bright and dark lights.

Bai Fei exhaled, just when Zheng Chengji thought he was falling asleep, Bai Fei spoke again, and Bai Fei sighed: "I thought we would never see each other again in this life."

Zheng Chengji's heart ached, his body trembled, his lips parted but he didn't know what to say, he got up and wanted to leave.

"Do you regret it?" Bai Fei sat on the bed and asked lightly.

Zheng Chengji stopped to stabilize his emotions, and let out a hoarse "hmm"

When Bai Fei heard what Zheng Chengji said, he didn't feel very happy. He was still very depressed, and he didn't know how to speak.

Zheng Chengji didn't want to stay any longer, he was really afraid that he couldn't control his emotions, so he glanced at Bai Fei again, then turned and walked to the door, reaching out to twist the doorknob.

At this time, Zheng Chengji was pressed against the door suddenly by a strong force from behind, Bai Fei pressed his lips on the back of Zheng Chengji's neck, and held Zheng Chengji firmly with both hands. "Why did you come? Why did you leave when you came? Don't you explain? What do you think of me?"

Zheng Chengji felt the coldness on his neck, Bai Fei lay behind him crying and crying, hearing Zheng Chengji's heart troubled.

Bai Fei was crying like a child, Zheng Chengji wanted to turn around, but Bai Feijin was very strong in preventing him from turning around.

"Don't cry, I thought you didn't want to see me" Zheng Chengji sighed.

Bai Fei's nasal voice is a bit heavy: "I hate you Zheng Chengji, I hate you for giving up on me back then, I hate you for not loving me enough, I hate you day and night, but when I see you, I realize that I can't hate you anymore"

Jung Seung-ji said, "I'm sorry, it's all my fault."

Bai Fei closed his eyes and lightly bit the back of Zheng Chengji's neck with his teeth, "Of course it's your fault, now you have to pay for your mistake"

When he was pressed against the cold door and the sharp knife pierced through from behind, Bai Fei cried while making Zheng Chengji feel pain.

"Are you in pain?" Bai Fei sadly kissed Zheng Chengji's earlobe and said, "I'm in more pain than you, it's so painful that I'm about to die."

Zheng Chengji grabbed Bai Fei's hand, put his face on the door and begged softly, "Let's do it all over again, okay?"

Bai Fei wanted to withdraw his hand, but Zheng Chengji grabbed him very tightly. He said helplessly but angrily, "Could it be that if you do it all over again, the scar will disappear?"

The closest distance between the two is as far away as the equator and the North Pole.

"But I love you and still love you." Zheng Chengji's hoarse voice pierced his heart.

Bai Fei turned his gaze to the side, and Zheng Chengji saw it too, and his heart fell into an ice cave.

"Then why did you give up on me? Because you are reluctant to part with high officials and generous salary, right? Fake"

"No, it's not fake" This painful joy/-love grass/--grass is over, Zheng Chengji turned around and hugged Bai Fei tightly: "I love you for real, and my heart for you is also true Yes, trust me okay?"

Bai Fei pushed Zheng Chengji away, "Do you believe you will hurt me again?"

"I won't, Feifei." Zheng Chengji held on to Bai Fei's hand, put it on his lips and kissed it lightly: "Not again, I promise"

Bai Fei was still drunk, but his mind was exceptionally sober, his palms were pressed against Zheng Chengji's face, and he looked at the person he loved and hated under the faint light.

There are more lines in the corners of his eyes, some vicissitudes and fatigue have been added to his face, and the hair around his ears has become more gray.

He's getting old, Bai Fei realized clearly at this moment that Zheng Chengji was getting old slowly, he always thought he still had a lot of time to hate this person, did he have so little time?

Is it worth spending time on hate and sadness?

Bai Fei wiped Zheng Chengji's lips with his thumb, and said softly, "Can I trust you?"

"If you don't believe me, there's nothing I can do about it." Zheng Chengji let Bai Fei look at him. He has been working hard for the past few years, and he is even older than before.If I knew it earlier, I should have a haircut, make a facial mask, and adjust myself to the best condition before meeting Bai Fei.

Bai Fei thought about the two years of training, but he never let himself forget Zheng Chengji. Zheng Chengji tolerated him, loved him, and worshiped him. Zheng Chengji's influence on Bai Fei had already penetrated into Bai Fei's blood.

Bai Fei couldn't cut the bones and remove it, so he could only surrender, "If it happens again, I won't forgive you again, it depends on your future performance"

Guan Chengji's joyful eyes were shining with brilliance, he was so happy that he was almost speechless, "Okay...I will definitely"

Bai Fei suddenly carried Zheng Chengji into the bathroom, turned on the light, white tiles, and two fleshy bodies.

The water was sprinkled all over the ground, and the drops gathered and flowed away, leaving only the sound of panting, with a few words of begging for mercy, which made people even more imaginative.

No matter how much you close your eyes and don't think about this person, the moment you see him, the dam that has been built in your heart for a long time will still collapse thousands of miles away.

Cherish the present, and let some old wounds from the past heal slowly.