Prisoner's Diary

When I woke up, the surroundings were all white.

The sun shines on me through the window.

Wei Wei couldn't open her eyes.

Sitting on the bed dumbly, sorting out his thoughts.

The police came to my side and took notes for me.

I, saved?

My face is twitching, it's something I should be happy about, why can't I help but want to cry?

Laugh, laugh for me!

No, abandoned.I was abandoned by him!

asshole!that bastard!Why let me go so easily!Didn't you say that you would lock me up forever and stay by my side forever?

I kept it a secret from him.

I must find him and ask him why he let go, why he left me.

Why did you betray me...

asshole!What a jerk!That beast!

Now that things have left me alone, how can I survive?

But in the vast sea of ​​people, where should we start?

Powerless, I could only clenched my fists, feeling distressed in my heart.

Is this the pain of dying?

I never felt this kind of mood even when I left my wife.

Where are you?

primary one.

☆, the day of goodbye...

I don't remember how long I was looking for it.

I asked all my friends and old classmates.Even the school I used to look for.

Finally, I got this address.

I'm not sure if he's here, but I still want to take a bet.

Dragging my luggage, I walked into this building that was about to be abandoned.

The door was unlocked.It's just a little old, and it took a lot of effort to open him.

The furnishings inside are familiar to me.

The room was quiet, and the empty plates on the table were also things that I hadn't had time to clean up.

Time seemed to stand still after that day.There is no trace of living there.

I dragged my luggage and walked towards the cell.

I don't know how to describe how I feel right now.

I let go of the hand that was dragging the luggage, and I couldn't take my eyes off the figure standing vertically in front of my eyes.

Why are you so cruel to me?

Why do you want me to get him and then take him away?

Why should I destroy him after I see hope?

I hugged his already cold body and slowly put him down.

If so, I could have been braver.If only I could have found you earlier.

Would we be different now?

While searching for him, I also heard stories about him.

It was reported in the news some time ago that a teenager was imprisoned at home by his father for 20 years, during which he experienced inhuman treatment.The doctor deduced that his father suffered from mental illness and had always regarded his son as another person.In the end, it is estimated that he could not escape the condemnation in his heart and hanged himself.The boy has been wandering in the street since then, and was finally brought back by the police to solve the major accident.

Xiaoyi is the boy's name.

I hugged him and sat on the ground, closing his eyes for him.

See, he just fell asleep.

Looking at the rope, that man is also here, right?

He treats you so well, why can't you forget him?

In his eyes, you are my substitute.

But in your eyes, whose substitute am I?

20 years, who do you really love?

However, this is no longer important.

Because, you belong to me now, stay by my side forever.

Kissing that pale face, I smiled.

"Xiaoyi, I'm back."

The author has something to say: The next chapter will be a special broadcast ~ those little things that cannot be explained.

You can only understand but not express~

Believe you understand (cover your face and run away)

☆、If everything can be saved...

When Ji Qing came to Xiao Yi's home according to the address...

Ji Qing: Primary one?Little one!Little one!Why!Why are you doing this?

Ji Qing: Xiaoyi, don't scare me, please open your eyes, please!I finally found you... (crying)

Xiaoyi: Cough, cough, cough...

Ji Qing: Primary one?You, are you okay?Great, really great.

Primary One: Ji Qing?Cough, hug too tight, I can hardly breathe.

Ji Qing: You clearly said that you would imprison me for the rest of your life, you clearly said you loved me, if I come later, you will...

Xiaoyi: I'm sorry.

Ji Qing: (Suddenly changes face) You bastard!I hate you!Don't say sorry to me!It was you who made me what I am now, you are mine, and I will not allow you to die!

Xiaoyi: I'm sorry...

Ji Qing: Why, you just want to say sorry to me?Have you forgotten the days we were together before?

Xiaoyi: Ji Qing, I like you.

Ji Qing: Xiaoyi...

Xiaoyi: But I hate you even more.

Ji Qing: (stopped)

Xiaoyi: I love him, he is my everything.But he is still thinking about you until he dies!It's obvious that I've been by his side...you tell me!Why!Why!Why take him away from me.

Xiaoyi: (choked up and shed tears) I can't live, really, I'm so tired.

Ji Qing: Xiaoyi, I love you.Even if it's just a substitute, I love you.

Xiaoyi: You, not him.

Ji Qing: I am not him, I will gradually replace him.

Xiaoyi; I don't... um!

Xiaoyi: Mmm... Mmm!Let go, let go!

Ji Qing: Ha, ha.Xiaoyi, stay by my side.

Little One: Ji Qing!do not do that!

Ji Qing: Little one, little one, little one...

Xiaoyi: No...!Calm down!

Ji Qing: Why?calm?It's you who made my body like this and you're calming me down now?

Xiaoyi: My heart only belongs to him, I'm sorry for taking advantage of you.

Ji Qing: Excuse me?Huh, sorry?Are you fucking saying sorry to me now?

Ji Qing: (begging) Xiaoyi, lock me up!Lock me up!We start over, you are mine!Come on, hit me, scold me.You hit!beat!Hit me hard!

Xiaoyi: Ji Qing, stop!Don't do this, I won't love you!

Ji Qing: Heh, heh heh.It was you who said that even if you don't like it, as long as you are together, no matter ten years or 20 years, sooner or later you will fall in love with me.

Little one: what are you doing!

Ji Qing: These scars are left by you.Each one says my love for you.Xiaoyi, do you feel it?i love you...

Xiaoyi: Stop, stop.

Ji Qing: I want you to watch and remember.

Xiaoyi: Don't force me again!

Ji Qing: Are you afraid?guilty?Hehehe... You can't forget it, can you?After all, this is a memory between the two of us.

Xiaoyi: ...

Ji Qing: Hey, love me again. (softly)

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Ji Qing: Xiaoyi, heh... ah, ah.Little one, um huh.

Xiaoyi: ...

Ji Qing: Ah~ah!Um, ha, push hard.Hit me harder!

Xiaoyi: ...

Ji Qing: Yes, that's it!ah!ah!Little one, little one, little one!ah!

Xiaoyi: Bitch!Bitch!Bitch!

Ji Qing: Yes, yes, I'm a bitch.Xiaoyi, I love you.As long as you are willing to love me...ah!

Xiaoyi: Don't touch me!Rubbish.

Ji Qing: Xiaoyi... Please, I love you.

Xiaoyi: Love me?Oh, love me?You do not deserve!

Ji Qing: Ah~ah~ I don't deserve it, I don't deserve it.I love you, I love you!

Xiaoyi: It's really pitiful.Ji Qing, you will have such a day too.

Ji Qing: You are finally willing to touch me, Xiaoyi, touch me more.Forehead!Ah~ cough, cough.Small, one.cough cough~

Xiaoyi: When will it be your turn to tell me what to do?You are just a dog!dog!A dog that just wags its tail!

Ji Qing: Xiao, Yi, let go, let go.So sad, breathing, coughing.

Xiaoyi: Oh, don't worry, I won't let you die.Don't you want me to love you well?How could I be willing to let you die.

Ji Qing: Ah~ha, ha.Cough cough, cough.

Xiaoyi: Is it painful?Is it hard?What a pity.

Ji Qing: Xiaoyi... don't torture me anymore, I, I can't do it anymore.

Xiaoyi: No way?Where is it not working?here?or where?

Ji Qing: Ah!Don't, don't touch!ah!Little one don't!

Xiaoyi: No?What don't you want?Say it with your mouth.

Ji Qing: Don't tease me anymore, I want you, Xiaoyi, please, give it to me quickly.

Xiaoyi: Can you bear it?It's really useless.

Ji Qing: Little one, little one...

Xiaoyi: Who allowed you to touch it yourself!open mouth!drink it!

Ji Qing: But, this...

Little One: What?Dirty?Or are you unwilling to drink?

Ji Qing: No!I drink!As long as it is given to me by Xiaoyi, I will take it.

Xiaoyi; hehe, bitch!Then you have a good taste of it.

Ji Qing: Uh~uh~cough cough, uh~ha~ha.

Xiaoyi: Is it good to drink?

Ji Qing: Good, delicious.ah!

Xiaoyi: I've never seen anyone who is worse than you!However, since you make me happy, I will naturally give you some rewards.

Ji Qing: No, um~ ah, goo~ um, ah.Don't, don't.

Xiaoyi: No?

Ji Qing: You will be stained.

Little One: Oh?Are you saying mine is dirty?

Ji Qing: No, no.I'm dirty, I'll dirty you, don't.Uh!

Xiaoyi: Shut up!It's not your turn to speak yet!

Ji Qing:! ! !Mmm~ Mmmmm!

Xiaoyi: Just shut your mouth and enjoy it~

Ji Qing: Mmm~mm~mmmm.

Xiaoyi: Are you comfortable?

Ji Qing: Ha, um, um.

Xiaoyi: Hehe, it’s really interesting.Try here next?

Ji Qing: Yes! ~~ Mmmmm! (pain)

Xiaoyi: Does it hurt?Is it comfortable?You can see it's all red and swollen.

Ji Qing: Mmm~ Mmmm. (tears)

Xiaoyi: Why are you crying?Be good, don't cry.It will set you free in no time.

Ji Qing: Uh, uh, uh.Well! ! !Well!Well!

Xiaoyi: The reaction was so intense, do you like me hitting you like this?It's really shameless, the waist is twisted so badly.

Ji Qing: No!Well!Ha!

Xiaoyi: A lot of water, tsk tsk, look, I haven't done anything yet and you're already like this.It seems that there is no need to help you adapt anymore, you must have been impatient.Uh, ah~

Ji Qing: No! ! ! !

Xiaoyi: Ha~ha, um, it's really tight.Tsk, don't clamp so hard!

Ji Qing: Mmm ~ um ~ ah um, um.

Xiaoyi: Ha, ha, ha, uh, do you have something to say?Uh ah, ah, voice, let me hear your voice.Call, call me.

Ji Qing: Ah~~~Xiaoyi, ummm, Xiaoyi, ah, no, no, ah, it’s impossible, it’s really impossible.

Xiaoyi: Ha, yell, ha, keep going, keep yelling.

Ji Qing: Ah, ah, Xiaoyi, Xiaoyi, ah, I love you, ha, ah, um, I love you.

Xiaoyi: Um, ha, bitch~ bitch!You are not allowed to say you love me!Bitch!Aha.

Ji Qing: Mmm~mm~mmmm~ha, Xiao Yi, I can't do it anymore, I, I, I'm going, I'm coming! ~ah~

Xiaoyi: Heh, do you want to go alone first?

Ji Qing: Ah!Mmm!Ah~ don't, don't!Let go, please, let me go, gotta come out!Ah~ah~ha~

Xiaoyi: Shut up!you bitch!Ha, ha, um, ha.

Ji Qing: Uh~ Uh.Ahh~ah! ! ! ~ hmm.

Xiaoyi: Hehe, I really didn't expect that you can climax just by leaning on the back.You really have some potential.

Ji Qing: Well, well.

Xiaoyi: Good boy, it will be fine soon.Eh~ um, um! ! ~Ha~~Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha. (respite)

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Xiaoyi: Me, me, what am I doing?

Ji Qing: Xiaoyi...

Xiaoyi: How did it become like this?why why?You tell me why!

Ji Qing: Xiaoyi, that's because you love me too.

Xiaoyi: No, I won't love you, I can't love you, the only person I love is him.

Ji Qing: Xiaoyi...

Xiaoyi: What are you doing?

Ji Qing: Did you feel it?The love you give me.These are the proofs, inside me.

Xiaoyi: No, I won’t.

Ji Qing: I love you, Xiao Yi.

Xiaoyi: No... no...

Ji Qing: You probably won't be able to forget us who love each other so much.

Xiaoyi: I...

Ji Qing: Love me, stay by my side forever, always, always love each other.

Xiaoyi: ...

Ji Qing: I love you, Xiao Yi.

The author has something to say: It was originally a test car stamp, I believe everyone who reads it understands it.

So there may be some flaws and it's not perfect.

If the judges like this way of expression, Candy Jam will definitely make unremitting efforts to drive the car safely~