doomed [last days]

Soft and cool, like taking a bite of an ice cream cake, it is Lin Shen's favorite vanilla flavor.

She never forgot that feeling, even after she opened her eyes, packed her things, and started the off-road vehicle, she glanced at Shi Yiran who was sitting by the side, her heart was pounding.

"Why don't you go?" Shi Yiran sat in the co-pilot and heard the sound start, but the blurred scenery in front of her eyes did not change, and remained still.

Lin Shen knocked on the steering wheel, and said somewhat unnaturally: "I want to refuel."

"Come on? Wasn't it yesterday..."

I was blocked by someone before I finished speaking, but it was just a touch, far less in-depth than last night.But after Lin Shen sat back in the driver's seat, Shi Yiran looked sideways out of the car window, leaving Lin Shen with only a small red ear.

Lin Shen curled the corner of his mouth, like a successful cat, satisfied and proud.

They were going to search in Jianyuan County today to see if they could find anything useful.Unexpectedly, as soon as he drove into the city, he ran into a group of zombies head-on.

Without navigation, the roads in the county are not familiar at all.Afraid of driving into a dead end, Lin Shen simply rushed out along the main road.

She hasn't run out of ammunition and food, and Shi Yiran's eyesight has not fully recovered, so she doesn't want to take this risk yet.

In short, let's drive all the way north first, and then talk about finding supplies when we reach Hongchi.

The off-road vehicle went south and went north, and rushed out of Jianyuan County without a trace of nostalgia.

As if repeating yesterday, a group of zombies followed from Jianyuan County.Lin Shen held the steering wheel, stepped on the accelerator, and accelerated to shake them off.

"I finally got rid of it," Lin Shen looked at the rearview mirror and said, "I can't easily drive into the city in the future..."

Compared with the sound of footsteps, the sound of a car's engine is much louder, so every time the sound of a car attracts zombies, Lin Shen is not surprised.

"Next time, let's get in from the edge of the city. The off-road vehicle can be parked outside the city."

Lin Shen thought about finding another way to find supplies, but after she said that, she began to worry again, what would happen if the car was left outside and was robbed by passers-by.

She always wanted a surefire solution.

"Let's look for it in the small shop on the side of the road first."

Shi Yiran's voice was a little lonely, and she knew in her heart that Lin Shen didn't stop the car just now because of her consideration.

She couldn't see clearly, and she had to be protected by Lin Shen all the time, like a hydrogen balloon tied to Lin Shen's wrist, and she had to be protected in her arms to survive in the thorn bushes.

Lin Shen glanced at her, and said calmly, "Well, anyway, our destination is Hongchi. We can look for it slowly when we get there first."

After having a destination, everything is easier to say, they only need to look for supplies on the way.What's more, the things in the car might be enough to support them to reach Hongchi.

After Lin Shen finished speaking, the car became quiet.

Shi Yiran tilted her head to look at the blurry scene passing by the car window, took off her sunglasses, and called softly, "Lin Shen."

"Ok?"

"If, if one day I become a zombie, don't be like Ah Guang..."

Don't live for me, live for yourself.

After getting out of Ah Guang's place, this matter has been pressing in her heart, like a drug, making her unable to ignore its existence.

No one likes to worry about gains and losses, but every time she thinks of Ah Guang crying bitterly while covering his face, her heart is squeezed tightly.

If it was in the past, she might have pushed Lin Shen away again.But now, she can no longer be cruel enough to refuse all of this.

After she finished speaking, the tip of her nose felt sore, but she looked out of the window and didn't make a sound.

Lin Shen didn't speak, she held the steering wheel tightly with both hands, and squinted at the road ahead.She felt that the car was quiet and depressing, and after taking a deep breath, she pressed the play button of the car music.

A string of smooth piano sounds dispelled the depression in the car.

Shi Yiran froze for a moment, bit her lip and did not speak.But she knew that Lin Shen must be pursing his lips tightly now.

Her red nose looked a little pitiful, but she was very funny in her heart, obviously she was unreasonable, but she was wronged first.

Lin Shen glanced at the car window over there, looked at the figure on the glass window, and then looked back.After a while, she said, "I won't be like Ah Guang."

When she said this, the expression on her face didn't change.

However, it was Lin Shen who said what she wanted, but Shi Yiran was stunned.

When Lin Shen said this, she should be satisfied, but her heart seemed to have been pulled out of her body, as if it stopped beating for an instant.Shi Yiran continued to stare out the window, but this time, what she saw in her eyes, the passing scenery outside the car was even more blurred.

After waiting for a long time, she finally said "hmm".

This time Lin Shen didn't keep silent, she said directly: "Ah Guang has the right to choose his way to accompany his girlfriend, and also has the right to live according to his own ideas."

"But I don't want to, my mental capacity is not that strong."

Lin Shen has always felt that he and Ah Guang are very similar, but they are not very similar.

"I heard from Dr. Jiang that after being bitten by a zombie, it takes five minutes for the virus to show up."

She seemed to have changed the subject suddenly, and there was a little smile in her voice, but she said again: "If there is such a day, you must tell me whether you want to live like A Guang's girlfriend."

"If you don't want to, I will help you, and then I will accompany you."

"But you have to believe that as long as I'm here, there won't be such a day."

She and Ah Guang are like two extremes, one is willing to let the other party leave traces in this world by surviving, and the other is willing to liberate both parties by dying.

After Lin Shen finished speaking, his own eyes turned red.She blinked vigorously, trying to look at Lu, more seriously than before.

Shi Yiran had already turned her head incredulously, looking at Lin Shen and her blurred outline.

She didn't expect Lin Shen to say that, but it seemed reasonable for Lin Shen to think so.Shi Yiran has always known Lin Shen's determination, just like back then, she would rather never contact her again than stay by her side and be a pure friend.

Lin Shen is more sensitive than her.

It's just that she never said anything, and she always looked carefree.

Unable to stop the tears piling up in her eyes, Shi Yiran hastily raised her hand and touched her face a few times indiscriminately.

She sniffed and said softly, "Lin Shen..."

She wanted to say that if there was such a day, let Lin Shen live, let Lin Shen leave her alone, let Lin Shen forget her, but she couldn't say it anymore, she couldn't bear to say it anymore.How could she push such Lin Shen away again and again...

"Don't cry," Lin Shen just glanced at her, then pulled a pack of tissue from the side, and handed it to Shi Yiran, "Wipe it, it will hurt your eyes."

As soon as my eyes got better, I started crying.

The anger in Lin Shen's heart subsided a little, she knew what Shi Yiran was thinking.But it was precisely because he knew that he was a little angry after hearing her words.She thought that Shi Yiran figured it out yesterday, but she didn't expect that she was still thinking wildly today.

But after seeing her red eyes, her heart softened.Since she and Shi Yiran met again, or in other words, since they were together, Lin Shen felt that Shi Yiran had changed a lot from before.

At the beginning, she always had a distant smile on her face, as if she would never cry.

But after being together, Lin Shen knew and saw it.What is deserted and indifferent, what is the flower of Gaoling, she is actually just an ordinary woman.She would cry, laugh, lean on herself, and kiss herself.

She only disarms herself in front of those she trusts.

"When your eyes are completely healed, we will go to the passing city to find supplies." She softened her tone, and after seeing Shi Yiran took the tissue she handed over, she curled the corners of her mouth: "It's useless to think about it all day long." , it’s better to live a good life now. Don’t think about it in the future, so that your eyes will heal faster.”

After waking up this morning, Shi Yiran felt that what she saw was clearer again, as if she had jumped from one thousand degrees of myopia to six hundred degrees of myopia.

But if she shed tears every day, Lin Shen always felt that it would hurt her eyes.

Shi Yiran is not usually a hypocritical person, but when she said this, she burst into laughter.She took the tissue, grabbed Lin Shen's hand, and said, "Got it, I'll get better soon."

Because of A Guang's incident, the string of worrying about gains and losses hidden in her heart was plucked again.Although it is not unreasonable to worry about the sky, it has added useless troubles between the two people after all.

It was she who forgot what Lin Shen taught her to live in the present.

She doesn't want to be a burden to Lin Shen, so she has to work hard to get better, from Lin Shen's hydrogen balloon to an eagle that can fly with her.

She wanted to stand beside Lin Shen, not behind her.

Letting her hold his hand, the corners of Lin Shen's mouth curled up even more.

After wiping away her tears, Shi Yiran's nose turned red, "When I can see clearly, can you grow your hair?"

"..." Lin Shen glanced at her and said with a smile, "Then you have to find me a hair rope, so I..."

As she was talking, Lin Shen stopped suddenly. She squeezed Shi Yiran's hand, "There are people on the side of the road ahead."

Shi Yiran's heart, which was jumping for joy, immediately calmed down. She raised her head and looked forward, but she couldn't see anything clearly.

"It looks like she is seventeen or eighteen years old." Lin Shen narrowed his eyes, trying to see more clearly, "She is still waving at us, do you want to stop and take a look?"

"...Mmm." Shi Yiran paused for a moment, and then agreed. After all, she couldn't forget the fact that she used to be a doctor.

Kindness is not needed in the last days, but kindness cannot be absent.

Lin Shen didn't object. She parked the car next to the happy girl and lowered the window a little, leaving only a gap.

Just as she was about to say something, the girl said excitedly, "Wow! I finally got a car! Hello, my name is Anlu, and I live in a nearby factory. Let me go together, I am so boring by myself!"

She spoke faster and faster, and finally stated her purpose simply and simply.

Lin Shen took a look at her, wearing sweater and trousers, with a baseball bat in her hand.

She didn't want to respond directly, and planned to discuss it with Shi Yiran, but suddenly heard An Lu standing outside shouting: "Did you bully this sister in the passenger seat! Sister, don't cry, what grievances are there with me?" Say, I'll help you!"