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Although Bai Tangsheng had always known that Youzhen would retire this year because of the memories of his previous life, he just didn't expect it to come so soon.

Most of the comments in it were fans' cries and Heizi's ridicule.

Bai Tangsheng clicked on a live video recorded by a fan.

In the camera, Youzhen's face is a little black and blue, but his eyes are bright and open.

He didn't wear makeup, and he didn't use beauty.

He exposed his truest appearance in front of the camera.

Youzhen smiled and said: "Thank you for your support and love over the years, but I have let everyone down... I am not as good as you imagined, I am just an ordinary person with a glamorous skin."

"Regarding the recent discussion about me on Weibo, I still want to come forward and give you an answer in person."

"It's true about me liking men, I'm gay, I'm born. I love acting, I love this profession. At first I thought what gender I liked, and I stood in front of the camera to act What does it matter?"

"I found out that there is still a relationship. Even though all kinds of cp pairings on the Internet are noisy, but after an artist is announced for his sexual orientation, the most popular ones are infamy."

"I just like men, what's wrong?"

……

There were a lot of barrage in the recorded video, and the comfort of a small number of fans was completely covered up by the taunts and insults from Heizi and passers-by.

Maybe the fan who recorded the video couldn't stand it anymore, so he turned off the barrage directly.

Youzhen raised a gentle smile at the end of the live broadcast, just like when he first debuted, he was as harmonious as a spring breeze.

"I want to announce something to you today. I am going to leave this circle. Maybe I am really not suitable for this profession, and I am not worthy of being an idol."

"I'm sorry I didn't set a good benchmark for my fans."

"I disgraced you."

Bai Tangsheng saw that the person recording the video typed a line: Don't go!You did not embarrass us, you are our pride, I have always been proud to be your fan! !

Bai Tangsheng heard faint sobs coming from the video, it seemed that the video was recorded by a girl, she was crying and trying to stay——

Brother, don't go, stay with us, okay, no matter what kind of wind and rain we can get through together!

It's a pity that Youzhen didn't see this comment, or maybe he saw it, but he was tired: "I want to go to a quiet place, where no one knows me, and there is no voice towards me."

……

"I'm tired, goodbye everyone..."

Bai Tangsheng frowned and exited the video interface. He always felt that something was wrong. This was not a simple video announcing his retirement.

He found Youzhen's Weibo, clicked in, and the comments in it were all messed up.There were a lot of people who cursed and wanted to take off their fans, and there were also a lot of spectators, but only a small number of fans were retained.

Another passer-by asked if it was true that he liked his childhood sweetheart Ye Shen?

Bai Tangsheng showed these comments and videos to Wu Baizhou: "I always feel like he is saying his last words..."

Wu Baizhou's expression was a little serious, he took out his mobile phone and made a call, Bai Tangsheng saw "Ye Shen" displayed on the screen.

Wu Baizhou's phone didn't get through, and it showed that it was turned off.

One minute later, Youzhen's Weibo was updated.

It is a microblog that prohibits comments: All the warm air in my arms will not dare to touch you even if it turns into wind.

The bad premonition in Bai Tangsheng's heart became stronger and stronger. He didn't have You Zhen's contact information, so he couldn't contact this person.

He felt unspeakably anxious.

Bai Tangsheng remembered what Youzhen said when he came to the hospital to visit him that day: "If you fall in love with someone who is impossible to get,

Then you either stay away from him, or you close your heart and hide it in a corner, a box that no one else, not even yourself, can find. "

"This is a line from my last movie, and I... take it seriously."

Bai Tangsheng felt some palpitations, Wu Baizhou could only comfort him verbally: "Don't worry, it should be fine."

Wu Baizhou's cell phone rang at the right time, it was Ye Shen calling, and he turned on the speakerphone directly.

Ye Shen's anxious voice was exposed in the air: "Do you have Bai Tangsheng's contact information?"

Wu Baizhou's eyes moved: "What do you want him for?"

Ye Shen's tone was a bit decadent: "Ah Zhen is gone, he was not on the set with you a while ago, I heard that Bai Tangsheng was injured and went to the hospital, and he went to visit..."

"I just want to ask, does he know where Ah Zhen has gone?"

Wu Baizhou replied under Bai Tangsheng's gesture: "Tangsheng is beside me."

Ye Shen seemed to really have no other choice, he couldn't find anyone, otherwise he wouldn't have rushed to the doctor to ask Bai Tangsheng.

Bai Tangsheng sighed: "I don't know where Mr. You went, he didn't contact me, but... I think you need to find him as soon as possible, I'm worried..."

The people on both ends of the phone understood what he meant, and Ye Shen must have thought of that possibility in his heart, otherwise he wouldn't panic like this.

After hanging up the phone, Wu Baizhou put his hand on the back of Bai Tangsheng's neck, and rubbed the hair there: "If you're worried, I'll accompany you to find it?"

Upon hearing this, Bai Tangsheng immediately responded: "Okay!"

The two went to Ye Shen's house, and it was the first time Bai Tangsheng saw Ye Shen in this life. He was no longer the calm and calm that Bai Tangsheng remembered from his previous life, and every word and action revealed deep panic.

Ye Shen's face was ugly: "He left me a text message and left, saying that he bought a house in a beautiful place where no one knew him, and he planned to spend the rest of his life there."

"Let us not worry, he will be fine."

Ye Shen sat on the sofa, buried his whole face in his generous palms: "But I'm still very worried... I always have a bad premonition, ever since he lost his voice, I've been feeling palpitations... "

Wu Baizhou didn't speak, but just patted Ye Shen on the shoulder.

Bai Tangsheng recalled every word You Zhen had said to him, trying to find out some clues, when suddenly he thought of the bouquet of flowers that You Zhen gave him: "Does Teacher You have the habit of growing flowers?"

Ye Shen was stunned: "Probably not. I searched all his properties, and there is no one where he has grown flowers."

Bai Tangsheng frowned and said, "Is there anything you overlooked? Last time I was hospitalized, he gave me a bouquet of Chinese roses, and there were a few gentry and irises hidden in it..."

"General flower shops don't have this kind of flower. Even if someone raises it, the probability of selling irises and making a gentleman at the same time is too small, isn't it?"

Ye Shen's pupils shrank: "I know where there are these two kinds of flowers at the same time."

He staggered out, Wu Baizhou was worried about his condition, so he sat in the driver's seat, Bai Tangsheng sat in the back seat, and Ye Shen was in the co-pilot to guide the way.

After getting off the car, Ye Shen ran all the way, out of breath: "This is the old housing area where Ah Zhen and I lived when we were young...but half of it has been demolished. Half a year ago, because of funding problems...the work was suspended again, and there is a small open space behind here , where there are iris and gentleman!"

Bai Tangsheng and Wu Baizhou followed behind. He found that there were no people in this area, and it was very quiet.

Ye Shen made several detours in the dilapidated housing area before arriving at his destination.

However, what entered their eyes was a shocking scene, which deeply hurt the eyes of the three of them.

You Zhen's complexion was pale, and he was lying among the flowers, with his wrists hanging limply on the ground, holding down a few irises.

There was blood all over the wrist, some of which had solidified.

Ye Shen staggered forward, his arms trembling uncontrollably, he tried to hug Youzhen, but failed twice.

His hands kept shaking.

Bai Tangsheng frowned and pulled Ye Shen away, squatted down and hugged You Zhen who had lost a lot of blood, and ran towards the direction where they parked.

Wu Baizhou drove the car very fast, running wildly on the road.

Bai Tangsheng's hand on Youzhen's wrist also trembled a little. He looked at Wu Baizhou in the driver's seat: "Can you hurry up? I can hardly feel his pulse..."

Wu Baizhou ran through three red lights all the way, and sent You Zhen to the nearest hospital for emergency treatment.

Ye Shen stood at the door of the operating room, his face pale, and the muscles at the corners of his mouth kept twitching.

Bai Tangsheng looked at him and sighed, but didn't say much.He asked Wu Baizhou to accompany him here, and went downstairs to the parking lot to take out two masks.

Halfway through, he was recognized by a small fan and asked for an autograph. He forced a smile: "Sorry, I still have something to do today."

Fans are also very understanding: "Ah...it's okay! You look so ugly, are you sick, take good care of yourself, I will always like you!"

Bai Tangsheng, who had already walked a few steps, turned around and smiled when he heard these words, and said, "Thank you!"

Back at the door of the operating room, he put one of the masks on Wu Baizhou. The two of them were very close, and their breathing felt interlaced.

Wu Baizhou grabbed Bai Tangsheng's wrist that was about to withdraw: "What's wrong with you?"

Bai Tangsheng was startled, yes, what happened to him?

When he saw Youzhen lying in the flowers, soaked in blood, his heart was full of fear, and this fear was not only for Youzhen, but also...for himself...

Looking at Wu Baizhou's face, he withdrew his wrist, and felt an unknown sourness in his heart: "I'm fine..."

The three of them waited for an unknown how long, but no one spoke, and there was a dead silence in the air.

The door of the operating room opened, and a man in a white coat came out and slowly took off his medical mask: "Sorry, we... did our best."

Bai Tangsheng's hand trembled involuntarily, Wu Baizhou supported Ye Shen who was about to fall, and the three of them remained silent.

The doctor told them that the probability of normal people cutting/wrist suicide/suicide is very small. One is that it is not easy to find the right position, and the other is that most people do not cut deeply, and the artery is not easy to be cut.

But Youzhen's situation is different. Judging from his wounds, the first cut he made was extremely ruthless, and the artery was already cut. Then, he made the second and third cuts.

It's like you don't know it hurts.

There is another reason why the success rate of suicide/suicide by cutting/wrist cutting is low, that is, it takes several hours from cutting/wrist cutting to losing consciousness. You will regret it, and you will ask for help.

Youzhen didn't have this kind of phenomenon at all, he slashed one knife after another, hoping to die with all his heart.

Bai Tangsheng remembered the place where he chose to commit suicide...it was too remote.

If they hadn't thought about it today, maybe no one would have found a body there even in a few months.

People who want to die will not seek death in public places. They will only find a place they like that is uninhabited, where they will not be disturbed or disturb others, and quietly wait for death.

The author has something to say: 1. "All the warm air in my arms, I dare not touch you even if it becomes the wind" I adapted it from a line in "Back View". The original lyrics are "All the warm air in my arms Even if I become the wind, I dare not meet you."

2. Wrist-cutting suicide is not as easy and beautiful as imagined. The whole process is long and painful, and the face will become pale and ugly due to excessive blood loss.

I hope the little cuties are happy every day and don't try this extreme approach.

3. Regarding the last sentence of this chapter, I would like to explain to you. Although I think people who want to die will not seek death in public places, it does not mean that those who commit suicide do not really want to die. Grandstanding.

As if there is no way, too desperate, who would be willing to expose the most vulnerable side of suicide to the public?

They were lingering on the brink of death for a long time, and they didn't jump, maybe it was just because he was still struggling, he was still looking for hope, and he wanted to find a little comfort among strangers.

Those who see others want to jump off the building and make a fuss are the most annoying.

4. The flower language of iris is love and longing.The flower language of a gentleman is health.

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