I, Qinghuan

"What if... I want to divorce you?"

The cold wind outside the window penetrated through the gap of the window, gently lifting the long black hair of the frail woman on the hospital bed.Black hair dangled on her thin shoulders like a speck of algae in a frozen lake.

Nan Yang bit her tongue which was already dripping with blood, so she couldn't hold back the desire to vomit from a mouthful of blood in her throat.Her right hand, which was propped up on the bed, began to tremble violently, causing her whole body to tremble uncontrollably, causing severe pain in the entire left chest cavity, so painful that she didn't even have the strength to speak for a while.

After a long, long time, her eye sockets were filled with water, and finally she hummed a heavy and helpless laugh through her nasal cavity, with a hoarse voice:

"Okay, I... go to draw up a divorce agreement."

Her expression was so serious that she didn't mean to be perfunctory or joking at all.

Zhu Qinghuan didn't want to really divorce.She is just testing, testing whether she is really like what she said, "As long as you can be happy, I don't care if you love me or not", she has already tested the result she wants.What Nan Yang said is true, she will really let go of all her obsessions and respect her wishes.

She suddenly felt that she had fallen a little bit more, but she still didn't dare to take the last step, she was afraid, she thought of the pink water glass again, the joy when she accepted it, and the disappointment when she returned it with her own hands.

Why is Nan Yang treating her so well, but she still can't open her defenses?

Zhu Qinghuan hated herself.Although she was forced to get married, didn't she just acquiesce in something now?During these days together, Nan Yang never forced himself to do anything.She didn't force herself to sleep with her, nor forced herself to go to the rich man's table to drink with her. On the contrary, she loved her, protected her, and cared for her with all her thoughts.It's not that she doesn't want to try with her, but she can't get over the hurdle in her heart. It's because she hesitates and doesn't move forward, so this marriage tortures herself and Nan Yang.

She is not good enough, she has low self-esteem.She is not as rich as Nan Yang, not as good-looking as Nan Yang, she is not as good as her in anything.Nan Yang is a perfect person, there are a lot of women waiting for her to choose, she doesn't know why Nan Yang likes her, because she doesn't know, so she dare not respond.It was she who was not good enough for her, what she resented, what she disliked, and from beginning to end she was the only one.

Nan Yang picked up the mobile phone beside her, and she didn't know whose number she had dialed. The light from the screen reflected on her pale side face, outlining the outline of the slender eyelashes on that side.

Her voice was very soft and low, like the desolate night outside the window:

"Hey, Chen Lu...well, sorry to bother you. Help me plan a divorce..."

Zhu Qinghuan stepped forward suddenly, pinched the phone's microphone, looked at Nan Yang with tears on her face, shook her head vigorously, and said in a crying voice:

"No...don't divorce...don't, don't divorce me..."

Nan Yang raised his eyes and looked at her in surprise.

"I don't really want to divorce you, I just... I just..."

just asking?Just to test?

This is how she tested Nan Yang's patience last time in ktv, and now she tested Nan Yang's reaction to divorce in the same way.How many times will she use this boring temptation to hurt Nan Yang?Could it be that every time she looked at her in despair, did he feel satisfied that this could prove her love for him?

Do you deserve the sense of security you get in this way?

Nan Yang looked at Qing Huan who was stubbornly holding her microphone, and suddenly understood what was going on in her mind. His heart softened, and he realized that he had misunderstood one of her jokes.

Qing Huan was just talking, probably never thought that she would actually contact a lawyer.Blame her for being too serious, she didn't carefully look at Qing Huan's expression when she said this, and didn't seriously figure out her true thoughts, so she recklessly asked a lawyer for a divorce.

She knew that Qing Huan had been living under Mei Zhongli's control for the past ten years, and for various reasons, she had to wrap herself in a layer of gentle thorns.She doesn't know how to treat her well, only Qinghuan can open the wall of her heart, but the time is still very long, and what she spares most is time.

3000 years ago, they were masters and apprentices. When Qing Huan fell in love with her, she also evaded repeatedly because she couldn't pass the test in her heart. It was Qing Huan who accompanied her for more than ten years, taking care of her tenderly day and night. She gave up, and finally coughed up blood and knelt in the Kunlun snow to beg her. After kneeling for a day and a night, she almost lost her life there, and then she began to face her feelings.She was so patient with herself back then, but now, she should wait patiently for her.

Everything can be done slowly, as long as she is still by her side, she will no longer have too many extravagant demands.

Nan Yang hung up the phone, put the phone aside, and stretched out his arms to hug Qing Huan who was crying miserably at this moment.

But halfway up her arm, she held back and asked first:

"can I hug you?"

Sometimes she is so rigorous that she is rigid, and she can be unrestrained in certain situations.But Nan Yang has a sense of decency in her bones. The two words she said most before are "nonsense" and "presumptuous". Obviously, since she often reprimands her disciples like this, she will definitely not allow herself to do so. Nonsense and presumptuousness, especially when facing Qing Huan who has no memory yet.

But she didn't think about it, even if a crying and soft girl really wanted her to hug her, how could she say it out of her mouth.

Zhu Qinghuan just lowered her head and cried without saying a word.

Without permission, Nan Yang leaned back on the bed again, and the corners of his lips hooked helplessly: "Next time when you joke with me, don't be so serious in your tone, I will take it seriously."

Zhu Qinghuan buried her head, choked up and said: "I'm sorry, it's all, it's all my fault."

"It's okay, it's normal for husband and wife to joke around." Nan Yang forgave her so easily, with a familiar tenderness in his eyes, "I don't blame you, I was confused. You can't fight with me in the future." Be a little bit more tempered, and when it comes to divorce, I have to draw up a divorce agreement every time."

"..."

Wouldn't Nan Yang be angry?Is this a real person?

The atmosphere was a bit dignified. Although Nan Yang wanted to relax, Zhu Qinghuan was still very depressed.Nan Yang tilted his head, quietly swallowed the blood from the bite, and changed the subject: "I just came out of the hotel, was it photographed by a reporter?"

"……Seems to be."

"Have you checked Weibo? Have my photos been leaked?"

"I don't know, I haven't... I don't have time to read it."

Nan Yang hummed, and patted the side of his bed: "Come here and sit down, your feet will hurt if you stand all the time."

Zhu Qinghuan didn't move.Standing there for a while, seeing Nan Yang picked up his phone to watch, then walked over gently, and sat on the edge of the bed a little.

The moment Nan Yang opened the hot search on Weibo, his face turned blue.

The first entry: Zhu Qinghuan's domestic violence.Followed by a small red "boil".

Going in at one o'clock, the entire article is about lying on a stretcher and bleeding from her nose, because there is too much bleeding, most of the shirt is covered with blood, and it is easy to give people the illusion that she has suffered other serious injuries.

The comments have already exploded, and they all accused Zhu Qinghuan of how hard this was to beat Boss Nan with so many nosebleeds.Some of Zhu Qinghuan's fans have turned fans, and even fans turned black.南泱自从上次上过一次热搜后，积累了不错的路人缘，给大家留下了疼爱老婆的霸道总裁印象，这一下子被揍得鼻血横流，大家不约而同表示心疼，“南老板太可怜"I wish you a scumbag girl", "hurt Boss Nan's feelings", "reject domestic violence, domestic violence is shameful", "divorce and divorce, hurry up and divorce"...

Nan Yang: "..."

Zhu Qinghuan: "..."

Domestic violence? ? ?

Where is this going?

Did she use liqueur chocolate to domestically abuse Nanyang?

Friend applications popped up constantly on the top of the phone. Nan Yang clicked in and found that it was Sun Xuxue who had been deleted by him before, so he approved her addition.Just after adding it, Sun Xuxue sent a long paragraph:

"Old Ancestor, don't look at Weibo, we have already contacted Xiaotian Entertainment to jointly control it, and it will be suppressed tomorrow morning. The clarification manuscript has been sent to ten marketing accounts with millions of fans, and Mei is also talking to that While communicating, this entry should be removed in a while. Take a good rest and look better. Tomorrow, you just need to show your face in front of the interview and say a few words, and the matter will naturally become clear. Don’t worry, it’s not a big problem, you It’s good to stay in the room with Zhuzhu, I won’t go in to disturb you, I’m sorry to talk too much nonsense, you can continue your business after reading it [hee hee][hee hee][hee hee]”

continue?

What's going on?

Nan Yang's face darkened, and his fingers clenched slightly.

Zhu Qinghuan glanced at her screen secretly, a little puzzled: "Old Ancestor? Why does she call you...Old Ancestor?"

Nan Yang lied without changing his face: "The nickname they gave me."

"Why is it called this?" It's a bit old.

Nan Yang raised his eyes and hooked his lips, "Because they said I look like a fairy."

After hearing this, Zhu Qinghuan couldn't help holding back a small smile, tears still hanging on her face.

"Are you laughing?" Nan Yang made Qing Huan laugh at his cold joke, and couldn't help laughing a little deeper. He picked up a tissue and put it in Qing Huan's hand so that she could wipe away her tears, "Just laugh, Don't be unhappy."

"I didn't, I just..."

"Are you sleepy?" Nan Yang noticed the bloodshot eyes in her eyes. She was busy shooting during the day, taking care of her drunken self in the afternoon, and running around the hospital at night. No wonder she wasn't tired, "I asked them to send you back Hotel, get a good night's sleep."

Zhu Qinghuan was silent for a long time, then shook her head: "I'm here to accompany you."

"You have to film tomorrow, how can you rest well here." Nan Yang picked up the phone, "I asked them to send you off."

Zhu Qinghuan shook her head stubbornly: "I won't go back."

Nan Yang stared at her soft and watery eyes for a while, and said, "Then I'll go back with you, okay?"

Zhu Qinghuan was taken aback for a moment, and looked at the needle on the back of Nan Yang's hand that was being infused.

"I'm fine, but it's just a little nosebleed, and it's not serious." Nan Yang pressed the call on the bedside, "I'll call the nurse to pull out the needle for me, and I'll drive you back after pulling it out."

"But……"

"Okay, if you delay for a while, you will fall asleep again." Nan Yang looked a little helpless, "My hands are not convenient today, so I can't hold you. Before you fall asleep, let's go back together, okay? ?”

Zhu Qinghuan stared at her for a long while, and finally nodded with a blushing face.

Nan Yang really talked a lot tonight.

She felt that Nan Yang said more tonight than all the previous days combined.

Nan Yang doesn't like to talk, and she doesn't like to use modal particles such as "bar", "ah" and "what" when speaking, she knows it.But after Nan Yang realized that she was not in a good mood, he endured the discomfort in his body and forced himself to speak so many sentences in a gentle voice, using all the soft tones, just to coax himself to laugh.

Zhu Qinghuan resisted the soreness in her eyes, not letting the tears fall again.

How could she be willing to divorce her?