I, Qinghuan

When Sun Xuxue came out of her room, she just heard Zhu Qinghuan say the most cruel words to Nan Yang at the stairs:

"Don't waste your time on me, it's really not worth it."

"I wouldn't like you."

Sun Xuxue watched Zhu Qinghuan go upstairs with a pale face, her steps were fast and anxious, as if she wanted to escape from this place immediately.Her heart was tightened, Zhu Qinghuan's words were really hurtful, how would Nan Yang feel?

She walked lightly to the living room, where the light was still on.She saw Nan Yang standing there, looking at the stairway where Zhu Qinghuan disappeared, standing for a long time.After Zhu Qinghuan left, Nan Yang seemed to have returned to the coldness of the past, and he could feel the tranquility all over his body just by looking at his back.

It could be 10 minutes, or it could be half an hour.Nan Yang moved as if waking up from a big dream, her back was a little stiff, she walked slowly back to the coffee table, picked up the dirty dishes and went to the kitchen to wash the dishes.

Sun Xuxue hurriedly ran over: "Old Ancestor, let me wash it."

Nan Yang stood by the sink, glanced at Sun Xuxue lightly, and said, "It's okay, it's just a bowl."

But Sun Xuxue clearly saw that Nan Yang's right hand holding the dishcloth was shaking.

"Old Ancestor, actually you..." Sun Xuxue felt aggrieved, and felt aggrieved for Nan Yang, "Why are you doing this? The more you are like this, the less she will appreciate it."

"Why don't I know, this is the worst policy." Nan Yang's deep voice dissipated in the unlit kitchen.

"Then you..."

"But I have no other choice." Nan Yang's lips curved bitterly, "Isn't it?"

Because I love you, I have no choice but to be nice to you.

Sun Xuxue had never been in a relationship before, so she would not understand this truth.

"But she really doesn't get in, I think..." Sun Xuxue was feeling angry for Nan Yang.

"Xuxue, you are used to thinking about things from my perspective, so when I don't get a response, you will think that there is something wrong with the other party." Nan Yang put the washed bowl on the table, and stroked the porcelain bowl with wet hands Edge, "However, not every one of her has to fall in love with me. To her, after all, I am just someone she has never met. She has her own life path and other things she values. She doesn't have to Because of my persistence, I have to respond to me. My memories and my obsessions, in the end, are just my business."

Nan Yang lowered her head, her eyelashes were trembling, "So, don't think it's her fault. Speaking of which, I should hate the lingering ghost even more."

Sun Xuxue felt her nose was sore.She can understand what Nan Yang said, but how can such a Nan Yang not make people feel distressed?

She dedicated her eternal time to the reunion with her old friend. She loves so deeply, she should be crazy.But she is still so gentle, tenderly respecting every new soul of Qinghuan.

Sun Xuxue heard from Sun Guohui that in one life, Nanyang found Qinghuan a little later.She already has a man she loves, a firm and unswerving love.Nan Yang didn't say anything, and didn't do anything, but when she got married, she went to the wedding banquet as a stranger.She sent an unsigned flower basket, sat on the mat, and watched her walk towards her own happiness in a wedding dress.After that, she left that city.In that life, Nan Yang never bothered her again. The only meeting between her and her in that life was when she sent her down the most beautiful red carpet in her life with her eyes.

Will she be sad?Will she cry secretly on the night of the wedding banquet?

Apart from Nan Yang himself, I am afraid that no one will know.

If it wasn't because this was her No.90 IX, and if it wasn't because she had the possibility of recovering her memory, Nan Yang would never have allowed Mei Zhongli to forcefully tie her by her side in the form of marriage.She pinned all her hopes on Zhu Qinghuan, that's why she treated her so embarrassingly well, she didn't hesitate to bury herself in the humble soil, as long as there was a chance to see the sun again, she was willing to let herself down a thousand times, every time million times.

Just for the reunion.