I, Qinghuan

"I do..."

"...Killed you once."

Nan Yang's tone was very soft, his fingers resting on his legs curled up, and the corners of his lips curled up bitterly, he tentatively took a step forward, as if he wanted to get closer to Qing Huan.

However, Qing Huan took another step back, her hands holding on to the wall were trembling slightly, and her eyes could not conceal the panic.Facing a person who said she had killed herself, even if this person was her wife whom she kept in constant contact with, she couldn't help being afraid.

"So my first life..." Qing Huan trembled all over, "Did I die by your hands?"

When this consciousness was formed in her mind, her world was instantly turned upside down.Her memory has not been fully recovered, so she used to think that Nan Yang waited for her for more than 3000 years purely because of love, but now it seems that there may be more guilt in it.Why did she kill her in the first place?If Nan Yang really loved her so much at that time, why would he choose to kill her?

Did she really love herself 3000 years ago?

Now, 3000 years later, does she still love herself?Or... just for redemption?

"You..." Nan Yang's eyes suppressed the pain, "Would you like to hear me tell you the details?"

Qing Huan felt a little out of breath, pressed against the wall tightly, shook her dizzy head, "Don't...don't say it, don't say it first, I... have to take it easy."

Nan Yang was silent for a long time, and said softly: "At the beginning, your death...it was indeed my fault, and Bei Ping's fault. It was all the fault of our elders. You are a victim of being involved innocently." She paused, lowered her eyes, and spoke again The tone at the time was more like talking to himself, "Sometimes I think, I would rather never be the Lord of the Northern Punishment, even if I never meet you, as long as you can live well in your life, I am willing."

"So, are you waiting for me because you feel sorry for me?"

Qing Huan finally asked this sentence anxiously.

Nan Yang frowned and shook his head seriously: "I admit that I am sorry for you, but it is one thing to be sorry, but another thing to wait for you. I am waiting for you just because I want to be with you."

Qing Huan opened her eyes, the light from the chandelier above her head reflected in her pupils.

Nan Yang was silent for a while, and said: "Qing Huan, you don't remember everything now, and you may not understand some things when I say them. I can wait for you to remember slowly, but... I really can't remember, you Don't be afraid of me, your death is indeed related to me, but I didn't mean to kill you, I never wanted to hurt you. I know what you are worried about, don't worry, I am not guilty of you, even at that time If you die at the hands of others, I will also wait for you for 3000 years."

Qing Huan let go of her tight heart softly.

In just a few words, the restlessness and fear that lingered in her heart disappeared.Nan Yang really understands her, understands every crux of her heart caused by memory loss, and also understands how to make her feel at ease in this situation of unequal information.

Even if there are still some doubts that have not been resolved, at least she will not have any negative emotions right now.Maybe some unpredictable things really happened 3000 years ago, but she believes that no matter what, Nan Yang has never been the one who wanted to hurt her.

"If you want to hear it, I can tell you what happened," Nan Yang continued, "but it's best if you can remember it yourself. There are some things that you can't experience from the perspective of a bystander, let alone doing them. A man who listens to stories."

"I understand, I will wait patiently."

Qing Huan let go of the grievances in her heart, looked at Nan Yang with a smile, and stretched out her hands to her: "Hold me, Master."

Nan Yang knew that she was no longer afraid of him, and his hanging heart eased a lot. He picked her up and put her on the bed.The two leaned together and talked for a while, then fell asleep.

I can't sleep for too long. After all, the task of this day is arduous, and I have to get up after about two hours of rest.

As soon as they went out, the vj followed closely.The program group provided several choices, all of which were less expensive playgrounds. Qing Huan chose it and chose to go to the Amphawa Floating Market first.Amphawa is a very remote place, far away from the center of Bangkok, so far away that ordinary tourists would not want to take so long a car to go there, so there are more aborigines there, and all kinds of things are cheap.

Moreover, you can also take a boat around the island to watch fireflies.

But if you want to wait until night to see fireflies, I'm afraid it's too late to go to the second place.But they didn't come here for the game in the first place, and they were willing to admit defeat if the big deal happened, as long as they could have a good time.

After confirming to go to Amphawa, they contacted the van and fought with other tourists. The fare was only 100 baht.

On the other hand, Cheng Cheng also started preparing to leave tomorrow night. She and Qi Yi didn't share the same room, so she went downstairs first and waited for Qi Yi in the hotel lobby.While waiting, I met Nanyang and Qinghuan, and after hearing that they were going to Amphawa, I casually agreed to meet them in Amphawa when I had time in the afternoon.

Not long after, Qi Yi came down, and the VJ who followed them picked up the camera and started filming.

Tomorrow night, Cheng's attitude changed a lot. When he saw Qi Yi, his expression became less flexible, and he just said "Let's go" in a neutral tone.

Qi Yi asked the VJ to suspend the shooting first, and stepped forward to hold Ming Wancheng: "Ah Cheng."

Tomorrow night Cheng stopped, "What's the matter, Teacher Qi?"

Qi Yi's eyes twitched: "You...you call me Teacher Qi?"

"Can't I be called Teacher Qi?" Mingwan Cheng was a little puzzled.

"Ah Cheng, are you blaming me?" Qi Yi didn't even know what he was talking about, he just followed his instinct to ask, "Are you blaming me for getting married?"

"I don't blame you, really." Tomorrow night Cheng acted like a grown-up, patted Qi Yi's shoulder reassuringly, "I just changed my name because I thought it was inappropriate. You have a fiancé now. The two of you should be very concerned about the cp relationship between me and you in this variety show. I can't just cling to you all day long. If you do that, you will attract a lot of gossip. Maybe... your future in-laws and husband will also have grudges, so I just opened up a little distance, I really don't blame you for anything."

Qi Yi felt that Ming Wancheng in front of her was so strange, or maybe she didn't know the real Ming Wan Cheng at all.Such a lively and cheerful young girl has such a calm and gentle side, or maybe Ming Wancheng has never really liked her.

There seems to be nothing wrong with such an ending. Those who should go will continue to go, and those who should let go also let go.

The person who should let go... really let go?

Who is the one who didn't let go?

Qi Yi himself couldn't figure it out.

According to the arrangement of the program group, they first went to the siater shopping center for a stroll, took a few shots of shopping and eating desserts, and then went to the Amphawa Floating Market.

Amphawa was indeed on the wrong side. When the car got there, it was already five o'clock in the afternoon.

This is a very down-to-earth floating market, with a variety of stalls crowded on both sides of the path, selling various seafood specialties, steamed fish, grilled shrimp, coconut juice, corn juice, and countless sweet and spicy sauces.

There is no such thing as soy sauce or chili powder in Thailand. They only use sweet chili sauce for seasoning, and everything has a sweet taste.They walked around for a while, and halfway through, they saw Nan Yang and Qing Huan eating mango sticky rice in a kiosk by the side of the road.

The pavilion is leaning on a green river, both sides of the river are crowded with hawkers and quaint small shops, there are a few boats floating in the river, and the people at the pier are selling tickets for boat rides to watch fireflies, and they can't set off until dark.

"Ah Cheng, Xiao Yi!" Qing Huan waved her hand and called them over.

Tomorrow night, Cheng looked at the snacks covered on the small stone table, stuffed a piece of grilled shrimp into his mouth, and said vaguely: "You guys are really rich, we only dared to look at it all the way here, but didn't dare to buy it."

Qi Yi reluctantly smiled.

Qing Huan saw that Qi Yi was not in a good mood, she was silent for a moment, then turned to Ming Wan Cheng: "Ah Cheng, can you go shopping with me?"

"Okay." Ming Wancheng readily agreed.

Qing Huan stuffed all the money left in his hand to Nan Yang, "After you finish eating, go to the ticket seller and charter a boat, the vj brothers still have to put equipment."

Fortunately, the prices in this place are much cheaper than those in Bangkok, and the price of chartered boats is not expensive. Although it exceeds the budget given by the program group, it can be cut so that they only buy tickets for two people, which is not enough for the south. Just put it on the mat by yourself.

"Yeah." Nan Yang nodded and continued to eat his mango sticky rice.

Qing Huan took Ming Cheng Cheng to another street, but didn't ask VJ to follow.She glanced at the sky, and it was still early to leave the boat, so she slowly chatted with Mingye.

"Ah Cheng, why does Xiao Yi look more and more unhappy today?"

Tomorrow night Cheng smiled: "Why do you ask me that, it seems like I bullied her."

Qing Huan paused, and sighed: "I didn't mean that. I just feel a little pity. Xiao Yi looks...in fact, he really cares about you. You two don't have to miss this time."

"Then master should go to persuade her, not me, after all, I am not in charge of this matter." Cheng Cheng shrugged tomorrow night, "I can't be like before, shamelessly pestering a woman with a fiancé , I have done nothing wrong now, I am just respecting her and myself."

Qing Huan was silent for a while, and said: "Ah Cheng, you don't know much about Xiao Yi's family. Sometimes, Xiao Yi can't help herself and is powerless to refute. Her father and mother are very bossy people. Tall people have a little more desire for control, especially for their children. They have already decided on a life for Xiao Yi. Xiao Yi grew up in a controlled environment. She became a teacher because her parents arranged for her. , not that she likes the teacher herself. To be honest, I have never seen her take the initiative to say what she likes, she is used to obedience."

"So what does Master mean?" Ming Wancheng raised his eyebrows.

"Three thousand years ago, my master, your ancestor, wasn't the same person." Qing Huan smiled, "Actually, I have someone I like in my heart, but I'm used to depression and obedience, so I didn't realize that I would Miss something."

Tomorrow night Cheng opened his mouth, changed the topic, and turned the topic to Qing Huan: "It seems that Master remembers a lot?"

"Yeah, I remember a lot." Qing Huan curled her lips, "Especially after sleeping in the morning, I remembered a lot of things. Or... It seems that those things in the first life are all at once. I remember."

"Really?" Tomorrow night Cheng was also happy for her.

"Yeah." Qing Huan nodded, looked at the street in the distance, her eyes were soft, "Maybe it has gained a sense of security. I always seemed to be afraid before, afraid that what I remembered would affect the relationship between us, so I have never dared to remember everything. But... I am not afraid today, because I am sure that no matter what happened, she will love me as always. "