Cupid winks

themselves? "

I asked Xiuxiu: "Why does he hate me? Why does he hate me? Why doesn't he hate Sun Yu? He hangs his appetite and treats him as a backup, doesn't he?"

Xiuxiu nodded with a smile, looked at me with a smile, and said with a smile: "You and Abin broke up so calmly, and when you talked about Ye Haowen, you were so aggressive."

I said, "I'm annoying him."

"He hates you, and you annoy him. According to movies and TV, you are happy friends, a match made in heaven."

I said: "If I could like him, if I could fall in love with him, I would have liked and loved him a long time ago."

Xiuxiu responded, put her hand on my shoulder, and I said: "I go to the basement of Hao Zailai every night to nostalgia, I didn't expect to meet him. Where did he go, he is there."

Xiuxiu rubbed my shoulders and said, "He said he hates you. He doesn't care about anything. It doesn't matter when you are an honor student in college, and it doesn't matter if you live in the basement in a muddle."

I chuckled: "He will say that he is living in a daze? He said that I will sell it?"

Xiuxiu said: "He really said so."

Xiuxiu also said: "Sun Yu is his habit, he will never get it, and he will never lose it. If it were someone else, he doesn't know what will happen, he doesn't know if he can get something."

"He's sick, he's perverted, and he's mentally deformed." I said, I smoked, my hands were shaking, and I said, "He called me, and I didn't want to answer it. Sometimes I really didn't want to answer it. When I saw him, I thought My failed college life, I feel like I've failed my life."

Several times, Ye Haowen called me, but I didn't want to answer, and I didn't answer.But eventually it will pick up.

Several times, I deleted his number and deleted his WeChat.But I can recite his number, and I recognize his caller.

I would pull over and wait for him to talk to me.

I'm not as naive as Sun Yu, I'm not as stupid as Ye Haowen, I'm just a bitch.

I just……

I need him.

I also need someone who can never be gained and who can never be lost.I don't love him, he'll leave me, we won't be completely apart, we won't be fully connected.We are involved, one week, ten days, one year, two years, ten years, the rest of my life, a lifetime.He will gradually become the protagonist of my love story, and he will become another Sun Yu.My Sun Yu.Luna, or a goddess of love.

If love is really controlled by a god, if the god of love is staring at everyone in the world and has his own arrangements for everyone, maybe when she sees me here, she blinks her eyes and misses me, I You have to arrange yourself and figure out yourself.

I don't blame her, God's eyes are also dry, and the eye sockets are also hot.

I rubbed my eyes, Xiuxiu picked up the vase that was given to me, pointed to an emerald green shard on the vase and said, "Look, doesn't this shard look particularly beautiful and dazzling, like a gem."

The shard was octagonal, and in the dim moonlight it appeared transparent, like glass.

Xiuxiu went on to say: "Human, all the sadness, unhappiness, depression, and pain are all to set off happiness." She put down the vase that belonged to me, and said: "All happiness is waiting for depression and pain."

She said, "I thought ten pieces of vases would make ten vases, but no, something is always lost, and something just can't be found." She put down my vase and picked up one of her own. I haven't told who it belongs to, who she intends to give it to. The vase has some red on it, not like fragments, but like blood spots accidentally splashed on it.

She put her arms around the vase and said, "Whether it was broken by someone else or by yourself, it's good to put it back together."

I said: "He liked me when he was in college, why didn't he come and tell me when he was in college?"

I gritted my teeth and leaned against Xiuxiu.This time I know why I shed tears and for whom.I hate Ye Haowen, I really hate him, the degree of hatred is comparable to that of Feng Fangfang.

The next day, Xiuxiu and I took a shopping bag, packed two vases and went out.Let's go give Xiaobao a vase first.The boxing gym where Xiaobao works is in the old city, remote and hidden, you have to enter from an unnamed alley on Fengxiang Road. It used to be a large courtyard, but now the four rooms around the courtyard are divided into a boxing gym, a small restaurant specializing in fried chicken delivery Workshop, warehouse of a building materials company and a garage.When we arrived, the boxing gym was open, the door was open, and there were two bearded goalkeepers on the door. Xiaobao was facing the sun, wrapped in a down jacket, biting a red bean popsicle and tearing off the tape on the door.The two door gods didn't know what was pasted on their heads, and someone tore it off, leaving a few white corners of paper and traces of tape.The lights in the boxing gym are not turned on, the light is not very good, and it looks old and dilapidated.

Xiuxiu called Xiaobao and said loudly, "Xiaobao, I'll give it to you!"

A van was parked at the door of the maintenance garage, and it was propped up with a jack. Someone was banging and banging something underneath, and the sound was loud.We had to speak at the top of our voices.

I hugged the vase and winked at Xiaobao.Xiao Bao took the vase, pointed to the inside of the boxing gym with a smile: "Go in and have a seat?"

Xiuxiu said: "Next time! We have to go to other places!"

Xiaobao grabbed the mouth of the vase and asked Xiuxiu: "Xiuxiu, are you a famous artist?"

Xiuxiu blinked.I said, "You sign him on the bottom of the bottle so he can sell it for a good price."

Xiaobao made a gesture to kick me, so I dragged Xiuxiu away.

Xiaobao shouted behind us: "Come and play when you are free! We also teach self-defense for women! Call some friends to sign up together!"

Then we went to the Opal Spa Club in the new district. The club is close to the residential area. There is a coffee shop on the left and a bookstore on the right that sells both household items and coffee.The environment is quiet.Manager Fan was sitting at the front desk, and Xiuxiu and I were poking around at the gate. Manager Fan had a conversation with a white-faced woman wearing a pearl necklace and a suit. The woman was led in by a young boy in uniform. In the depths of the clubhouse, Manager Fan came to greet us to enter.

He asked angrily: "It's broad daylight, why are you sneaking around! You can't do it even if you are a decent person?"

He looked at us, moved his chin in the direction of the clubhouse, and said, "Come in and have a seat?"

Xiuxiu said, "Manager Fan! This vase is for you."

Manager Fan said, "Where did you pick up the pieces of broken porcelain and put them together?"

I laughed: "Manager Fan, you have sharp eyes and know the goods!"

I put the vase on the ground and said, "If you don't want it, then wait here for someone who is destined."

Manager Fan hurriedly picked up the vase. He touched it, looked at it, smacked it, and asked us with winking eyes, "Is it not leaking?"

Xiuxiu said, "I can't guarantee that."

I said, "Put in dried flowers."

Manager Fan gave me a disgusted look and muttered, "Dried flowers? Can dried flowers and real flowers have the same taste and style?"

He looked at me again and asked me, "Have you had lunch yet?"

He took me and Xiuxiu to have lunch, Sichuan cuisine on the fifth floor of a large shopping mall nearby. We ate spicy bullfrog, boiled fish, and couple's lung slices. Our eyes, mouth, and throat were all spicy.Halfway through the meal, Manager Fan went out to answer the phone. He had been on the phone for a long time, but there was no sign of anyone for more than half an hour. Xiuxiu and I suspected that he asked the front desk to pay the bill, so we left directly.We were about to ask the waiter for verification, when Manager Fan came back, sweating profusely, with two large bags of shopping bags from the boutique supermarket downstairs in his hand, put them on the table, sat down and poured water.Xiuxiu handed him a tissue, and Manager Fan took it, wiped his sweat and mouth, and said, "Take it home and eat."

I took a look and saw that they were all food supplements, such as Brand's Chicken Essence, Bird's Nest with Rock Sugar, Hericium erinaceus, premium red dates, and longan.

Manager Fan lowered his head to eat the fish fillets, and said, "Don't let Auntie Fang cook all the time, you should cook something for her too. Cooking is very hard work."

In the afternoon, Xiuxiu and I went to the hospital to pick up Hehe's mother, Aunt Fang.She wore a hat, gloves, a scarf, and two pairs of trousers. She was sweating all the time. When she got home, she went to bed and lay down.She asked us what we would like to have for dinner.Xiuxiu said she was here to cook.Mother Hehe nodded, eyes half-closed, and said: "There are still three eggs in the refrigerator, and I haven't finished eating the tomatoes I bought last time. Let's make tomato scrambled eggs and add more sugar. Xiaoshu likes it." Eat something sweet."

I don't like to eat sweet tomato scrambled eggs, the taste of the box is too sweet.Hehe came to the financial market from Jiangsu.

I nodded and said, "Well, put more tomato sauce, it's sour and sweet."

Xiuxiu said: "Auntie, the vase I told you last time is ready, I'll bring it in for you."

She went outside to get two vases, put them on Hehe's mother's bedside, and said to her, "If you want to vomit at night, you can vomit in here. One is not enough, and another is more convenient."

Hehe mother smiled: "This is a vase, not a spittoon." She said, "There is another one that needs to be opened."

Kaikai is the nickname of Hehe, which means happy heart.

Hehe's mother muttered: "The vase...we still need to arrange flowers...the flowers are beautiful..."

She closed her eyes, and I pulled up the quilt to cover her, and Hehe's mother suddenly spoke again, her voice was very dry and soft.She said: "Sister Fangfang's matter... I didn't think about it, Xiao Shu, it's not easy for you, Auntie knows..."

She probably wanted to hold my hand, but she didn't have much strength in her hand, at most she could only put her hand on the back of my hand, her fingers curled up to grab my palm.I sat by her bed, and I said: "Auntie, Sister Fangfang is now being taken care of by four or five people by herself. She uses the most advanced medicine and equipment, eats well and sleeps well. She very good