as if poisoned

how are you doing

Am I still qualified to ask?

Your message seems to be blocked

i want to know everything

but don't know anything

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That time we left without eating.After all, it was a big deal that we had only the two of us left in the end, so we just checked out the private room and left.

Our relationship is still very underground. After all, the school prohibits puppy love. If you are caught, you will call your parents and you will be demerited.And we have to be careful.

The old phone rang, and I saw that the caller ID was Sheng Jia.

"Hey?"

'Well, what are you doing? '

"What are you doing?" I scribbled with a pen, looked at the formulas, and was distracted talking to him while solving Mathematical Olympiad problems.

'Are you going to the bookstore? '

"I'm at the bookstore right now. Brother Que and Nalange are not here today, please let me take care of the store." I opened it and turned a page.

'I will look for you. '

"Oh, good." Although I was a little shocked, I didn't think too much, and thought that since he came, let's review together.

We basically didn't change much, just the occasional heartbeat speeded up when facing him.Sometimes she looked at his side face like a demon again.I really feel like I'm dreaming.

When the wind chime on the door rang, I raised my head and said, "Welcome... Shengjia?" I was in a daze for a moment, why so fast?

"Oh? Is that how you welcome me? I'm quite happy. Xiao Zhan."

My heart felt like it was going to jump out, "Why do you call me Xiaozhao!"

"Well, you're shy."

"..." I have nothing to say, because I am really shy.He looked at my speechless expression, and a smile of unknown meaning appeared on his face.Why is this person like this!

"Hey, don't be angry, I'm just kidding, Qin Nuo and the others call you Yu Zong, and it's so boring to call you that too."

I really wanted to roll his eyes, "Then why did you come here today? Just to call me a little boy?"

"Hehe, what do you say?"

This person really owes more and more.

"Since you're fine, let's do the questions. Don't be foolish when you're a sophomore in high school."

He despised me, "There are still a few days before school starts, why are you in such a hurry?"

"Be careful when you use the book and you will hate it less!"

"I don't care~" He sat on the chair, folded his hands, and said indifferently.

I ignored him and continued to work on my topic.I really don't understand, how did I fall in love with this macrocephalic guy?

"Are you angry like this?"

"..." She ignored him and treated him like nothing.

"Actually, I miss you."

Yes, I blushed in disbelief.Why can this person say embarrassing things anytime and anywhere.

"Chengjia, let me ask you a question." I looked at him seriously and said.

"Huh?" His eyes lit up, as if expecting me to ask a question.

"Did you feel awkward when you thought you liked me back then?" I still asked it out. In fact, this question has been around me for a long time, but it is the question I want to ask the most.

"Didn't I tell you that I have a brother?"

"Huh?" Why did you get involved with your brother again?

"My brother is bisexual. He has a girlfriend and a very good boy friend. Later I saw him kissing that person in the room. At that time, I knew that men and men can be together. At that time, I also felt disgusted. , but I slowly accepted this question when I grew up, until I met you."

until i met you.This sentence made me suddenly feel very sweet.I feel that in this world, I am just an air that cannot be remembered, but I am remembered, and at this moment I am lucky.If someone says something like this to you one day, please cherish it, because he cares about you, regardless of gender.

"Then how is your brother doing now?" I was a little curious, after all, I had too little contact with this circle, and I really wanted to know how it would end.

"The matter between my brother and that person was discovered later, and finally my dad was kicked out. My brother now occasionally calls me once a month or two. That person was sent to the military academy by his dad."

I am silent.It seems that thinking too much about many things is really not enough, because when the dream is broken, the person who suffers more is yourself.

He said, "Don't think too much, my brother is my brother, and I am me. My parents have high expectations for my brother, that's why it happened."

I don't know if he thinks the same as me, but if you choose, don't regret it.I don't know the future, but I can only grasp the present.