as if poisoned

From the time he started talking to me, I felt something different about him. I don't know what it is, but I just feel strange emotions flowing in my heart.

It was a long time later that I realized that the original emotion called liking

In this way, I slowly remembered his face and his movements.

Who was the one who started first, and who ended up in the end, I have long wanted to forget

Once I fell into a deep place, no matter how much I shouted, I couldn't pull it out

Maybe you should sink, let yourself sink into a world without people

Only then will you have the peace you want, but in the dead of night

There's always a wailing yelling at me and crying at me, I don't pay attention

Am I too cruel to stop the voices calling for help

Also put an end to the chance to save himself?

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Since the last time, he came to school slowly, but everyone is afraid of him, only the three of us are willing to integrate into his circle

The four of us are almost inseparable, and the person who has the least halo inside is none other than me

Huang Shengjia, a person who can be famous just for fighting, in fact, the reason why he is famous is that he fights first, and the second is that he is handsome

Huang Qinnuo, a big beauty.Just the face value will overwhelm the audience

Lin Yuzhi, a sunny boy, is even better at playing basketball

Only me, except English and mathematics are a little better, but I am unknown

Forget it, different people have different fates, right?

During the break after class, the four of us sat together, Qin Nuo sat with him, and Yuzhi and I sat opposite him

I silently ate the cheapest fried noodles. Seeing them talking and eating while eating, I chose to ignore them, protect my noodles, and eat slowly.

I couldn't understand what they were talking about, but I heard Huang Shengjia say to Qin Nuo: "Qin Nuo is delicious, eat more."

There are occasional interludes of dialogue like this.There is also Yuzhi's hurtful voice.

I don't know that every time they take me to sleep after dinner, they talk about me, but today I'm asleep and I hear

"Hey, what's the matter with that guy Ding Yuzhang? It's like this every time, and you are the only ones who can bear him?" Huang Shengjia was talking about it next to me

Are you really not afraid that I will wake up?

At this time, Yuzhi retorted loudly: "You know what!"

As I fell asleep, I heard Huang Shengjia's "Hey", I wanted to laugh so much that I couldn't hold back

"Huang Shengjia, please be nice to Yu Yan. He saved us." Qin Nuo said in a solemn tone

I thought to myself, is that an exaggeration?

Thinking back to how I met Qin Nuo, it was only after I finished my part-time job that I saw her surrounded by a bunch of girls, and with his stubborn expression, he couldn't help but want me to help.

In fact, I just took an antique telephone and said falsely: "Is it the police station? A group of people beat up a person here, please send someone to help."

Because it was a group of girls, when I said that the police had also dispersed, I vaguely heard a group of girls say 'wait for me' or something like that.

At that time, looking at Qin Nuo who was crying, she looked a little pitiful, so I took out the most valuable thing in my body - the handkerchief and gave it to her.She took it and said "thank you"

I said softly to her: "Things, big and small, happen to people every day, just forget about it, just cry."

After I finished speaking, I left without taking back the most valuable handkerchief. I think this is the way to treat girls.

At that time, a few days later, I had already forgotten about it. I was sitting in the library, and suddenly my valuable handkerchief was in front of my eyes, and I realized that the girl I helped that day was in the same school as me.

The way I met Qin Nuo was that simple.

But Yuzhi's is even simpler, and it's just a misunderstanding of the name.

One day in junior high school, I was suddenly approached by a group of vicious people. They dragged me into a pavilion and beat me up. I was beaten for no reason.

And my antique telephone fell to the ground and was trampled to pieces

I was lying in the health room, and a strange boy ran over to see me, and said sorry to me desperately

I saw the homonym of his name 'Lin Yuzhi'...

I said to him: "It's a good thing they didn't hit you." I probably said this to reassure him at that time, I don't remember

All in all, that's how I got to know them, and we hung out after that

When he finished listening, there was silence, and the bell for class rang.

Did something ring in his heart?