as if poisoned

if only one day left

There is only one wish that can come true

then what will i do

and what would you choose

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There was no more sobbing, the two of us were silent for a long time, and he finally spoke first.

"Yu Yan, what did I do wrong?"

"Well, your intention is not wrong, but we can't force anyone to choose something. They all have things they want to do and things they want to choose."

"...then I was wrong."

"..." I didn't answer. After all, everyone thinks they are right or wrong. Since he thinks so, then so be it.

In fact, sometimes I feel that I am a little unclear about the definition of right and wrong. I occasionally look at the wrong self from the right level, and occasionally look at the right self from the wrong level.

Sometimes I panic about the boundaries I don't know.If Qin Nuo found out that I was dating Sheng Jia and I was here to comfort her, I would feel like a betrayer.But what can I do, I really feel that I am a timid and cowardly person, I don't want to lose anything, I just want to hold on tightly.

In fact, I myself forgot that if you want everything, you will have nothing. Not everyone has the qualification to be willful.

"...I just thought we could still be together well."

"...Even if we are in different classes, we can still get together often."

I don't know if we can get together more often, but I think that apart from me and Sheng Jia, the relationship can still be good, and I hope everyone can be good.

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In the end, we each chose what we wanted to study. I chose science, Qin Nuo chose liberal arts, Yuzhi chose art that I liked, and Shengjia... chose electrical engineering as an elective.

The four of us took different paths, chose what we want now, and chose a path for our own future.

We still leave school together every day, together with Qin Nuo and Yu Zhi, we didn't alienate each other because of the library incident.Occasionally see each other in the morning and say hello.

We are very tactful not to mention that matter, and we will have dinner together when there are festivals.

But I feel that the relationship between me and Shengjia has gradually weakened. I don’t know why, but I just feel this way. Maybe it’s because I’m very sensitive, but I still feel very uneasy.

"Did Yu Yan drink today!" Yu Zhi asked me, I smiled and shook my head.

"You can't do this~ I can't get you~" I looked at Shengjia with a smile and said, "Why don't you persuade Shengjia?"

Yu Zhi turned her head to look at Sheng Jia, and then glanced up and down, "He doesn't need it, which one is not popular in the elective elective of electrical engineering! That class is a strong class!"

"...I'm in the first class of science."

Sheng Jia interrupted suddenly, "That's right, how could it be possible that no one wants Ding Yuzhen, who is number one in science~"

"..."

"Hahahahahahaha I forgot!" Yuzhi didn't notice the change in Shengjiali's tone, which made me very embarrassed.

I said, "Aren't you also a handsome boy in the art class?"

"I... need I say that?" He seemed a little confused, and spoke slowly.

Sheng Jia and I looked at each other and knew that this guy was drunk.

Look at Qin Nuo next to him, he has already fallen asleep, he is obviously overwhelmed and wants to drink (kids, it’s hard to learn), Sheng Jia and I had to hold one up, called a taxi, and the four of us squeezed in.

Qin Nuo didn't live on campus anymore, because his aunt came to this city, so Qin Nuo lived with his aunt.

We sent the girl home first, and then threw Yuzhi home. After a lot of effort, we finally dragged Yuzhi back to the bed.

The taxi driver had already left by the time we went downstairs.Shengjia and I looked at each other, so we had to walk together.

It’s been a long time since I’ve had this kind of moment, and I have a very complicated feeling in my heart, holding each other’s hands in the silent night, and my palms are sweating a lot.

"Are you okay in class?" Sheng Jia asked me, he knew that I didn't like dealing with others, but he really loved me.

"Yes, Not Bad."

"...how about you not asking me?"

I smiled, it turns out that he still has this kind of time, I said, "I think you are different from me, but I can feel that you are doing well."

"...Ah, so I am like this in your heart? Are you not afraid that I will be robbed?"

I smiled and beat him, "I will kill anyone who dares to snatch you."

He pressed the hand that wasn't holding me to my face, "Only you son of a bitch, I'm the only one who can bear you."

I could only murmur and let go of me, and when I pulled his hand down, I accidentally saw him wearing the wooden bracelet I gave him.

I tugged on the wooden bracelet, "You take it."

"Well, I always carry it."

"...Actually, I have another one that is exactly the same as yours."

"Very good! Why don't you bring it?" Shengjia's voice was slightly surprised, but also a little happy.

"I'm afraid of breaking it." In fact, it's just an excuse. What I'm afraid of is being misunderstood why I and another friend are wearing something similar to a couple.

"...I know what you're worried about, but haven't we been discovered after so long?"

As if inspired by him, I said: "Well! Then I will take it tomorrow!"

"...no"

"Huh?" Didn't you just ask me to take it with you?

"I'll go to your house tonight and bring it for you."

"..." This person is fine.

When I came to my house, the lights were not on, which proved that Brother Ye hadn't come back yet. Shengjia seemed to know this, and kissed me as soon as he came.

I pushed him away panting, "No, someone."

"Don't think I don't know if your roommate hasn't come back."

What about wearing a bracelet?