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"Auntie, can you speak, please show some respect!"

An ear-shattering voice came from behind Sichen, that familiar tone, yes, it was Ziyu.

He turned his head and saw that Ziyu was about to rush towards the aunt, as if he wanted to go up and make a move.

He hurriedly stepped forward to stop Ziyu and said loudly: "Mao Ziyu, stop talking, don't meddle in my business, and don't follow me. If you want to eat here, then please go ahead."

After saying this, a sad tear fell from his red eyes, and his heart ached.

Mao Ziyu pushed Si Chen away and said, "Don't worry, I'm here, I won't let you suffer like this."

After finishing speaking, she raised her finger and pointed to the aunt who was cooking and shouted loudly: "I tell you, we are here to study, not to be angry, aunt gave you money, what is your attitude after taking his money? Be careful We sue you!"

The aunt who cooks rice is full of dissatisfaction when she sees this being said: "What are you talking about, do you know the rules? Do you want to eat? Are you still complaining? Everyone in the restaurant knows that you are disgusting, you I can't even do business here!"

When Si Chen heard the noisy voice, his heart ached even more.

Because the person who spoke for him was Mao Ziyu, his best brother, the corners of his lips were trembling slightly, and he shouted in his heart that Mao Ziyu could not help him solve this kind of thing.

He doesn't care anymore, since the world has abandoned him, what's the point of being alive?But don't hurt your friends.

After a slight sneer, he apologized to the aunt who was cooking, his black eyes were as quiet and desperate as a dark pool of water.

The tears have dried, but the tear stains are still hanging on the face.

"Snapped!"

Si Chen smashed the plate in his hand to the ground and shouted, "Enough! Shut up!"

He didn't want to cause trouble, maybe he could just disappear and be good to everyone. The idea of ​​death slowly rose in his heart.

If you die, you can settle everything, and you won't hurt anyone who treats him well.

Si Chen rushed out of the restaurant.

Mao Ziyu, who was arguing with Dafan aunt, flashed out of the corner of his eye, but Si Chen could not be seen.

Thinking back to Si Chen who apologized to the aunt just now, I felt something was wrong,

Immediately rushed out of the cafeteria and went after Si Chen, fearing that Si Chen might be in danger.

……

Si Chen came to the school store, bought a fruit knife and left, walking towards the back garden of the campus, he didn't care anymore, his whole person became crazy.

Sitting on an empty boulder, looking at the fruit knife in his hand, he smiled foolishly.

dead!

The word may mean liberation.

Under the sunlight, there was a sharp light on the blade, and this light made Mao Ziyu see Si Chen at a glance.

"Sichen! Don't do anything stupid!"

Si Chen laughed loudly, looking at his own wrist, the knife was about to cut down.

Mao Ziyu quickly raised his foot and kicked towards his right hand. Si Chen's right hand was kicked away, and the knife also drew a parabola in the air.

And Si Chen's left palm showed a blood-red gash, as if Si Chen didn't know the pain, and laughed at Mao Ziyu.

Mao Ziyu said angrily: "You idiot! Is it worth doing such a thing because of a man who came to school to make a scene?"

Si Chen suddenly got up and pushed Mao Ziyu away and cursed: "What do you know! I don't want to hurt you, let alone let my parents know, you don't understand what I'm thinking at all, you are not gay, you are I don’t understand how people like me survive in this world...can’t let others know..."

As Si Chen spoke, tears once again glistened in his eyes.

Mao Ziyu hugged Si Chen tightly and shouted to him: "If you want to die, I won't stop you, but after you die, more people will know that you are gay, and the police will Involved, when the time comes, everyone on the street will know that the child of so-and-so is gay, and he committed suicide because he couldn't stand the public opinion of the society. Are you worthy of the parents who gave birth to you and raised you? Do you think they don't know if this is the case? ?”

What Mao Ziyu said touched Si Chen's heart, she lowered her head and tears fell to the ground drop by drop, gradually disappearing.

"Si Chen, listen clearly to me, don't take the road that hurt you bastard!"

This sentence completely woke Si Chen up, looked up at Mao Ziyu and said in a choked voice, "I...was wrong."

Mao Ziyu took a long breath and said softly: "Show me your hand, go to the infirmary to bandage it, otherwise it will be bad if the wound becomes inflamed, and I am warning you at the end, if you dare to die, you just want to Missing your parents!"

Si Chen looked at Mao Ziyu without saying a word, and followed Mao Ziyu directly to the infirmary.

Because he was thinking in his heart whether to drop out of school directly, he and Mao Ziyu were brothers after all, he couldn't imagine the future.

It is very likely that Mao Ziyu will become the extreme of the campus just like him.

When they walked out of the infirmary, Si Chen lowered his head and said to Mao Ziyu, "Mao Ziyu! I know you treat me well, and I won't worry you in the future. I'm going to drop out of school."

Mao Ziyu knew that Si Chenshou had suffered such a great humiliation at school, and to be honest, he might not be able to gain a foothold in school, but...

Mao Ziyu asked worriedly: "How do you explain to your family? In this case, the school will definitely get in touch with your parents."

"It's okay, I'll go and explain it to the school."

As soon as the words fell, Si Chen seemed to have made up his mind, and his eyes showed firmness.

Suddenly the cool phone rang, and the word Su Zhiwen appeared on the screen of the phone, and his heart skipped a beat.

Si Chen didn't speak, and slowly closed her eyes, her hands still trembling slightly.

He opened his eyes abruptly and hung up the phone. After that, the phone kept ringing. Mao Ziyu who was on the side was still very concerned and asked what happened.

But Si Chen just said nothing, and left quickly. Mao Ziyu wanted to follow, but found that Si Chen had disappeared.

Si Chen came outside the school gate, and finally answered the phone he didn't want to answer.

"Chenbao... you finally... answered my call, I'm going to find you, wait for me soon."

"Isn't it bad enough for you to hurt me? You know, your so-called good classmate came to my school to make trouble, and now the whole school knows that I am gay, and I have a boyfriend who committed suicide for love. I am now Do you know that you have no place to be ashamed? Every day you face being bullied, you are looked at coldly by everyone in the school, and you are scolded by them as a dead man, you are happy!"

When he said this, it seemed that all the hatred in his heart had been vented.

"Chen Bao, I'm sorry, I was wrong, how about our reconciliation, is it as good as before?"

"Impossible, we have already broken up with Su Zhiwen, broke up, please! Don't pester me like this again."

"I was wrong, really Chenbao, I will go to you now, wait for me!"

"I beg you, don't come here again, I beg you..." There were countless tears in the eyes, and the tears fell down uncontrollably.

"You are giving me a chance, just a chance, okay, I promise I won't be suspicious in the future, I believe you..."

Si Chen didn't want to hear Su Zhiwen's voice at all, because every word the other party said was like thousands of needles pricking his heart.

It was the other party who doubted him time and time again. Every time he came to school to look for him, many classmates had pointed out him and suffered such humiliation today.