you have white skin

Zhang Junxi was worried that something might happen to Xia Hanyue, so he stood outside the door of the ward, wanting to see what was going on inside, but the doctor never let him in, and the most important thing was that Father Xia didn't let him in.

As soon as this incident happened, Dad Xia felt a little nervous.

But Zhang's mother kept explaining all this.

At the same time in the bar, Si Chen stayed in the dormitory stupidly and didn't dare to say anything. He felt that he had nowhere to escape now, and maybe it was the best ending to go home and not dare to resign.

He thought so, and Liu Liu didn't care about the business of the bar and came directly to Si Chen's room, he just wanted to see what happened to Si Chen.

The moment Si Chen opened the door, his spirit completely collapsed.

He hugged Liu Liu and cried loudly.

"Liu Liu, it's impossible for us to be together. I should have thought of it a long time ago. It's impossible for us. I didn't expect this day to come so soon."

Si Chen complained in Liu Liu's ear, Liu Liu slowly closed his eyes, and advised Si Chen to think about it, the matter hadn't reached that point yet.

Even if he said this, he knew that it was impossible for this matter to go this far, after all, Si Chen had already been scolded like that by Zhang's mother.

It's not that Si Chen is weak, it's just because she is Zhang Junxi's mother, he just doesn't want to resist, and if he resists, it will make Zhang Junxi angry.

Si Chen loved him so much that he didn't want him to be angry at all, so he swallowed his anger and watched him being scolded like that without saying a word.

Isn't this love?

Sichen gave everything for love, why isn't it enough now?

"Sichen has some things, I think I need to wait, don't cry, some things can't be solved by crying, of course I hope you can get better."

Si Chen was still crying on Liu Liu's shoulder, this time Si Chen said while crying, "You don't need to comfort me, I already know that Junxi and I are impossible, even if he comes back, I know we are impossible ..."

"Sichen, you didn't come out, you don't know, Junxi is also his first time, you don't know what the ending will be, so don't think too much, if you think about it, I will know, back then My family also disagrees, don’t they agree now? So no matter what you do, there must be a process, and this process is just a long wait.”

After hearing this, Si Chen raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said with unbelievable eyes: "Really?"

Liu Liu nodded.

"Aren't I just a living example? I really don't know what you're thinking. It's all right, you have a good rest. That's it for today. Tomorrow we will wait to see if there is any news about Junxi, but now you have to contact Junxi. I guess It's a little difficult."

Si Chen lowered his head and let out a soft oh.

"Hurry up and wipe away your tears. There is nothing to be afraid of. Coming out is a very common thing. You can rest assured that nothing will happen."

Si Chen nodded, listening to Liu Liu's words, he seemed to put everything on Liu Liu, so if he wanted to know about Zhang Junxi, he could only wait quietly.

At night, Sichen couldn't control his emotions, so he took out his phone and called Zhang Junxi.

There was a sweet voice on the other end of the phone.

"Hello, the call you dialed is temporarily unavailable..."

No matter how many times Si Chen dialed, she still got the same answer, so Si Chen kept sending text messages to Zhang Junxi in desperation.

'Junxi, what are you doing? '

'Junxi, how are you doing now? '

'Junxi, I...'

'Junxi, I'm worried about you. '

Constantly sending text messages, sent more than 100 text messages, but did not receive a single text message, Si Chen rolled on the bed, unable to fall asleep at all.

Looking at the phone screen, I don't know when I fell asleep.

In the dream, he saw Zhang Junxi's sweet smile, and also saw Xia Hanyue's sweet smile.

I even saw the scene of the two of them getting married.

Si Chen's heart ached like a needle prick.

Even in sleep, tears soaked the pillow.

When he woke up, it was just dawn, he tossed and turned, got up to wash and opened the door.

Walking out of the dormitory, he walked aimlessly on the street, as if following his feeling, he wanted to see Zhang Junxi.

Wanting to know the result, even if Zhang Junxi told him that we couldn't be together, he admitted it, after all, this matter was his fault, what else could he say?

At the beginning, he shouldn't be so crazy for love, but he couldn't control it, he just liked it.

Liked someone who shouldn't be liked, a straight man, he can't kiss a straight man, let alone have a relationship.

If there is no such contact, maybe they are just simple colleagues now.

Junxi where are you, I really want to see you.

A familiar voice behind him reached Si Chen's ears.

"Sichen, why are you on the street?"

He turned his head and looked behind him, but didn't see anyone, turned around and continued walking aimlessly forward.

A voice came from behind.

"Morning, morning..."

Calls to Si Chen continued to come from behind.

Si Chen frowned and turned around to look behind him, only then did he see a car slowly driving towards him.

Isn't that car owned by Shen Feiyang?

"Feiyang? Why are you here?"

"I called you for a long time, why didn't you agree?"

Si Chen's silence didn't seem like he was talking.

Shen Feiyang waved his hand and said, "Where are you going, I'll take you off!"

Si Chen shook his head and said flatly, "I don't know."

One sentence made Shen Feiyang feel that something was wrong, and from the expression on his face, he felt that Si Chen was a different person, completely different from before.

This time I don't like to talk, I don't like to laugh, and my eyes are dull.

From time to time in a daze, the whole body looks sickly.

He put the car in good condition, got out of the car and dragged Si Chen into the car. He didn't say anything else, but comforted him softly: "Have you eaten yet? Why don't we go have breakfast?"

Si Chen didn't nod or shake his head, just sat in the co-pilot and stared blankly ahead, unable to tell what he was looking at.

Shen Feiyang shook his head and drove him to have breakfast.

But when the soy milk was placed on the table, Si Chen looked at the white soy milk in the bowl, not only didn't take it all, it seemed that he didn't want to eat it at all.

"Don't you like to eat?"

Si Chen still didn't answer.

Shen Feiyang ordered another bowl of porridge and put it in front of Si Chen, but Si Chen was still the same as before, staring at the bowl in a daze.

Shen Feiyang frowned, thinking that Si Chen was sick, and raised his hand to touch his forehead, Si Chen's movements were sensitive and quick to dodge.

His eyes flickered.

"what are you doing?"

And very nervous and scared.

"It's nothing, I thought you were sick, I have no other meaning."

Shen Feiyang was very worried about Si Chen's current situation.

"No matter what happens, it's more appropriate to eat a little bit. If you want to say something, you can tell me. If you don't want to say it, don't say it."

Shen Feiyang actually wanted to know, but he was afraid that after asking, he would cry out of sadness.

After all, Si Chen's appearance now looks abnormal.

"I'm not hungry."

Shen Feiyang smiled slightly.

"Eat a little, I think you look bad, you must be hungry, just take it as a face for me, okay?"

Si Chen looked at Shen Feiyang for a long time, and then began to eat one bite at a time, but there was still two-thirds of the whole bowl of rice left, and Si Chen really only ate a little bit.

Shen Feiyang shook his head, since he doesn't want to eat, then don't force it, after accepting the bill.

"Sichen, if you're in a bad mood, how about I take you out to play? If you have something to do, then forget it, but I still hope that you can go out more often, and you can't stay in the bar every day. Come on, it's going to be crazy."