you have white skin

"It's okay, it's a little hot, I want to take off my coat."

After Si Chen finished speaking, he took off his coat, and Zhang Junxi helped Si Chen put the coat away.

A few people started drinking and eating, and after a while, a few people toasted and drank.

Si Chen unintentionally rolled up his sleeves, revealing the tattoo on his arm.

It was also at that moment that Zhang Junxi saw the tattoo on Si Chen's arm, and pulled Si Chen out of the door. This time, he pointed to the tattoo on Si Chen's arm and asked.

"what is this?"

Si Chen smiled and said indifferently: "It's nothing but a commemoration of this love."

Si Chen could dodge it, and put his hand behind his back lightly. Zhang Junxi grabbed it and asked directly: "The words on it are the abbreviation of my name, but what is the English word on it?"

Si Chen lowered his head, at this moment his heart is quite painful, meaning in English.

"I don't know, it's just looking good, there's really no other meaning."

'Junxi, actually that means, I want you to get everything you're looking for. '

Zhang Junxi looked into Si Chen's eyes.

"You lied, you know it's just that you don't want to say it, don't you really know how much I love you? I escaped this time, although I will go back, I am still working hard to do a lot for you I want my family to recognize you, so I'm working hard."

Si Chen is not talking anymore, he understands that all of this is impossible, so Si Chen is more likely to say that since they can't be together, let him go, so that the two of them can be peaceful.

Perhaps this is the last of them.

Si Chen simply thought about it.

Before returning to the private room, Si Chen stood on tiptoe and kissed Zhang Junxi's lips.

For the last time, those soft lips, Zhang Junxi's feeling, all Zhang Junxi's memories.

He wants to forget all about it, because it is impossible for Zhang Junxi to be with him, he is the one who is going to get married, but Si Chen has given Zhang Junxi too much thought, if there is no such scene, he will miss it.

Maybe Zhang Junxi won't be like this, after all this matter is a matter between two people, Si Chen's reluctance to let go makes Zhang Junxi feel helpless.

Zhang Junxi's helplessness made him want to see Si Chen uncontrollably, so he was only on two legs.

Threats from family members are likely to make Zhang Junxi and Xia Hanyue get married.

If so, don't stop it.

The two of them returned to the room, and soon, Si Chen settled the bill with the excuse of going to the bathroom.

also left.

Si Chen probably won't be using that phone number anymore.

From the moment he left, Si Chen turned off his phone.

He kept walking on the road, and the air seemed to know his mood, and it started to rain lightly.

Bits of light rain fell on Si Chen's shoulders.

He smiled, let's go, this is the best choice.

On the road, Sichen didn't know whether it was tears or rain, but his face was covered with water.

The eyes also started to become red and swollen.

He raised his hand and beat his chest repeatedly.

I said silently in my heart: Junxi, goodbye, I know I can't be with you, we have no results, but I still love you, and love you very, very much, this is the last time we meet, and you will never see me.

Looking up at the sky, I walked aimlessly for a long time.

Si Chen didn't want to leave anymore, so she sat on the curb stone by the side of the road, crying with her head in her arms.

The relationship is over, and there will be no more in the future.

The necklace around his neck was taken off, and he held it tightly in his own hands.

I refused to throw it away for a long time, and my heart was very tired. I just couldn't let it go if I wanted to throw it away.

Because the heart still loves Zhang Junxi.

Very very love.

I'm afraid I will never forget it in this life.

A car drove over beside Si Chen, and the car slowly stopped beside him.

When the window of the car was lowered, the person inside said to Si Chen, "I know your application is not good, come on, get in the car and I'll take you for a drive."

Si Chen shook his head, at this moment he didn't want to talk to anyone, let alone be with them, because he just wanted to be alone and think quietly.

Spend this time quietly.

There will be a day when the heart is healed even when it hurts, the original pounding heartbeat is gone.

For some, there is only pain left.

"Go away, I don't want to see you."

After the people in the car got out of the car, they immediately picked up Si Chen and threw it into the car domineeringly, saying, "Si Chen, I know you're having a hard time right now, but you're going to get through this day sooner or later, you can't do it now It’s still the same, if you continue like this, your heart will hurt even more, since you’re saying goodbye, it’s going to be a pain, and the same sun will rise tomorrow.”

The moment Si Chen was thrown into the car, she hurriedly wanted to get out of the car, struggling and scolding: "Shen Feiyang, what does my matter have to do with you, I know you treat me well, please can you Leave me alone."

Shen Feiyang closed the car door regardless, got in the car and drove away.

He brought Si Chen to the seaside instead of going anywhere else.

Si Chen kept yelling along the way, Shen Feiyang kept silent and didn't say a word, his main purpose was to calm Si Chen.

Shen Feiyang took out an umbrella, pulled Si Chen out of the car, and held an umbrella for Si Chen.

"Sichen, take a look at the scenery at night, and look at your mood. Maybe you will be fine. Just remember that the earth will continue to revolve without you. This world is like this. It doesn't help if you are sad. Facts are facts. Since you can’t change it, don’t change it and just accept it.”

Shen Feiyang's words penetrated deeply into Si Chen's heart.

Si Chen silently stood by the sea, staring at the distant scenery.

The wind blew slightly and brushed his cheeks, which really calmed his agitated mood a lot.

"Sichen, you just chose what you should choose, and you didn't do anything wrong. And your choice is your choice. Even if you regret it later, it's still your choice, and this choice will be with you life."

Shen Feiyang didn't want Si Chen to be under so much pressure, so he stepped forward and hugged him gently.

"You won't lose the whole world. Aren't you and me, Liu Liu, and Mao Ziyu all your good friends? If you insist on stabbing me with a knife, I won't say no."

After the words fell, Si Chen couldn't control his eye sockets again.

Tears flowed down my face, the pain was really hard to pass.

Silently watching the distant scenery.

The ring in his hand raised his hand and threw it into the sea, this time it fell into the sea like a parabola, Si Chen was not stupid enough to commit suicide.

It shows that his heart is not as fragile as before.

It's just that the scar on Si Chen's left hand became more obvious.

Shen Feiyang saw the tattoo on Si Chen's arm the moment Si Chen threw away the ring.

At first I felt curious, but I didn't dare to ask directly.

After Si Chen cried for a long time, Si Chen was a little tired, and when he rolled up his sleeves again, Shen Feiyang could clearly read the words on it.

Isn't the abbreviation of that English name Zhang Junxi?

'Sichen, you love too deeply, you ignore the people around you, I love you so much, can't you see it?I love you more than you love Zhang Junxi. If the world is so cruel, I will hurt instead of you, transfer your pain directly to mine, and you will no longer be in pain. '

Si Chen suddenly turned around and their lips touched lightly.

Si Chen nervously pushed Shen Feiyang's arms away, and shouted to the sea: "Zhang Junxi, goodbye."