fall into dust

The two walked up the mountain road together. Although Xuelian didn't know where the Tianshan Xuelian would be born, he had a weak sense and looked around, and it wouldn't take long to find it.Along the way, Bai Yi didn't say much. The severe pain in his heart and the biting cold wind made him not want to speak. He looked at Xue Lian's back and followed his steps as he walked farther and farther. He really wanted to be with him like this. Living in seclusion in the mountains, even if you are accompanied by ice and snow all year round.

"It seems to be here." Snow Lotus said, the colder it gets towards the top of the mountain, but Snow Lotus is still wearing simple single clothes, he is not afraid of the cold, the closer he is to the snow lotus, he will feel warmer.

The moment he turned around the mountain, Bai Yi's heart was cold. He saw a Tianshan snow lotus blooming between the rocks. It faced the cold wind and was as white as snow. When the snow lotus approached, it shook its petals like Welcome to the snow lotus.

There was a smile on Xue Lian's face. Although he could feel Bai Yi's pain, he still didn't stop and went directly to Tianshan Xue Lian. Bai Yi just stared at the flower and followed his steps.

The two climbed up the cliff, stepped on the rocks carefully, and approached the snow lotus in Tianshan little by little.

The Tianshan snow lotus was right in front of him, and the snow lotus glanced at Bai Yi from the corner of his eye. Seeing that he hadn't moved, he raised his hand to pick off the snow lotus, but the moment his hand touched the snow lotus, he was caught by Bai Yi.

"At this time, you don't want to regret it." Xue Lian had no choice but to shake the hand that was in Bai Yi's.

Bai Yi slowly let go, her voice hoarse, "I just... don't want to see you disappear in front of me."

"Then you can turn around." Xue Lian said with the corners of her mouth twitching.

Bai Yi turned his gaze back and landed on Xuelian's face, "What will you do when you return to Tiangong?"

Snow Lotus blurted out without thinking, "What else can I do? It's very pleasant to enjoy the flowers and plants playing games and drinking tea every day." This is his daily life. Life is long, and there is a lot of time to be free and easy.

Bai Yi lowered her head, "This way... I can feel relieved."

Xue Lian stepped forward, patted him on the shoulder, and said: "Actually, you can also live like this. You and Xiaoyue run together, support each other, and your life will definitely be a hundred times more exciting than mine." He sighed, holding back the pain in his heart. Discomfort still persuaded: "Live well with her, don't think about me anymore."

"Heh, it's really ridiculous that you can still say such a thing at a time like this. I have all sorts of feelings in my heart." Bai Yi taunted with pain.

The snow lotus was very sad, but he couldn't respond to his feelings. He turned around, faced the snow lotus, and said, "In a moment, take it down the mountain, don't look back, just walk all the way down the mountain."

Bai Yi sniffled, holding back tears, "Okay, I won't look back." He turned around, waiting for the snow lotus to pick the flowers.After a while, Bai Yi stretched out a hand from his side, holding a flower in it, and the snow lotus behind him, glowing white, was about to disappear.

Bai Yi caught the flower tremblingly, and Xue Lian urged behind him: "Let's go."

A tear rolled down, Bai Yi really wanted to turn around and hug him, but he knew that he was disappearing, and he was afraid that seeing him leave would cause unbearable pain.Bai Yi took a step forward and walked forward step by step with difficulty.Tears fell on the snow, the only time he cried for love.

Behind her, Snow Lotus smiled and slowly turned into dots of starlight, disappearing into the snow.

Hundred gardens.

"Huh? You're back?" Hanxiao was pulling weeds. When he saw the snow lotus appearing suddenly, he was surprised, and then smiled, "It took a year for the bloom, but you only had it for half a year. How come it's getting faster and faster."

Xue Lian waved her hand, he didn't want to talk, a stone was on his heart, he couldn't figure out whether what he did was right or not.According to the development of the matter, he had only this way to go, but he faintly felt that he was different from them. Although they smiled and didn't show it when they came back, Xuelian could feel the sadness in his heart, while Shuihua showed it even more To be obvious, he squatted on the ground in heartache, and went to Huangquan Road to chase after him in a blink of an eye.

"What's wrong with you, hurt by love?" asked with a smile.

Xue Lian frowned and shook her head, something flashed in his mind suddenly, he thought about it carefully, and found that he was really different from them, they were hurt by love, but he didn't seem to be.

"It's okay." Xue Lian replied, "I'm a little tired, I'm going to rest first."

"Yeah." Looking at his back with a smile, he looked like a bloom, and said he was fine.

For dozens of days, Xue Lian sat alone in the Hundred Gardens, not talking to anyone, thinking, thinking about the meaning of this catastrophe.Shuihua returned to the human world desperately and found Yanle, but was captured by Emperor Zhengyang not long after and made him stand in front of the self-discipline gate. Shuihua did not dare to disobey, and had knelt there for a long time.Ah Jin has already returned from his second visit to the mortal world. As the son of the Heavenly Emperor, his authority is much greater than theirs. No one asked about his repeated visits to the mortal world, which made Shuihua envious.

When Xuelian came back, Xiaofeng was supposed to go down to earth, but he was indifferent by nature and didn't care about the fate, so he still didn't go after Xuelian came back for a long time.

After a few more days, Xuelian finally stopped sitting alone. He got up and went to the palace of Emperor Zhengyang, wanting to ask his father to clear up his doubts.

When Xuelian came, Hanxiao was collecting flower seeds from Emperor Zhengyang, Xuelian knelt in front of the door and bowed to the end, asking: "Father, what is the meaning of my calamity?"

Emperor Zhengyang put down the things in his hands, and sat majestically on the main seat. He took a sip of hot tea, and after a long time, he asked back, "Does your heart ache?"

"It doesn't hurt." Xuelian replied simply.

"This catastrophe... hurts others but not yourself, someone hurts for you." Emperor Zhengyang said, he already knew the fate of Xuelian, and he also knew what he was wondering about. He just waited for Xuelian to come, Solve the doubts in his heart.

There was a chill in Xue Lian's heart. He didn't want to disappoint Bai Yi's affection. He hoped that Bai Yi would not be emotional like him. They were friends for life, and they would not be sad when they parted at the end. But now, he returned to Tiangong, and Bai Yi , but has to bear the broken love and walk all the way until the end of life, Xue Lian gritted her teeth and said: "I would rather hurt myself." Isn't he right.

Emperor Zhengyang was expressionless, and just said softly, "Fate is impermanent, what I owe... I have to pay it back." As soon as he said this, Emperor Zhengyang disappeared in an instant, leaving the snow lotus behind, full of melancholy and hesitation.

Hanxiao walked over, helped Xuelian up, she turned her head slightly, and asked, "Xiaoxiao, what does he owe me?"

"You save his life, and he will pay you back." Hanxiao replied lightly.

"But..." Xue Lian didn't know how to say it for a while. He saved him purely by chance, and it was not worth mentioning at all. She seemed to guess his thoughts with a smile, and said softly: "How can a person's life be saved?" Can be compared with immortals."

Xuelian slumped and took two steps back. For the first time since the calamity, he felt heartache.He closed his eyes and couldn't bear to think about the past, but he still wanted to know his result.

"How is the world?"

"He made the best medicine and saved the lives of everyone in the town." He stopped with a smile and continued: "Besides, after you come back, the world will be unsealed, and spring will come soon. People will plant in spring and harvest in autumn, which is not the same as before." No difference."

Xue Lian felt a little relieved, and asked again: "Are they living well?"

Han Xiao smiled slightly, "They lived a good life, they stayed together for a lifetime, until they were old, but... they were brothers and sisters."

Xuelian's figure swayed slightly, he thought he could survive the tribulation successfully, but in the end, he still lost one person and broke his heart.It turned out that this calamity cannot avoid sadness after all. He can control himself, but he cannot control others. Instead of this, it is better to be sad himself, and he can be less owed and guilty.

Xuelian turned around and left lonely.

Returning to Baihuayuan with a smile, I met Xiaofeng head-on, Xiaofeng stopped and said, "I'm leaving."

Smiling and narrowing his eyes, "Are you ready?"

"There is nothing to prepare." Xiaofeng said.

"Xiaofeng, among the few of us, you are the most similar to your father, and he likes you the most, but don't keep imitating him. It's hard to deal with being so cold in the world, and it's not pleasing." Curious about who Xiaofeng will meet and what kind of things she will experience.

Xiaofeng glared at him, walked over sideways, grabbed his arm with a smile, and asked: "How do you go, save memories like water blooms and snow lotus, or..."

"I will seal up my memory and be a mortal for the rest of my life."

Nodding with a smile, "This is also good, the experience is more real."

"Actually... I just think that if you keep your memory, wouldn't it be very boring."

Chapter [-]: Impatiens